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*crumples him up*

idk if you guys are able to tell but

apple: janus

caterpillar: remus

crown: roman

rocket ship: logan

music note: virgil

house: patton (because home is where the heart is)

tracked time 5 hours 52 minutes

P: I- I don’t-

L: Oh! Well that’s certainly less cheery than the other art pieces you all found

V: See this right here! This is why I told you guys to not go around looking yourself up on here! I know you guys thought I was just trying to be a downer but it’s because I knew it was stuff like this!

Ro: …Pat? You ok, Bud?

P: Y-yeah I’m…I’m good. And hey, this artist is really really talented, huh? I think they’re super creative.

Ro: uh…I mean yeah, clearly talented I just wanted to make sure you were good?

P: Oh yeah I’m fine. I think I’m just gonna go for a little walk. You kiddos play nice, okay?

V: Umm sure thing

L: Where on earth could he go on a walk to?

V: Not right now, L.

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Why does despair Shuichi want to keep Makoto so badly?

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Well, assuming the V3 cast got to be Class 79 in this AU, he still has a crush on Makoto, lol. Most likely, he wants to convert Makoto to despair so they can be a despair couple.

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AWWWWW!!! THAT'S SO MESSED UP!!! <3

"Let me take him," Shuichi speaks over the tangle of voices on the Zoom call, cutting short an argument between Miu and Himiko about whether short people have smaller fingers. "Once I make him understand, once he sees the truth through despair...He'll be a big help to my investigative work. I've always been...not as good at the 'people' part as he is...If we were working together-"

"No way, Jose," Kokichi says.

"Jose? What happened to Shumai?" Tsumugi muses.

"You're way too malleable to babysit this dork. You'd be following him like a duckling in 48 hours."

"I would not-"

Shuichi's attempts to protest are drowned out by the entire rest of the class going:

"That's true."

"Oh yeah. Forty-eight hours tops."

"Two days is being generous."

"You'd fold like a wet tissue."

"Haha, fvckin' simp!"

Shuichi manages to speak over them again: "You don't even want him, Kokichi. Why should you get him?"

"Because it would be a waste of time for me to make any of my minions transport this loser to a drop-off point, and I'm not telling you guys where I live."

Anonymous asked:

Hi! Before I ask anything, I just wanted to tell you that I love your writing! I binged all your DR fics + went through (all) your masterlists hehe. I really like the way you write the characters, their relationships etc. I've been in a writing slump for so long that reading your blog made me want to open my laptop again.

If you don't mind, on your last post. Can you elaborate on Despair Shuichi 👀👀 In my head, instead of the anxious, pragmatic guy that he is– He's just a despair gremlin 😭😭 Like causing chaos through spreading misinformation and stuff. (plus I wonder how Makoto reacts to that cute, shy kouhai he remembered now being all bold now)

(Thanks so much!! It's always super reassuring to get compliments like that, lol.)

Okay, so you're already correct that his area would be misinformation, at least at first. (Incidentally, that is also true for Kyoko in the Despair's Throbbing Heart universe.) Towards the beginning of the despairening, Shuichi's role was to expose a strategic combination of real secrets and fake ones. So like, a high-profile murder happens, and Shuichi solves it without even being asked, revealing that the murderer was also very high-profile (ideally a politician). He nudges private scandals into the public eye. Private projects. And based on the legitimacy he gains from doing those things, he can suddenly say pretty much whatever divisive lies he wants, and people will believe him en masse before anyone with the mind to question it even gets a hand on the ball.

(Since this AU takes place after the V3 class have been Class 79, this suggests something must have gone down between Shuichi and Kyoko. After all, my Class 79 arrangement has him as Ultimate Detective's Assistant, and the Ultimate Detective's Assistant works with the Ultimate Detective, at least in theory. One assumes Class 78 is despair in this AU, since the initial ask about the V3 cast as despair was a follow-up to a Both Classes Despair AU post, so maybe Despair Kyoko and Despair Shuichi were confusing the masses by being at odds. They've both gained legitimacy by being frequently right, but then suddenly they start disagreeing. Very publicly and loudly. Sometimes Shuichi is lying and Kyoko isn't, sometimes it's the opposite, sometimes they're both lying, and sometimes they're both telling the truth in different ways. It makes people want to take a side, but picking either one will mean being misled most of the time.)

