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Sentimental Notes

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nini, she/her.
outlet for my own writings (mostly SEVENTEEN and Formula 1)
i'm over 21, some posts may be nsfw, minors please dni!

it's nini here, love 💜

general: over 21, she/her, very prominent esfj

in this blog you'll find: my writings about seventeen and formula 1, anime posts from time to time

biases: mingyu and dk (seventeen), wooyoung and san (ateez), lando/oscar/alex (formula 1)

my teams: mclaren/aston martin in f1, tottenham hotspur in football

about writing: i can take requests, but mostly write my own series and some posts might be 18+ and nsfw, so minors please dni!

askbox is always open for a chat/request/ramblings, so come say hi 💜

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oop srry abt that! #7 from the soft prompt list w joshua

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no worries bb! thank you for requesting 💜 hopefully you will like it!

fluff prompt: 'your eyes are like doves, my darling.'

'and before the chorus starts we have to move to the side with our right leg,' you instruct, showing the move and then turning to the mirror.

joshua looks entirely focused on you, nodding once you quirk an eyebrow at him. 'got it.'

'i know it looks a bit confusing, but this dance is not a hard one, i promise.' you smile, wanting to make him more comfortable. dancing is like breathing to you and sharing this with joshua is precious. 'do you want to start from the beginning or from last two moves?'

your endless patience and gentleness is one of the traits that made joshua fall in love with you at the first place; seeing them so clearly now makes it a bit hard to pay attention to anything else. he smiles, nodding. 'from the start.'

you move towards him, standing in front of him with raised arms. joshua carefully takes needed position and when you start counting, he loses his step, getting lost admiring you.

'oh josh, was i too fast? i'm sorry.' you come back to your default position. 'from the start?'

'no, it's all on me.' joshua shakes his head, shy. 'your eyes are like doves, darling. i just got distracted.'

you blush, avoiding his gaze. 'oh. thank you.'

'you're welcome.' joshua says, smiling. 'hard to focus when the teacher is so beautiful.'

you blush so prettily and pink that intensifies on your cheeks makes him smile so wide that his cheeks hurt. 'joshua,' you chastise him gently. 'focus.'

'it's your fault for being so distracting,' joshua protests, grinning. but then he nods seriously. 'i will try, sorry. i will ignore your prettiness for this dance lesson sake.'

joshua tries his best to concentrate for the rest of the lesson, but he can tell that you are distracted too, messing up some steps. he grins and lets it all slide, staring at your pretty eyes with a dreamy smile on his lips.

a/n: request your own here! <3 - nini

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Anonymous asked:

Helllluuuuu.

May I request 52. Fake death/Presumed dead with seungkwan? You can choose which of the two is presumed dead, but like they show up at the other's doorstep suddenly and the other person loses it (because they thought they had lost them forever, having realised they loved them too late) and it could be a confession scene or something too ♥️

I've enjoyed all your recent works btw 💜 you write so well

hellluuu honey! thank you so much for the kind words, glad that you're enjoying my works! and thank you for requesting, hopefully you'll like it! 💜

prompt: fake death/presumed dead

maybe you should've thought it through better. maybe showing up unnannounced at seungkwan's doorstep is not the most ideal way of letting him know that you're not dead. your legs took you here automatically, seungkwan's address memorized in your brain next to your home road because in some weird way this place is also your home - just like everything about seungkwan. too bad it took you faking your own death and disappearing for a month to realize that. you didn't know what to expect from seungkwan, but him opening the door, taking one look at you and then promptly shutting it right in your face was not it. 'um, seunkgwan? hello?'

you can't blame him. you have no idea how you would've reacted if places were switched, so. the door slowly opens again and this time doesn't close immediately. seungkwan stares at you in silence, moving to the side to let you in. he looks - horrible. 'did something...happen?' you question anxiously. a lot could've happened in one month.

seungkwan shuts the door after you loudly. 'you mean apart from my best friend dying?' he asks with a venom dripping from his voice. 'no, nothing else.'

you swallow. there's so much to say, so much to explain - you came here prepared to tell him everything, but now it all looks pointless. you can say so much, but will it make it better? will it turn back the time? you hesitantly take a step back. 'i'm sor-'

seungkwan chuckles. he rubs his face with his hands, exhaling loudly. 'did something happen?' he echoes your question back to you. 'yeah, a lot happened. for once, as i said, my best friend died. and then almost a month later i learn that apparently she's not dead from our boss. said boss also tells me that i am not allowed to see her ever again. interesting, right? very cool. so-'

'seungkwan,' you calll with a trembling voice. 'i'm sor-'

'so i start rising hell there, naturally. because what do you mean i can't see her? oh, have i already mentioned how during this whole month i learned that i love her? that she's the most important person in my life, that she is my everything, that without her life is not really life?'

you gasp. seungkwan's almost shouting at this point, not looking at you. he looks like he's going to break, like there's a tipping point somewhere there, like one more push and he'll fall. 'kwannie...'

