main @ bisexualsdean

kiss another dude’s wife and then make it up to him by kissing him too

I am right about things you have never even heard of.

can someone invent a type of letting go that actually feels good instead of feeling like your soul is getting ripped out via large intestine

so something that I meant to say when I finished my Sharp Teeth rewatch the other day but didn't because my wife came in the room and I am highly distractible was that the final scene between the brothers is really interesting because Dean, known over-apologizer, sets himself up for an apology over the Gadreel fiasco, does his usual very good "I understand that my actions hurt you in X way" setup for the actual apology... but then stops right before he gets to the words "I'm sorry." like literally says every single part of the apology except for the actual sorry part

I think that's really significant, because Dean isn't sorry. he hates how it all played out, he hates that things happened in the way they did and someone they care about paid such a horrible price in the resulting sequence of events, but he is not sorry for saving Sam's life. and the thing about Dean Winchester is that his life is basically one long constant stream of apologies to everyone around him for every single thing that has ever gone wrong in their entire lives... but he also does not apologize if he doesn't actually mean it. he doesn't make empty apologies. if he says he's sorry, it's because he really truly understands that he has done something wrong and wants to make amends and fix it if he can.

#he's also generally really good at apologies#he's very good at like. a classic good apology#he will acknowledge how he hurt someone/what he did wrong and if necessary provide context for why it happened#then he will apologize#and then if he thinks there's something he can do to materially rectify the situation he offers to do so#he does this REPEATEDLY especially in the early seasons#and I want to know who the absolute hell taught him to apologize#because it sure as shit wasn't John and I highly doubt it was Bobby either because Bobby's not a good communicator either#SAM isn't an especially good apologizer so I wonder if this is a skill Dean learned later in life when Sam was already a young adult and no#looking to Dean to learn communication strategy anymore#anyway Dean is a good and frequent apologizer and I appreciate this about him a lot (via @ilarual​) 

#if anything dean apologizes for things he shouldn't a little too often#like in season 2 he apologizes for 'letting Sam and John down' because Sam is dead#and apologizes to Sam in 2.04 for taking John away from him#and he apologizes to Ellen for Jo getting hurt when Jo is a literal adult who also explicitly left to do her own thing away from her mom#he apologizes in season 6 for leaving Sam at Plucky Pennywhistles so he could go be by himself for 5 minutes#He apologizes in season 11 for not being able to kill Amara#anyway this is what happens when you blame yourself for everything including the entire course of your brother's life#and everyone who has ever died#and unemployment (via @scoobydoodean) 

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

yea well im possessed and its yours

Patron Saint of Haunted Houses

quick Cas sketch I did for a little warm up xD Don’t ask, this floating eye just….happened.

Embroidered Jewelry

Salt Water Stitches on Etsy

wow these are so nice….

Finally started S8 of supernatural and Cas being universally known in fucking purgatory as Dean’s Angel PURELY BY DEANS ACTIONS HAS ME FUCKING GNAWING AT THE BARS OF THIS QUEERBAIT ENCLOSURE LET ME OUT

piggybacking

but could you imagine the purgatory community just in shambles the whole year Dean and Cas are stuck there?

Dean, a human hunter, climbed the top of the food chain probably for mere weeks being there. Gained a vampire brother, and completely dominates every single monster he comes across looking for "The Angel"

Now imagine at first, the monsters think it's a revenge thing. Like Dean is out hunting for the angel that put him there

Then word gets around about the angel hunt, and now MORE monsters are looking for Cas

Castiel, a beacon for monsters, has been chased around by leviathans for days, and suddenly gets taunted by them about a human who's "out to clip his wings"

And Cas avoids Dean even more cause he thinks he's angry with Cas

Then one monster Dean interrogates is like "We can make a deal! Let me go and I'll help you kill him-"

and they just get completely brutalized

But then Dean's "interrogations" start sounding more desperate

And suddenly it's "Oh shit, that's his angel" and every monster just sees Cas in a different light now

and it just becomes purgatory gossip

Like they revisit purgatory later on in the series and just the idea that the monsters planned the whole Cas kidnapping, thinking Cas is some damsel in distress.

Then get their asses kicked by Angel of Thursday while his hunter boyfriend (Who went into a rage the last time he lost the angel) cries in the forest. But no one bothers him because fuck dude, he's terrifying

ib: crepuscularqueens

Always wanted to take a crack at designing Castiel's true form. And draw his and Dean's first meeting.

Once again, thinking about Dean having a full depressive episode whenever Cas leaves

Like, not even dies. Cas leaves the room for 5 minutes and Sam has to sit there and try not to strangle Dean, who's moping about missing his wife

"Jesus, Dean. You can see him from here!"

"But he's so far away..." sighs in widow

Susie Glass and Eddie Horniman from The Gentlemen (2024-ongoing) as text posts (2/?)

they are Cancelling me for dealing with my grief as best i can . also for the vicious war Crimes