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reposting my mooties stuff bc i love u guys ♡ and additonal fic recs i really enjoyed!
individual member recs in tags below ↴
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props and mayhem.
l.ch. smut. stalker!anton. he’s in your house, again. male masturbation, mentions of female masturbation, mentions of unsolicited recordings and photographs, voyuerism, stalking, breaking n entering. self-edging, a little orgasm denial, you are asleep during the whole thing. to be safe, noncon but not technically rape.
you can’t see him, but he can see you. he can also hear you, maybe even touch you if he so desired.
EDGING SESSION LMAOO
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synopsis in a city that never snows, the first flakes arrives on the night two lovers say goodbye.
genre angst, missed timings word count 873
notes to celebrate molo... (ᵕ—ᴗ—) this was heavily inspired by the song, 认真的雪, by joker xue! renjun covered this song back in 2022 as well :D as always, constructive and kind feedback, comments and reblogs are very much appreciated, please enjoy!
the first time mark held your hand, it was on a summer night, with your fingers sticky from too many candied strawberries. you had laughed, warmth coursing through your hands, and he had sworn under the blinking neon signs that he would love you forever.
the last time mark held your hand, it was winter, but not quite cold enough to snow. his fingers trembled when you pulled away, leaving only warmth fading into absence.
im upset.
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+1 new post from dollyhyuckii ၇୧ㅤㅤ
ANYTHING FOR YOU ۟ ׅ ͡ ୨ৎ
ᰔᩚ ── in which, caught between love and uncertainty, jisung struggles with his feelings for you, afraid of the unknown future. he tries to push you away, but when he sees your tears, his resolve begins to crumble
지성 ᰔ jisung! x femreader! ── complicated relationship to lovers.. fluff/a bit of angest WA ₊ ˖ ་. .. just a tiny bit of arguing (just jisung uncertain of his feelings) ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀWC:435..
• 秋のメモ… ︵ ︵ ིྀ i haven’t did a nct fic in so long☹️, im definitely going to start writing more for them more.. REBLOGS AND FEEDBACK ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED!!! DOLLYHYUCKII DIARY
the cold air nipped at your skin as you stood by you and jisung favorite place to go, the river that you two always went too, watching the reflection of the city lights shimmering on the water. the soft hum of the city surrounded you, yet the silence between you and jisung felt painful
“i want you but i can’t” jisung voice barely above a whisper, his gaze locked onto the ground, his hands were buried deep in his coat pockets, his posture tense as if he was fighting a battle within himself “b-but .. maybe i’d do anything..”
you clenched your fist , trying to steady your breathing, but the sting in your chest was impossible to ignore. “why can’t you?” you asked , your voice barely holding itself together. “jisung if you feel the same , then why…”
“i don’t want to hurt you…” he interrupted, finally looking up at you. his usual warm eyes were full of hesitation, his lips slightly parted as if he was searching for the right words. “I don’t want you to wait for me when i don’t even know what the future holds”
you let out a shaky laugh, blinking back the tears that we’re getting ready to spill at any moment “jisung … is this about your career?”
jisung stayed silent, his breath visible in the cold night air. his silence was enough of an answer.
your heart squeezed painfully “jisung…” you took a step closer, your hands trembling as you reached for his “I never asked you to have everything figured out, I don’t care about the future. i care about you”
his fingers twitched beneath your touch, but he didn’t pull away. “but i can’t be selfish” he muttered, his eyes dropping to where your hands intertwined. “what if one day i can’t give you the time you deserve..?, what if i become someone you can’t recognize anymore?”
you inhaled shapely, the cold biting at your lungs. “that’s not fair” you muttered. “you don’t get decided what’s best for me ..”
his jaw clenched, his struggle showing right through him. he was scared, scared of hurting you, of holding you back, of making promises he wasn’t sure he could keep.
and yet, his hands gripped yours a little tighter..
a single tear escaped down your cheek, and jisung reacted instantly. his hands cupped your face, his touch warm and delicate, as if you were something fragile that he wasn’t ready to lose. “don’t cry, my sweet girl” he whispered, his thumb brushing the tears away. “please… i’d do anything to see you smile again”
you closed your eyes, leaning into his touch, feeling the warmth of his skin against yours. “then stay” you breathed.
jisung exhaled deeply, his forehead pressing gently against yours. his hands, once hesitant, now held you firmly. “i’m scared” he admitted. “scared of messing up, scared of not being enough, scared of losing you”
you opened your eyes, searching his expression. “you won’t lose me jisung” you whispered. “unless you let me go”
silence hung between you, thick with unspoken words and trembling emotions.
then, for the first time that night, jisung’s lips curled into that smile you always craved, small, hesitant, but real. “maybe… maybe i’d do anything for you”
and in that moment, nothing else mattered. no fears, no uncertainty, just the two of you, standing at the edge of something fragile yet real.
