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Final one
3:00 am thoughts?

Often people ask each other question that at what time you
go to bed? And in my circle I concluded that 1:00 am is the
time most people go to bed in my society
What happens after 1:00 at? Some of you watch movies,
etc... songs/series and some do assignments and some
just fell asleep within a few minutes after laying on bed...
are these last ones are lucky? Or not
I still never got answer of this question yet but I’m sure
some of you will get after the end of this article or book it
turn to be because It’s 4:00 am in the morning and i just
started typing it.......
All these people And there are some people like me and
most of you guys who just can’t stop thinking when they lay
down isn’t it if it is than I can assure you we can find the
answers of our thoughts
Today just around 3:00 am I was feeling so anxious I
couldn’t sleep. Music wasn’t changing my thoughts and I
none of the series or movie was keeping my mind away
from my thoughts.
There is this series I use to watch whenever I’m feeling sad
(how I met your mother) its legend........wait for it... dairy!
High fives it make my mood change and thoughts go away!
But not today.... sometimes my thoughts was like I’m
having a hit by a brick on my head and sometimes I was
like thinking of as I’m a billionaire......so I decided to gather
around all of my ideas and thoughts focusing only on
positivity

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A little about myself

Well I just thought I should write a little bit about myself but
if you want to skip this chapter you can because I’m only
telling you about my ordinary life..............
I’m just an ordinary guy just like all of you guys and I have
really a bad memory about my childhood or as young
teenager. All I can remember is that I was Called ‘’Gudda’’
by my mother when I was a kid and the only thing that was
important to me in my childhood was cricket about which I’ll
discuss later in the book. Since today right this moment
25th of July 2020 I never ever have thought in my life that
I’ll write a book in my life
Funny isn’t well sometimes........ a long pause of 5 minutes
I don’t know what to write Meanwhile in my mind (ab ye tw
kissi kitab main ni likha k main b likhon gaw) I’m never
been talkative person in my family I was the only boy of my
age in my cousin squad there is this one cousin of my age
but he left the school after 5th to Become Hafiz ( may all
grant him great success in his aim to become a Scholar)
we both used to stay at each other home than I become a
loner We never connected again as before... for years I
stayed that one cousin who sits at the corner at any family
gathering......
(Apni hi dunya abaad thy bhai ki) I was called rude (sarial)
by some of my female cousin and they always hate me I
don’t know why......
Well I think that’s enough even I don’t know myself how
can someone ever will. Till yesterday I was the normal
guys who spends his time all day in bed watching Netflix
and chill. Sometimes some parental explicit contact... and
sometimes overthinking I’m wondering what my parents

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will think about me after reading this.....so many funny

thoughts.... (masti kr reyan tu baaz aja)
And now I’m writing like fuck is this really you Sheikh Shb.

KAL PE SAWAL HAI.....JEENA FILHAL HAI

(3:185) everyone is bound to taste death.

Tomorrow is never promised by Allah Almighty and we all

are going to die one day, Death is certain no matter
whatever your religion or beliefs are. To us Muslims, we
believe there is an afterlife ........and there are many
Scholars of Islam that can explain you about this...
I’ll only talk about this life and I have my own point of view
of life....just like every one of you.

Why I’m writing this because i have just found this new
passion of writing and it gives me peace. Although there
will be mistakes in my grammar, tenses...etc. because I
studied in a RATTA based education system (learning by
rote) just search that previous line. Another reason why I’m
writing is i feel like sharing my thoughts because I’m an
introvert and always quite, living in my own world of
thoughts...you should all share your thoughts with other
people because sharing is caring.... (Teacher ne ni
sikhaya)

As tomorrow is not promised, but it’s not certain that you

will die tomorrow...... I have seen many young people dying
and I have also seen people above 100 years old... There
are both possibilities as death is certain but you don’t know
the exact time......

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A sudden thought
While I’m writing this thought hit me like what if I die
now......... long pause n
shivering..........................................
I’m back... after taking my anxiety pills.......It’s ok to feel
fear, anxiety. Well I’ll write coz that’s why I choose the title
as

“Kaal pe sawal ha jeena filhal hai”

Many of us destroy our life thinking about what will happen

tomorrow or what will people say..... RIP!

‘What will other people say’ this single line has killed more
dreams then the amount of people killed by Hitler, Stalin
and Mao.

The first rule of happiness is never think about what other

people will think it’s theirs job and they are very good at it.
Pro tip! If you yourself stop thinking about other people life
and start thinking about your own there will be happiness
everywhere.......

Now what is life? People often ask this question and

google quotes about life.... The answer is look into the
mirror.... that is life! You are your life how you do what you
do that is life some people make it complex and some just
as Simple as two into two makes four.

