thewillowest

WELCOME TO THEWILLOWEST🫶

I'm an honors university student. I study music education and child studies, and I want to get my masters in elementary education. I'm a trombonist, pianist, guitarist, vocalist, and percussionist.

I'm also a writer! I've written one novel, and I exercise my skills on a daily basis by writing for Dungeons & Dragons.

I have depression, anxiety, scoliosis, hip dysplasia, and PCOS. I've been in a lifelong health battle, but I manage my weight and my chronic pain through medication, diet, and exercise.

I identify as a demigirl and I use they/she pronouns🫶

Join me on my journey! Here is my Spotify:

They didn't cancel classes, and I keep passing glass shards and giant tree limbs :(

These people clearly did not have an adequate amount of adverse childhood experiences. Why are you doing laundry when the RA just ordered us to seek shelter

Another tornado tonight.

REGRET REGRET REGRET CONSUMING ME

Like should I throw away all my stuff rn or take my medication or neither. How do I confront myself without ignoring the suffering or addressing it with temporary and ultimately useless solutions? How many profile pictures and phone cases does it take until I become who I am?

I hate getting the urge to reinvent myself. It's like the self is a giant roll of tape, and you're trying to find where the end is by scraping your fingernail across the surface. I want to look simple and feel normal, please. I don't know how to find what I'm actually supposed to be, and I'm tired of pretending.

CHICKEN JOCKEY