I am in some Mouthwashing feels, so I wrote a fic about Anya and her thoughts.
Read the tags tho, please and thank u.
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Hey, so, I commissioned @blintzestein to do a song for me and they did and it's fuckin awesome so I ended up making a CD cover sort of thing for it.
So yeah, now Marnie has a theme song.
Contact @blintzestein for some fuckin bomb music commissions.
I like to think of a Lamb that, in the end, isn't vengeful.
All they want is a family.
Sure, they're a little idiotic (why do you want to eat poop, dear?) and can be intolerable at times (stop dissenting, I literally just wouldn't feed you poop) and they die too easily. And sure, they're the last sheep.
But they just don't want to hate anymore. They choose happiness because they feel better about it. They do feel regret and frustration and anger and loss. But deep-seated hatred is absent.
Perhaps Narinder calls them immature for maintaining these emotions as a god, but they're fine with it. Because of those emotions, they can choose to love with all their heart.
That's where I'm going with Lucy, tbh, but she's a little...
Well, she doesn't feel vengeful, but she does want to protect the new flock she's building. And to do that, she pursues power to an almost manic degree. And she lovebombs and coerces and drives herself to do heinous acts to anyone who betrays the trust she put in them, even if she doesn't want them to leave. Even if she clings to them. Feels the need to fix them.
She's a lil messed up, but she's got heart. She's also got more than one crown, so that's, er, a situation.
I want Lamb to hug Narinder.
I want Narinder to be all hissy and spitty about it.
And then Narinder starts hovering around them. And then Narinder starts standing even closer. And then Narinder places his head on their shoulder or the top of their head. And then Narinder stares at Lamb.
And then when Lamb holds him again, he sags and sinks into it because it's a soft touch. One that doesn't hurt. One that smells nice. One that exudes peace. One that still worships him.
One that reminds him of what his family once was before it was all torn apart.
Give the touch-starved cat his daily cuddles, please and thank you.
Question about Spider SY village. With Spider silk, which are so much stronger than even chain, smooth as Silk, beautiful like pearl rainbow, being so readily available for a story, how much of the village is covered in it? How much of that sillk is being used in utilities? Clothes? Rope replacement? Beds?
Because that would be strange as hell for outsiders.
Oh, yeah, Xiaoshan Village has replaced quite a number of things with silk, though they tend to use it as a core for some things rather than replace it completely.
So, like, steel core ropes have been somewhat replicated for non-stone bridges, and, having learned of its fire-retardant nature, they have the beginnings of fire safety practices by having a fire sheet.
Because, while they appreciate the use of the silk, they understand that access to it may not be forever. Gods have come and gone, their favor ebbing and flowing. There's many a story of a faithful follower not being heard by the one they dedicated their lives to.
Moreover, Shen Yuan is his own being. They were saved by him and protected by his webs, but it's not as though he's purely benevolent or prefers them. They were simply fortunate. Fortunate that Shen Yuan arrived in the nearby forest.
They don't know exactly how long that fortune will last, so as much as they greatly value the silk, they tend to stock it rather than always use it for everything. They hope, of course, that they'll be able to trade with Lulin Zhizhu for as long as they live, but few things are certain and it's best to plan ahead.
At least, that's how they view it.
So, while they do show off some stuff, in the end, they also ration its use.
The crechur,,,
It's a bit messy since I don't have access to my usual supplies, but I thought I'd share! I'm really enjoying your spider yuan au!! :)
For me to not have described his humanoid body very much, you're pretty damn well on the money, holy shit.
He looks so great aaaaaa very creature!!! Especially the facial segmentation! Bro got hella cheekbones!
Thank you so much!!
I forgot to add this to the last post, but yeah. Visualization for Zhuzi, aka, Mishu-zhang (official title).
Here's the Picrew I used.
I might make some more later, or, like, just draw it out myself lol
In celebration of me finally starting to put Spider Yuan on AO3, have another installment uwu
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Considering the methods of cultivating a humanoid body was proving pretty difficult, especially when the being in question could only, for reasons unknown, associate such a body with weakness.
Fewer eyes, fewer limbs, less imposing.
But at the same time, he does wish to talk to people of various races. He wishes to travel a little, too. As much as he's enjoyed his time at home, he wants to stretch his legs a little, perhaps leave more of the duties to the other spiders for a while. Zhuzi seems to be taking up the mantle even more, especially since she updated him on events in the nearby human village.
Besides, he could somewhat play around with what his humanoid form would be like, right? It wasn't as though he had to directly mimic the appearance of a human. As long as he could fit into doors and had thumbs when necessary, that would probably be best.
He doesn't have to make a body like he'd had before...
...?
