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u ever read a fanfic so good that you want. fanfic of the fanfic
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maybe if i imagine the character all my problems will be solved
NOT WORKING NOT WORKING NOT WORKING NOT WORKING
some enstars songs make me feel sad when i listen to them. they remind me of when i first got into it and everything was exciting and the fandom was very active and i had friends i talked to about the series every day all the time. and now i dont have any friends that are in the fandom and it's dying and i'm like oh ok
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Oh shu singing about mika's eyes in hoshi no meidou hibikishi toki ni (not sure how to shorten or translate the name of the song). its too much Oh my god fuck off fuck everything wait hang on.
this. this part. mika making specific reference to shu (both of them?) being constrained by guilt. i need to overthink this enormously but please be sure i almost cried when i read this
i never know how literally to take the lyrics of valks songs ie how literally they apply to shu and mika so feel free to correct me and be like Oh this is actually about something else btw. i am potentially so shmk brained it interferes with my ability to properly analyze things
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Oh shu singing about mika's eyes in hoshi no meidou hibikishi toki ni (not sure how to shorten or translate the name of the song). its too much Oh my god fuck off fuck everything wait hang on.
this. this part. mika making specific reference to shu (both of them?) being constrained by guilt. i need to overthink this enormously but please be sure i almost cried when i read this
Reblogged ramonaofmanyfandoms
it's kinda comforting to me when my friends are a little annoying or longwinded or abrasive or tired and inarticulate, or they don't do the exact politest thing in every interaction, and stuff, because I know I'm sometimes annoying, or take up a more than my share of conversational space, or forget to ask them questions, etc etc, and... like, I'm always working to be nice to my friends and to get better and better at friend-ing, but it just makes me feel more human about it :}
anyway I love you friends plz know I'm not counting, in fact I feel great affection toward you even (especially) when conversations go less than Perfectly Ideal
I'm not proud to say it but this line from a 60 year old detective novel made me re-think some things about friendship
[ID: Excerpt from the novel Darker than Amber by John D MacDonald on slightly yellowing paper that reads:
"You can be at ease only with those people to whom you can say any damn fool thing that comes into your head, knowing they will respond in kind, and knowing that any misunderstandings will be thrashed out right now, rather than buried deep and given a chance to fester."
/ End of ID.]
hello! i just read your fic 'like real people do' and it was amazing, the tone you created through the whole fic made it all feel both so grounded and so ethereal at the same time. i love how you wrote shu especially - the inner conflicts and rationalizations were a treat to read. in your ending notes you said to come find you on tumblr so i also wanted to offer my enstars blog @seishun-emergency . i also write fic and whatnot but mostly i just post my unhinged analysis and reblog cool art. i hope you have a good day <3
omg!! hi!! thank you so much, its so nice of you to say and i really really appreciate it :') i'm gonna drop you a follow rn yippee!!