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Finn Mikaelson || New Orleans || Original Vampire I go back to that black horizon. That place where I was abandoned and forgotten, by my own family. So yeah, I came out mad, and I remain so. Loved by Britt / Bee Indie , and semi-selective RP blog for Finn Mikaelson. Canon, and FC divergent. -- See about me for details. {Mun & Muse are of age, and I will not RP with anyone under 18. I do not claim to be FM, and the gifs/icons are not mine, unless stated otherwise.}

PINNED POST : thesacrificialxlamb ; Est. October 2014 || Re-established 2022

ASK ||  MEMES || REBLOGGABLE PROMO  ***THIS BLOG MAY DABBLE IN TRIGGERING THEMES***
-Mutuals mostly, activity depends on mood, I do have a few other blogs, so sometimes Finn is placed in a pretty little coffin, all the way in the back of the warehouse. While I tend to more needy muses.
-Do not interact if you’re a minor. 21+
-I do not excuse Finn's atrocious behaviors, but that does not mean that he will idly sit by and take all the slander. He is still an Original after all.
-DO NOT TOLERATE OOC DRAMA, IC drama is encouraged.
-a rules page will eventually come, but it did take about 9 years for a pinned post......
Wire: unsettledspirits (it is for April, but Finn will also participate if you'd like) || Discord: Available upon request || IM’s: always open, but i’m extremely spotty when answering 

Pinned graphic credit : @fortitudina

@lycancursedasked: "Life is too cruel, if we cease to believe in love, why would we want to live?"

"I believed in love once.." He admitted, looking away wistfully. Sage was everything he wasn't. She wasted years of her life waiting for him.. "It was beautiful, until the very end." Yes he might be letting her see a side of him that he didn't often show, but right now he didn't care. "Now all I carry is guilt, and i'd do just about anything to rid myself of such a feeling. To give my life for hers. -- Love only leads to one things. A hollow heart. Heartbreak is nothing compared to this empty feeling I have. I could spend another nine hundred years in a box, and it would be a sweet relief.."

MISC SENTENCE STARTERS WITH A DASH OF ANGST

  • i can't even say he deceived me. i knew exactly what he was and i jumped in anyway.
  • i think eventually i got so used to the chaos and the pain and the toxicity i began to look for it.
  • i never got a chance to discover myself. i never had that privilege.
  • you can tell me anything. i mean i can't promise i'm good at keeping secrets, but i'm a hell of a listener.
  • no one wants to yearn anymore.
  • i'm doing some of my best work here and you don't even have the decency to roll your eyes at me. honestly it's hurtful.
  • i know what you're thinking.
  • if i ask for your help are you gonna make a big deal out of it?
  • can we just be normal for like two seconds for once.
  • i would say i don't know what's wrong with you but i actually do and that's the problem.
  • against my better judgement i trust you and i think that says a lot about the state of the world right now.
  • i don't actually care but i'm bored so i'm here. ❞
  • last time i listened to you we almost died.
  • i would've come sooner. i would've been here if you'd only asked.
  • i don't want to hurt anymore.
  • you don't have to hurt anymore. you can let go of those burdens.
  • it'd be a lot easier if i actually cared as little as i pretend to.
  • i do need you. i wouldn't be here if i didn't.
  • sometimes you don't know it's wrong until it's too late. sometimes you don't know you're being hurt until you realize you're in pieces.
  • pretending you don't need people doesn't make you strong it just makes you a jackass.
  • you're gonna be okay. eventually. but first you gotta not be okay for a while. it's gotta suck so you can actually recognize when you're alright again.
  • you shouldn't have said that.
  • sometimes i wish they had done something worse. then it'd justify how hard it's been to get over it.
  • i wish you actually understood me.
MISC THE VAMPIRE DIARIES SENTENCE MEME. this includes spoilers for the show so approach with care. change names and pronouns as you see fit.
  • "You want a love that consumes you. You want passion and adventure and even a little danger."
  • "He's your first love. I intend to be your last, however, long it takes."
  • "And honestly when I'm with her, I completely forget what I am."
  • "I've been in love. It's painful, pointless, and overrated."
  • "What happens when the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it?"
  • "I like this. You... walking on eggshells around me because you think I'm going to explode. It's very suspensable."
  • "I do not go behind people's backs and torture them. I like my enemies to look me in the eye and see the depth of my rage."
  • "If I have to hear doppelgänger one more time, I'm going to have to learn how to spell it."
  • "I do believe in killing the messenger. Know why? Because it sends a message."
  • "Life is too cruel, if we cease to believe in love, why would we want to live?"
  • "Humanity is a vampire's greatest weakness. No matter how easy it is to turn it off, it keeps trying to fight its way back in.Sometimes I let it."
  • "Kiss me or kill me. We both know you're only capable of one."
  • "People have been after me for a thousand years, but I'm always one step ahead."
  • "Sometimes the world turns good people into bad people."
  • "We live by a code of loyalty. We take care of each other. It's my duty and honor to help you. Please let me."
  • "Mother made us vampires. She didn't make us monsters. We did that to ourselves."
  • "Perhaps one day, in a year or even in a century. You'll turn up at my door and let me show you what the world has to offer."
  • "Do you have any idea how rare love is? In a thousand years, I have found it but twice, and when I have, I have honored it."
  • "You're a vampire, sweetheart. I don't think you'll ever be okay again."
  • "It's not a crime to love what you cannot explain."
  • "It's funny how one event can change the outcome of your entire life."
  • "We choose our own path. Our values and our actions, they define who we are."
  • “You know, over the years, I've had my share of friends, enemies, lovers, losses, and triumphs. With time, they all begin to run together, but you will find the real moments are vibrant. The rest just fades away. Your pain will fade.”
  • “A warrior fights for what they believe in. A warrior fights for his family.”
  • “but in the one moment you two could have chosen to stand by me, you chose to stand against me, to side with my enemies.”
  • “You don't arm yourself after war has been declared, (name). You build your army so big that no one dares pick the fight.”
  • “You've said all that needs to be said…I'll play the role I've been given.”
𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑵𝑶𝑹𝑴𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑶𝑭 𝑴𝒀 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 .    (   a  series  of  nsfw  prompts ,  separated  by  quotes   &   acts .   ‘ my ’  muse  belongs  to  the  one  who  posted  the  meme .  send   “ + REVERSE ”   to  reverse  the  prompts  )

