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kaia ๐Ÿ’– she/they ๐Ÿ’– born to write, forced to imagine the same stories for eternity ๐Ÿ’–inbox is always open

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writeblr reintro ๐Ÿ’–

hello! i am fairly new to writing and the writeblr community, so i wanted to introduce myself!

๐ŸŒŸmy name is Kaia! ๐Ÿ„millennial, she/they, queer and common law married ๐Ÿ˜บcat-lover and lifelong pet-owner, however currently experiencing the saddest feeling known to mankind: no pets at all ๐Ÿ‡บ๐Ÿ‡ธ native english speaker, ๐Ÿ‡ฉ๐Ÿ‡ชgerman is my second language ๐Ÿ“šusing this blog for writing, but i also enjoy crochet, sims, the same 4 tv shows, and bad movies ๐Ÿงถspecial interests include all of the above, svu, simpsons, true crime (esp. cults), fantasy/sci fi anything, languages and anthropology, and music. ๐Ÿง infp, 4w5, taurus sun/moon & aries rising ๐Ÿ“ŒHERE is the link to my current wip synopsis, and related tag list :)

ok thanks for stopping by! ilusm ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ˜™

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WIP Wednesday

Thanks for the tag @pippinoftheshire

Well, I think I can call this a complete, or nearly complete work:

๐Ÿฆ WIP FRIDAY (writing share) ๐Ÿฆ

Thank you @willtheweaver for the tag!

So (follow up from last week post) : I don't write chronologically AND it's more like painting one of my abstracts!

Everything will come together in the end, trust the process and all that......

Snippet from BOOK 2 (probably) of the Ashley Knox's trilogy.

(Very temporary title "Strolling in hell")

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A child.

Abuela had to remind herself that the one before her eyes still was a child, consequentially acted like one, meaning she could behave like a pain in the ass, dirty, hungry and feral as she was.

No much could be done for those scars of her.

Abuela wouldn't had mind them per se for she knew shape form was to function in this world , to engrave and stoke memories of core's injuries, aesthetic didn't matter much.

Yet her case was more complicated than that , for the scars had been left by someone assaulting her with the intent to hurt and destroy , which added a whole level of struggle to Abuela's task.

She had to manage to tame that anger first.....

For a moment she even dread over how much of her own time there was left, before surrendering to the Spirits' will and accepting to bring what help she could provide.

Their paths were supposed to meet so she'd better commit to the task before her time was overdue.

It didn't prevent her to knot eyebrow in despise though nor to sigh several times, even getting openly angry at her grandson.

What Jamie had been thinking, bringing her over at the village ?

But then, of course, she knew if he hadn't done so the girl would had came from a different path.

Different way, same problem.

.........

Come on you, show me what you've got (NP!) and have an happy week-end

the only thing I've written recently is nonfiction but I got to post it to my Substack to build my ~portfolio~

i have an entire weekend to focus on the fiction writing :)

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when i say my gender changes to the tune of the bit i mean a manโ€™s gotta do what a manโ€™s gotta do and if he canโ€™t then god forbid women do anything

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"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

please enjoy this thought dump :)

  • i haven't written like an 'outline' per se, but i do have the rough outline of how the story will play out. i know where most of them will end up throughout the story, but i need........more
  • is2g it's like I've never seen a rock or a leaf before it is so hard to write scenery sometimes??? like wtf i was literally just there i saw the outside i know what it looks like????
  • i read an article about a lake that burped so hard everything around it died and now i have to write that in there somewhere bc that's the wildest shit I've ever heard in my life
  • i know deep in my heart that one of these characters will have to die but idk which one it will be bc i love them all so much and that's why they have to die. but who. and how. and why.
  • i'm so excited to sleep you guys sleeping is a distant memory and i miss it so much it used to be so beautiful but now i have to be an adult and 0/10 do not recommend.

hello i am at the end of my internship (2 weeks left!!) and we're in the career-placement portion and is2g if i have to use linkedin anymore i will scream it is a cesspool of ai slop and misinformation and ceos that think they know but they don't.

instead of writing a manifesto, i wrote this fight instead. i'm so tired and i don't want to be a grown up i want to be a rock.