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Imagine travelling to one place to another like travelling

towards Hunza valley from Karachi... there are many ways
to travel like by air, On a private car or a public transport
and off-course there will be some Companions with you...
now suppose you choose A private car and few or your
friends with you. The journey begins and in your group one
person have car sickness, the other person smokes too
much and one has fear of heights and one doesn’t like to
stop in rest areas while travelling..... And you are the only
person that can drive and a long journey like this will
require so many rests and there will be many paths to
reach your journey but the one BHONSDI WALA! Who has
car sickness will be vomiting all over you again and again
and spoil your whole journey.
It is same with life, it’s just a journey from birth to death.
And yes there is always other people. But who’s is driver
YOU! So it depends so much on what journey/goal and
plans/people you chose to accompany you towards your
destination

“I am the master of my fate I am the captain of my soul”

-William Henley

And there will be so many struggles in your journey...

Some people will throw shit on you and some will vomit all
over you...
You should not lose hope and have a definite aim, purpose
or destiny.... because life without a goal is like football
without a ball... or biryani without chicken but some time
there will be iliachi too. You are enjoying your biryani and
there comes this iliachi and its ruins all of your taste but
would you stop eating that biryani ( Would you stop

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dreaming) now you will search your plate and put all
illaicheis out and start eating again.. Ummm so Yummy!

Same goes with life Cut-out all the negative people and oh
there is again this little stone comes in your next bite that
was in the rice when they are not cooked and thoroughly
cleaned. You will again put that little stone out (hurdles)
and start moving towards you define aim and fun fact! For
some people eating sleeping is enough for life and the
spend all of their life doing nothing. PITY! For them.......

A FUNNY STORY
One time I was at my grandmother’s place eating PALAO!
A rice dish. And suddenly there is this round dry thing of
meat in the rice. I ask what is this Nano?
“Warriyan” she replied in Punjabi I pick this warri or
whatever she calls out of my place and said (Niklian ky ni)
Those who understand Punjabi will get this.

Same like this there will be so many people and thoughts,

things that will try to destroy you desired goal
But you to put all these things out and only focus on your
desired destination.

Some of your self doesn’t even know their passions

“FIND YOUR SELF WITHIN YOURSELF”

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Your passion is always in-front of you and you are not

paying attention towards it some of us spend all day
cooking... playing a sport...Drawing, capturing...Gaming
and this list goes so on and on.

A friend of mine spent all day playing different games

online and gets mocked all the time by his parents for
doing that... one day he came to me and was very sad
about getting insulted every-time. I said to him that you are
so good at it why don’t you make a YouTube channel and
uploading your gaming videos on it. He said “Yaar isy
konsa pese mil jane or dant pare gy ghr wale aggy wela or
jobless hone pr tanny dete hain” (he always get taunted for
being jobless)
I somehow convinced him to make a YouTube channel and
now he is enjoying gaming and uploading his videos on his
channel and also earning from it....
Your passion, your career is hidden within yourself you just
have to find it. Start giving attention to yourself just like you
put your nose in other people lives.

The above story is all lie i just created in my mind to

explain you to try some things and just don’t say it will not
work it will work.... Believe in yourself...

Why some people fail in their life.....?

There are so many factors about it sometimes you yourself

is responsible and sometimes the society you live in is
Responsible..... I’m also looking for more answers to this
question and I’m hopeful I’ll find them....

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YOUR OWN HOME....

Your journey for life start from your own home and
sometimes it is only thing that will make or fail you in your
life......

Your education your ethics your Religion and how you get
to know the world is star from your family...

In our Middle East culture, it is the practice that the child

will do the same thing his father and forefathers are doing
and No matter what the kids interests are.

Sometimes parents sacrifice there everything (home, car

their own wishes) just to get their child to study in a Top
class engineering university so he can become an
engineer to what? Just to earn few thousand in country like
Pakistan.... But you know what? The child whose dream
was to become a businessman. Was not allowed because
his father was an engineer and so does the forefathers.......
what if they gave the money of the house they sold for his
university to invest in a business. I am pretty sure he would
have 2 3 house from the earnings and cars just in few
years only if you are the person like I explain above in the
book. The biryani eating person or he could fail if he
choose wrong person like the trip of hunza from Karachi, I
mentioned above.

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The biggest risk is not taking any risk... In a world that’s

changing really quickly, the only strategy that is guaranteed
to fail is not taking risks.”– Mark Zuckerberg

I would like to give advice to all parents that they should

support their kid in his dreams and goals
No one was ever born to be successful there is always a
story a moral support behind success of any one...

Society
And then there is this society..... I’m so much disappointed
in people around me... I will talk about a typical Middle East
society.

“Where justice is denied, where poverty is enforced, where

ignorance prevails, and where any one class is made to
feel that society is an organized conspiracy to oppress,
rob and degrade them, neither persons nor property will be
safe.”. EDGARWATSON

A short story

This girl completed her PhD from Cambridge, UK, & her
father proudly tweeted her picture from convocation. But
suddenly, men started commenting on her bare legs rather
than the document she is carrying through years of hard
work.

