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@mamuzzy / mamuzzy.tumblr.com

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─── ・ Main Blog ・─── (<- You are here) ─── ・Art Blog ・─── ─── ・Ordo-Core ・─── (soon) ─── ・ AO3 ・─── ─── ・ Character Studies & Headcanons ・─── ─── ・ Touken Ranbu sideblog ・─── ─── ・ RepComm sideblog ・─── Hey, I'm Mamuzzy or Zee (he/him). Currently this blog is the collection of stuff I like or find interesting, and while my main fixation is currently Star Wars, other things may occur from my other interests. Occassional venting is possible.

My main focus is on the clones, especially the ones from Republic Commando.

This blog is 18+, meaning it's not suitable for minors:

And I don't intend it to be suitable. This blog is not for everyone. First of all, if you are a minor, please don't listen to the idiots who are forcing you to write your age on your bio. But please know that I don't tag explicit stuff.

My Star Wars stances:

Republic Commando: I don't care about the author. Period. I love the books and reading them had positive effects on my own life. Kal Skirata and Nulls are my favorite characters, consider this either a rent-lowering gunshot, or an invitation to talk about them. Anakin Skywalker: Anakin did everything wrong and I love him for it. Anti/Pro-jedi debate: I'm neither. I'm jedi order critical and I'm critical about organized religions, especially if they are closely tied to politics. I don't care about the current canon: I'm not interested following the current live action series and movies, so you won't find me posting about them.

This blog is proship: Proship is not the short term for problematic + ship.

I respect other people's choices in ships and won't harass them if I don't like theirs, and especially won't make moral judgement over them. Since you will find a lot of ship-related things, I expect the same behavior from you.

In this blog the rule of YKINMKBYKIOK is intact:

your kink is not my kink, but your kink is OK: I don't harass people over their sexual preferences and choices of media.

This blog is anti-censorship:

For me, there is no such thing as "I'm against censorship but certain topics and media should be banned". You either support censorship or you don't.

The owner of this blog is neurodivergent:

I live with various mental illnesses and conditions that makes my everyday and especially social life a little bit more difficult than it's necessary. I may reblog mental illness/mental health related stuff, more specifically personality disorders.

The owner of this blog is queer:

I respect and accept all genders and sexuality, but I'm very closet about sharing my own queer experiences. Aside from fandom related things, you won't find too much stuff about it.

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This blog has queue:

My queue is active between 01:00-06:00 (UTC+1:00), provided if I didn't forget to fill it. I collect my dopamine in the morning.

Ask box: Open

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Traditional Art: Pencil and ink (fine markers and pentel brush)

15 minutes challenge! This one is for a regular on Facebook, Jenna Hansen.

-> Her OC 'Salem' and Wrecker. Based on her ref.

Katarn-Class armor are always so difficult to draw, I couldn't add all the details I wanted but I think I the dynamic between the character was worthy at the very least! I take free/pay-what-you-want request on the 15th of each month!

Ok if we exclude Palpatine who has the gayest lightsaber?

This is Palpatine’s lightsaber btw. He duel wields.

Actually it’s genius. It’s is a foolproof design if you don’t want to get caught with a lightsaber

*goes through chancellor’s desk drawers and finds this*

*slowly closes drawer and never mentions it*

If you see something…say nothing and drink to forget

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Last line challenge

Rules: in a new post, show the last line you wrote or drew, and tag as many people as there are words (or as many as you feel like). 

Okay, since forever ago I've owed last or first or several lines to @nooneherebutaghost, @loverboy-havocboy, @cacodaemonia and @insertmeaningfulusername, ty for the tags! <3

This is a WIP I've been sketching on and off for a while, Captain Maze getting a little reading done in the bath

I personally hc Maze on the hairier end of the epigenetic spectrum (mustache came after the war), but I'm curious what you all think – smooth version under the cut

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blackheartbiohazards

"I don't want to read this" is totally valid.