This role for them is only useful before the world powers collapse. Once everyone is kind of languishing in rubble anyway, there's no real point to spreading misinformation, or at least not as carefully as they were doing it. Flyers and wall graffiti are the main medium for lies at that point, and that's kind of not their area.

At that point, they're both more like spies, using their investigative skills to gain intel on resistance efforts.

Personality-wise, he's kind of the inverse of Despair Kokichi, in that Despair Kokichi presents as really high-energy in front of people and then is actually really somber and dull in private. Despair Shuichi does everything to come across as mopey and ignorable, but when by himself or among people who know him personally (his classmates, or Makoto), he reveals himself to be having a lot of fun.

For some length of time, he definitely toured with Kaede while she played music for people, because being her unassuming tagalong gave him access to large gatherings, where he could sneak around and overhear secrets and just generally notice things about people. Kaede plays one of her post-apocalypse concerts, and Shuichi slips away into the crowd and then returns to her afterward like, "There's a group of 'rebuilders' working out of the sewers. They've been storing up weapons down there, planning take the territory back from Owada in a few months."

"Sounds flammable," Kaede muses, and Shuichi grins.

"Definitely flammable."

(Unrelated, but Kaede loves piano so much, she definitely has to play wrong notes in order to get despair out of it. Like, if she played a song correctly and to completion, it would fill her with hope, so she has to make sure to play discordant notes periodically throughout, to remind herself that the idiots she's playing for don't notice or care, because nothing means anything.)

The relationship between Despair 79th Class and Despair 78th Class is more fond than the kind of frenemy relationship between the 78th and 77th, so Kaede and Sayaka might have done concerts together a few times. Assuming Makoto was with Sayaka during some or all of those times, he and Shuichi spent some time together, backstage.

"You look great," Shuichi says, his perceptive gaze sweeping over Makoto from head to toe and back. He still uses the bill of his cap to try to hide his looking, but he's not doing it now. "Looks like Maizono is...keeping you in comfort."

Makoto pulls self-consciously at the clothes Sayaka got for him. They're kind of gaudy and expensive, compared to what he's used to. "Uh, yeah. She is."

"Good," Shuichi laughs. "If she weren't, I'd ask Kaede to choke her out with her piano wire."

Makoto is unable to hide how his stomach drops, how his eyes widen. He heard, through other people, that their kouhais changed just like his classmates, just like their senpais, but...this is his first time meeting Shuichi after the biggest, most horrible, most tragic event. His first time hearing him make light of something so violent and laugh about it, with a carefree smile as if everything that happened, everything he's done, were nothing to him.

"Oh, s-sorry," Shuichi stammers, still smiling but now visibly nervous. "I forgot, you're still...so innocent."

A chill creeps up Makoto's spine, and he can't meet Shuichi's eyes anymore. It's not disgust; it's just so disheartening. He needs a minute to adjust. "I wouldn't call it innocence," he replies. "I just don't think any of this is right. Do you?"

Shuichi sidles closer. "Sometimes it takes an extreme calamity to give the world a chance to recover. Think about what would have happened if we'd allowed things to continue the way they were. All of the secret projects Kirigiri and I unearthed. Even thinking as small as Hope's Peak, they were never going to stop at just one Kamukura! They would have done it to as many people as they could get away with. We found a list, you know. A list of potential candidates, ones they were considering to be their second Kamukura..."

"I don't...know whether you're lying," Makoto says.

Shuichi lets out a laugh. A genuine one, and slightly grim. "I guess you don't. You weren't with us when we found it."

"The harm we do to people now isn't better than the harm they were doing to people then. Even if the school and the...the ones in power...The fact that they were hurting people doesn't mean we get to destroy everything. We're just hurting more of the same people who were getting hurt before!"

