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My old blog, @M00NM4DN355, was deactivated because after a fascist running, in part, on the eradication of trans people such as myself won the popular vote, I wanted to hide my tracks. Run out the statute of limitations on all my algorithms, so no more YouTube, create plausible deniability for my ability to communicate with the handful of Familias De Mexico aqui en Charlestown, no mas Duolingo, wanted to erase all traces of my identity, so no more shaving, deepen the voice even beyond my normal speaking voice, cut my hair to the quick, and no more Tumblr Dot Com. But none of that mattered. One bad night, one wrong look, and a customer, not even a regular, saw through all that.
So fuck it. If nothing I do will protect me, will protect my roommate, will create enough distance, both physical, emotional, and social between me and my family to keep them safe, fuck it. I have no idea how long it'll be before they start making good on their promises, so I might as well enjoy it while I can. No reason to suffer if suffering won't help anyone. All that said,
