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30+⎪Writer, nervous wreck and avid supporter of kindness ⎪ racists, bigots, and kids NOT welcome!!! | 18+ blog ¦ Ori-Fan & purchaser of random art ¦ Side Blog for TLK @oops-it-happened-again ⎪profile pic by @dodo-doodles ⎪KoFi ¦ Ao3

✨My Masterlist ✨

Racists, bigots, and minors not welcome!!! Asks containing racism, bigotry, or children ALSO NOT welcome.

I'm doing this in my free time for fun. I do not welcome any unsolicited reviews or public breakdowns of my fics by strangers. Thank you.

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Use that one 👆, my lists keep crashing because there are too many links 🫣

⚠️Events⚠️ 💖FOTFICS Masterlist💖

Other RA-characters

➡️Masterlist for characters that are NOT Thorin

Now, for everything that is THORIN

➡️Masterlist for Thorin

For all the stories featuring ♥️ORI ♥️

➡️Masterlist for Ori

For all the stories featuring other dwarves

➡️Masterlist for dwarves

For all the stories featuring Elves

➡️Masterlist for Elves

For all the stories featuring characters from the Silm

➡️Masterlist for the Silm

For all the stories featuring characters from LOTR

➡️Masterlist for LOTR

Random characters (Tolkien)

Random characters (Non-Tolkien)

➡️ Part II

NSFT Calendar October

Here's then the last of my promo posts for the @tolkienpinupcalendar.

For this piece, I got to work with @sauroff who's ALWAYS a delight to work with!

Have a little snippet of this spicy Merman meets popstar story.

The word echoed across the frozen panorama like a thunderclap. Diving towards the mouth of the cave, Maglor felt the blessedly cool embrace of the trapped sea water swallow him—he’d made it to safety. Even in his conceit, he couldn’t deny how close he’d come to repeating his brother’s mistakes, but he’d managed a blessed, narrow escape. “I can wait the whole night,” a voice came from the pitch-black darkness on the other side of the rippling, watery mirror. “Come out!”

The whole picture and fic are here.

Please send tons of love to @sauroff for whom I've also written a tiny treat about Tilion/Arien. 🌞🌝

NSFT Calendar April

Here's promo 2/3 for my @tolkienpinupcalendar contributions.

For this one, @the-red-butterfly and I collaborated on a spicy piece, featuring afab Fëanor/Fingolfin.

Please be advised that it's a potentially squicky fic for some!

Here's a snippet of another 5,5k story about sacrifice, seduction, and sin.

With a satisfied growl, Fëanáro unclenched his jaw, melting against the other’s broad chest eagerly and letting the tip of his tongue trace the seam of Ñolofinwë’s modestly closed lips playfully. The sudden change in demeanour made the younger of Finwë’s esteemed sons gasp in astonished shock, but he didn’t release this grip or pull back from the insinuated intrusion. Instead, he willed his facial muscles to relax and his mind to memorise every sensation flooding his system—he was no longer sure who was meant to seduce whom, but his flesh was on fire, and his thoughts were blurring into a maelstrom of needs he’d never known, so he consciously decided to be brave.

Full picture and fic are here.

Huge shoutout to @the-red-butterfly who's my darling! Such a lovely person to work with!

NSFT Calendar October

Here's then the last of my promo posts for the @tolkienpinupcalendar.

For this piece, I got to work with @sauroff who's ALWAYS a delight to work with!

Have a little snippet of this spicy Merman meets popstar story.

The word echoed across the frozen panorama like a thunderclap. Diving towards the mouth of the cave, Maglor felt the blessedly cool embrace of the trapped sea water swallow him—he’d made it to safety. Even in his conceit, he couldn’t deny how close he’d come to repeating his brother’s mistakes, but he’d managed a blessed, narrow escape. “I can wait the whole night,” a voice came from the pitch-black darkness on the other side of the rippling, watery mirror. “Come out!”

The whole picture and fic are here.

Please send tons of love to @sauroff for whom I've also written a tiny treat about Tilion/Arien. 🌞🌝

NSFT Calendar November

Here is the promo post for 1 of my @tolkienpinupcalendar collaborations.

I had the great honour of working with the incomparable @sortumavaara, so you know that it will be Glorestor!

Here's a snippet from a 5k story about bad flirting, accidents, and true devotion!

Glorfindel grimaced—even in his thoughts, that word tasted like ashes and dust. Erestor, of course, was too generous and fair-minded to even suspect such a thing, but Glorfindel knew that he’d tried to impress and charm by displaying his fearlessness and skill. At the end of the day, literally and figuratively, wooing Erestor was hard.

Full picture and fic are here.

Big shoutout to @sortumavaara who did marvellous work with this!

NSFT Calendar April

Here's promo 2/3 for my @tolkienpinupcalendar contributions.

For this one, @the-red-butterfly and I collaborated on a spicy piece, featuring afab Fëanor/Fingolfin.

Please be advised that it's a potentially squicky fic for some!

Here's a snippet of another 5,5k story about sacrifice, seduction, and sin.

With a satisfied growl, Fëanáro unclenched his jaw, melting against the other’s broad chest eagerly and letting the tip of his tongue trace the seam of Ñolofinwë’s modestly closed lips playfully. The sudden change in demeanour made the younger of Finwë’s esteemed sons gasp in astonished shock, but he didn’t release this grip or pull back from the insinuated intrusion. Instead, he willed his facial muscles to relax and his mind to memorise every sensation flooding his system—he was no longer sure who was meant to seduce whom, but his flesh was on fire, and his thoughts were blurring into a maelstrom of needs he’d never known, so he consciously decided to be brave.

Full picture and fic are here.

Huge shoutout to @the-red-butterfly who's my darling! Such a lovely person to work with!