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The criticism was such a massive & rapid that he had to

delete the picture within couple of hours.

Few inches of her bare skin overshadowed the success

earned through years of dedication & hard work.

This exposes the objectification of women in our society.

How do we compete the world in the field of science & tech
if these are our priorities?

A thought
This is our society... some are good some are. Talking
about the bad, All of you committed sins and when some
other person commits a sin you start acting like you are the
God and saying (confirm jahanumi hai confirm jahanumi
hai) for instance few days back some nudes of famous
tiktokers like Jannat Mirza or Minahil Malik or jutt.. Etc.
whatever. Some of their pictures got leaked. Yes they are
celebrities and their sins are between their God. You
started sharing them with people and it was all over
internet. Aren’t you guys doing a sin too! Think about it.....

۞ Hadees: Allah ke Rasool (Sallallahu

Alaihay Wasallam) Irshad farmatey hai ki,
“Jo Aadmi kisi Musalman ke Aib ko Dekh le aur phir Usey
Chhupaye tou isey Allah Ta’ala Itna Ziyada Sawaab ata
karega jaise Zinda dafnayi bacchi ko Qabr se Nikal kar uski
Parwarish kare aur uski Zindagi ka Saamaan kar dey.”

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A boy who was a failure

There is this boy who failed at everything just because he
doesn’t not have enough confidence to survive or live
among other people. The reason because he didn’t get any
moral spot from his family and friends.
He is always taunted by his parents for sitting all day at
home and doing nothing. His elder brother somehow got
successful in life and rich. He always get taunted about his
brother success....it’s a long story how he managed to get
success.

“Take chances, make mistakes. That's how you grow.” -

Mary Tyler Moore.

But the boy was not even given a chance to make these
mistakes too.

“We need to learn from our mistakes so that we do not

run the risk of repeating them. We must develop the
wisdom and sense to make good decisions and choices.
Good judgment will only develop if you truly learn from
your mistakes. ... Wisdom is the knowledge you can gain
from making mistakes.”-unknown

He gets taunted about being skinny yet they don’t allow

him to go to the gym....Get some exposure yet don’t allow
him to go outside home after Evening...
At least become a Uber driver you are doing nothing but
just sitting in your bed all day watching films (khuch tw kro)
but yet they don’t allow him to drive the car alone or
outside the city... and there is this thing Na farman
Aulad............

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The torcher can affect the mental health of the child...

I know this boy a friend or mine.....Who tried to commit
suicide but got lucky... then his parents realized their
mistakes and now he is a happily married man with kids
and established business.... he is so down to earth and so
close to Allah Almighty everything happens for a
reason.......

My story

I just came from kitchen to get some food and my brother

asked me where are you man from the morning as i am
writing this my father replied,

“MAST HOYA SUBAH DA”

he knows I’m writing and reading books in my room that

will help me create ideas to write my own book which I’m
typing on my laptop, and I’m on this almost for hours AM I
DOING SOMETHING WRONG?
My father always spotted us by just giving the money, do
what we want, but what we want is his moral support that
he haven’t gave me any yet. I don’t hate him for that
maybe there is a reason behind all these maybe he got the
same treatment from his parents and he doesn’t know how
to support his child, there is not much conversations
between us since his mother died.
I love him anyway! And funny thing is don’t know how to
express my love for him because not expressing your
feelings (waali adat) got from him. Love you Papa........

Well my mother is always supportive to me in anything i

wanted to do in life she is both our mother and father at the
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same time and sometimes acts like a little

child.....hehehe.....

A girl who newly got married

There is this girl who was so bright in her studies and

wanted to become a pilot but got married at the time when
she was still in college...
2 out of 3 girls have the same story but yet the get taunted
by the example of 3rd (dekho ye b larki hai ye b doctor,
pilot, engineer hai) do you know how much her parents
sacrificed for the girl who became a doctor
The things they go through the (logon ki battein) they went
through. The fear they feel after sending her daughter
alone outside to become what she wants.

“Agr beti ko khuch bnana hai tw dil b bhara kro”

There are so many girls, who have done medicine but they
don’t practice on their own will and just get married like
every 2 girls out of 3.

“Bhn agr practice krne ka goal hi ni tha tw prha hi kyu, apki

seat pr koi or prh jata pr aj practice kr jata tw humari qoum
ka bhala ho jata” certified-idiot

A conversation with a Random girl

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One day I was feeling so bored so I started stalking

Instagram id of my cousin sister and text a random (or
maybe they know each other) P.s Dear girls don’t add your
male cousins, boys do these thing all the time.
Now the girl I texted Hola! Replied. I have done that thing
all the time sometimes I get reply sometimes
won’t....oops.

