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@writtenbylupin

πŸ‡§πŸ‡· | INFJ | she/her | 17

jeremy fucks different boys throughout the entire book and even comes to jean’s side with another man’s smell on him but god forbid jean looks at someone for more than 0.2 seconds and jeremy internally starts losing his shit

You ever think Andrew’s like, folding laundry in his apartment with Neil, throwing socks into their shared drawer because neither of them give a shit about socks, and then he has to pause because…he’s folding laundry.

For him and his boyfriend. Who are both adults with like, health insurance and shit. They say shit like β€œlet’s go home” and β€œwhat’s for dinner?” Nothing is separated in their dresser except for workout wear because they need different size compression gear. They have matching jackets in the closet and pictures on the wall. They kiss each other good morning, and hello. They grocery shop. And suddenly Andrew’s nicotine gum is heavy in his pocket, because he stopped smoking so he’ll never be too out of breath to reach Neil.

Andrew has to stop to feel his heart, as if folding t-shirts was running a marathon, because he didn’t think he’d last this long. He didn’t think this was possible.

So Andrew sits in their apartment and feels.

I'll be thinking about it for a week

andrew pulled up to psu after his visit to california and immediately went to renee like β€œhey walker guess what your boyfriend wants a boyfriend”

Godlight by badhairred

High speed. Racing hearts. Seering adrenaline. Emotional overload.

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It is finished.

Almost a year I have been writing this fic, and I can say now that it's done! I am still in shock over it, but I am so excited to share all of it with the fandom. I hope you guys enjoy it🀍

EVERYONE GO READ GODLIGHT NOW!! I COMMAND

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