When did he have a humanoid body before?
im still thinking about that post about bingge not actually enjoying sex all that much and now it's got me thinking about acespec binghe. I wonder how much of bingqiu's sex life is about actual sexual desire or just a desire for intimacy. as we've established, bingqiu both want a Crack Open Shizun's Ribs And Live Inside Him situation but they can't actually do that, so sex is the closest they can get to the intense kind of physical and emotional intimacy they want. we need to introduce luo binghe to concepts like steven universe style fusion or pacrim drifting, getting those two to mindmeld would potentially create the craziest dude in existence but I think it would make binghe incredibly happy
thinking about this again and I think now that I've written aro4aro bingqiu and t4t bingqiu, it's only fair that I write ace4ace bingqiu where both of them see sex as a way of having intimacy but then they get thrown into a fusion/bodysharing/mindmeld wifeplot and they're like ohhh this is even better than sex
They basically become Garnet from SU, where everyone who never met them before has no idea that they can be two people
exactly!!! Shang Qinghua is like dude you realize that was supposed to be a temporary thing, right? just one chapter to get Bing-ge to bond with a wife before going back to normal? you can unfuse any time you want? And bingqiu are like yeah obviously we know that but We Don't Want To
I feel like it happens as an accident at first. Like, almost as though they trip into each other. And when they open their eyes, they're like "...Oh. Oh."
Binghe feels how much Shen Qingqiu loves him. How he's loved him for more than one lifetime. How much he hurt when he was forced to throw him into the abyss. How much he resents the system.
Shen Yuan feels how much Binghe loves him. How he's been the brightest light in his life, rough, dark, and imposing. How much he came to believe that whatever possessed his abusive Shizun was a god. How he still prayed for his forgiveness, even as he felt resentment, in the abyss.
And they cry. They hug themselves and cry. Because it's all warmth and joy, sorrow and pain, it's too much and not enough.
And maybe they unfuse, only to hug each other so tightly that they might fuse again.
(They don't notice it immediately, but perhaps the system, overrun by Luo Binghe's energy, overloads and bursts, which is what caused them to unfuse.)
omega: SHADOW. I HAVE DROPPED MY PENIS. HELP. I CANNOT REACH IT.
shadow: dude it's just on the floor, you can bend down and grab it.
omega: I CANNOT. THE SEX WAS, TOO GOOD. MOVEMENT INHIBITED.
shadow: really dude? the ultimate robot is brought down by one night of sex? wow.
omega: IT IS BECAUSE I SPENT ALL NIGHT FUCKING JOE.
shadow: joe?
omega: JOE MAMA. GOTTEM. HA HA HA HA HA HA
So, I was about to write some more Spider, but then I saw this art and now I'm thinking about Shadow finding Sonic again. Or rather, Sonic finding Shadow.
Every time Sonic dies, Shadow feels loss. It's painful, just like it always is whenever anyone he cares about dies.
But, unlike the others, Sonic dying is bittersweet. Because, just as the seasons change and the wind blows, the windy season always returns.
He's started noticing the tells after several reincarnations.
A breeze will bring his favorite smells to him, even if they're farther away than he thought they would be.
A warm front brings rain for the local gardens.
Cool air blows around his quills on hot summer days, curling, as though embracing him.
And then, the wind stops.
Within seven days, he stumbles upon, one way or another, a mute little blue hedgehog with black eyes that glimmer with near immediate recognition.
Sonic, having once again returned to a mortal form, jumps into his arms with a big smile on his face. And Shadow, feeling his little heart beating, feeling his solid body producing warmth, thrumming with Chaos energy, sheds a tear or two into his quills.
"Welcome back, hedgehog."
Shadow is functionally immortal. Sonic is, too, in his own way. After all, the wind ebbs and flows, but it never fully stops.
As long as there is wind, there is Sonic.
Hello!! I have a tale for you today that reminded me of your Sheep Yuan au. Technically this is about goats. BUT. Yea I instantly thought of Sheep Yuan.
So I’ll skip the very long story set up here, but basically, my mother and I were driving home, very tired from a long ridiculous day when my cousin texts my mom and goes, “When did we yet new baby goats?”
…so yea even though it’s not a breeding year at our farm, one of the females escaped her pen and and had a rendezvous with our buck. And we now have two twin boys. And all I could think as I stared at these newborns wobbling away from us and trying to escape inspection (we were trying to figure out the sex; they’re boys), was your Sheep Yuan au and how we now have Goat Yuan and Goat Jiu. I’m calling them the shenanigan twins.
Hopefully, there is no MORE escapades to escape the goat pens (it’ll happen it always does) but yea the I kept thinking or Sheep Yuan’s attempts to escape his enclosure to be free and then there was two boys and yea. Shen twins as goats. That is all.
(Don’t mind me I’m very tired.)
I’m just picturing them meeting each other, as soon as dark shadow shows up venom just pokes his lil head out of their shoulder & goes !!!!! & dark shadow goes !!!!! back like they’re two dogs meeting in a park
Like, sniffing each other and everything.
And then Izuku starts sniffing Tokoyami cause he can't help it.
...Izuku sniffing his friends qwq
Just greets them with a hug and a sniff.