©dollyhyuckii ꒰ do not rewrite, copy, repost, or translate any of my works without permission ۟ ׅ ͡ ୨ৎ
JIII!!!
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ALIEN SIMULATOR park jisung short smau
in which jeno enlists your help to get his younger brother off roblox—by any means necessary.
part one / two / three
notes tried to find some motivation to update my smaus and it led me to this lols i love my alien obsessed ji please never lose ur whimsy (ᵒ̴̶̷᷄﹏ᵒ̴̶̷᷅)
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[9:43 pm]
(cw: f!reader, Mark is drunk)
"Fuck yeah! Keg stand champion!" You hear someone yell as you make your way into the crowded living room of the NXT frat house.
You hadn't planned on being here tonight. You had some assignments you wanted to get a jump on, you hadn't been in the best mood all day, and you didn't feel like spending your night around a bunch of drunken, bumbling idiots.
So how did you end up here? Your drunk, bumbling boyfriend fratboy!Mark. Well, not him directly. He'd been a little whiny when you told him you weren't going to come to the party tonight, but he understood your reasoning and didn't push. You'd actually gotten a call from Johnny about 20 minutes ago asking you to come help with Mark.
Mark was a lightweight, like a featherweight even. If he even smelled alcohol, he got tipsy. For the most part, during parties, you put yourself in charge of making sure Mark didn't get too drunk. When he got too drunk he got messy. Without you being there, there was no one to be in charge. You should have guessed you'd be getting this call at some point in the night, but not less than an hour after the party began.
You elbow past some drunk party goers and make your way upstairs toward one of the bathrooms that's always off limits during parties. You knock, hearing a muffled, "occupied! Use a bathroom downstairs!"
"Johnny," you reply, "it's me."
You hear a retch and cringe, listening as Johnny pulls the door open. He let's out a sigh of relief, "I'm sorry, he just wouldn't stop crying because he missed you. I don't know how you deal with this. He's fine with you, right?"
"Of course he is. Thanks for calling, enjoy your party," you nod with a smile.
Johnny leaves you and Mark alone in the bathroom and you take to helping Mark out. You rub his back and give him the water bottle Johnny had left on the counter for him. Mark is groaning the whole time, eyes shut as he curls in on himself. After about 15 minutes you know that he's done.
He's slumped against the toilet bowl when you pat his cheek, "come on, babe. Let's get you back to bed."
He doesn't even open his eyes as he whines, "not goin' to my room wi' you."
"We need to get you to bed, babe, come on," you prod.
His eyes snap open as he lifts his head, "Stop callin' me babe. Look, I have a girlfriend alright. She won't be happy if I bring another girl to my room."
"Mark, I am your girlfriend," you explain.
"No, you're not," Mark shakes his head like a child, "my girlfriend didn't wanna come out tonight, and she said— she said she's not comin' tonight." He's looking up at you with tears in his eyes, "I really miss 'er."
You crouch down beside him, cupping his cheek as you coo, "baby, I'm here. It's me."
"No, you're not you!" He squints at you, rubbing his eyes and grumbling about needing his glasses, "if you're my girlfriend, tell me something only my girlfriend would know."
You stare at Mark blankly, as his girlfriend since senior year of high school, there's a lot of things only you would know. You shrug and answer anyway, "when we lost our virginities to each other you cried."
"My mom knows that too, pick something else!"
"Mark, why would you tell your mom about that?" You ask incredulously.
"She loves me!" He cries, "just like my girlfriend! I miss my girlfriend!"
