Xandy-Wandy The Magnificent The Third

Welcome to my blog, it's both cool and fucking sucks.

I'm (Ale)xander, he/him, 18. I am a MORON, so I like a somewhat wide range of things.

Occupations, honours and achievements:

- B-grade scribbler

- Literary EXPERT (understands Monster Hunter)

- GS & SNS main

- self-confessed braindead ignoramus

- Has struggled at finding summer jobs, might result in being NEET for life.

I advise looking away if you have any animal phobias. Otherwise generally SFW. Unable to donate to causes unfortunately.

I do want you to inform me if I am being inconsiderate or have accidentally done something hurtful.

Secondary: @xanderomeister2 (misc. useless blog), @gojira-real (shitposting, pretending to be Godzilla and barging into other blogs)

I have a bunch of mutuals.

I have made a vow to go to the gym more this period because I have a lot of time for it.

I want to lose my belly fat. I have been wanting to for ages, I've been overweight since childhood and not terribly happy with it.

But I also don't know about other long term aims.

Like, I could, possibly, get buff. For clarification I just mean getting more muscle mass, not chiselling.

But it has me thinking of body image.

There's a point where muscle growth just feels excessive.

And like, do I try breaching this boundary when it nears? Do I get massive log arms and pecs?

Nevermind doing this to begin with. I CAN do it, I don't have physical impendiments and it's a good way of killing some time.

But should I instead try learning to appreciate what I have? Should I be content with my ≈ 15 kg of excess fat? Is my behavior veering towards toxicity or a potential disorder for me?

Are there other areas of life I should change that I ignore lnsted?

Teeth face + another fungal elemental design of sorts. Originally started as a redesign, but I have them more as a thing on the side now. Decidedly more octopus-like, and decided to make them witchlike, too.

I have also been cooking up further possible DBDA monster characters but I have yet to post them.

Recent things

- I think I desire change in my life

- my friend has been keeping track of my account. They blocked me though as they don't want people they know in real life near.

- Violence? Perhaps.

- I slightly dislike elections and I have a fear a lot of people might actually be morons.

- MHWilds taunts me

- It is easy to be pissed off at life even though I have good chances apparently.

I need new possible fandom interests

Mainly as I am possibly getting bored of Heartstopper and DBDA. As shows there isn't a huge deal to pick apart from either, although the comics are still coming out.