'are you going to disappear again?' he demands, finally looking up at you. there are unshed tears in his eyes and it breaks your heart to see him like that. 'are you going to leave again?'

again. slowly you come closer to him, afraid of crossing the boundary but needing to be close. 'seungkwan-'

'because if yes then i'm not letting you,' he interrupts, angry. 'i will lock you up here, i will leave with you, i don't know, i will do something crazy but i will not let you leave me again. i will-'

'i love you too,' you interrupt him this time firmly, looking into his eyes. these words were sitting on the tip of your tongue for too long. seungkwan freezes and you smile gently. 'i love you too, boo seungkwan. life without you is not life for me, too.'

there's so much to talk about, to explain, to tell him. all of it can wait though, because being wrapped in his arms when he's holding you tight is more important. hugging him back as tight as you can, kissing him, letting tears flow freely - all of that is more important, at least for now.

a/n: i think this might've been the hardest topic to write? i'm very bad with anything death related, so hopefully this was up to your liking anonie, let me know <3 - nini

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Hiii! I am here again. I came to ask you if you could do 12. Turned Invisible with Cheol or Hao.

I do not know if this prompt is related to powers or a feeling.

I am going to describe myself in this one: last friday(21) I turned(?) 20, but so many close friends forgot about it, and the ones who I always had lunch with, just ignore me and payed attention to another girl of them; not gonna lie, I felt bad, didn't even finished my lunch because of this. But when I was leaving, they wished me happy birthday and they let me go after that.

It was weird after that, because it was the third birthday that I spent with them and the 2 years before we celebrated it, as well as the other birthdays of the group.

I felt like, even in my "special" day, I was not noticed. And I do not have anyone who can comfort me and validate that feeling.

I am sorry if I yapped to much, just wanna let this out and bury this feeling.

If you are uncomfortable or can't do it, don't worry!

Thank you for reading me <3

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hi my darling! sorry for taking so long to reply, but i wanted to answer once your request will be done. first of all - happy belated birthday 💜 may this new year bring you many blessings and take away all your sorrows. birthdays are special and i'm sorry to hear that something like that happened on that day; i hope it didn't repeat again! second, this inbox is open for you to any kind of yapping, so never apologize and always feel free to come here whenever you want. for the third, your request is done, it's here 💜 i hope you will like it and hope the ending here will make you smile.

again - happy belated birthday! to many cakes and candles days 💜

seungcheol + turning invisible

warnings: angst (with a happy ending though)

some people would kill for this superpower, you know. interestingly enough 'being invisible' turns up as an answer for the question about desired superpowers often enough for people to count you lucky. it's dumb, you think. everyone wants to be able to be invisible, but you know they'd hate it the second they actually turn invisible. it may sound fun, but in reality it's something you wish you never had especially on days like this one. when your haven't even tuned into your power and yet people seem to not see you anyway.

Anonymous asked:

hello i wanna join the prompt game but before that can i ask if you're comfortable and okay with writing a poly fic? thank you and have a nice day🤗

hello dear! thank you for asking first, very sweet of you :’) yes, i am comfortable writing poly fics so feel free to join the prompt game💜

Anonymous asked:

omggg the cat one with jihoon was so cute >< just wanted to drop by and squeal in your inbox eeeeeekkkk

sjghjdkgdf THANK YOU anonie!! so nice of you to come and let me know, these messages make my day!! <33

Anonymous asked:

heyy! just wondering if you were doing requests other than the prompt lists (like x member reaction to y happening) didn’t want to request anything before making sure if its ok hehe 💓

heyy sweets! requests of that sort are also open, thank you for checking 😊 feel free to drop a request 💜

helloo it's me again!! hope you don't mind, but can you do 31 with jihoon(again hehe) ? could be a cat or any animal that you think fits better. or how he would react if the reader is the one turning to an animal, i'll take whatever you throw. thank youu and love youu❤️

