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evan

@t4transsexual / t4transsexual.tumblr.com

22 || he/him/it/its || intersex transsexual || st4t

making a new intro post

22 (turning 23), he/it, intersex transsexual man. probably genderfluid but i have a job so idrc rn. i aint exactly binary but i aint exactly nonbinary. heterosexual, culturally lesbian but i dont really identify as a lesbian as my main orientation. my names evan

post op for top surgery and hysterectomy. looking into phalloplasty and am going to document that across my social media

radically inclusive in the way that i dont get paid to police queer peoples harmless personal identities and you dont either. get a job

unfortunately went viral on a couple of posts. all my personal grievances that arent really hot takes at all are met with discourse and all my actual discourse posts are met with "hell yeah." no idea why

i have a girlfriend. her names caspian and theyre nonbinary transsexual woman-adjacent? and use she/they. i talk about her a lot because im a wife guy. not actually married but one day i guess

very low tolerance for idiots so if youre an idiot in my space and i get irritated you should simply learn to read and quit being dumb

cis people dni with my t4t posts. why do you want to? this has nothing to do with you. anything else is fine

i will probably ignore your asks unless its a question that i care about answering. that being said if you want me to see something you should send it anyway. i do read all of my asks

if you send anon hate i will immediately delete it. i am liberal with the block button. i have a low tolerance for nuisances

i think thats it. welcome

I'm going to be so real with y'all. People are often times discrimited against and actively hate crimed and harassed by what they present as, even if it doesn't necessarily line up with how they identify. How you are perceived by society plays a big role in how you're treated by society. I've experienced major differences in the way I am treated as a visibly trans man vs a stealth trans man who everyone sees as a cis man. It might not be accurate at all, but we are all largely going to be placed into male/female/??? Categories, and from there, trans or cis. You can experience certain privileges that you're not generally afforded this way, or you can also experience certain forms of discrimination that shouldn't really apply to you (we call this "misdirected"). This also means that when you tell that pre transition he/hin transmasc lesbian that looks like a woman and largely lives as a butch woman that he experiences straight male privilege, you're a fucking idiot

“ooh i’m getting all my tattoos removed bc tattoos aren’t cool anymore they’re out of style and no longer match my aesthetic” i’m not gonna mince words anymore if you got tattoos because they were a cool aesthetic and not because you actually wanted them then you’re a fucking idiot

I saw some snippet of a callout post for an autistic trans woman where they list social faux pas she committed, and I think we allistic people should all feel 100x more ashamed of not telling people in the moment how we feel about what they're doing. I think its extremely evil and cruel to not only lie to an autistic person and blame them for it but also to feel justified shaming them for your behavior. And it's currently the social norm to do that

Everytime we as allistic people sit and force a smile or sigh and act subtly grumpy or otherwise lie to an autistic person's face about how we feel about what they did it is in fact Our Fault that we are enduring whatever the autistic person is daring to try and share with us. You can literally say something out loud directly. The literal structure of our social existence will always traumatize autistic people unless you can give a fuck enough to consider it isn't their fault that you didn't communicate with them

Even I couldn't understand this until my wife was in tears because I had internalized the idea that it was her fault that people were uncomfortable in a conversation where no one told her they were uncomfortable and blamed her for it. Allistic people punish autistic people for so many Percieved slights, or even decide together afterward what exactly the slight was and then make their collective judgment behind the autistic persons back. Not only do we get the benefit of communicating nonverbally through obtuse social cues the autistic person can't parce, we then get to say that we weren't going behind their back because we all did those social cues they are too disabled to understand Right in front of them. No, what you did was choose to suppress your feelings and then reap the social benefits of being in on the discomfort.

this is literally why many autistic people genuinely worry that their friends secretly hate them, by the way. because many people in the past did.

i walk a fine line between “i’m asexual and i hate how much the world revolves around sex” and “sex is way too stigmatized and people should be able to be more open about it if they want to”

I think these are two sides of the coin called "sex should not be such a big deal"

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Parents (when their child is young): "I know everything. You must obey my every command. The tiniest amount of doubt toward me is considered so disrespectful that I'm justified in hitting you for it.

Parents (when their child is grown): "Please forgive me. I'm only human. There's a lot I didn't know. I tried my best."

It's always "I'm the parent and you're the child" with my mom until I'm like "you're right, you were the parent, you were the one who was supposed to raise me and love me, and I was just a child. I had no control in that"

Vincent Price at the opening of The Tingler (1959)

I assume people are aware of what the gimmick was with "the Tingler" and I don't need to explain it

Please educate me on what "the Tingler" did. I am very curious

The Tingler is a B grade horror film made by William Castle. Now what you need to know about William Castle is the dude liked to put on a SHOW. (If the first sentence in his bio on Wikipedia doesn't make you interested in him nothing will.) He made around 15 movies but the one's he's most remembered for had some or other "gimmick" when you went to go see them in theaters during the 50s and 60s.

A famous one was for "The House at Haunted Hill" (also starring Vincent Price). At a pivotal scene in the movie, a skeleton with red glowing eyes would swoop out over the movie theater audience on a wire.

Now the Tingler had a much more unique concept.

The story of the Tingler is already insane. In the movie, Scientists discover that all human beings are born with a parasite in their spines called a "Tingler" that feed off of human fear. Called "The Tingler" for how you feel a rush run down your spine during extreme fear, which turns out to be the feeling of the parasite growing. Tinglers grow and will slowly curl in on themselves and will eventually crush the human spine it's wrapped around. Humans have evolved a natural defense mechanism, which is screaming when they get scared. Screaming weakens the growth of the Tingler, and prevents it from reaching a lethal size.

A scientist discovers this creature after a movie theater owner's wife, who was deaf and mute, died because she could not scream when frightened. Turns out he had murdered his wife by purposefully terrifying her, allowing the Tingler to grow to a lethal size.

So here's the gimmick. It's simply but ingeniously effective, as the entire movie was basically written to "sell" the gimmick.

William Castle had buzzers installed under the theater seats. This caused the seats to, at specific points in the movie, vibrate against the movie audience's backs.

There was also some live action sequences I'm just gonna copy paste from the wiki

During the climax of the film, The Tingler was unleashed in the movie theater, while the audience watched a climactic fight scene in Tol'able David (1921). The film stops and, in some real-life theaters, the house lights came on, a woman screamed and pretended to faint and was then taken away in a stretcher; all part of the show arranged by Castle.[12][8] From the screen, the voice of Price mentioned the fainted lady and asked the rest of the audience to remain seated. The film-within-a-film resumed and was interrupted again. The projected film appeared to break as the silhouette of the tingler moved across the projection beam. The image of the film went dark, all lights in the auditorium (except fire exit signs) went off, and Price's voice warned the audience, "Ladies and gentlemen, please do not panic. But scream! Scream for your lives! The tingler is loose in this theater!"[15] This cued the theater projectionist to activate the Percepto! buzzers, giving some audience members an unexpected jolt, followed by a highly visible physical reaction. The voices of scared patrons were heard from the screen, replaced by the voice of Price, who explained that the tingler was paralyzed and the danger was over. At this point, the film resumed its normal format, which was used for its epilogue.

There were also nurses stationed at the theater doors and planted "Screamers and fainters" who would be gurneyd out of the theater and "whisked off to hospital" past the audience, who would then come back and repeat the process for the next showing.

And that's the story of the movie "The Tingler".

I recommend looking up Willaim Castle and his movies further.

Also this is what a Tingler supposedly looks like

Edit: oh it was also the first movie to ever show someone take LSD. Since LSD was legal at the time.

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