NSFT Calendar 2025

Here are my collabs and treats for this year's @tolkienpinupcalendar.

April showers with @the-red-butterfly - Fëanor/Fingolfin - E - 5,5 k

October Ordeal with @sauroff - Maglor/Finrod - E - 5,5k (mermaid AU)

November nights with @sortumavaara - Erestor/Glorfindel - E - 5,5k (Modern!AU)

Apologies for the late reveal, but here are my fics and the beautiful art shall be added or linked as soon as possible!

Enjoy and remember to give the artists some love!!! <3

NSFT Calendar 2025

Here are my collabs and treats for this year's @tolkienpinupcalendar.

April showers with @the-red-butterfly - Fëanor/Fingolfin - E - 5,5 k

October Ordeal with @sauroff - Maglor/Finrod - E - 5,5k (mermaid AU)

November nights with @sortumavaara - Erestor/Glorfindel - E - 5,5k (Modern!AU)

Apologies for the late reveal, but here are my fics and the beautiful art shall be added or linked as soon as possible!

Enjoy and remember to give the artists some love!!! <3

NSFT Calendar November

Here is the promo post for 1 of my @tolkienpinupcalendar collaborations.

I had the great honour of working with the incomparable @sortumavaara, so you know that it will be Glorestor!

Here's a snippet from a 5k story about bad flirting, accidents, and true devotion!

Glorfindel grimaced—even in his thoughts, that word tasted like ashes and dust. Erestor, of course, was too generous and fair-minded to even suspect such a thing, but Glorfindel knew that he’d tried to impress and charm by displaying his fearlessness and skill. At the end of the day, literally and figuratively, wooing Erestor was hard.

Full picture and fic are here.

Big shoutout to @sortumavaara who did marvellous work with this!

Just had a question about commenting on Ao3. Is it weird to comment on several of the same person's fics? Every time I do this I feel like I'm being stalkerish or something. Is it actually as weird as I'm worrying about?

It is not weird at all and writers typically love this.

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Me when someone starts reading all my fics:🥹

i don't care if it's nazis, mormons, or a bunch of misguided autistic people. if anyone ever tries to tell you your soul is from another planet and you're actually part of the class of impressive people that secretly did everything cool in the world but is now extinct and lives on through your broken genome, you RUN. YOU WILL RUN AWAY. YOU WILL SPRINT FULL SPEED AWAY FROM THAT.

grabs you by the shoulders listen. listen to my words. i understand the urge to make fanfiction about yourself and to find a reality in which you're super awesome and great and everyone who hates you is wrong and dumb. i get it. you're better than that. you can love yourself without putting other people down, dehumanizing and generalizing, and retaliating against your oppressors.

there's no NPCs. there's no aliens coming to save us. we're not the next step in human evolution. our hyperconnected nervous systems give us terrible sensory overwhelm more often than they make us geniuses. neurotypical people are sentient, conscious, aware people who are capable of understanding you. we're more the same than we are different. we're more the same than we are different. we're more the same than we are different.

Also stay away from people who say shit like "sexual attraction and romance addles the mind and makes you crazy and irrational and this is why being aro/ace makes you intellectually superior." I've seen that a couple times times on this hellsite. Stay away from anyone who tries to convince you that your racial identity/cultural identity/gender identity/sexual orientation/neurodivergence/any other intrinsic quality makes you a member of some master race that is inherently superior to the other humans.

You are not immune to exceptionalist propaganda.

obsessed with how fixable society is, on a structural level.

obsessed with how all you need to do is throw money at public education and eliminate most standardized testing and you will start getting smarter, more engaged, kinder adults. obsessed with how giving people safe housing, reliable access to good food, and decent wages dramatically reduces drug overdoses and gun violence. obsessed with how much people actually want to get together and fix infrastructure, invent new ways of helping each other, and create global ways of living sustainably once you give them livable pay to do so. obsessed with how tracking diseases, developing medicines, and improving public health becomes so much easier when you just make healthcare free at point of use.

obsessed with how easy it all becomes, if we can just figure out how to wrench the wealth out of the hands of the hoarders.

i've lived in four different cities in my adult life and talked to literally tens of thousands of people about politics and the change they want to see in the world and the overwhelming majority of them wanted life to be better, happier, easier for everyone, and dreamed of that world. the only people who didn't think that way were A) really obviously in need of mental/medical care, or B) rich.

wanting universal free healthcare, well-funded public education, and social support for all people is the most unbelievably normie opinion that exists, even among people who have lots of bad or misguided opinions about other things. when you feel alone, know that the reason you feel that way is billions of dollars are being spent to obscure the fact that you are in the majority.

Billions of dollars are being spent to obscure the fact that you are in the majority.

Hey, everyone, look! Look! I have something wonderful to show you!

@thatshadowintheuniverse just sent me this lovely art piece that shows king Thrór struggling with his madness and prince Thorin finding him in the treasure chamber of Erebor.

It's a scene from the first fanfiction I posted online - Springtime at the Lonely Mountain (you can find it on ao3 - I'll leave the link in the comments so tumblr doesn't mess with this post). I am very humbled and extremely happy that such a talented artist like you decided to illustrate my story! I gushed all over it in the DMs already but I want everyone to know how much it means to me! Thank you so so so SO VERY MUCH! 💙💙💙

And now I'm getting back to looking at those wonderful images, they depict the mood of the chapter and of this scene in particular so well! I'm so touched 💙💙💙

Tagging my friends and followers whom I'd like to share my happiness with:

@lyl1pad @enchantingkryptoniteheart-blog @shantismurf @dustie-faerie

@beenovel @thorne-kreizler-fanfiction @thatshadowintheuniverse

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