I don’t know…

its just embarrassing when you make a fandom related post and it doesnt get any notes like okay. so no one want to play tuoys with me. no one wants to play with our little guys together. okay thats fine. yeah its cool... puts my hands in my jacket pockets. kicks a beer can that was on the side of the road a little

When a fic doesn’t fit my head canons but it’s well-written

#he wouldn't fucking say that but i'm getting kind of attached to the guy you invented who did say that

2023//2077

me, on my posts: *writes as little info as humanly possible* 

me, in the tags: so anyway, all my problems started on a hot summer day in the late 90′s, when i was born… 

silverv + posts that remind me of them

when you reblog a post because you think a specific mutual would enjoy it and then they reblog it from you

finding out saburo is a ww2 veteran actually changed my life bc its like saburo and johnny and yorinobu and hanako and v and the trauma of war leading to cycles of violence and exploitation on the macro scale of military exploitation of soldiers turned into tools for state/corporate imperialism reflected in the microcosm of family dynamics and patricide and fratricide but also even smaller scale in taking over someone's brain and body as your own its corporate colonialism its just another form of colonialism and now you're becoming the thing you sought to destroy and being used as a tool for violence against your will and it happened to you first and now you're perpetuating it you are becoming the violence you can try taking ownership of it as a way to exert control over the horrible things they did to you but it doesnt make a difference im on stage and almost can’t breathe im so full of hatred and then I let it all out into a mic and i realize it didn’t help and i am what you made me filth teaches filth and the metaphor for how the military uses and discards people as cannon fodder the way saburo uses his son the way johnny is forced to use v the war took the same limb from them the cycle of violence is inevitable and even if you are cognizant of it you cannot stop it no one is above it no matter your wealth or status or fame all you can do is your best to fight it and your fight matters the principle matters even if you can never win never stop fighting, v

“these characters should be mentally healthy before they get together 😌” ummm no I actually think we should smash their mental illnesses together like clumps of play-doh and see what colors it makes

Yes your blorbo is tortured and pathetic and slutty and pretty and suffers more than jesus and all that but never forget that your blorbo is, first and foremost, a loser.

starting a collection #blackmold