Mist of chaos (part 5)
A/N: Got few requests about Fanfic with Aria Witcher's AU. I'm not quite used about how tumblr works, so i hope the anonym person who asked me for this prompt will read this!
I just wanted to say english is not my first langage, i write first in french and then, i do my best to translate but even if i'm used to read in english i can still do some mistakes! i'm sorry for that ♥
Word count: 3144 it's extra long because i doesn't wanted to do a part 6!!)
Warnings: Blood.
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Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
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Tissaia wrung out the cloth slightly, then slowly ran it over the bounty hunter’s shoulder, wiping away the last traces of dried blood and mud. Her silence was an answer in itself. Aria felt her heart beat a little harder. She didn’t know why. Or maybe she knew all too well. She decided to change the subject.
- You said Triss came by, didn’t you?
- So she knows I’m here. In your quarters.
Tissaia simply nodded. Aria groaned, her gaze fixing on the water a little further ahead. She tightened her arms around her knees, offering her back to the archmage.
- Perfect… that’ll stir up rumors again.
A soft sigh escaped the rector’s lips, almost exasperated.
- I would hope you have other concerns right now.
The redhead let out a weak laugh, which quickly turned into a grimace. The warm water surrounded her, slowly easing her aching muscles. Tissaia passed the damp cloth over her skin with meticulous precision.
Aria watched her work, fascinated by the measured gestures and the gentleness she felt. Then her gaze drifted, following the curve of the arm tending to her, down to the fabric of her dress. And she saw them, dark, sticky stains. Blood. Her blood.
The fabric was ruined, like the sheets. Dark splashes marked the sleeves, brownish streaks spread across the bodice and hem. It made her look… strangely human. Aria had never seen Tissaia like this.
Always immaculate. Always perfect. Always a distant vision of absolute control. But tonight… Tonight, there were stray brown strands of hair slipping from her usually pristine bun, a sullied dress, faint shadows beneath those piercing eyes. It all stood in stark contrast to the impeccable elegance Aria was used to. A strange feeling welled up inside her. She blinked, lowering her head slightly, her chest tightening.
The sorceress didn’t answer, continuing to cleanse her arms, her collarbone, her shoulders with unwavering composure. She felt her throat constrict. She wasn’t the type to apologize easily, it wasn’t in her nature. But this… this was different.
The rector paused for a moment, finally lifting her gaze to her. Her expression was unreadable, but Aria saw something there. A quiet exhaustion. Perhaps a veiled irritation. Perhaps something else she wasn’t ready to name.
- For what? Tissaia asked, her tone measured.
The redhead gave a joyless smile, lowering her gaze to the ruined dress.
She weakly lifted a hand, reaching over the edge of the tub to brush her fingertips against the stained fabric.
- You’re covered in my blood…
Tissaia held her gaze for a few seconds, then let out a soft sigh.
- That’s what happens when you’re reckless and stubborn.
Aria frowned slightly. The archmage barely glanced away, resuming her slow, methodical movements as if she hadn’t said anything at all.
Her former mentor gave her a sidelong look before wringing out the cloth and sliding a hand behind her neck, lifting her damp hair to clean the last traces of blood.
The barely-there touch of her fingers sent a shiver down Aria’s spine. Her breath hitched for a fraction of a second. Then, in a softer tone, she murmured:
- Have you slept, at least?
Tissaia didn’t answer right away. That silence, that infinitesimal pause… She didn’t need more to know the truth. She closed her eyes briefly, then sighed.
- You know this is just going to make me feel even more guilty, right?
- That is not my intention.
- You’re doing a fine job of it anyway.
A silence stretched between them. Then, slowly, the rector ran the cloth along her nape, brushing her skin with surprising delicacy. Aria felt her heartbeat quicken. And for the first time since this strange evening had begun, she wondered if she was the only one who felt the tension lingering between them.
The bathwater had turned lukewarm by now, the scent of medicinal herbs fading little by little. Tissaia continued tending to the bounty hunter with practiced precision, as if each movement was measured, calculated, to erase every last trace of what she had endured outside.
But it wasn’t just about cleanliness. It was something else. She could feel it.