"Oh my— Mark Lee. It's me, I'm your girlfriend. You text me every time you need to wash your sheets because you forget how much detergent you need, you like it when I kiss below your ear, you keep snacks under your bed for midnight snacks, and you have a crush on the librarian on the third floor for some reason," you list off.
"Oh, my snuggle muffin! It is you! I missed you!" Mark exclaims as he throws himself into your lap, embracing you tightly.
You laugh, brushing your fingers through his damp hair, "I told you. Can we get you to bed now?"
"You're staying right?"
"Yes, Mark."
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BROTHERS BSF! JAKE TEXTS
PAIRINGS: brothers bsf! Jake × fem! reader
WARNINGS: use of petnames, jealousy, nothing else i hope
NOTES: these are a little different to the other two, not too much i think but I feel like these might be a little more rushed | LIBRARY
I used the wrong your/you're once, spare me please 🙏
this is def for me bc im jake biased! (its not)
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first time with dreamies
⤷ summary : how your first time with dreamies goes.
warning : fluff but mixed with smut sorta, there’s nothing really wrote out but it’s hinting to it so.. will be a read more added.
MARK LEE :
“Fuck, I’ve never— I’ve never done this before—“ “That’s fine. We can take it slow. It’s all about you, okay?” Mark reassured you lightly as he placed your back against the mattress. You felt comfortable with him obviously but you just were so nervous about having sex with him for the first time time - especially since he was experienced and you weren’t. Your fingers were gently playing with his tshirt, you avoided eye contact.
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──★ ˙☕️ !! an annoying customer | a na jaemin smau .
PART 7 : first date, kinda nervous aha..
warning : none i don't think!
annas note : put my whole PUSSY into writing this god damn, its long but i hope its a good read for you guys. the next chapter is definitely another favourite of mine with this one so pls enjoy it as much as i did writing and making.
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jaemin arrived outside of your house, five minutes earlier than the time you both agreed on which made you chuckle a bit, oh he definitely did that on purpose.
you both enjoy the time spent at the arcade, he won you a plush and you cuddled it into you, playing different games and collecting tickets so he could also get himself something he wanted. you both captured a memory with a photobooth strip, conversation flowing naturally between the both of you as you got to know each other a lot better.
you didn’t mention the other night at the party, not wanting to bring up the kiss until it was the right moment. you just enjoyed the time together.
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๋࣭ ⭑us, nearly: part Ⅱ | l.mk
✧*:.｡. turns out the glamorous world of idols is not so glamorous at all.｡.:*✧
✧synopsis: becoming a kpop idol– that has always been your dream. so when you find out you are set to debut in nct's youngest unit, nct dream, you are over the moon. but you soon find out the idol life is not as dazzling as it seems. told over the years of your life, this is the story of your navigating friendship, heartbreak, and the harsh reality of an industry that demands perfection. the most detrimental challenge, though? being hopelessly, pathetically in love with your teammate and best friend, mark lee.
✧pairing: idol!mark x idol!reader
✧genres: drama, angst, slow-burn, romance
✧warnings part Ⅱ: bad mental health, mentions of suicidal thoughts, mild self harm, blood (mild), alcohol consumption, body image/weight mentioned
✧wordcount part Ⅱ: 19k
✧author's note: believe it or not, this story was originally supposed to be a short story lmao. be prepared to bawl. like seriously, i cried so many times while writing this story. also, i want to mention that i have taken certain artistic liberties while writing this story, so certain events that happened like the covid pandemic don’t exist and or have been changed to better fit into the plot🖤
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i am weak... 💔
HI ANNA! FORGOT TO SEND A PROMPT IN BUT GIVE ME WHICH EVER ONE NO ONE IS TAKING HEART 🤍🤍🤍
prompt 30, writing a love letter only to throw it away but they find it
annas note: ITS OKK !! I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS PAIRED WITH JENO!! (since you chose him!) <3
at first, he'd pick up the letter out of pure curiosity, not expecting much. but when he realised it was a heartfelt confession addressed to him, his eyes would widen slightly, and a smirk tugged at his lips. he’d read every word carefully, his heart beating just a little faster. it was sweet, deep and very personal. he noticed you had threw it away and decided to carry it with him, slipping it in front of you.