The girl who was feeling very disappointed about the

people in her life. I wanted to motivate her so i said this line

You should only have expectation from Your Creator

Almighty (oneness of God)
And secondly there are two other persons that will never
disappoint you in your life
They are your parents (I pray that all who are reading this
may your parents have a healthy and long lives)

Your father is the only person who wants you to succeed

more than himself.

Or maaon k liye tw alfaz byan hi ni kr skty unka.

After this she asked: What about your husband/wife?

Can we expect from them?
No! I replied
Why? She asked.

Out of nowhere there idea comes to my mind and i said

imagine a husband loves his wife so much that they are the
perfect couple for the society to idealize.
First year the love remains, the second year the love
remain, and they are trying to have a baby but no results
they decide to get themselves checked and when the result
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came the fault was in The wife. She could not make you a
father said the doctor
Within a month’s her husband divorced her and married to
another woman. There are only few in millions who will
sacrifice the wish of becoming a father to stay with his wife.
Now if we go around the other side of the story and this
time, A man was at fault and the wife is perfectly fine but I
bet you the wife will never leave her husband and will
always be loyal to him

From this we can understand not to trust a man.

Let me tell you another story about divorce courts

NO MAN WILL EVER WRITE THAT HIS WIFE WAS

CHEATING ON HIM AND THE REASON HE WILL STATE
AT THE DIVORCE PAPER IS THAT “DUE TO NO
MUTUAL UNDERSTANDING BETWEEN US WE
DECIDED TO SET APART”

NO WHEN YOU READ A REASON OF THE WOMAN ON

DIVORCE PAPER SHE WILL RIGHT MY HUSBAND
OFTEN GOT DRUNK AND BEAT ME “

There will be never ever a woman write the fact of mutual

understanding.

“The majority of marriages are motivated by the wealth

possessed by one, or both of the contracting parties. It is
no wonder, therefore, that the divorce courts are busy”
unknown

What’s the lesson?

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In life you will find so many good men and women, but if
you aren’t be a good Man and women

Dreams and your circle

Cricket is always an important part of my life. Saqlain

Mushtaq was my idle. I don’t remember but my mother tell
me I used to walk all the house when i was 5 or 6 k (mein
cricketer bno gaw)
Than there came a time when I was 14 year old I joined the
club near my house and I used to play all day in a hot
summer (loo chal ry hoty thy) as my ideal I was a good off
breaker bowler.
You know what is the really saddest thing is:

“When two people truly love each other but couldn’t

make it happen”

Why couldn’t I make that happen I’m telling you because

whatever your dream or sports type is or life style is the
lesson and the path of success as only one formula and we
call that formula is

“Never give up on things, people and your goals without

which you can’t spend a day thinking about”

I gave up!

I was a poor fielder and always get mocked by some of

the senior players who find it funny! But you never know
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what a single word can impact on someone mind and that

too the mind which is just at the age of 14 or 15 years
This can happen in any part of the life of a teenager.
Now if you are an adult and master at your job and young
teenager full of hopes and dreams come to you and ask
you to teach.
At first he will make mistakes and even do blunders will
you punish him or mock him or you will give him hope and
guide him again and again.

Now go back to your school days

Everyone at-least once in a life had teacher who would
have said that (if don’t understand me ask me again)
And when you asks him the question he will be
like “Demagh kia bhns ka chara lene gya hai ek bar hi gor
se sunte”

Every legend that has been born wasn’t born that way he
was polished by his teacher and coaches and a little bit of
his burning desire

Maybe sometimes it is our own fault we don’t have enough

flame to fire that desire of becoming something!

And then there comes your circle

There is famous saying “A man is known by a company he

keeps”

Well nobody that is close to me was interested in cricket

not even my family members
My family spotted me only in giving money to buy cricket
gadgets but some time you have to get some moral spot
too (a hand on your shoulder) but instead of that my family
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also mocked me of my skin color as I had lost all of my

glow playing in the hot sun.

Then there comes (gaali k gande kerde) bullies

These are those that don’t have definite aim in their life.
And the always mocked you of doing something out of the
box (street cricket vs hard ball cricket)
There is a huge difference between both of them. But small
minds doesn’t understand big things
So after a year b n half I said Good bye to cricket. I still
haven’t figured out was it a good or bad decision.

Well “life happen, shit happens, and it happens to a lot of

people”

Now what you have to do is if you are like me like I was

then don’t give up DONT EVER GIVE UP ON YOUR
DREAMS because you never know you spent 5 years at
something a nothing happens and you was about to leave
that thing but miracle happens it happens for those who
strive. The year 6th you are the most recognized person in
your field 5 years of nothing and just 1 year this is the
power of not giving up.

“There is nothing for man except what he strives for.”

