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Despite everything, it's still you.

@blue-reimu / blue-reimu.tumblr.com

20 year old zoology student from Wales; I reblog a lot of Touhou and nature stuff, but there's other things too. See my pinned post for more info probly.

obligatory pinned message bc i never made one

Hi there, I go by lots of names but you can call me Moonbow or Aomu as a catch-all. They/them if you dont know what to call me please. I'm a zoology student with a passion for conservation and wildlife. :) Other interests include reading and writing, art, video games and fitness. Most of what I post on this blog in terms of fandom stuff is Touhou Project but there's other things sometimes.

Disabled + mentally ill w/ memory loss, so if you message me and i dont respond for ages or something I'm not ignoring you, I just dont have the energy to talk probably.. or I forgor

Blue Reimu is my #1 favourite Touhou character but I like others too. <3 I'm very annoying about her and that's all the warning you get.

Basic "DNI" applies but if I just don't like you in general I'll block you.

Tag guide #animals, #touhou ~ Self explanatory. My two main interests. #exhydria.txt ~ Unassorted personal posts. Me prattling on #aomu's art ~ My personal pieces #bluemuposting ~ Blorbo hours... #hen wlad fy nhadau ~ Any posts relating my home country, Cymru/Wales; translates to "Old land of my fathers". :)

https://discord.gg/ZAZ5yWG8D3 ~ My Touhou server. Features a channel where people yap about animals, a Minecraft server and about 100 people who are not passionate about Bluemu in the way I am but tolerate my madness

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The Continuum of Dissociation

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An infographic describing the continuum of dissociation and the theory of structural dissociation. From left to right (more integrated parts to less integrated parts), are:

  • Altered states - Altered states of consciousness: Includes things like daydreaming, normal absorption, 'highway hypnosis', flow states, meditative practices, and imaginary play
  • Primary dissociation - PTSD / single incident trauma: Where a person has what can be described as a 'Going on with normal life' part that does daily life, as well as a 'Trauma part' that holds the experience of trauma
  • Secondary dissociation - C-PTSD / complex trauma: Where a person has more than one 'Going on with normal life' part as well as multiple trauma parts that often are caught in defensive actions and patterns of trauma
  • Dissociative disorders - OSDD / UDD: Other specified and unspecified dissociative disorders are diagnoses given when a person does not meet the full criteria for a specific dissociative disorder
  • Tertiary dissociation - DID / polyfragmented DID: Characterised by two or more distinct personality states, and in the case of polyfragmented DID, a person has a large number of 'alters' or identities, each with their own sense of self

Outside of the parts model, but still within dissociation, are:

  • Dissociative amnesia: Where a person cannot remember important information about their life (more than ordinary forgetfulness)
  • Depersonalisation & derealisation: Where a person experiences feelings of detachment from their body or cognitions, including a disconnect from their self or environment

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An infographic describing primary structural dissociation.

In primary structural dissociation, there is a 'Going on with normal life part', which avoids traumatic reminders to function in normal life goals. Daily life functions include rest, play, socialising, relationships, and intimacy.

There is also a trauma part, which is engaged in survival / animal defences and is often in hyper- or hypoarousal. Trauma responses (defences) are: fight, flight, freeze, submit, and attach.

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An infographic describing secondary structural dissociation.

In secondary structural dissociation, there is a 'Going on with normal life part', which avoids traumatic reminders to function in normal life goals.

There are also multiple trauma parts, which are engaged in survival / animal defences and is often in hyper- or hypoarousal. Trauma responses (defences) are: fight, flight, freeze, submit, and attach.

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An infographic describing tertiary structural dissociation. It gives an example of a system, the collection of all alters (parts) within a person.

In tertiary structural dissociation, there are multiple 'Going on with normal life parts', one or more of which may be called the 'host(s)', who are engaged in daily life. Examples of going on with normal life parts are a worker alter, a caregiver alter, and a partner alter.

There are also multiple trauma parts, which are alters engaged in survival defences. Examples of trauma parts are a gatekeeper alter (who decides who fronts), fight alters (e.g. Ann, a 24 year old primar protector part, and Don, a 30 year old persecutor part), flight alters (e.g. Sally, an 8 year old trauma holder), freeze alters (e.g. Marcus, a 10 year old trauma holder), submit alters (e.g. Pia, an 18 year old trauma holder), and attach alters (may be called 'littles', e.g. Lily, a 4 year old and Jack, a 6 year old, both trauma holders).

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to be fair i dont know much about communism but i dont remember ever heard of something like that being part of their beliefs if im being honest with you

Maoism : pee for hours on end

Communism : live in a place with lots of spiders

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radiofreederry

Happy pride month! Here’s what Barry Goldwater had to say on the subject of homosexuality

It is with a heavy heart that I must gotta hand it to 1964 failed presidential candidate Barry Goldwater.

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