"Why do you always say 'we'?" Shuichi asks, tilting his head.

"If the point is to help people, then we should be helping them."

"I didn't mean to make you mad."

...Makoto sighs, at the sight of Shuichi's pouting face, his cap partially hiding his eyes. He places a hand on Shuichi's arm. "I know you're better than this. I know you. That's why..."

Shuichi lifts his head, but his eyes aren't meeting Makoto's eyes. They're on his neck instead. His fingers gingerly trail over the marks left by the collar Sayaka sometimes makes him wear (whether it's bruising or just a tan line). And he smiles. "You don't have to try so hard to hide that, you know. I-I think it's cute."

The concert starts, and Makoto slips away to give food and whatever else he can to those stranded out on the streets. And he does his best not to notice Shuichi tailing him the whole time.

NJ Democrat senator Cory Booker takes the floor in protest of Trump/Musk, "saying that he will keep going “'as long as I am physically able'.”

“I rise with the intention of disrupting the normal business of the United States Senate for as long as I am physically able,” Booker said at the outset of his remarks. “I rise tonight because I believe sincerely that our country is in crisis.”

“In just 71 days, the president of the United States has inflicted so much harm on Americans’ safety; financial stability; the core foundations of our democracy. “These are not normal times in America. And they should not be treated as such in the United States Senate.” -source

I am posting this at 2:30am EST. He has been speaking since 7PM EST. This link (at this moment) is to a live stream.

FUCK YEAH, JERSEY!

So very proud of my state at the moment.

Reblogging and adding the livestream link from Senator Booker's YouTube (the other one was glitching) . It is almost 4am. He is still going STRONG. If you are watching and plan to go to sleep, turn the volume down and leave it up so that the "watching" number reflects the involvement of people supporting him.

If he can LITERALLY stand and protest as a single voice, we can keep it playing and symbolically stand with him.

Senator Booker is on Hour 13 and going STRONG

Yeah! That’s what I’m talking about. No business as usual! Slow the Fascists down! He should get some Democrat colleagues to join him so they can periodically cede to each other and spell each other off to keep it up longer!

STILL GOING! If you can open up the livestream to show support.

Folks, he's still going - and importantly, he's talking about his own shortcomings, his own failures and the things he wants to do better because he knows he fucked up the last time.

If your disdain for Democrats has been rooted largely in their reluctance to meet the moment, then I heartily encourage you to watch the livestream — other Democratic senators are asking long-winded "questions (which is part of the rules and allows Booker to take the occasional break for a drink of water or to rest his feet or whatnot) and helping however they can.

Booker's going to hit 24 hours at 7 pm and it's worth watching a few minutes, don't you think?

If anyone didn’t already know, part of Booker’s aim was to break the existing record for the longest filibuster, which was the one segregationist Strom Thurmond staged to oppose the Civil Rights Act of 1964.

IIRC, Booker beat Thurmond’s time by more than an hour.

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Imagine my shock as a neurodivergent teen when I first realized that using large vocabulary and eloquent speech doesn't make you less likely to be misinterpreted, rather it adds an entirely new layer of misinterpretation I had never even realized existed in the form of people thinking you're being snobbish or condescending when you're just trying to be specific

Me using big words as a kid: (At some point, I subconsciously determined that I would be talked down to or dismissed if I failed to present as smart right away, so it's important that I do everything in my power to present as smart right away.)

Other people, probably: (Wow, she's really annoying lol.)

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Wait kryptonian fangies…. Does that mean Clark also has fangies? And follow up because if so I feel he’d be more shy about them most of the time, does he do a kinda half smile to not flash them around to everyone?

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Clark definitely has fangies. He's been very insecure about them for a long time so, yes, he tends to half smile to hide them. But with time, especially around the Justice League, he began to feel more confident and the other heroes can definitely see his kryptonian fangs when he laughs now.

Bruce definitely wishes he could have fangs too. Who can blame him? It fits his aesthetic.