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She gently plops a stone mortar on the counter, and places the pestle inside of it. Sighing, she sets the now deflated bag on the floor. I scan over the haul sheโ€™s brought to us, all of the thought sheโ€™s put into this gesture. Iโ€™m taken aback by the sheer amount of things inside of this bag, and how she managed to carry it all the way from her home a full quarter mile from here.ย 

โ€œThalia, are you in there?โ€ My eyes meet hers, and she cocks her head to the side, smiling as she waves her hand in front of my face.ย 

โ€œYouโ€™re staying here?โ€ My voice leaves my body, but I donโ€™t control it. Iโ€™m frozen in time; my body wonโ€™t move. Needa looks at me like Iโ€™ve just told her the sky is blue and places her hand on her hip.

โ€œYeah?โ€ she replies, incredulously. โ€œWhat made you think I was leaving?โ€ Iโ€™m ripped back into reality as I stare at her in confusion. What made me think she was staying?ย 

โ€œWhy wouldnโ€™t we leave?โ€ I speak louder than I intend to. โ€œWhy would we stay in the city where our mothers were murdered in broad daylight?โ€ I throw my hands up in frustration as Needaโ€™s eyebrows fly up as I begin yelling at her with rage that had been simmering in my stomach since last night that suddenly boils over.

โ€œThalia, whatโ€ฆโ€ she starts, but I donโ€™t let her finish.ย 

โ€œNeeda, what have we always said?โ€ I feel relentlessly restless and I start pacing the storeroom. โ€œWe grow up here, then we leave. That was always the plan, wasnโ€™t it?โ€ I stop in my tracks and look back at her, staring her down with Blackthorne-branded ire. โ€œItโ€™s Rowan, isnโ€™t it?โ€ The words sting my lips with hatred that I immediately regret, but I can't take it back.

โ€œWhat the fuck is wrong with you, Thalia?โ€ Needa snaps at me, and it only fuels the fire in my veins.

โ€œWhy didnโ€™t you tell me about him? Why are you suddenly so interested in staying in this shithole?โ€ Her face is beet red, and I can see her fists shaking as she lets out a deep exasperated sigh.

โ€œI know that weโ€™re going through a lot right now,โ€ she seethes, "but you donโ€™t get to speak to me like that.โ€ Our eyes meet, and guilt rises in my throat. I lower my head, and fold my arms across my chest. Thereโ€™s a boulder in my throat I canโ€™t seem to swallow.

โ€œNeeda, Iโ€™m sorโ€ฆโ€ย 

โ€œNo.โ€ Sheโ€™s firm as she continues. โ€œIf you want to leave, thatโ€™s your choice, Thalia. But Iโ€™m not ready to leave.โ€ I feel her hand gently touch my shoulder, and I look up to meet her teary gaze. โ€œNot yet.โ€ My eyes burn as I hold back tears and I struggle to speak. I donโ€™t know what to say to her, not now. The silence between us is becoming unbearably heavy.

โ€œIโ€™m going for a walk,โ€ I manage to rasp, my voice a hoarse whisper. She nods, and I slip my boots on from beside the backdoor, careful not to slam it shut, lest the tempers flare again. As I tug the boots onto my feet, silent tears trace down my cheeks, falling like forgotten raindrops. My thoughts spiral, too fast and tangled to catch. My gaze drifts over the garden, a quiet refuge untouched amidst the chaos of the apothecaryโ€™s ransacking. The simple rows of medicinal herbs and flowers stand strong, their quiet resilience a stark contrast to the turmoil inside. Echinacea blooms in the corner near the fence, its vibrant purple petals like delicate rays of twilight, with bees lazily drifting from flower to flower, their soft hum blending with the wind. A bird sings from somewhere hidden in the branches above, its song light and clear, cutting through the stillness. I watch the roses, their thirsty leaves drooping, and the thought nags at meโ€”they need watering.

