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@miharuhebinata / miharuhebinata.tumblr.com

call me sizzy. i'm 26, white, and i enjoy video games a VERY normal amount ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ‘ โ€ข zionists, transmisogynists (yes this includes you, transandrophobia truthers), bi lesbians, and copyright law dickriders not welcome here ๐Ÿซถ

When I was younger and researching the autism diagnosis criteria and symptoms, I thought โ€œoh I couldnโ€™t POSSIBLY be autistic.โ€ Because when I read โ€œtakes everything literallyโ€ I thought it literally meant EVERYTHING and I was like โ€œI donโ€™t take EVERYTHING literally, just most things!โ€ And I just realized the other day that it didnโ€™t actually mean EVERYTHING and that was an overstatement.

ok hold on actually i rb'd this before with just tags but im going to come back in on this again

any medical diagnostic you will ever undergo does not mean "always 100% Every Time Ever you have this problem". And it sucks because they will phrase it in a way that SOUNDS like 100% Every Time including on the testing for being a person who has trouble with how specific phrasing is supposed to be.

literally the example I always use is I spent way longer without glasses then I should have because the eyesight chart diagnostic is "identify the letter", so I went 'ok the point of this is to do good identifying letters'. Then i realized

they want to know if I can see. Not if I can identify that a blurry shape is an A because of its unique outline.

So i started qualifying my answers with "blurry". Blurry A, Blurry Y, Blurry Z. Now I have glasses.

they do not make this clear. I do not know why. But you can more or less apply this to any medical diagnostic, and if it's a written diagnostic if your answer is 'sometimes' and the only answers are 'yes or no' you put Yes.

Do I have trouble getting out of bed? Sometimes, yes. So the answer is Yes.

Regrettably tests are made for and by non-autistic people and aimed at non-autistic caregivers and medical experts, which isnt how it should be, and makes it one more complicated thing to navigate. World a hell.

Also, if you're filling out Disability paperwork, you're supposed to answer it for your worst days, and without accommodations.

ew yea i used to m*sturbate ๐Ÿคข to p*rn ๐ŸŒฝ but now i'm 2 weeks clean and every part of my mind and body is clea-(sees a pebble that looks like a ass and my dick goes off like a shotgun) ouuuuuugggghhhhhhh

In 2022 I was in a recovery discord and like it was like mostly drug addicts but the server owner also was really adamant that there be space for porn addicts even though it was constantly causing issues and one day me and one of the other drunks were chit chatting and he was like this totally queeny fella and he sent this image and one of the porn addicts went to the owner and said that this image made him relapse on his porn addiction so the owner tried to make the queeny drunk apologize but the queeny drunk told the owner "I'm sorry this other guy can't see women as people" and then the owner banned him and the entire server blew up into three different splinter servers

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