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S.D. is still here

@sketchdeath22

Constantly dealing with the horrors. I do art. he/xe I tend to ramble.

Howdy! I'm S.D., I'm your local scientist, artist, cosplayer, writer, and doer of other such things!

Asks are always open, I may be a little slow to answer some times but I love talking to you folks!

Typically dying over my favorite fictional fools, some of the main fandoms I'm in are:

-Good Omens

-Doctor Who

-Sherlock Holmes

-The Glass Scientists

-Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy

-Gravity Falls

-Will Wood

But I also really love:

Our Flag Means Death, Dead Boy Detectives, Night at the Museum, Welcome to Night Vale, Team Fortress 2, Spooky Month, House, Kid Vampire, Undertale, Deltarune, Bugbo, My Chemical Romance, Little Shop of Horrors, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Magnus Archives, and Umbrella Academy!

You're just a mammal. Let yourself act like it. Your brain needs enrichment. Your body needs rest. You feel hunger and grow hair. You need to pack bond with other sentient things so you don't become unsocialized and neurotic. You are biologically inclined to seek dopamine and become sick when chronically stressed. "Hedonism" is made up to place moral value on taking pleasure in sensory experiences. I am telling you that if you don't let yourself be a fucking mammal, as you were made, you will suffer and go insane. No grindset no diets no trying to be above your drive for connection. Pursue what makes you feel good and practice radial rejection of the constructs meant to turn you into a machine. You're a mammal.

I am so serious about the way people are taught to view themselves as separate from and above any other animal being the root cause of a lot of problems. You're not better than a beast.

This post has really made the rounds so I have to say - this mentality changed me overnight. I had this realization that all of the fumbling over self love I did for years just needed... this. Once I internalized that I'm just a creature, it got so much easier to take care of myself.

I've started treating myself like I would a dog that's going to chew through the house when it's bored. I walk myself. I seek activities that make my brain feel less like depressed sludge. I ask my body what it needs; I rest, I enjoy rest. I don't see it as a waste or unproductive. I see it as allowing my body to do its job of working better. I lean into appreciating my natural features. I'm a hunk of flesh. I can be ugly. I can decide that ugly is appealing. I can not care. Whatever. I started emphasizing little things that nourish my relationship(s), shelving distractions more, so I can relish the time I have with loved ones. I specifically pursue pleasure--dopamine--not just quick hits from scrolling social media but getting off my ass. Engaging. Cooking myself nice meals and making fucking art, man. Things that make my spirit feel more alive than I have for years. I ask myself what it is I want rather than only doing what I'm supposed to be doing. And it doesn't mean shirk every responsibility, it means recognizing you're one of your fucking responsibilities. It's reordering. I realized I'm going to die happy or unhappy and either way I'm just as dead in a given amount of years, and I choose to die happy and fulfilled.

Everything else can get fucked ad infinitum.

Call me a hedonist, I'm saving my own life.

"damn I'm crying over an insect" "why am I having such strong feelings over how the sky looks" "it's weird how happy this small thing made me feel" THAT'S BECAUSE YOU LIVE HERE!!!! you live on this earth. everything all the time is an experience, no matter how common or mundane. this world is unique. so are its small moments. it is good to enjoy a tiny thing. you love the world even at its smallest scale.

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You can make Holmes and watson look like whatever you want. Anyone who says they have to be white/skinny/whatever is a loser. BUT. There is one super super important thing that you cannot ever change, which is that Watson has to be HOT. Doesn’t matter what he looks like as long as that man is a total dreamboat. If you make Holmes look cool and then make Watson a goofy looking dork, you are missing the point by a fucking mile. HOLMES is the goofy looking dork. Watson is the astonishingly handsome swoon-worthy hero in these stories and EVERYONE should have a crush on him.

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With all the Will War going on, I think at one point or another Will will have nothing discernable about the top of his head and maybe even his face because of parties that want peace. I fear that we will only know the essence of what was once our beautiful William from the destruction we've wrought upon ourselves.

Boy howdy let me introduce you to Featureless Will Wood

You fool, this is still of the bald community. I mean nothing there at all, jpeg erasure style.

With all the Will War going on, I think at one point or another Will will have nothing discernable about the top of his head and maybe even his face because of parties that want peace. I fear that we will only know the essence of what was once our beautiful William from the destruction we've wrought upon ourselves.

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