And I canโ€™t shake the weight of guilt, knowing I just screamed at my best friend for no good reason.

oooofffff yall listen. this internship is kicking my ass and i'm so tired and i never get to write BUT IT'S ALMOST OVER!!!!!

however, i made some progress :) 8400+ words!!! super excited about that.

here's a little bit for you in the meantime! thanks for sticking around while real life takes over for a little bit. it means a lot!!!

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A staircase spirals downward, its steps carved from dark-veined stone, polished smooth by years of passage. The baluster is a work of quiet artistry, shaped in the image of the Eldertide, its branches twisting into an intricate lattice, leaves unfurling in delicate arcs. Though untouched by my fatherโ€™s reign, there is no opulence here, only a sense of timeless purpose. The wood gleams under the golden light of sconces, their iron frames shaped like reaching limbs, casting shifting shadows that mimic a canopy overhead.

As I descend, the silence deepens, wrapping around me like the hush of a sacred grove. The world above feels distant, its cruelties muffled beneath layers of stone and history. Here, in the heart of the Vaults of Windfellโ€“the kingdomโ€™s renowned ancient archivesโ€“ time does not bow to kings.ย 

The air is warm inside, carrying the scent of parchment and ink, candle wax and aging leather. Towering shelves stretch high above me, filled with centuries of Gaeloriaโ€™s history. The golden filigree along the archways gleams in the candlelight, intricate designs of beasts and ancient runes curling along the vaulted ceilings.

And in the quiet, among the endless shelves, is the person I came to see. Linden is sitting at the end of one of the long wooden tables, his head bent over a book, one hand absently tapping on the tabletop. I hesitate in the doorway, suddenly unsure. I donโ€™t know what I want from him. Comfort? Guidance? Target practice? He glances up and sees me. His brow furrows, but he doesnโ€™t speak. For a moment I just stand there, my fists clenched at my sides. Then with a slow breath, I step forward.ย 

Linden is the spitting image of our mother, with shocking red hair against his pale angular face. His lanky figure is contorted into a strange shape to fit both of his feet on the seat of his chair, arms folded across his chest and glaring at me expectantly. As usual, he leaves the space between us open for me to take the first word. I cross quickly to stand in front of my brother, standing firm and glaring down my nose at him.

โ€œWhat the fuck, Linden?โ€ His face doesnโ€™t change. He looks at me with his matching green eyes, lifted to look through a mess of loose red hair across his forehead. I can never tell what heโ€™s thinking, and he knows it. Heโ€™s always been able to torment me with just a silent stare, anxious that whatever he knew was a weapon.

โ€œWhat the fuck, Thalia?โ€ His tone is flat, cold, even. Heโ€™s as stoic as heโ€™s ever been, still plotting out every discussion as if it were its own battle. I always believed he could do well in the military with the other men of our family. He is cold and cunning, like our father; heโ€™s also dangerously intelligent, like our mother. When Ash would fight his way through a problem, Linden would methodically manipulate the entire situation to fit his own gains. I donโ€™t know who scares me more now: him, Ash, or our father.

โ€œWhere were you?โ€ I continue to lecture him, crossing my arms as he does. The words hang in the air for a moment before he blows them away with an exasperated sigh. He unfolds his legs to set his feet on the floor, and stands. He towers over me by at least a foot, and even with his gaunt frame he is just as intimidating as any other Blackthorne man.

โ€œI was here doing my job,โ€ he says coolly, before sneering down his own nose back at me. โ€œIโ€™m sure you wouldnโ€™t understand.โ€ I would roll my eyes at his patronizing tone, but my anger stops me from moving. He turns his back to me, and begins to walk away towards the entryway.ย 

โ€œDonโ€™t you walk away from me!โ€ I yell at him, but he doesnโ€™t stop. โ€œHey!โ€ I scream, storming up behind him and grabbing his arm to yank him back. โ€œTell me what the hell is going on, Linden!โ€ He shakes his arm free of me, and takes a large step forward. He turns to face me, stopping me in my tracks. His eyes arenโ€™t cold anymore, instead flaming hot with fury.

โ€œWar, Thalia,โ€ he growls under his breath. โ€œWar is whatโ€™s going on. And youโ€™re part of it, whether you like it or not.โ€ He turns back around to leave, but I yell for him to stop.ย 

โ€œWhere are you going?โ€ I ask him, quieter than before, the anger slipping into a simmering fear. To my surprise, he chuckles to himself.