In the way Tissaia’s fingers sometimes lingered against her skin a little longer than necessary. In the way her gaze briefly traced the ink of her tattoos before quickly looking away, as if refusing to linger. In the way her silence carried more weight than usual.
Aria let out a quiet sigh, tilting her head back slightly to look at the rector.
She said her name with unusual softness. The woman in question didn’t lift her eyes immediately but did pause, raising a single brow. Her former student gave her a tired smile.
- I’ll survive, you know. You and Triss did a fine job.
A barely perceptible flicker crossed Tissaia’s face. Then, slowly, she wrung out the cloth in her hands before setting it down on the edge of the tub.
- That’s not what worries me.
Tissaia finally met her gaze. A shiver ran down the redhead’s spine.
- It’s the next time that worries me.
Aria blinked. That was not the answer she had expected. Not at all. A part of her had braced for a sharp remark, a scolding, a lecture on recklessness and unnecessary risks. But not this. Not this barely veiled confession. She opened her mouth, but no words came out.
Because for once, she didn’t know what to say. And that… that almost terrified her.
A silence stretched between them. Then, with slow, deliberate movements, Tissaia straightened.
It wasn’t a question. Aria sighed, running a hand over her face.
She tried to move, but a sharp pain in her side made her wince. Immediately, the rector was at her side again, her hands steadying her without a word. The silence between them grew heavier. Aria lifted her eyes and met an intense, worried stare.
For a moment, she forgot the pain. She forgot everything except for this closeness that shouldn’t exist, this strange, growing feeling in her stomach.
Then Tissaia broke the moment, releasing her and handing her a towel.
Aria took the fabric, her gaze still fixed on the woman before her. She didn’t move right away. Tissaia remained there, straight-backed and composed, watching her with that quiet intensity that unsettled her more than she wanted to admit.
The silence weighed between them. So, Aria did what she did best, she broke the tension with irony.
- Are you going to stand there scrutinizing me the entire time, or will you grant me a semblance of modesty?
Tissaia arched a brow but didn’t answer immediately. Then, after a beat, she finally turned away, walking toward the door with measured steps.
- That would be attributing you qualities I’ve never known you to possess.
Aria let out a short laugh, before wincing at the sharp pain in her ribs. She exhaled slowly, pressing a hand to her side. Finally, she rose carefully from the bath, wrapping the towel around herself, a shiver running through her at the contrast of cool air against her damp skin. But she had to admit, she felt better. If she ignored the warmth still coiled in her stomach.
Her gaze drifted toward the bed in the doorway, where Nymeria was now sprawled on her back in the middle of fresh linens, as if she owned the place. The archmage had wasted no time changing the sheets with a flick of her fingers. Literally.
Aria watched her marten, amused and slightly relieved.
- I see some people get comfortable rather quickly…
She shook her head slightly, but her smile faded when she turned back to Tissaia, who was now returning to her, a clean blouse in her hands. The fabric was dark, fluid, far more refined than what Aria typically wore.
Tissaia nodded, stepping closer.
- It’s the only thing I could find that would suit you.
Aria took the garment, running her fingers over the fabric with a dubious expression. It was true, finding something in her size within her former mentor’s wardrobe must have been quite a challenge.
Her gaze dropped to Tissaia’s robe . That strange sensation tightened in her chest again. She really didn’t like this. The thought of having marked her this way. The thought of her watching over her without even taking the time to change. Without even sleeping.
The redhead lowered her head slightly, brushing the soft fabric of the borrowed blouse with her fingertips.
She met her eyes for a moment before answering simply:
Aria looked up, groaning softly as she caught that familiar stubbornness. She hesitated, then murmured:
Silence. A very brief silence, but telling enough.
The rector gave the faintest shrug, as if to put an end to the discussion.
- Get dressed first. We’ll see about the rest afterward.
Aria opened her mouth, ready to argue, but thought better of it. She knew that tone. It wasn’t open to discussion. But she wasn’t done yet.
She carefully pulled the garment over her aching body, every movement met with protest from her sore muscles. The fabric was softer than she expected, light and well-tailored, far too elegant for the situation.