Holy Quran, Chapter 53 Surah Najm verse 39:”

And for the adults let you younger one has life you never
had because of your elders

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“BE THE CHANGE FOR YOUNGSTERS YOU WANTED

FOR YOURSELF certified-idiot”

As after the 5 years I have learned only the following

principles which I read somewhere.
(I used to copy what I like and save them in my notes)
At that age they doesn’t make sense at all but it all maters
now Sometimes in life you get through somethings you
don’t understand at that time but years later when you will
become a parent or master at your field it will all make
sense. In above I wrote things about my family and
friends that doesn’t makes sense at that time but some day
it will all make sense)

I used to stay awake for more than 20 hours and doing

nothing and understanding nothing at all, but now i have
been awake for more than 30 hours and writing this and it
is all making sense

Less than a month ago I read these following beautiful

lines somewhere and copied to my notes.

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.

Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior

motives.
Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you will win false friends and true
enemies.
Succeed anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.

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Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.

Be honest and frank anyway.

The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be
shot down by the smallest men and women with the
smallest minds.
Think big anyway.

People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.

Fight for a few underdogs anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed

overnight.
Build anyway.

People really need help but may attack you if you do help
them.
Help people anyway.

Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in
the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.

Imagine any five people with whom you spend your most of
the time
Now completely analyses their life about every
prospective ...... at the end of the book I’ll tell the answer of
this analysis.

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Different ways at looking things

We all have different point of views, meaning sentimental

attachment or religious... to somethings
But at the same time other people too have their own

PUBG..... Tiktok....Sushant......Areeka....

ok so now so many of us was against or in favor of banning

of this game (funny thing is I used to fight with my ex that
you’re not giving me time and playing pubg all the day... I
hate that game even my siblings played that all the time...)
After first week of lockdown I was so bored that I installed
this game and now I’m like the craziest for this in my
house.
What I’m trying to explain is everyone has their own
motives and desires about life
If you have study the theory of cause and effect
I will like to quote it as not mine own but I read somewhere

“But every decision for something is a decision against

something else’’ Dark

Some people say the game has negative impact on their

child while it is clearly written that the Game is for adults 18
plus and why the fuck your 11 year old kid has a smart
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phones of their own at first place (Mobile le kr b dena hai or

phr kehna b k mobile ne bacha khrab krdia)

‘’ Correct yourself first before pointing out faults in other ‘’

Later I’ll tell you some benefits of online gaming

I personally don’t like tik-tok but we are discussing about a

point or view here we all want to become rich but
Whenever we see a rich person we will immediately say it’s
due to corruption or this or that. You don’t know what a
person is been through to get this all wealth.
If i talk about Islamic point of view. Allah has created
everyone with their own fate, wealth, iPhone, Audi and the
list goes so on..........
In short (mehnat kr hasad naw kr)
What made a celebrity a celebrity? Obviously the people
who like them.
Deep down we all know we enjoy tik-tok videos and we
share them all day in WhatsApp groups. If someone have
one million followers on tik-tok it’s you guys you are making
them star and then some girl from tik-tok

Areeka....

She has almost 4 or 5 million followers I’m not sure.

The thing is she do what she like if making tiktok is against
your religion or culture than watching her videos or trolling
her or bullying her is also... the same thing. Everyone
should do what they like to do. If some of you don’t know
how to act or sing or another talents. It doesn’t mean you
should criticize him or her
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And you have no right to point out Sins of other people it’s
between them and their creator and there is a day of
judgement for this.

Same goes for Sushant’s death everyone have certain

reaction to things and they have freedom and right to
speak things openly......

Ab tw suna YouTube b ban kr ry........

Positive and negative experiences

You don’t always need positivity in life all the time.

Mark Manson quoted about this and I’ll explain it by my
words it’s like always having positivity is itself a negative
experience and sometime feeling or thinking negative
would give you a positive experience.
For example if you have any fear or phobia just think about
the negative reaction on you it will have like fear of dark
just what could happen to you spend 30 seconds in dark
after all that thinking you experiment it and it will give you
so many answers that what will conclude you to what will
not happen!

Similarly if you think positive all the time like I know I can
do it. I have it in me.
For example there is a cricket match 5 day later and you
are a very good player and feeling full positive to score big
And you haven’t given time to practice and then on the
match day boom first ball you were expecting the ball to
swing away and you left it in full confidence but surprisingly
it swung towards you and straight to the pads umpire
raises his finger and you are out and gone.
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Actually your technique was right the ball was supposed to

swing away even the bowler got surprised that he bowled
an out swinger how? On earth that could happen and the
irony is it is happened on a piece of earth were the bowled
pitched was a crack that make it turns towards other side
Now suppose you have not been so positive, just a simple
confidence and came to ground a day before the match to
analyses the wicket or just even one hour earlier so you
can notice that little crack on the pitch.

