hey it’s me, shameeater

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What’s this blog? (updated 01/04/25)

Important note before I get to saucy stuff 

If you are a minor, or I do not see an age on your blog:

I don’t want minors interacting with my account at all, unless it’s specifically an informational post. Strictly only then, and I will specify that this is a NSFW blog and not to continue onto my account.

I also don’t want people on here claiming to be freaky and then going around shaming people for not liking the “good” kind of freaky shit. Or shaming people for liking it “wrong”. You’re annoying, go away. 

Detrans blogs - I respect other trans people’s business but it can make me uncomfortable, so I will block if that’s the case. No hard feelings. 

Continued - if you are an animal rapist trying to worm your way into the LGBTQ+ community (zoo NOT furries, furries are cool), a pedophile doing the same thing (MAP), run an ED blog, are a TERF or SWERF, or are bigoted/racist/fascist/hateful in any way, I will block and report where it’s due.

EXTRA NOTE, this has always applied to zionists but I want to put an extra fuck you in particular to zionists! Get the fuck out of my space you nazi fucks! Free Palestine.

Anyway TL;DR freaks only but only freaks that aren’t terrible people.

What kinda content (kinks) are in this skull of mine

sadly, since I escaped my abusive home, or maybe since the final days when I was stuck there and being starved, PLUS preparing for a going cross-country and losing access to solid and accessible meals, I lost 15 to 20 pounds.

Finally weighed myself on an actual scale for the first time in over a year.

I hardly even had to, I look and feel quite bony, my pants didn't even fit right anymore, kept slipping down so much.

I gotta get it back for sure.

Good news though, I'm staying somewhere really lovely so I may be able to get there, someday. Eating is surprisingly difficult since our stomachs shrank so much pre-move.

Plus I just feel sick a lot due to my fatigue, not helped by a decade of PSTD induced insomnia. I didn't even sleep until well into the morning for the first few days, and then only got a few collective hours.

But things are pretty good, I'm safe and more situationally comfortable than I've ever been in my short little life. Very cozy. Just also very tired and in mourning. Suffering from a fair amount of mental and emotional things, to boot.

Still, lots to look forward to though.

Amongst many other massive life changes and freedoms, I hope to keep up some social media presence outside of my very close inner circle, but not so much I cause myself more illness.

Kink and sexuality is important to me too.

For pleasure, yes, we love that, but considering my libido has flatlined from stress and fatigue and the old bitch clinical depression, well. I have a hard time getting it up these days.

So a lot of it is just for funsies. For self expression... and to connect with people... and also to continuously invalidate some very old chronic shame I have, especially what was instilled by my thankfully estranged family.

And what's instilled by a CONCERNING amount of people, especially in the queer community, too. Can't let that shit get to me, no sir.

Yada yada yada. Life update.

Would be breaking his pelvis if he said this to me

I remember seeing posts on that subreddit where we all get our trans medical advice (since doctors don't know anything unfortunately) about some FTMS being alarmed at suddenly getting a pot belly

and i think about that a lot

like... damn when will i get mine... will I get mine...? i would like a pot belly too please. i'll switch with you

I'd like to make more friends in the k1nk communities

Us sick fucks, queers, fags, and degenerates have to stick together and focus on community and fight for existence more than ever these days, you know?

Shit's been going downhill for a long time, so it's always a huge relief to encounter people who aren't tucking their heads down and trying to ride it out by acting like they're any more 'pure' than anyone else, and therefore worthy of being spared.

Or worse yet, offering their own up to be mauled. That's how things've gotten so bad in the first place.

HMU if you're cool, I mean. Caring is cool.

Had to re-install all my SDV mods and some of them didn't work right and I had to come home to un-bear Harvey where the hell did you put my husband

Gonna start reblogging non NSFT things on my SFT account instead of this one, since I've decided to dust it off and make the effort to try to use it again.

I don't have

Here it is if anyone's interested, but I will leave up the important things I've reblogged