She wasn’t sure she liked the way it felt against her skin. Distractedly, her fingers traced the fabric as she lowered herself onto the edge of the bed, shifting to find a position that wouldn’t send pain lancing through her body.
Tissaia remained silent, watching her with an unreadable expression. Eventually, Aria lifted her gaze.
- Well? Do I look presentable?
A faint twitch at the corner of the rector’s lips betrayed the shadow of amusement.
Aria raised a brow, but her attention drifted once again to Tissaia’s stained robe. The irritation returned, now tinged with concern.
She hesitated, then leaned forward slightly, ignoring the ache in her ribs to reach for Tissaia’s hand, brushing her fingers against it.
- You have blood all over you.
Tissaia didn’t pull away, but her expression closed off slightly.
- It’s not ‘nothing.’ How long have you been like this?
Silence. Aria tightened her hold just a fraction, frowning.
Tissaia held her gaze for a moment before looking away, as if choosing her words carefully.
Aria felt her throat tighten. Her hand slowly slid from Tissaia’s, but she didn’t completely break contact. She exhaled.
The rector let out the barest sigh, as if she lacked the patience for this argument.
Aria closed her eyes briefly, taking a deep breath before murmuring:
- I’m not going to disappear in my sleep.
She felt Tissaia’s fingers tense slightly beneath hers. But no words came. So Aria tried a different approach.
- If you want to keep an eye on me, fine.
She caught Tissaia’s gaze with a flicker of challenge.
- But at least change… Please.
Silence. A long exchange of glances. Then, against all odds, Tissaia slowly withdrew her hand and stood.
Aria couldn't hide her surprise. She had expected more resistance. But when Tissaia turned on her heels and headed toward the wardrobe, she understood, it wasn’t surrender. It was a concession, made so that the young woman wouldn’t insist further.
The redhead watched her back, the way she opened the wardrobe door with measured precision. She didn’t know whether to feel relieved… or even more worried.
Aria followed Tissaia with her gaze as she rummaged through the wardrobe with her usual meticulousness. Every movement was controlled, almost mechanical, but the bounty huntress didn’t miss the subtle tension in her shoulders. She wasn’t sure what she had hoped to see. Perhaps a sign, a crack, something to prove that she had done more than just irritate her by insisting, that she had touched something deeper.
She sighed and let herself lean back slightly, propping her weight on her forearms. Her body was heavy, aching, but the concern gnawing at her for her former mentor far outweighed her own pain.
On the bed, Nym, who had been resting peacefully, lifted her head and observed the scene with sharp eyes. The small creature stared at the rector for a moment, then wrinkled her little nose before making a sudden decision. With all the grace in the world, she leapt from the bed.
Aria blinked as the marten landed smoothly and headed straight for Tissaia.
She wanted to reach out to stop her, but the small creature was already at the archmage’s feet, nuzzling the hem of her soiled robe.
Tissaia froze. Aria held her breath.
Nym let out a soft, insistent chirp, rising slightly onto her hind legs to reach higher. The rector lowered her gaze to her, unmoving, before exhaling the faintest sigh. Then, against all odds, she crouched.
The redhead furrowed her brows slightly, watching with a strange fascination as the improbable scene unfolded before her.
She didn’t push the animal away. Instead, she extended a hand, hesitating for only a fraction of a second before brushing her fingers against the small creature’s fur. Nym immediately leaned into the touch, letting out a contented noise.
For a brief moment, Tissaia’s gaze softened. Something clenched in Aria’s chest.
- She won’t leave you alone until you’re clean, she murmured.
The archmage didn’t respond immediately. She simply continued to stroke the marten, her fingers gliding gently over the still slightly coarse fur. Then, finally, she straightened with fluid grace, her mask of composure slipping back into place.
- I suppose resisting would be pointless.
- I’m glad you’re finally understanding that.
She expected a sharp remark, but Tissaia merely gave her an unreadable look before disappearing into the adjoining room, the same one the bounty huntress had left just moments earlier.
The door closed behind her.
Aria exhaled slowly, her hand instinctively reaching out to pet Nym as the little creature bounded back onto the bed.