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helloo my darling, nice to see you back! of course i don't mind, thank you for requesting! love you too <3

prompt: cursed/turned into an animal

you have been so careful. so, so careful. being a shape-shifter is not exactly a curse, but it certainly can't be called a blessing either. at least you don't see it as such; it took you years to learn how to control your shifting in stressful situations. being a cat surely helps with all the nerves, but shape-shifters are not common and general public doesn't take on them positively. which is why you have been so, so careful around jihoon. friendship with him blossomed unexpectedly and while you know that jihoon is not a bad person and will never hurt you, you still were always careful. whenever stress levels peaked you always distanced yourself and it always worked until today. presentation went fine but nerves rattled your whole body, leaving you exhausted, anxious and shifting really was just a matter of time. thank god you managed to get back to your room before shifting into a cute white cat with a luxurious fur and lovely pink paws. in this form time moved a bit differently, but you knew that you'll need at least twenty minutes to come back to your usual self after the stress. settling comfortably on the sofa, you just managed to close your eyes when someone knocked on the door.

'can i come in?' jihoon asks from the other side. 'you forgot your phone over there.'

there's no way out. window is closed and jumping out of it anyways would've been a really bad idea. there's no place to hide as well; if only under the table, but you wrinkle your nose just thinking about how dusty it's there. before you can decide what to do, the door slowly opens just as you dart to the nearest corner. jihoon steps in cautiously, looking around. 'um, where-' he pauses, noticing a cat close to the chair. 'oh. hello there.'

to hiss or not to hiss? that is the question. with all muscles tensed, you wait for jihoon to approach and kneel close to you. there's a friendly smile on his face and he carefully places your phone on the chair before stretching his arms out towards you. 'what a pretty kitty we have here. hi there sweetie,' his hands hover around you. 'can i pet you?'

it's crazy how different he is now from what you're used to. usually jihoon is seen as the stoic one, the one with no emotions; right now though he is incredibly sweet, gently taking you into his arms to coo over you softly. his eyes crinkle when he smiles, petting you with all the care in the world. 'you don't have to be afraid,' jihoon speaks. 'i won't tell anyone, don't worry.'

he knows. he knows. you can barely react from shock: how long has he known? why he didn't say a thing? is he planning something bad? tensing, you're ready to scratch him and jump out of his arms, when jihoon pulls out his phone and shows you a picture of pet food. 'i googled the best ones for cats and bought them a while ago. i thought this might happen sooner or later, yeah? like you turning because something happened and i thought i should be prepared.' he sits with you on his lap and then slowly releases you, smiling. 'you're very cute.'

confused, you meow back at him. his eyes widen and he blushes a little, sputtering: 'i-i mean as a cat. and not only as a cat. like- in your human form you're also very cute.'

silence settles between you two and jihoon adds hurriedly: 'um, you're probably hungry, yeah? i have that pet food with me, let me quickly go grab it. and i also have a small blanket in case it's chilly here for you. i'll take it with me too.'

jihoon runs out of the room, leaving you confused and flustered. being called cute by jihoon in any form - cat or human - is a very... interesting experience. especially when crush you have on jihoon is the size of china's big wall. meowing, you decide that you'll think about it back in human form, when you are able to answer to jihoon's 'you are very cute' with 'you are cute too, by the way'.

a/n: never in my life i thought i'd ever write something from the cat's perspective, but yeah, never say never i guess. hopefully this was okay! - nini

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my other seventeen work is here

I really don't understand how "without getting kudos or comments a fanfiction author is going to assume that people who clicked their fic didn't like it" became a controversial take.

I don't know why some people think an author should imagine, or guess that people who click their fic enjoyed it it when nobody is telling them that.

If you're re-reading a fic constantly, or leaving it up in your tab so that it re-loads every day for a hundred days the author is not going to know that unless you tell them. They'd love to hear it. It would make their day.

And if you don't tell them you liked their fic, there's no reason for them to assume you did.

Anonymous asked:

Helllluuuuu.