"This is disgusting to me" is totally valid.

"I don't want to read this because it is disgusting to me" is totally valid.

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

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blackheartbiohazards

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

Bro, blocking someone and then using their tag like this is, all offence, weak as fuck. Like all you had to say was, na bro I don't promote pedo protags on this here blog, because I wholly agree with the premise of your argument given contexts (i.e., writing abusive relationships to show the evils, great; writing abusive relationships to show the romance, yikes).

This response is so, so comically shitty within the context of that tag, oh my god.

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blackheartbiohazards

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

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blackheartbiohazards

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

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"Censorship of some topics in fiction and art is good and I would be happy if it were to be enacted in a way I approved of"

and

"some things should be banned from ever being written or read about in fiction"

are both authoritarian viewpoints to hold and express, even if you don't have the power to enact them.

If you hold these viewpoints you are holding authoritarian viewpoints.

DUDE IT’S PEDO FICS EVERYBODY THINKS THEY’RE NASTY

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blackheartbiohazards

Let me explain this to you in simple terms.

Something being nasty is not a good reason to ban fiction about it.

If we accept that "something being nasty is a good reason to bad fiction about it" then we give a foot in the door for all the people who truly, genuinely believe that queer people are nasty to ban all queer literature.

This is not about defending bad people this is about defending the freedom of good people from tyranny, you moron.

I think if you take it to its logical extreme. Say, banning people from writing stories of sexual abuse. That could then be said "well ANY talk about sexual abuse is bad."

And from that, you could ban books that talk about it irl. Or books like how to recover after being abuse. If its not something to be discussed AT ALL.

The fact that I’ve seen this post in some form on my dash like 100x and each time there’s new idiots who do not get that you can’t have *some* censorship.

Either you’re for it or you aren’t.

The moment you agree that something should never, ever exist in fiction is the moment that anything can be banned.

Remember a while back how Tumblr banned a bunch of tags, including many popular innocuous ones that even people who are for censorship used and were upset about?

When censorship happens, stuff YOU like can and will be banned. That’s how it works.

Remember how a bunch of people had their accounts terminated here only last year for writing about their own sexual abuse?

When you ban “pedo” topics, say, any talk of child sexual abuse in any form, that means people can no longer write about their own experiences. It means people cannot educate others so they can learn how to protect themselves or get help from these situations.

Censorship is authoritarian. Full stop.

Even if “everyone” agrees something is “gross” and “shouldn’t exist,” that does not fucking matter.

Do you know who generally believes queer people are gross and shouldn’t exist??

The same people who are banning books left and right solely because they have queer characters or relationships.

The same people who attack and kill queer folk for simply exisiting.

This is not just some fandom matter or a case of being chronically online.

Protecting freedom of expression is essential, and if you do not get that, I don’t know what to say to you.

And the people who keep bringing up child sex abuse as a reason for censorship are doing it very specifically because everyone feels like then they HAVE to agree with the person in favor of censorship.

It’s not that there isn’t widespread societal agreement on this. It’s that they want you backed into a rhetorical corner where you feel compelled to agree with them.

Also, like, we KNOW how this shit shakes out in fandom because it's happened before.

In 2007, Livejournal capitulated to the "pedophilia and sex crimes!" cries of (hate group) Warriors 4 Innocence, and you know what communities got shut down? Slashfic communities. Sexual assault survivor support communities. Authors who'd written non-smut m/m fic even got caught up in it. It was DEVASTATING to fandom spaces. I think pretty much everyone knew at least one person whose account was literally DELETED, or were a member of a community that was wiped off the map because they were considerate enough to include topics like "sexual assault" or "BDSM" in the profiles under the badly-named category of "interests" to indicate that posts on said blogs or communities may include discussion of things like that. Even if it was for a SUPPORT group. And it was because a group of religious bigots came to LJ and said essentially "EVERYONE thinks it's gross and that it's promoting CSA, we should ban it."

