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orv has actually taken me over. i feel so sick thinking about it yet i cant have enough of it. kim dokja you...oh you guy..do you know how many people love you...i need to see him happy desperately it makes me so ill
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There is something so sweet about Kim Dokja's last conversation with the 0ths regression Yoo Joonghyuk. Kim Dokja is someone who feels like he doesn't really belong places. That feeling either coming for a deep sense of unease of letting people to get to know him or a sense that the people around him live perfect lives and will never be like him. (In that cause being Yoo Sangah) + The first reason reason being that he doesn't think he is anything special. (aka just a reader/Spector in peoples lives around him)
For a lonely person like him I think the question of "will I get to meet/see you again" is super sweet. (Especially coming from a man like yjh who isn't vocal about his true wants/feelings often.) Kdj didn't have to worry about not being special/cool enough to be wanted around because the other person said it first. That they. Want. To meet him again. For someone like Yjh who he admires and whose presence was around for half his life to say that to him.. I believe that made the words extra special. Its just too bad we didn't really see him dwell on those words alot in ORV :/
For someone who has trouble expressing his own feelings/thoughts to other people. Yoo Joonghyuk did it in a very sweet way. 'I am going to do this. But I wonder if I will get to see you again when I do it.' We don't really see him expressing his want to see/meet people in Orv at all. And the one of the few times he does- it is to a distant star in the sky. He doesn't know much about them but he would like to see them again.
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the thing about han sooyoung is she actually likes kim dokja so much its embarrassing. hes like her favourite guy. she stays up late writing just so he can have something to read in the morning. she gives him her candy when he's feeling upset because she hates seeing him sad. he walks into a room and she has to catch herself to make sure she doesnt start smiling too obviously. and all of this is of course perfectly normal behaviour between two people who are close but han sooyoung is soooo embarrassed of it. shes like yeah he's my favourite guy on earth. he's ugly and lame and has shit taste in novels and we havent even spent that much time together but i miss him when he's not in the room. tch. WHATEVER. if anyone references my feelings for him im gonna start killing the hostages
