That's it, this is my favorite Eddie fic.
You are so talented that I can't even put into words how much I loved what I just read, you managed to extract such profound things from an ask that I didn't even know how to describe properly, it's like you entered my mind and read my thoughts.
There are so many things that left me speechless.
First of all this involvement with Nelson was simply incredible, it was the spice that was missing in what I imagined
and the work you did describing the drawings is like DAMN fucking incredible, and I won't even mention the description of the tattoos because you got me weak
“Teddy”/“Goose” and the pinky promise 😣😣😣😣💔
“Eddie stills as if turned to alabaster. He looks away from you, but you don’t look away from him as silence permeates the air like a slow rising fog. Color rises in his cheeks, then the tips of his ears. If he doesn’t move, maybe he’ll wake up. Maybe he’ll disappear” bro is terrified 😭
“I’ve never had this, alright?” He makes a weak motion between the two of you. “Someone who makes me feel the way you do.”
You nod for him to continue.
“I think about you all the fucking time.” His voice comes out shy and gruff. “You’re beautiful.”
“So they do mean something.”
“But now you probably just think they’re perverted when it’s not like that at all,” he accuses with a slight waver in his voice. You’ve never seen him quite like this. Frazzled in a raw, open way. “It’s the trust aspect—“ MY FAV ONE cause this is exactly what I think, submission is such a deep thing and requires a lot of trust and has such a big emotional charge, you just understand me so well 🤲🏻💗
“I wanna do life with you.” ugh stop u gonna make me cry
the development of the smut is so good because I can see how Eddie is always holding back and how he lets go a while later, but still manages to take everything calmly because he simply cares so much about reader and wants to make all these new experiences enjoyable for her, and how he feels when he realizes that she also wants to try everything with him 😣💗
Amazing work! I hope I managed to convey how much I loved this and how much I love your writing!! Kisses and see you later cause I have many more thoughts like this 💋