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i have so many thoughts after watching per manum, this is not happening & deadalive - but you know what I keep going back to? Scully being sooooo damn certain that Mulder is the only choice to be the father of her child. 

Literally both times we see a direct question posed to Scully about becoming a mum, she turns to Mulder as the potential father. 

In home, when Mulder, addressing solely Scully’s journey into motherhood, asks her to find someone with good genetics, she looks at him and asks “what about yours?” ITS SO !!!!!!!!!! Because the implication is sooooo clear - would you have good genetics to help me have a baby. 

And then in per manum, when Dr Perrenti asks her if she has someone in mind and that he can walk her through donor catalogues etc., Scully’s immediate concern was not WHO to ask but HOW to ask him. Watching her say that made me weird levels of feral, because what do you mean you have no hesitation, no second thoughts about who deserves to be the father of your child!!!!! 

Scully is always so careful about her choices (i.e. med school, joining the fbi etc.) and has a need to have her choices validated by others, which is common arc we see her struggle through in many episodes. Then, to have her be SO certain that if anyone were to father a child with her, of course it would be Mulder. There’s no other choice, there was never any other choice (despite what later plot lines might imply). 

And honestly, even Mulder leans into this a bit. Thinking of Emily and how Mulder just slipped into taking care of Emily so easily, because this was Scully’s child. Sure, he had reservations, but once Scully decided she wanted to raise this little girl, Mulder was fully alongside her. (I still think of him lifting Emily when she was sick and my heart just feels pain). 

Genuinely makes me want to cry because I think it really shows how much they love each other (whether they know it/have admitted it to themselves or not). And my personal take, is that Mulder and Scully, by s4 (probably end of s2 tbh), already considered the other family. In the sense that, hell or highwater, they were bonded in some transcendent way, and nothing will erase/change the very permanent mark they’ve already made in each other. That whatever happens, they will always have a path (back) to each other. 

In, deadalive at the funeral Scully says, all of Mulder’s family is gone and Mulder is the last. And I just knowwwww that Scully always felt that Mulder deserved to have a family, deserved to have his name/legacy preserved, and wanted to give that to him. You see this in the ways she will always consider/defend who he is as a person (thinking of early S2 when the files were gone and also Demons and closure/sein und zeit). 

Skinner says ‘I don’t truly believe Mulder’s the last’ - I can’t fully tell what exactly skinner was implying but I want to believe (hehe) that he’s referencing Scully’s pregnancy. Scully’s face shows a whole range of emotion after that but I also want to believe she’s considering what it now truly means to be carrying his baby. 

Mulder usually has all the pretty words of declarations and long, yearning gazes (which I love love love) but omg to me, scully without hesitation, without question, choosing to have a baby that’s half mulder (esp when the usual method of getting there, i.e. being married/being in a relationship is not there) is one of the most beautiful acts of love from scully to mulder. And I don’t think mulder truly even knows it!!!!!!! 

Mulder wants a family because it was robbed from him. He also wants Scully to have her child because she was robbed of her choice to motherhood. But Scully, Scully’s choice is to have a family, a child with Mulder, because she wants to bring back that kind of love to both of them. 

Since I can't stop thinking about it, who agrees that Dana should've kept the hairstyle she had in Sixth Extinction I and II for the entirety of season 7

for everyone asking for what article this is i actually went back and found it again and you'll never guess who it's about

the way he holds her hand with both of his and kisses her tenderly while his eyes never leave hers…he’s been a man in love since all those years ago

reblog to give your headache to elon musk instead

this site is scary 4 me.. posts fanart and runs away

Are they gay in berserk? Like im 10 episodes in to the 1997 one and lotta evil homoeroticism going on is anyone else picking this up?

Yeah I’m 19 episodes in and… woah mama. Gotta say, these motherfuckers are like two eagles in a death spiral. I hope this makes sense. I’ve been thinking about this god damn show ALL WEEK!!!!! Haven’t read anything about it for fear of spoilers but I am RUMINATING babey

Holy fucking shit dude.

(finished 1997 show)

Are they gay in berserk? Like im 10 episodes in to the 1997 one and lotta evil homoeroticism going on is anyone else picking this up?

Yeah I’m 19 episodes in and… woah mama. Gotta say, these motherfuckers are like two eagles in a death spiral. I hope this makes sense. I’ve been thinking about this god damn show ALL WEEK!!!!! Haven’t read anything about it for fear of spoilers but I am RUMINATING babey

I don't like seeing CSM do regular people things. He's a sketchy guy. He should only do sketchy little guy things. That scene where Mulder bursts into his apartment and CSM is literally sitting in a chair, watching TV, drinking beer?? Not good. That episode where he takes Scully on a scenic road trip and he stops to get GAS!? Insane. Those are regular guy things. Other things we should not see CSM do: look both ways before he crosses the street, wear a baseball cap, wait in line at the grocery store, drive a car,