Like, strikethrough and boldthrough were a large part of what propelled AO3 out of a more unfocused conversation on one person's blog about hosting a site INTENDED for fandom content, into being an actual archive and nonprofit. And it's a large part of why you won't find AO3 banning topics that you find "gross".

Censorship is authoritarian and it will ALWAYS have more collateral damage than you can imagine.

Going to add that fiction which had sexual abuse and communities which played around with it as a writing topic are the very things that protected me from irl sexual abuse when I was a teenager. I was in a dicey situation, and realized that while my situation did not match up to any of the superficial or textbook cases mentioned in passing (if at all) through school, it matched up a LOT to what I'd learned about irl sexual abuse through works of fiction and the rhetoric of my communities. I got out of that situation and dodged what was, in retrospect, one hell of a nasty bullet. If it hadn't been for that "nasty" fiction and those "nasty" communities, I would very likely have been abused, and subject to further violence spiraling out from that abuse.

you can’t have *some* censorship.

Censorship is authoritarian.

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seeing straight men be disgusted by booktok smut recommenders has actually radicalized me to the side of booktok smut recommenders. girls your taste may be atrocious but i will never disparage you for exposing mainstream discourse to the concept of soaking through your underwear. spent my whole life listening to men talk about penises it’s about time they get jumpscared by women talking about pussy in crude detail on social media. go forth and goon my warriors

I work at a bookstore and hearing one of my male coworkers call smutty romantasy "the downfall of society" because it's "literally just porn" radicalized me

Men have an entire industry. Entire industries dedicated to their sexualities. Let women have fantasy sex. there's not even a camera crew involved.

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Is it me or do some spaces kinda gloss over the fact that Anakin is a fascist? It’s not as simple as him being apolitical and siding with Palpatine solely to save Padme. There was a whole exchange in Attack of the Clones in which Anakin says that dictatorships are justified, we even made a whole meme about it. That was a scene Lucas chose to include.

And you can see exactly how his Chosen One delusions feed into that; Anakin’s told that he’s a powerful, exceptional person who must guide the disorganized masses into peace and order! I wonder if George was critiquing the Chosen One trope via Anakin’s downfall, but then again he did admit that his plans for the sequels involved Leia being the true Chosen One by restructuring the post-Empire galaxy so maybe not.

I get that Anakin’s obsession with Padme is more romantic on a literal and figurative sense but no he genuinely agreed with the Empire’s politics. Would he be insincere, and burn the galaxy to save Padme? Obviously. But when we discuss why Anakin goes along with Palpatine even after that fails, I don’t think it’s as simple as “Oh he has nothing left, he’s just a slave obeying his master” because he did genuinely go on a spiel about having brought peace and order to his new Empire. On some level, Anakin’s devotion to Palpatine DID pay off in his eyes, he was accomplishing another goal of his at least.

What you forget about fascism is that it aims for to reach people's emotions and there is a reason why it is appealing to certain people: It promises safety by taking away not just the choices, but the responsibility of your actions.

A fascist person usually never a cartoon villain of "I'm Evil McBadguyman and I will kill everyone because it's fun". Your average fascist neighbour who is not a politician in important position usually doesn't think what they do is evil and that's the scariest part.

Fascist values aiming to touch that very specific point in your brain by saying: "Hey. I know you are struggling and I know why. Here is the reason why [very specific reasons]. Now I'm promising you safety and for me to protect you from these fears to come true, you have to trust me that what I do, I do it for YOU. You have to trust me that this is for your own good. Without question. And you have to promise me, you will behave good".

Those who lives under constant fear to lose something important are prone to accept extremist ways. Those who never experienced true freedom, who never experienced having actual choices in their lives, will most likely to choose the path where someone else taking control. Because that's the only way they know.