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"Hellen Keller is not real" is a right wing propaganda. It's literally something that was pushed by eugenistic tiktokers two years ago at least because they don't believe disabled people like Hellen Keller can do anything for themselves.

someone tagged this 'no she was not a fraud and there have been other cases of deafblind people communicating'

There are entire established DeafBlind communities! There is a DeafBlind language, Protactile. There are DeafBlind people on the internet around you.

The essay "Against Access" by John Lee Clark, who is DeafBlind, goes around tumblr sometimes.

I don't want anyone to think Helen Keller is like, some mystical rare outlier, either!!!

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I genuinely think Deltarune going release either April 1st or 2nd. Like Toby fox is either going to drop it on April fools day and we all think it’s a joke at first, or he posts ‘deltarune tomorrow’ on April fools day and it will actually come out.

Anyways I’m posting my deltarune fanart now so if it does happen I can say i predicted it!

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Dick, walking into the room with a pen and paper: hey Jay real quick, if I die what do you wanna get in my will?
Jason, not looking up from his phone: xbox and those daggers Wonder Woman gave you a couple years back
Dick: got it
Tim:
Damian:
Tim: why are you writing a will
Damian: what do you mean ‘if’
Dick, to Tim: because I could die any day, I fight people for a hobby
Dick, to Damian: and because death apparently doesn’t always stick
Jason, still not looking up from his phone: also that hoodie of yours I like to steal. actually all your hoodies
Dick: sure
Tim: I feel like you should find this more disturbing
Jason: meh
Damian, thinking intently:
Damian: Todd, you have many league of assassins weapons. I would like those in the case that you die. permanently, that is.
Jason: I dont have a will
Jason:
Jason: should I have a will?
Tim:
Dick: you can share mine if you want littlewing?
Jason: sick, thanks. write down Damian gets my swords and Alfred gets my kitchen
Tim: neither of you know how wills work
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Katniss and Peeta leave Papaw in charge of toast baby on their first night away...

“It's just one night,” says Peeta bracingly. “You'll hardly even notice we're gone.”

But the way Katniss is twisting the end of her braid like a wet towel through the laundry wringer, I know she agrees with me. This is going to be hell.

“What if she's hungry,” I grunt.

The boy sighs and swings open my fridge door. Inside are a half dozen prepared dishes color-coded and labeled in his neat handwriting. Macaroni and cheese. Rabbit stew. Chicken pot pie. If I weren't so distraught, I might have exchanged a look with the girl and rolled my eyes.

“Say the electricity blows and it goes bad?”

Peeta slams the door and stabs his finger at a list of phone numbers on the front of the fridge. Greasy Sae-emergency provisions. And since there are ten other names and numbers listed there–Vera-Apothecary, for boo-boos; Abel-Sherif, for bumps in the night; Tobias-plumber, if you clog the damn toilet again, etc. etc.-- I decide it's no use to protest.

something i find interesting to think about is that post-thh, along with true crime fans reveling in the voyeuristic nature of the killing games, there would probably also be fan compilations of the killing game broadcast. not even of the bad things, or really made with ill intent— more along the lines of “naegi being my last braincell for 3 minutes” or “kyoko girlboss moments” but even so, it would be so incredibly tone-deaf considering their origin. the broadcast took over every single channel for weeks on end— and in such a messed up social climate it’s easy to see how it could have sparked some parasocial feelings among viewers-turned-fans. but for makoto, someone who is already idolized by the future foundation as a symbol of hope, pointedly not as a person, the added dehumanization of average people treating him almost like a fictional character or a meme would be just another pressure to endure.

Plus it makes it a little harder for him to be taken seriously when it counts. If he's simultaneously a near-religious pinnacle of hope (meaning people project on him whatever they hold to be the most virtuous ideals) and a fad celebrity, it's gotta be hard for him to be taken seriously when he's not saying things people already want to agree with. He's always either "The Ultimate Hope" or "Sassykoto side-eyeing Monokuma for almost 10 minutes".

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