โ€œIโ€™m going to my room.โ€ He points behind me, at the large clock hanging on the wall of the Vaults. โ€œItโ€™s the end of my shift.โ€

seven sentence (not quite) sunday

thank you for the tag @wyked-ao3 and @gioiaalbanoart!!! it is technically monday, but who's keeping track??

i'm excited to share some of what i've been working on!!

"Like youโ€™re not one of them?" I clench my fists, my nails digging into my palms. "I am nothing like my father." My voice is louder than I anticipated.ย  Rowan lets out a sharp, bitter laugh. "Yeah? That so? Because all I see is the daughter of a tyrant standing in the ruins he made."

Finally getting to introduce some new characters, getting to build up some dramaaaaa. Already on chapter 2 <3

Just struggling to find time to write while work 11 hour days, but I'm doing my best!!!!!! thank you again for the tag

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all your ocs are on a cruise and OH NO! the ship is sinking. what is everyoneโ€™s reaction?

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this is such a good question, friend, i love this so much!!!!

ok first of all: i want to establish that they are on an alaskan cruise bc ari and oliver wanted to see the glaciers, and thalia doesn't believe in sweating, and rowan did not know what alaska was.

Thalia: she's reeeeeal mad. this was her vacation, finally a break from the absolute MADNESS of home. and now that she has had 3 aperol spritzes, she's not really in the mood to save the whole boat. but, she is a Mystic...she can save this boat and it's bartender and the aperol.... Needa: she was watching from a high deck to see if she could catch a glimpse of some whales, so she saw the shit hit the fan. she runs down and starts offering medical assistance to anyone who needs it. she's truly the calmest in an emergency, but she's beginning to worry about how often it comes in handy. Ari & Oliver: they were in their room having a lovely romantic evening, complete with ~adult themes~. As the ship begins sinking, Ari tries to convince Oliver to stay in bed so they can enjoy their last moments on earth together. Oliver, however, is itching to run out and try to use their magic to save the ship and its passengers. Oliver knows how to get his way though: the promise of a doubly romantic getaway once this is all over ;) Linden: sitting on the top deck pool, smoking a cigarette and drinking a glass of merlot, laughing hysterically as everyone panics around him. did he...did he do this??? Ash: desperately trying to be the guy in charge of the whole situation, but the actual professionals who were trained for this don't let him. instead, he attempts to use brute force to hold the ship together. Rowan: running through the entire ship just to find needa and make sure she is safe. as soon as he finds her being the greatest doctor alive, he is suddenly very nervous and pretends like he wasn't literally just planning a very romantic speech about dying together.....
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i high key forgot i wrote this, and it just.

i missed my imaginary friends. they deserve to have some adventures <3

Send this to all your favourite moots and pass the pumpkin round! KEEP THE PUMPKIN TRAIN GOING ๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ–ค๐ŸŽƒ๐Ÿ–ค๐ŸŽƒ

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this and the meximelt i had for lunch today are the reason i'm still kickin!! <3 love youuuuu

idk if anyone is still here and even sees this blog but I am desperately trying to write but Iโ€™m on the brink of homelessness and my mental health has been atrocious and i want to write so bad but thereโ€™s never any time but the story is there and sheโ€™s coming to me slowly but surely.

ughhhhhhh i know i've been mia for a while, but i'm about to go down to my mom's today to spend some time away from home and help her with some big chores and that always gives me time to get quite a bit of writing done! i'm a little stressed bc i'm just stuck in this one part and i know if i just come back to it later, i'll be fine, but i'm a perfectionist :(

in other news, i finally discovered stardew valley and it was not a good idea. everyone worked really hard to keep me away from it, bc they knew i'd never put it down and gdi they were right.

you're all so wonderful and beautiful and nice and i love you so much and i hope you all get to have a treat today!!!

oh and happy autumn y'all i hope you all get to kiss pumpkins and watch gilmore girls and be spooky scary if that's your vibe.

(look out xmas/winter fans our time is nigh)

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