Avatar

Neutrino Tempest

@neutrinotempest / neutrinotempest.tumblr.com

Eli. Los Angeles. They/She

Being an evil doppelganger has to be so fucked up like imagine meeting a better version of yourself. Some chain of events going differently that led to "you" being a better person in a way you can never achieve. Personally I'd have no other option but to try and kill them

It's always "oh no my evil clone or twin or whatever is trying to kill me" and never How is my evil clone? Says a lot about society

Me, crashing the fuck out: you think you're better than me? You think you're fucking better than me???

My good clone, dodging a glass: I mean like objectively yeah

Two of the most famous gay couples in Chinese history are also the sources of some of the most recognizable queer symbols in China: the bitten peach and the torn sleeve. Stories that are partially legend, partially based in some reality, have expanded beyond what anyone could have imagined and shifted from a romanticized look at a homosexual romance to a term to be clung to as a historical hook from past to present; a reminder that there is a precedent for the kind of queer love that continues in contemporary China, despite attempts to stamp it out.
Avatar
deactivated

why is this post completely broken in every way imaginable

Broken notes… deactivated account… removed image….

Finally, we have them all.

In addition: OP’s name is just… gone. No “[insert username]-deactivated[insert a bunch of numbers]” as is the standard for deactivated blogs.

Just the world “deactivated.” Look upon their post, ye mighty, and despair.

It’ll be almost impossible to find this post unless it wanders across your dash.

Here’s my reblog to maybe be seen for all eternity. Or to be lost in my own blog. Who knows

Avatar
stfrancismp3-deactivated2024032

“my material and social needs aren’t being met and all i got was this lousy cbt worksheet” t-shirt

Where's it made? Who brought it here? How much were they paid? Who makes it? Is it made in separate parts and put together? How much were they all paid to do this? Where do they get the materials? Who paid for that? Who brings it there? How much were they paid? Who streamlined the base materials? How much were they paid? Who gathered the base materials? Where? How much were they paid? Is it good for them? Is it good for us? Is it good for the land? Is it necessary? Is it biodegradable? How much does it hurt? Do I need it? Do I even want it?

I'm manifesting that you get a bag of chips today. your favorite chips

You’re manifesting that I get a bag of chips today! My favorite chips!

I'll use my magic to send the chips your way. tostitos, doritos, and frito-lay

You’ll use your magic to send the chips my way!Tostitos, Doritos, and Frito-lay!

my magic is real, and you're not being deceived

Your magic is real, and I’m not being deceived!

my chip magic works, you gotta believe!

Your chip magic works, I gotta believe!

"male loneliness epidemic" is misleading because it implies that men are suffering because they can't get girls when I feel like the actual problem is that pretty much any online content that's aimed specifically at men conceptualizes the masculine ideal as what I call the Buff Scammer. there are only two things in this world that matter, says the Buff Scammer: being jacked and making money. how you get to either of those things doesn't matter, you just need to be as rich and as buff as possible or you have failed as a man. Get into drop shipping. Eat nothing but raw meat. Rugpull a memecoin. Remove seasonings from your diet. Sell an online course. Go to the gym daily. Starve yourself so your body will achieve ketosis and start burning fat. Attend a seminar on real estate investing. Work 80 hours a week. Take steroids but don't let anyone know about that part. Flip a YouTube channel after 10xing the subs. Sell AI art on Etsy and AI audiobooks on Amazon. What's that? You're trying to do this to get girls? Why would you care about women? Women are all stupid whores who don't help you get richer or buffer. The only people you should be paying attention to are other rich, buff men. If you do hang out with women you should be pimping them out on Chaturbate so you can at least get an ROI off your time spent not thinking about men. Male friends? You don't have time for friends. You should be hustling and grinding 24/7 365. And if you absolutely do need to spend time around other men you should only be spending time with other buff scammers so you can collaborate on entrepreneurial ventures. Like Jesus Christ even writing this is exhausting I feel like trying to be this dude would be fucking miserable like not only did you turn yourself into a friendless, materialist, misogynistic asshole who can only conceptualize the world in terms of value extracted but you're NOT EVEN HAVING FUN DOING IT!!!!!!

At some point in my transition, the "hate yourself, get an eating disorder, buy product" messaging I get switched from woman flavor to man flavor, and omfg. What the hell is this shit!

The "woman" version would often disguise itself as self care. There's this facade of softness and gentleness. ("indulge yourself: buy skincare! do what's right for YOU: starve yourself and smile emptily at zucchini noodles! this is empowering. your body is a temple, divine feminine chakra mother!!!") In the man version, no such thing. Self compassion is not allowed. You've got to brutally grind yourself into the shape of a Real Man or die trying, but you don't get to *enjoy* being the Real Man because comfort is for girrrrrrlllssss.

My dangerous trans gender ideology is that being a man should be enjoyable. If there's nothing fun about it, change your approach or stop being a man.

The gym/ food thing is so goddamn scary. I have a (usually very sweet) coworker who keeps telling me about intermittent fasting and going to the gym and how much hes trying to lose weight because he was fat bc of health concerns (but his phrasing was still very judgemental). He pushed back when I said 1. Fat doesn't mean unhealthy, everyone has different weights that work for them and 2. Being unhealthy doesn't equate to worth anyway. I then told him intermittent fasting sounds like starving yourself and he said no nono it's good for losing weight! This guy told me that the night before ,he had not eaten for nearly 48 hours and was trying to power through for more but instead ripped into his fridge like an animal and ate apples and salmon and whatever else. He kept commenting how disgusting he was for this. I kept telling him that he was starving his body and that of course he craved FOOD. I finally told him that he is headed for an eating disorder and also, wouldn't it be better to eat and work out according to what you want to DO with your body, not how it looks? His mind was blown. To think of the body not as optimizing but rather to figure out how to enjoy existing in it???

He is a very well rounded person who has family and friends and colleagues. He has a community BUT the attitude about his own body was so toxic, I fear for the guy. It's not sustainable and will breed contempt not just for himself but other people. I hope he doesn't continue down that road but we'll see.

Not to start discourse but I will be forever mad that every time I go into the Goncharov tag I see people complaining that they watched the movie expecting a soft queer romcom about pure cinnamon rolls and instead they got a complex and violent film about deeply flawed people where everyone dies.

By all means, engage in fandom however you choose. But don’t blame the source material for not being consistent with some random fanon on tumblr. Kinda wild to get mad that the movie about violent, morally dark grey criminals has violence, crime and moral greyness in it. You know? Also, imho given the time this movie was made, the queer coding was daring; this is NOT an example of queerbaiting.

You are using an unsupported browser and things might not work as intended. Please make sure you're using the latest version of Chrome, Firefox, Safari, or Edge.