       →  WORDS .

❛  i’m  sorry ,  you  don’t  enjoy  being  teased ? .  ❜ ❛  you  know  what  i’m  waiting  for .  ❜ ❛  keep  your  hands  where  they  are .  ❜ ❛  i want you to ride  [ me / my fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  you  make  the  prettiest  sounds .  ❜ ❛  say  please .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  make  this  last .  ❜ ❛  look  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i’m  yours ,  only  yours -  ❜ ❛  yeah ,  just like that -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  barely  even  started .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you .  ❜ ❛  god ,  shut  up  and  fuck  me  already !  ❜ ❛  god ,  yes ,  [ name ] ,  don’t  stop .  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  long  i’ve  wanted  to  do  this .  ❜ ❛  who  gets  to  touch  you  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  come  for  me .  ❜ ❛  ah ,  ah -  don’t  touch .  ❜ ❛  brace  your  hands  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  could  you  come  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  let  me  come -  ❜ ❛  god ,  you’re  beautiful -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  this  all  night .  ❜ ❛  you’re  such  a  tease .  ❜ ❛  take  these  off .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  your  [ mouth / fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  any  idea  how  good  you  taste ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  what  you  want .  ❜ ❛  we  shouldn’t -  ah ,  we shouldn’t be doing this .  ❜ ❛  faster ,  [ name ] ,  i  need  more .  ❜ ❛  is  this  good ?  ❜ ❛  keep  your  eyes  open .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  to  find  out  what  else  you  can  do .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  be  so  gentle .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  hear  you  beg .  ❜ ❛  can  i  take  this  off ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  please ,  please -  ❜ ❛  you’re  doing  so  well  for  me .  ❜ ❛  please  touch  me .  ❜ ❛  keep  reading ,  i  want  to  see  how  long  you  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  buy  you  another  one .  ❜ ❛  say  my  name .  louder .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  any  longer .  ❜ ❛  you  feel  so  good .  ❜ ❛  you’re  going  to  leave  a  mark -  ❜ ❛  touch  yourself  for  me .  ❜ ❛  do  you  deserve  it ?   ❜ ❛  did  i  say  you  could  come ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  close -  ❜ ❛  they’re  going  to  catch  us -  ❜ ❛  i  want  you  right  here .  ❜ ❛  we  have  to  be  quiet .  ❜

         →  ACTIONS .

❛  pin .   to  restrain  my  muse’s  hands  during  intimacy . ❛  mirror .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  front  of  a  mirror . ❛  deny .   to  deny  my  muse  an  orgasm . ❛  distance .   to  have  [ phone / video ]  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  playlist .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  while  music  is  playing . ❛  paw .   to  fondle  my  muse’s   [ chest  /  ass ] . ❛  wall .   to  pin  my  muse  against  a  wall . ❛  table .   to  hoist  my  muse  onto  a  [ table  /  counter ] . ❛  clothed .   to  make  my  muse  come  while  fully  dressed . ❛  finger .   to  finger  my  muse . ❛  oral .   to  give  my  muse  oral . ❛  fervent .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  after  a  fight . ❛  distraction .   to  rile  my  muse  up  during  a  film . ❛  mark .   to  leave  marks  on  my  muse  [  optional :  specify where  ] . ❛  tie .   to  use  restraints  on  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  throat .   to  choke  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  sparring .   for  sparring  to  turn  into  sex . ❛  toys .   to  use  toys  [ vibrator / strap / otherwise ]  on  my  muse . ❛  imagery .   to  send  my  muse  a  risque  photo . ❛  drag .   to  pull  my  muse  closer  by  a  piece  of  clothing . ❛  tear .   to  tear  a  piece  of  clothing  from  my  muse’s  body . ❛  shower .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  the  [ shower / bath ] . ❛  sneaky .   to  sneak  away  from  a  gathering  to  have  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  beg .   to  make  my  muse  beg . ❛  carnal .   to  [ scratch / bite ]  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  preoccupied .   to  rile  my  muse  up  as  they  [ read / work ] . ❛  jealous .   to  purposefully  make  my  muse  react  possessively . ❛  dare .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  based  off  a  dare . ❛  read .   to  re-enact  something  from  a  [ book / show / porn ]  with  my  muse . ❛  collapse .   to  break  a  bed  during  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  caught .   to  get  caught  with  my  muse  during  sex .

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