“so.. you weren’t planning on giving this to me, huh?” jeno asked, you look at the letter then him and blush, “oh- um, i thought it was too cheesy. i mean, who writes a love letter explaining their feelings and then asks for you to be their valentine you know? aha..” you ramble on and jeno fought back the urge to shut you up with a kiss.
he enjoyed seeing you so flustered, finding it cute. “i would’ve loved it if you gave it to me, you know? i liked the idea.”
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Fatherhood - Lee Jeno
warning: none in this part. might get suggestive later
summary: when jeno's girlfriend left him to deal with fatherhood alone. he decided he'd never let anyone in his or his daughter's life. that was until he met you. his neighbour whom his daughter seemed to love way too much
single dad jeno was only 20 when he got his then girlfriend pregnant. the entirety of the pregnancy they were together. planning their future with their little angel. but that all changed after his daughter jiwoo was born. his girlfriend wasn't being her usual self for months. he took it as postpartum depression. but one night she just packed her bags.
"I can't do this anymore."
jeno was confused. everything seemed to be going okay. he tried reasoning, tried making her stay. but her only answer was. "keep jiwoo. if I take her she might end up in an adoption."
that night changed everything for jeno. how could he do this alone? but he had to manage. begged his parents to babysit his daughter at day time so he could go to uni and could take extra jobs just to make ends meet. he was devastated. and it was hard going back to normal.
but slowly with time he healed a bit. he needed to heal for his daughter. and for her he'd move mountains. but some days it got exhausting. he just wanted to give up. he was too tired.
so freaking cute
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6 pls with renjun 😈😈😈🐻🐻🐻🐻🍓🍓🍓🍓👅👅👅👅
letting go
f!reader x ravenclaw!huang renjun (angst, renjun's an asshole..sorry)
you met him in the middle of your 5th year. he was a fellow ravenclaw, but you had never interacted outside of house events.
that year was different though. 2023 was gonna be a year to behold. no more failing classes, no more sulking around. no, you were gonna own this year.
well, that was your plan anyway, until he came along. renjun huang. the name you’d never heard, but would eventually never forget.
you were on your way to the potions classroom, still waking from your 3 hours of sleep. he walked in before you, yet he didn’t hold the door open for you. silly detail to remember, but it sticks out to you now.
he always put himself first, no matter how many times he’d tell you not.
he was always bound for greatness. unfortunately, he was the first to notice.
“not a humble bone in his body” is what your friends would tell you. you knew you were stupid to fall for him, but you couldn’t help it. he had this pull, this charisma that attracted everyone who came into contact with him.
you should’ve known you weren’t special. after all, no one was to renjun huang. he was the center of his universe. hell, he was the center of everyone’s universe. everyone loved him. they adored him. no matter how worthless he made them feel, if you got even a glance from renjun, you were considered blessed.
you couldn’t stop after that quidditch game.
he flew by on his broom, snatching the golden snitch like always. you made eye contact with him, not the only one he was looking at, in retrospect. he won the game for ravenclaw. everyone was cheering him on, offering celebration in his honor, but he could only speed past them. he had better things to do, after all.
a year has passed and it was now valentine’s day. you had worked up the courage to finally give him the letter. your confession was sealed under the wax print of a yellow rose.
when you went to give it to him, you found you weren’t the only one. swarmed with girls, per usual. you stood in the back, not wanting to be first. you watched as he received letter upon letter, with not a single emotion found on his face. you saw, as the admirers left, him throwing away the letters.
each. and. every. single. letter.
he walked off, without a care in the world, as you watched in shock. you started crying, storming back to the ravenclaw dorm.
you entered the dorm with a sense of clarity.
fuck him.
no, not just “him”
fuck renjun huang. his name needs to be said aloud and cursed for generations.
so you decided to move on for yourself. you took the letter out of your robe pocket and point at the fireplace, “incendio.” you throw the letter into the fire, crying as you hear the words you wrote verbalize in your head. you watched as the yellow wax melted again, signifying a new beginning like a phoenix. when every last fiber of paper was turned to ash, you blew out the fire. you stood there and took in a breath as you feel your sorrow morph into an everlasting rage.
renjun huang will regret the day he broke your heart.
a/n: title is inspired by the song "letting go" by day6. i wanted to do a hogwarts fic, but i guess the angst monster won't let me out of his shackles yet. anyways...THANK YOU ELI FOR THE REQ.
