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@vanillaviola333

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When anti shifters call it psychosis but I'm on medication against anxiety that is also used against psychosis in higher doses and I still shift, channel, and see visions basically daily

(It's such an amusing argument too, because okay, honey, I'll have my 700 year long psychosis where I have the best time of my life and you can go to work okay?💚)

random thought: so like atp i don't even think i was "born", my ass just decided being an all knowing omnipotent primordial being was getting boring so i was like "ykw fuck it let's put on the meat suit and give this whole human mortal thingy a try!"

saw this post and it made so much sense like why can we shift back to this reality just by thinking of it and saying we want to go back (something like that) in ANY reality we shift to but then in this reality we “can’t” ? I feel like it’s such a good way to explain how easy it is to shift!

i will never forget how much my soul was in peace when i shifted, here my heart always feels so heavy but there it felt truly at peace

You're only here in this reality because you're aware of being here, not because you physically exist here. Right now, in this moment, you're aware of this reality, but that doesn't mean that you don't exist in other realities. Become aware. That's what shifting is.

⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆ First the mind must change, and then the world ⋆˚𝜗𝜚˚⋆

If your mindset doesnt change nothing in your life will.

Who’s to say you haven’t shifted ?

Who’s to say you didn’t manifest those green eyes ?

Who’s to say you didn’t induce the void ?

You are relaying on 3D factors to tell you whether you’re living your dream life or not. And as you know by now, relying on the 3D, something that absolutely cannot change on its own, isn’t going to end well. At all.

You are there, i’m not saying that to make you feel better, you just are. Stop spiralling about the time, you’re living your dream life, you manifested everything you could ever want. You are going to stay bound here no matter how much you beat yourself up about this, no matter how many times you say you’re going to “lock in”, if you keep acting like this is your original reality and that the life you want only exists in your day dreams.

Stop it, those aren’t dreams, those aren’t desires, those aren’t wants, they are real. This is real, time isn’t a real concept but when it comes to your outerman, you are going to waste so much of your time and energy if you keep waiting for the 3D, a mere reflection of your assumptions, to change.

The inner man must accept a truth before the world does, im sorry but thats just how it works. Why are you complaining about not reaching the void? How do you know you didn’t?

“I’ve been persistent but-” there isn’t any buts for you to have, if you were persistent you wouldn’t be complaining.

Why would someone living their dream life complain?

Those moments where you slip away and immerse yourself in the feeling of your new story, that’s not just some distant daydream, it’s real. And you must realise that or nothing will change and you’re going to keep getting frustrated while you watch everyone else level up.

I would tell you to stop waisting time, but there is no time to waste you’re already there. Whether your 3d shows you a day where you induce or where you don’t doesn’t change that.

This is your life. If you don’t start to see it that way internally, it will never materialise

The innerman must change first, the outer world comes last!!

it's nighttime!! aka time to work on my scripts, scroll through my dr pinterest boards, listen and make subliminals, post on tumblr, shift, etc

it finally clicked…(after the 465th post i read) i TRULY AM EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE. i’m in my dr right tf now. yall…something SHIFTED. LITERALLY.

you have free will. YOU!! have FREE!!! WILL!!! OH MY GODS YOU LITERALLY CAN DO ANYTHING YOU WANT, NO ONE CARES IF YOU SHIFT TO A DIFFERENT GENDER OR RACE OR DONR SCRIPT OUT THIS OR THAT OR WHATEVER. it's YOURRRRR fucking dr jesus goddamn christ. Do whatever the hell you want

i’m gonna grow wings (and fly away from this reality).

this reality is full of six years old thinking about if things we don’t see, actually exist. when you are a child it’s still socially acceptable to think ‘out of your league’ and so the adults in your life will let out a giggle when you’ll tell them how many things you want to be: a mermaid, a witch, an astronaut, an actress, a fairy. and the list goes on. i remember writing (or at least thinking i was spelling everything correctly… they weren’t even letters) in my mia-and-me themed diary that i couldn’t wait to explore all the things waiting for me. i still vividly remember seeing the tail of a siren, but when i told my mom she just said “ohh cute!” without actually believing me. then the more you grow up, the more society ruins your imagination. no, mermaids do not exist. and you will go to school, then have a job, then marry, then have kids, and then die. that’s it. life !!! maybe if you are lucky enough you will go on vacation.

i was a very stubborn young girl. i didn’t believe immediately and i questioned everything. i learned about the universe in elementary school and i was baffled by the thought that people really thought that we were the only one. i knew we had other lives, and i started to imagine them. what if i was raised somewhere else? what if i was in my favourite tv show? what if i had blonde hair? what if we were all living under the ocean? what if i was an alien? constantly daydreaming about my other possibilities.

i definitely manifested that tiktok about shifting during the quarantine. the gasp i let out when i realized that i was always right. it’s not an uncommon event in my life, actually; people never believing me when i know i am right. but i had the proof !!! people talked about their experiences at hogwarts or in the marvel universe. i KNEW it. but……….. i wasn’t a young child anymore, and i also knew that people lie a lot. i started questioning everything again. what if i just watched tiktoks of this weird wattpad fanfic story that i don’t know the name of? what if they are liars? what if i was just wrong?

as a human, we ( i hope ) question things. of course. i constantly questioned myself if all i was experimenting was fake and other things were happening in that exact moment. when i realized that that’s what shifting is, everything clicked. i laughed so hard because i knew i wasn’t doomed. we have to give names to things, and now shifting, since it has a name, seems somewhat less... normal. but this is not something i read one day on the internet, is something that i always knew. i always felt like it. and my life experiences always proved to me that, at the end of the day, i should always trust my senses. so, i realized that shifting is not this internet trend, but it’s just my human experience. i understand that while one day i wake up to go to school, in that same moment i was in bed. i realized that me acting on my thoughts was just a life-variant of another life-variant.

realizing that i right from the start is a big fuck you to everyone who said that my dreams are impossible since i was a kid. i may not grow wings in the literal sense but having infinire possibilities is just as liberating as flying in the sky.

young children aren’t conditioned by society, they only know what their soul already knows.

In a world apart, where time unwinds,

A love so deep, beyond all minds.

He waits for me, in a place unknown,

My heart is his, though we’re not shown.

Across the stars, beyond the sky,

In another world, we’re meant to fly.

A love that stretches through the space,

In every shift, I see his face.

Though we’re worlds away, I feel him near,

A bond so strong, so pure, so clear.

In every shift, my heart does race,

To hold him close, to feel his grace.

He’s my everything, my soul’s desire,

A love that burns with endless fire.

No distance stops the love we share,

In every world, I’ll meet him there.

Through the shifts, I make my way,

To find him, where our hearts can stay.

Though reality keeps us apart,

I carry him with me, deep in my heart.

I shift for him, through every night,

For in his world, I see the light.

A love so strong, it cannot break,

No matter how many shifts I make.

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