You can apply this theory to many things there are so

many crack in the brightness that just need a little attention
people don’t give and there are so many answers in the
dark too that you are so afraid of.
Some people say going into a cave too further will only
make your journey harder but have you ever wonder what
would be on the other side of the cave
There could be the answer of all of you questions....
W8 a minute.... Yeah I got you?
You are thinking what if there could be nothing....
No matter just learn the lesson and put a person at the
place of the same cave and then going deeper and deeper
to love that person and you just forgot your own self! Your
own happiness your own path for which you started the
journey but on the way you lost yourself in a cave/or a
person well I’ll tell you later how to get out.

The lesson is if you decide your path from point A to b

there will be so many hurdle, difficulties and beautiful
women

Something for boys

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“ A beautiful women is heaven for your eyes and hell for

your soul assuming you are using false ways or doing sin
with her but There are right ways to get that too in each
society and religion and then the same women itself make
your life a Paradise” Certified-Idiot in short your author!

We can say that any woman under the positive

circumstances can make your house a home

Why I am talking about this well here what” Napoleon hill.

My personal favorite!

In the book, Think and grow rich, author Napoleon

Hill states, “Sex desire is the most powerful of human
desires. So strong and impelling is the desire for sexual
contact that men freely run the risk of life and reputation to
indulge it.”

Nature rewards the “sexed”

FORTUNATE, INDEED, IS THE PERSON WHO HAS

DISCOVERED HOW TO GIVE SEX EMOTION AN
OUTLET THROUGH SOME FORM OF CREATIVE
EFFORT, FOR [S] HE HAS, BY THAT DISCOVERY,
LIFTED HIM/HER SELF TO THE STATUS OF A GENIUS.
Napoleon hill

(And now you all will be thinking discussing sex doesn’t

feel right to you)

The word sex is a decent word you will find it in all the
dictionaries-Hill

Love, lust and mental health

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Love and I aren’t connected very well throughout my

life my first love of life was cricket which I deceived

“CRICKET IS MY ONLY LOVE THAT IS BEEN

LOYAL TO ME SINCE MY WHOLE LIFE”

But I gave up on my first love since than there are a

lot of affairs n chit chat with other loves......off-course
women.
Irony is that I had only left one girl without giving her any
reason, I don’t know my count but every time I’m always
being nice to the other sex. I always gave respect to all the
girls. Respect a women deserve.
Then in the fall of 2018 I fall in love with this epic woman
and again I get lost on my path as I already told you
beautiful woman is heaven for your eyes and hell for your
soul under specific circumstances.
This love was epic I don’t think I’ll be able to love any other
woman they i loved her.......I loved her or maybe I still do...I
want to ask a question to all girls
WHY YOU GIRL ALWAYS GO FOR THE BAD GUY? I was
loyal but still I don’t know why she left or what reasons she
have
“When two people really love each other and couldn’t make
it work is the real tragedy” –unknown

FUNNY THING

(Jb Allah se bahtri ki dua mango gy tw breakup tw hoga hi)

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and indeed it was good for me I realized that almost after a

year, After breakup I completed my graduation and it was
August 2019, my aim was to graduate and join my father
business to get settled and marry the girl that now has left
me dry..... Some of my friends know her I request you all
not to mention her or disturbed her privacy PLEASE! I ask
please...........
No I’m aimless, life less because she was my LIFE!
I went into depression.............
After three months of crying, Netflix and chilling,

I joined my father business just to pass my time and doing

that till lockdown.... After lockdown I decided to change my
life and here I’m, who never thought that giving motivation
to others and writing good give you so much peace
I found myself within myself! How?

My iCloud is always filled with motivation quotes since

2015 there are about more than 4000 pics are different
quotes. I have motivated so many people but never
thought that I can make it my passion.....I’m always friendly
to people I meet and they always remember me in good
words I don’t have haters or maybe I have but I don’t care
you people should also do this, Don’t care about any do
what you want... unless you are not hurting anyone....and
spread love and smiles.
Well about her the girl I loved
I have no idea where that woman is, alive or not. Literally!
But I secretly pray for happiness till today.

My girlfriend left a note on my refrigerator saying

"This isn't working, goodbye"
I opened the fridge and it's working just fine

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A song that help me get through the breakup.

Sometimes I say, that I want you back, but

I don't know if I do
Sometimes I say, that the good days we had
But there were bad days too
So it's gone, it's gone
Now we both moved on
Oh that's la la life
That's la la life
Baby let it be
Enjoy the memory
Oh that's la la life
That's la la life
That's la la life
So it's gone
So it's gone, it's gone
Now we both moved on
Oh that's la la life

We plan and Allah plans and he is the best planner

You are never too late to start all over again

Well 2020 I found my first love back again..... Don’t you

remember who the CRICKET was?
Yes you are never too late to start over
Make mistakes, learn lessons and do what your heart
wants

I’ll say that at the age of 15 or even 32 nobody is worth

stressing over, Move on leave people behind and have
fresh start
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Because in the end the only pure love you are going to get
is love of yourself. Start loving yourself and people will love
you too.

And the main thing please take care of your mental health,
talk to someone there is always hope...