May I request 52. Fake death/Presumed dead with seungkwan? You can choose which of the two is presumed dead, but like they show up at the other's doorstep suddenly and the other person loses it (because they thought they had lost them forever, having realised they loved them too late) and it could be a confession scene or something too ♥️

I've enjoyed all your recent works btw 💜 you write so well

hellluuu honey! thank you so much for the kind words, glad that you're enjoying my works! and thank you for requesting, hopefully you'll like it! 💜

prompt: fake death/presumed dead

maybe you should've thought it through better. maybe showing up unnannounced at seungkwan's doorstep is not the most ideal way of letting him know that you're not dead. your legs took you here automatically, seungkwan's address memorized in your brain next to your home road because in some weird way this place is also your home - just like everything about seungkwan. too bad it took you faking your own death and disappearing for a month to realize that. you didn't know what to expect from seungkwan, but him opening the door, taking one look at you and then promptly shutting it right in your face was not it. 'um, seunkgwan? hello?'

you can't blame him. you have no idea how you would've reacted if places were switched, so. the door slowly opens again and this time doesn't close immediately. seungkwan stares at you in silence, moving to the side to let you in. he looks - horrible. 'did something...happen?' you question anxiously. a lot could've happened in one month.

seungkwan shuts the door after you loudly. 'you mean apart from my best friend dying?' he asks with a venom dripping from his voice. 'no, nothing else.'

you swallow. there's so much to say, so much to explain - you came here prepared to tell him everything, but now it all looks pointless. you can say so much, but will it make it better? will it turn back the time? you hesitantly take a step back. 'i'm sor-'

seungkwan chuckles. he rubs his face with his hands, exhaling loudly. 'did something happen?' he echoes your question back to you. 'yeah, a lot happened. for once, as i said, my best friend died. and then almost a month later i learn that apparently she's not dead from our boss. said boss also tells me that i am not allowed to see her ever again. interesting, right? very cool. so-'

'seungkwan,' you calll with a trembling voice. 'i'm sor-'

'so i start rising hell there, naturally. because what do you mean i can't see her? oh, have i already mentioned how during this whole month i learned that i love her? that she's the most important person in my life, that she is my everything, that without her life is not really life?'

you gasp. seungkwan's almost shouting at this point, not looking at you. he looks like he's going to break, like there's a tipping point somewhere there, like one more push and he'll fall. 'kwannie...'

'are you going to disappear again?' he demands, finally looking up at you. there are unshed tears in his eyes and it breaks your heart to see him like that. 'are you going to leave again?'

again. slowly you come closer to him, afraid of crossing the boundary but needing to be close. 'seungkwan-'

'because if yes then i'm not letting you,' he interrupts, angry. 'i will lock you up here, i will leave with you, i don't know, i will do something crazy but i will not let you leave me again. i will-'

'i love you too,' you interrupt him this time firmly, looking into his eyes. these words were sitting on the tip of your tongue for too long. seungkwan freezes and you smile gently. 'i love you too, boo seungkwan. life without you is not life for me, too.'

there's so much to talk about, to explain, to tell him. all of it can wait though, because being wrapped in his arms when he's holding you tight is more important. hugging him back as tight as you can, kissing him, letting tears flow freely - all of that is more important, at least for now.

a/n: i think this might've been the hardest topic to write? i'm very bad with anything death related, so hopefully this was up to your liking anonie, let me know <3 - nini

request your own here

my other seventeen work is here

there are lots of things wrong with hating on wags/possible girlfriends of drivers, but the one which is the most baffling for me is how fans are acting like drivers have no idea who they are dating. all these “she is evil and he’s an angel” comments are making me gag, since when we are turning these grown adults into babies with zero ability to make conscious decisions regarding their own personal lives? even if all these rumors about their partners are true and these wags are truly so horrible (very doubtful) - your favorite drivers know it all (unless they are exceedingly dense). your favorite drivers are actively dating/choosing these women every day, so what does it say of them? what does it make of them? don’t even get me started how majority of them done things worse than whatever you’re claiming their partners did

Anonymous asked:

Hello hello! Could I request 48. Enemy caretaker with wonwoo? Please and thank you, and I hope you have a fantastic weekend!

hello hello anonie! i hope you're having fantastic weekned too, thank you very much for requesting <3

prompt: enemy caretaker

'you are so damn lucky,' you mutter, boiling water.

'i don't know, from up here it looks like you're about to murder me,' wonwoo notes. it would've sounded more sarcastic if it wasn't for a horrible cough that followed suit.

