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@swanerotica / swanerotica.tumblr.com

his face in my dreams siezes my guts, he floods me with dread, soaked in soul , he swims in my eyes by the bed. pour myself over him , moon spilling in - and i wake up , alone.

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that silent sense of content everyone gets - just dissappears as soon as the sun sets.

el , teenage girl with a weird crush on ray manzarek , love for the 60s , unaddressed psychological issue , learning to play the flute & a need to consume art.

aspiring artist , avid music enjoyer , french new wave enthusiast , will go to war for lana del rey & amy winehouse.
fav artists - amy winehouse , janis joplin , the doors , ray manzarek , lana del rey , minnie riperton , RAYE , nina hagen , nina simone , billie holiday , lesley gore , marianne faithfull , hole , lou reed , the velvet underground , nico , the smiths , the ronnettes , the crystals , carole king , akina nakamori , kaoru akimoto , ANRI , miki matsubara , nancy sinatra , blue öyster cult , björk , fiona apple , the shangri-las + more
fav films - saw ( 2004 ) , the belladonna of sadness ( 1973 ) , saw vi ( 2009 ) , ladies in retirement ( 1941 ) , gaslight ( 1944 ) , posession ( 1981 ) ( all-time fave ) , pearl ( 2022 ) , black swan ( 2010 ) & je tu il elle ( 1974 )
fav books : the yellow wallpaper , carmilla , the bell jar , the picture of dorian grey & the metamorphosis ,,, ( i dont read novels often - im trying to read more novels though , recs are appreciated ♡ )
first made : 3 / 1 / 25
first uploaded : 4 / 1 / 25
edited : 7 / 2 / 25 , 17 / 2 / 25 , 1/4/25

all socials are @swanerotica + side blog is @swaneroticas ,, ( inspired by @amrplastique )

people act like lanas nose job was sooo severe . its the same size she just got rid of the bump .. KYS

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unless ur david bowie men cant wear dresses or makeup or anything. yall look ugly as fuck in makeup and dresses. unless ur david bowie

" ur just scared cuz a man will wear it better!!" a man could not wear a dress better than even the ugliest bitch alive

americans need to shut the fuck up. you dont have it that bad. " i cant afford groceries!!" NEITHER CAN I AND IM NOT PESTERING THE REST OF THE WORLD WITH IT????

unless ur david bowie men cant wear dresses or makeup or anything. yall look ugly as fuck in makeup and dresses. unless ur david bowie

2025 music media has been soo good.. solya covering paul anka( and new sonf today) , 3 new sofia isella singles + potential album , new lana album coming out , princess of power , perverts , new lorde music , 28 demos , alexandra saviour comeback.... there is gonna be more . 2024 was celebatory of medicre music but we are soo back

idc if deftones is tiktok music they make me feel hot

" its so tonedeaf 2 wanna live in the 60s!!" idc. take away my bank account i wanna be there when all the good music comes out

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