- You’re a real manipulator, you know that? she whispered to her companion.
Nym met her gaze with bright eyes before curling up against her side, utterly satisfied.
A quiet laugh escaped Aria, but the amusement faded quickly as her gaze wandered over the room.
The unmade bed. The stacked towels. The heavy atmosphere of a place that hadn’t known rest in far too long.
She ran a hand through her still-damp hair.
Tissaia had given her this first bounty, since she is back here. But in the end, she was the one who seemed the most drained by it.
Silence stretched, broken only by the soft crackling of candles and the gentle trickle of water from the other side of the door. She leaned back against the pillows, her mind unsettled. She should have rested. Her body needed it. But her thoughts refused to quiet.
Her gaze drifted briefly to the carved ceiling, then back to the room. Every detail here exuded order and control, and yet… something felt different.
Tissaia’s presence was more tangible than ever.
She didn’t know if it was because she knew she was just behind that door, or if she was only now fully grasping what it meant to be here, in her chambers, under her care.
Nym, curled against her flank, had already dozed off. But she, she had no such peace.
She sat up slightly when the door finally reopened, pulling herself from her thoughts.
Tissaia reappeared, dressed in a simple, clean nightgown of pale blue, her still-damp hair slicked back. She paused briefly on the threshold, her sharp gaze sweeping over the room before stepping toward the small cabinet where bottles of oils and medicinal balms were neatly arranged.
Aria watched in silence, noting with some satisfaction that she seemed… better. Less rigid. Less haunted.
The rector opened a small vial, inhaling its contents briefly before pouring a thin stream into a waiting dish.
- Says the one who hasn’t slept at all.
- I’m not the one who needs rest.
- Are you certain about that?
Tissaia didn’t answer immediately. She closed the vial carefully, then finally turned to face her, arms crossed.
- I’m going to apply a balm to your ribs. It will soothe the pain and help with the healing.
- I’m starting to think you enjoy taking care of me.
She expected an exasperated sigh, a sharp look, but Tissaia’s reaction wasn’t what she anticipated. Instead, the rector simply observed her, expression unreadable, before approaching the bed with slow, deliberate steps.
She felt her breath catch for no good reason.
Her heart gave a foolish jolt. The words were purely clinical, nothing but a medical instruction, and yet… She swallowed and obeyed, carefully lifting the fabric to expose her bruised side.
Tissaia sat on the edge of the bed, dipping her fingers into the medicinal oil before pressing them against her skin.
The touch was cool at first, then warmth spread from her fingertips, sinking into Aria’s flesh. She wanted to say something, anything, to break the air between them that suddenly felt too dense, too intimate. But no words came.
She could only watch her former mentor, noting the concentration on her face, the way she massaged the injured area with more gentleness than Aria had ever thought her capable of.
Then, unexpectedly, Tissaia broke the silence.
- I don’t want this to happen again.
Aria blinked, almost startled.
- Finding you like this. Injured, covered in blood, at the mercy of whatever cruel fate may befall you.
Aria’s heart skipped a beat. She hadn’t expected that, not this raw honesty, hidden beneath a carefully maintained composure. She swallowed before murmuring:
- This isn’t the first time, Tissaia. You know that.
- It was the first time since your return to Aretuza.
That nuance, that distinction, Aria understood then. It wasn’t just fear of losing her. It was what it meant.
She was no longer that reckless student who could be punished, dismissed, controlled. She was a seasoned sorceress, a woman who had chosen a path beyond Aretuza’s walls.
And yet… she was here. In her chambers. Under her care. She no longer belonged to Aretuza. But to Tissaia, she still belonged to something. And that thought sent a strange warmth blooming in her chest.
A smile flickered onto her lips—genuine this time, softer, truer.
- I can’t promise it won’t happen again.
Tissaia finally met her gaze. Aria wet her lips.
- But I can promise I’ll always be able to come back.
Something passed through Tissaia’s eyes, fleeting, indecipherable. Then, slowly, almost imperceptibly, she inclined her head. She didn’t agree.
But for this night, at least, she would accept it.