'with what? boiling water? yes, i'll scald you to death.' you clank loudly with the pots and turn them off at once. 'maybe i should. maybe it'd teach you a lesson.'

'yeah, don't pass up on the perfect opportunity of eliminating your enemy.'

wonwoo coughs like he's about to spit his lungs out. you grimace, turning to him and carrying two pots carefully to the bath. being snowed in with the company of an infamous jeon wonwoo - the very same gyu who makes every mission of yours a living hell - is not ideal. having the said guy almost freeze to death and now coughing like he's three seconds away from dying is also far from perfect.

'i'd rather not let you die,' you say, dunking all the water in the bathtub. 'who knows for how long we're snowed in, i don't want your body to start rotting and smelling.'

'very kind of you,' wonwoo huffs and turns away when another coughing fit starts. 'shit.'

'yeah, shit.' you agree, frowning. wonwoo does look bad - he can't stop shivering and his already pale face now looks almost white. you quickly check the water temperature with your hand - the bathtub was full of cold water but now it's more on a warmer side. 'okay, get in. it's not hot, but with hypothermia it's risky to immediately get into the hot water. this should help, i'll go boil some more water.'

it's an insane luck that electricity is still working. you fear it's not for long, so better make most of it now. wonwoo wobbles but gets to the edge of the bathtub without your help. with shaky fingers he takes off his coat and jeans, turning to raise an eyebrow at you. 'you're going stay here for a show?' he asks.

wonwoo is stupidly handsome. like the kind of handsome that should be on the covers of magazines, not hidden behind a computer screen. even with his blue-ish lips and almost white face, he still is handsome. it's incredibly annoying. you roll your eyes, motioning for him to go on. 'i'm checking that you can get in without slipping and falling.'

'i knew you're secretly a softie,' wonwoo says in a surprisingly soft tone. he takes off his socks and you avert your eyes as he takes off his underwear too. there's a sound of rustling then loud grunt and then: 'yeah, i'm in. all good.'

you turn, taking a look at his bony shoulders and long column of the neck peeking out from the bathtub. 'i'll be back with another pot.'

it should be weird to get snowed in with wonwoo. and it is weird, but not for the reasons you thought of. you feared that you two would snap at each other nonstop and maybe even go as far as try to attack one another. with wonwoo's hypothermia him attacking you doesn't seem very likely, but you also kind of didn't expect this.. casual banter. the way your senses of humor match. how it's easy to be around him in a confined space. maybe too easy, too comfortable. bringing back another pot with a boiled water, you enter the bathroom without knocking, stopping next to the sink. 'you're not dead there, right?'

wonwoo doesn't open his eyes, but smirks. 'you wish.'

'i don't, actually.' you bite, frowning. at this wonwoo opens his eyes, turning to look at you. 'i- i never wish for someone to be dead.'

and it's true. it's very ironic, considering what you do for a living, but you never ever wish for someone's death. you have no idea why you said that though and without knowing how to fill the silence, you simply step closer, bringing the pot to the edge of the bathtub, not looking at him.

'i know.' wonwoo says and it makes you pause. he clears his throat: 'i know. i don't know why i said that, it's just like- anyways, sorry. i know you don't wish for anything like that. i also don't.'

your mouth quirks up. 'it'd be quite rude to wish a death for someone who's currently taking care of you.'

wonwoo catches your eyes and chuckles. 'yeah, my caretaker deserves only praise and good health wishes.'

you both smile and stare at each other in silence. it shouldn't be this easy, you think. but it is. it shouldn't be this comfortable, but it is. you have no idea what it means and wonwoo looks like he's thinking the same, so to save you both trouble you go back to the door.

'i'll try to find more towels,' you inform him, gripping the door knob.

'thank you,' wonwoo breathes out and it's sincere. 'for everything.'

you turn. wonwoo is looking at you in the way you two shouldn't look at each other. 'don't die on me, jeon wonwoo. i don't want to deal with a rotting and smelling body.'

his smile is too soft for the joke you made. he looks at you like he sees right through you, like he knows what you're trying to do here. he nods. 'i won't.'

a/n: and then snow stopped and wonwoo didn't die and they somehow sorted out their issue. phew, thanks god i never write part 2 of these imagines :D hopefully you liked it, let me know! - nini

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