Remember that finding the answers in dark theory which

you have read above topics

“All diseases begin when the brain of the individual is in

depleted or devitalized state” -unknown

Every other health problem is connected with your mental

health. Take care of yourself and your loved ones........

Evil eye is real

Don’t always show people what you have keep your life
secret because i believe what people don’t know they can’t
destroy

Things to do.... always find your own happiness and if you

see someone happy pray for their happiness
Because what you will pray for others an Angel will pray
the same thing for you.......I believe.....

Don’t be so quick to judge.... a car was parked in center of

the road people were asked what is the color of the car
some said black some said white it was painted blacked at
the right side so the people on the right side has seen the
black side same the other side was white.... so always
know the full story in your small mind before speaking
through your big mouth.....
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To whom it may concern

The theory of five people when you successfully analyzed
these 5 people your life will be the average of these people
what you will think, how you will act,
So be careful before choosing the 5 people.........

If your friends doesn’t help you, motivate you or

congratulate you on special occasions I want to say that
change your friends but my Friends are my family...love
them anyway!

Life lesson
“Life is all about making choices and it’s in your moments
of decision you will chose your destiny”
Things you should do!

How am I going to live the next ten years of my life?

How am I going to live today in order to create the
tomorrow I'm committed to? What am I going to stand
for from now on?

“Everything that happens in your life—both what you're

thrilled with and what you're challenged by— began with a
decision.” -robin

Some of my favorite quotes...

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Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful

men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is
almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of
educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone
are omnipotent.

I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt

discarded is another step forward." —THOMAS EDISON

You and everyone you know are going to be dead soon.

And in the short amount of time between here and there,
you have a limited amount of fucks to give. Very few, in
fact. And if you go around giving a fuck about everything
and everyone without conscious thought or choice—well,
then you’re going to get fucked.—Mark Manson.

A favorite quote of tony robin. Well I don’t remember from

which book I copied that to my notes but here you go.

The Niagara Syndrome." I believe that life is like a

river, and that most people jump on the river of life
without ever really deciding where they want to end
up. So, in a short period of time, they get caught up in
the current: current events, current fears, and current
challenges. When they come to forks in the river, they
don't consciously decide where they want to go, or
which is the right direction or them. They merely "go
with the flow." They become a part of the mass of
people who are directed by the environment instead
of by their own values. As a result, they feel out of
control. They remain in this unconscious state until
one day the sound of the raging water awakens them,
and they discover that they're five feet from Niagara
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Falls in a boat with no oars. At this point, they say,

"Oh, shoot!" But by then it's too late. They're going to
take a fall. Sometimes it's an emotional fall.
Sometimes it's a physical fall. Sometimes it's a
financial fall. It's likely that whatever challenges
you have in your life currently could have been
avoided by some better decisions upstream.

No matter how prepared you are, there's one thing that I

can absolutely guarantee: if you're on the river of life, it's
likely you're going to hit a few rocks. That's not being
negative; that's being accurate. The key is that when you
do run aground, instead of beating yourself up for being
such a "failure," remember that there are no failures in
life. There are only results. If you didn't get the rest.

Change the people around you

Many of you will understand this phrase according to your

own knowledge or mental level I can say that.

If you search the word change in different dictionaries...you

will find so many meanings for example as
VERB
Make or become different “a proposal to change the law”
Take or use another instead ‘’she decided to change her
name"
NOUN
An act or process through which something becomes
different.
"The change from a nomadic to an agricultural society"
coins as opposed to banknotes.
"A handful of loose change"
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Changing the people doesn’t mean leaving them.

You can change them. The way of their thinking, the way
they act. Their thoughts there ideas or even you can
change the whole society.... That’s how leaders are born
leaders like MUHAMMAD ALI JINNAH and also a leader
don’t become a leader like a person who now a day’s think
that he is like JINNAH and his followers are blindly
following him and there is this guy known as Loin! People
chants loudly when he arrives somewhere “here comes the
loin, here come the loin)
Some of us knows their realities so don’t follow this kind of
leaders and don’t become like them

And for me or you this famous saying is enough to change

everything around our life.

“Be the change that you wish to see in the world”.

-Mahatma Gandhi

Encourage vs criticism

Like the word change these too words have also different
meanings and understandings in different situations. I
believe everything has different aspects or two meanings
and sides. Often people say that there are two sides of
coin. According to me there is this side where the coin
stands still for few seconds and that side is known as
miracle believe in them because the people who seeks it
finds it........

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So talking about criticism has also two meanings and here i

will discuss the theory on criticism by “Herzberg's”

“Herzberg’s two-factor theory of motivation is based on two

types of factors. These factors are satisfiers (motivational)
and dissatisfy (maintenance or hygiene). Frederick
Herzberg’s two-factor theory is also known as the
motivation-hygiene theory.”

