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Man, on the topic of balls and how anons are asking me if i’d put my pretend balls in things, do any of you remember the balls in your jaws meme? I remember when it was popular, I used to assault my discord friend with that meme. Like I became so infatuated with it whenever I closed my eyes I wouldn’t see the inside of my eyelids, I would see the guy in his car singing. I was genuinely so obsessed I dropped out of school and quit my job because I just couldn’t get rid of the melancholy emptiness of not being able to surround myself with the pleasant feeling of listening to Balls in Your Jaws. This song… changed my life. I really can’t imagine what my world would be like without him. So summer of ‘22 I moved back in with my parents, much to them and my friends disappointment. When I walked in, mom tried to hug me, her precious failure of a daughter, but I just bumped shoulders with her as I walked to the basement. When I looked around the first thing I noticed, to my delight, there were no windows. Ever since The Infatuation, sunlight’s been giving me these icky cold sores all across my body. Especially my balls. It had been recently causing me some problems, as I knew no man would possibly ever let me put my balls in his jaws with the odd lumps. I shook my head as if I were a dog swinging water off his back, when in all reality I was a social reject obsessed with some meme that’s as 6 feet under as the “one two buckle my shoe” meme. As I looked around my new living space, I brought out my phone and put on Spotify. Then I was serenaded by the beautiful melody, and the hypnotizing lyrics gracefully sung. Can I put my balls in yo jaws? Yo jaws. Balls in yo jaws. Can I, can I? Can I, can I? Well the short answer was yes you may. I lied down across the cool concrete floor, stained with some sort of mechanical oil. I closed my eyes, and after 69 or so seconds, I drifted off to sleep. Dreams were my only comfort from reality. When I was around 16 I made the stupid decision of positioning my high tech gaming chair to where my back would face the door. Evidently, this was about as intelligent as sitting with your back to the front door of a coffee shop in a bad part of town. This unfortunately led to lots of awkward situations - My dad walked in on me drawing hardcore hentai of BIYJ Guy, and I swear for the years after that he never looked me in the eye the same way.
I LOVE Balls in my jaws!!
I originally wasn’t gonna post this because of people possibly thinking I’m transphobic, but then I realized I’m not and will never be, so here goes!
I think there should be spaces for Cis biological women exclusively, this isn’t to say that trans girls have to fend for themselves, but there are some Cisbio problems that they objectively do not understand. Periods — Trans women, assuming they medically transitioned at the legal age or over 18, don’t understand what cramps and the hormonal mood swings feel like. If she takes hormones she will still not know what it feels like to naturally hurt, since technically that IS self inflicted
Society — I’d like to start this by saying that men experience just as much pressure as women, but not in the same way. By what I’m about to say, I’m not undermining what guys go through. While trans girls likely grew up with “Stop acting like a girl!”, many cis women grew up with “Stop acting like a boy”. Those cis women doubt their femininity, while the specified trans women were, in a way, affirmed by the time they grew up. If you grew up as a boy, you do not understand what it’s like to be forced into motherhood and strict female gender roles. This next thing is very hard to word without sounding like an asshole, but I’ll try. Yes, I believe trans women go through more difficulty in their day to day life. I also believe that cisbio women are often mistreated because we don’t know what it’s like to be trans. Which, we don’t, unless one’s a detransitioner. In a way and in *some* spaces trans women are held up more, which in all honest I think may be good in some cases.
What I’m trying to get at is - there should be spaces for cisbio women only, some spaces for all kinds of women (trans, intersex, cis, etc), some spaces for trans women exclusively, and so on so forth. I also want equality but that shits not happening so :)
Also, don’t put transphobic shit in the comments. You look stupid and I’m deleting them. And also, feel free to argue and try to change my view, no hard feelings
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