am i about to talk way too much about how much i like these little smau thingies? yes. i just couldnโt get them out of my mind until i took the time to (lightly) dissect them
> โcouldnโt find you in the cctvโ makes me wonder how / why he has any type of access to such footage. is he 1) abusing his privleges as a hunter, 2) breaking into a restricted area, 3) somehow put cameras up around town?i donโt know.
> โjenna isnt picking up my callsโ / โthey shut me out when i talk abt uโ thats not usually how coworkers and friends treat a grieving person, meaning he is most definitely expressing the idea that youโre not dead to them and maybe theyโre a little frightened about that.
> then all his talk about growing weaker without you and then mentioning going out to fight without his watch
> :,( heโs not coming back .
> isolated from his coworkers :( iโm sure theyโre worried abt him
> heโs probably performing poor(er / ly) at his work for the hospital to send him home early (unless this is a thing where they have the staff to give him time off to grieve, but i dont think so as it seems heโs being assigned less patients)
> โmy head hurts and im driving home to youโ nooooo bad idea zayne!!!! nooooo
> heโs committing ocean suicide.
damn sry this ones short i donโt feel like going further in on this one
> THE TWINS ToT gosh imagine being them and your mafia boss weapon lord tells you to go fetch his deceased lover (whom he insists is alive) yeah
> mephisto :,( ik heโs like. a machine. but imagining sylus constantly sending him out to search for you and constantly coming up blank is so sad. the hopeless repetition
> i wonder why his voice is hoarse, crying maybe?
> now.i donโt want to think the twins fucking killed him or anything, but it kinda reads like that (if you assume all of these end in their death)
> the tara part actually made me laugh. sheโs โhorridโ ๐ญ gosh the wording is so funny (this is a good thing i love it)
> then she cries because the person that was closest to you (who she probably seeked to share grief with) is in denial abt the whole thing
> then he says โhehโ the house smells weird. boy your house is going to explode. good luck surving that twice!
okay i wrote this over the span of two night both at times where i am (and was) very sleepy. forgive errors