Sometimes criticism can affect someone positive like me i

never thought that I’ll ever write a book someday but the
criticism of different people around me helped me finding
my passion......

But some time criticism destroyed other persons live and

gave them now choice but to take their own life.

Same goes with encouragement some people encourage

you by giving false advices and rising your hopes and then
left you with nothing......

And sometimes just a small action can make someone’s

life. If someone wants to write (me) but confused whether
to do or not and you just tell them. Do IT! Man... If you will
fail their will also again you will learn so many new things
and ideas..... I’m thankful to this person who encouraged
me to write because while writing it I have learned so many
new ideas and things

So I’ll say that if you feeling helpless start helping others

and the help will come to you. “Indeed”

Wealth or Money
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There is this concept in people’s mind that only having

money. I’ll say that there are so many things in wealth
That includes your health both mental and physical.
You...family...your friends....and anything that gives you
peace....

Paulo Coelho on Twitter: "If it costs you your peace it's too
expensive"

Imagine there is this rich man but his son got a disease like
corona and there is no vaccine that can save him....Money
will not save you

But there’s always another side

Now imagine there is this man who doesn’t believe in

saving money and he is so positive that My God will save
me in hard times and keep spending his money on useful
things until one day his child got a disease that has a
vaccine but he can’t buy it.......

"God helps those who help themselves”

Money speaks only one language “if you save me today I’ll
save you tomorrow “

But there is also another fact that Napoleon had.

“Give me all the money I need, and I will find everything

else I want.”

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I have never see a person crying in his own private jet....

Always complaining

There are some people who always complaining about

their present situation like myself. From the last five years
I’m complaining about my family doesn’t support me or my
coaches. Girls never liked me...or my ex that has left
me...but deep down it was all my fault. If you understand
this topic you can understand my whole point of view of
writing this book. I never thought that I’ll write a book at-
least not in my 20’s the thing is I planned to write a book
when I will become famous in my late 40’s. But I have no
plans on how to become famous. As cricketer I still have
doubts and if you have doubts about your goals and
dreams then you will never be successful in that field. This
is my first experience of writing a book and I am only 20
years old and I have poor grammar and spellings issues
but my ideas... the way i am out of space will writing lose
track of time I believe that if i can succeed in this field.

Aim to live in this world without allowing the world to live

inside you, because when a boat sits on water it sails
perfectly, but when water enters inside the boat, it sinks.
-Imam Ali (AS)

Create your own world your own rules and regulations and
only the people you allow can enter in your world because
you are the owner of it.

Still now will I’m writing no one in my family believe that I

can be successful except my mother but when she saw me
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nowadays staying awake all night always on my laptop...

she thinks it will make me mad or poor effect on my
health... she can let her because she is my mother...
mothers are always worried about their children...but
explain her your reasons of what you are doing what
believes and plans you have and surely than no one can
stop You from becoming successful.

I always used to think negative about everything but the

day I started thinking positive, off-course with help of a
professor who is master at the art of thinking...

You should also consider help from the people you feel you
can trust and share with and allow themselves a tour of the
world you created of your own and show them how
beautiful life is, for those people who say life is shit doesn’t
even know what is life... “A-llama Iqbal” no introduction
needed. On life

“Khudi ko kar buland itna ke har taqder se Pale

Khuda bande se khud pooche bata teri raza kya hai.”

From now on I would like to help people in their problems

and thoughts and this is my only aim
“Inshallah “

Have you ever read the theory of eggs and potatoes?

“The same boiling water that harden the eggs and soften
the potatoes” bel robins

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Now right now this is your moment you have to decide that
if you want to be an egg or potato because 100’c boiling
water is the people around you and they will always be the
same unless you could find a way to turn of the flame,
which I’m also looking and I believe that we will find that
flame together because the best way to learn something is
to start teaching that thing who have different point of view
about life. Which will definitely be some of you reading this
and some I’ll find in my journey or Allah will send me the
good people from which I’ll learn and the people to whom i
can teach...

The Prophet (‫ )ﷺ‬said, "Do not wish to be like anyone

except in two cases. (The first is) A person, whom Allah
has given wealth and he spends it righteously; (the second
is) the one whom Allah has given wisdom (the Holy Qur'an)
and he acts according to it and teaches it to others." (Fath-
al-Bari page 177 Vol. 1)

Time changes things

Doing things changed things and not doing things will not
change the things

How strange is man that when he is afraid of something he

runs away from it, but when he is afraid of Allah, he gets
closer to Him.
Hazrat Ali Ibn Abu-Talib A.S

As it is my first work so I’m deciding to finish this and

inshallah I’ll come with next one... with your support and
love
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For All Parents

“Do not force your children to behave like you, for surely
they have been created for a time which is different to your
time”
-Ali ibn-e-Abu Talib

“Do not raise your children the way [your] parents raised
you, they were born for a different time”.
-Ali Bin Abi Talib

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