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@gayhoediaz / gayhoediaz.tumblr.com

nie | 20s | she/her | queer
♡ ao3 | kofi ♡
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♡ alessia cara stan first, human second
♡ engaged to @heterosexistly ♡
[brewrosemilk on ao3]

🚨 this blog is 18+ if you are a child, you are not welcome here.

🚨 this blog is explicitly pro sex and sexuality, irl and in fiction. any prudish, sex-shamey takes stemming from purity culture will be deleted and likely get you blocked.

🚨 i curate my dash and so should you. unfollowing is not an insult.

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♡ interview with the vampire
♡ red, white & royal blue
♡ better call saul
♡ 9-1-1

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➤ art, translations and podfics always welcome ♡

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Reblogged buddiecanon8x12
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buddie dooming is so funny. to me. sorry they haven't shoved their tongues down each other's throats yet... do u remember how buck's bi awakening was Eddie's New Friend? do u remember how eddie had an episode about choosing joy and it ended with him opening the door to buck? guys. they are throwing hints at u. stop dodging.

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Reblogged buddiecanons8x16
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No bald option, you have to pick.

I skipped some, like gay!Eddie, that I thought would overshadow everything else; a few others that have died on screen since I first had the idea of this poll (RIP Ravi thinking Buddie are divorced exes and passenger princess Eddie), some I consider proven already (Maddie knows) as well as some I personally don't like (firehouse bet).

#adoption
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WIP Wednesday

Tagged by @glorious-spoon 💗

Do I know where I’m going with this? Kind of and yet also not really! Thanks for asking!

Champagne is the last thing Buck is craving when he drags himself up the stairs of his apartment after a night spent watching the citizens of LA suffer the consequences of some of the worst decisions he’s ever seen. New Year’s Eve is always like that–some people can’t help but treat the end of the year like the end of the world–but the car accidents and overdoses and exploded fingers are hanging heavier on Buck’s shoulders than they have before. Even the familiar post-shift ache in his body feels less like the accomplishment and reassurance of his own strength that it usually is and more like another repetition of a cycle that will never end. The year will always end like this. People will always die. Buck will always hurt.
That cynicism sits in his stomach like a questionable convenience store sandwich. It doesn’t belong and his system is already starting to revolt. Eventually Buck will purge it–if it hasn’t poisoned him too badly in the meantime.

I drifted into this kinda melancholy bleh tone that I’m not overly fond of, but I think if I can make something pop in the jumble of scrabble tiles that makes up the next paragraph then it might work.

tagging @mellaithwen @princessfbi @devirnis @bigfootsmom @gayhoediaz @freewayshark @doeeyeseddie @walkinginland @try-set-me-on-fire

#!!!
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i’m pretty sure we’re getting two buddie facetime calls: the one in the diaz kitchen and the one at the station where buck faces the phone towards chim!!!! they just haven’t edited the actual facetimes on the stills and just have the videos they’re recording lmao

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Reblogged mulderscully
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actually what's the worst thing a doctor has said or done to you

#girl idek#maybe ‘you can’t just rely on medication you also have to try a little bit’#mind you i was over medicated as fuck and felt like a zombie and every time i complained they upped it so it got worse#or maybe the time i was worried about my abusers new victim and she said i shouldn’t place my feelings onto other people#or that time another one asked me if i liked my rape if it felt good#or when i was depressed and she told me to go to a spa#or that time i was forced onto traumatic cbt for my rape and i said i was uncomfortable#and they said good you’re supposed to be#but that’s kinda funny in retrospect cause it was more traumatic than the actual rape so ig it did help
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