Anakin was raised in slavery and then he gets into the Jedi Order where rank based hierarchy is a thing, and yes, then this Choosen One prophecy gives another set of responsibilities to him he didn't ask for/wasn't ready for. And at the same time, Palpatine starts to groom him as well.

Anakin always mimicking the person's worldview who is close to him. When he was close to Obi-Wan, he wanted to be the perfect Jedi. When he was close to Padmè, he wanted to be the perfect and mature adult Padmé can respect. When he was close to Palpatine, he wanted to be the perfect... he wanted to be worthy for his friendship and attention. Palpatine believes in power and oppression? Well, Anakin will justifiy power and oppression because his friend cannot be evil who will hurt him... right?

You would think that fascism aims for the evil people but no. Fascism aims for those who have something to lose:

"You are living in shitty conditions because [specific people] takes away the [specific thing] from you. If we don't have these [specific group] around, everything will be fine. But then we forgot to mention that these other [specific group] also in connection with the first enemies. Here, let us take care of them. Oh no. Another [specific group] emerged..." <- Fascism always needs a public enemy they can protect you from. It needs to maintain the sense of fear. It groomes you to look for enemy everywhere while promising that you don't have to live in fear IF certain conditions are met IN THE FUTURE. It's almost neverending. It feels neverending.

The problem is not that Anakin loves his Mom or his wife, the problem is that he let fear control his whole life. And fear is the path to the Dark Side as we know. And if making the whole galaxy live under a fascist rule to get rid of this fear, then so be it.

I don't agree that the fascist rule of Palpatine pays off to him. What did he gained after all, especially that he actually lost everything?

I think what happened with Anakin is a tragedy. And a really good representation what happens when the abused person stays with his abuser/groomer. Because living under a fascist government exactly feels like this: An abusive parent who will say to their children "I love you". "I love you" while cradling you, but the hands are actually on your neck, ready to break it if you don't behave.

I need to know more about immunology in Star Wars so bad I can't fully convey it. do you understand how insane your immune system would have to be to survive in a galaxy of thousands of livable planets? do you know how many memory B- and T- cells your body would need to deal with that many pathogens?

like, one explanation is that pathogens just aren't as varied in the Star Wars universe as they are in ours, but that's a horrifically boring explanation and I don't like it one bit. another is that all starfaring species have developed immune systems that are way more complicated than ours, and that their bodies just hold more immune cells than ours by orders of magnitude.

but another explanation I thought of while loading up my laundry machine is that multi-cellular species have developed some form of microbe-mediated secondary immune system, where the beneficial microbes living in their bodies (probably bacteria, or whatever the GFFA equivalent is) do the bulk of the defense against pathogens. this would be weird as fuck, but they've also got magic bacta that fixes fatal wounds, so I think it's the most plausible explanation I've come up with so far.

this also begs the question: do people have to get particular medical care when they go to a new planet, like a round of booster vaccines? or maybe they have to down a glass of probiotics that are more appropriate for the new world they've arrived on. the possibilities are endless honestly.

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He doesn't like it here... Then again he doesn't like many things.

So.. After finally finding a little space for me to draw something for Goth night- And getting over my impostor complex- I'm Finally joining the trend with a little drawing of Iellan, the Weaponeer. It's a simple little something, but I hope you all enjoy it.

This is an appreciation post for the fanfic authors who aren’t included on rec lists

For the fanfic authors who don’t get art of their fics

For the fanfic authors who can’t get to 1000/500/100 hits

For the fanfic authors who don’t get comments/reviews

For the fanfic authors who write for small fandoms

For the fanfic authors who write rarepairs or gen fics

For the fanfic authors who get hate for the ships/characters/fandoms they write

For the fanfic authors who write in English despite it not being their first language

For the fanfic authors who don’t write in English

For the fanfic authors who don’t think anyone reads or likes their work

For the fanfic authors who aren’t big name fans

For the fanfic authors who don’t get requests in their inboxes

For the fanfic authors who can’t write stories that are more than a thousand words

For the fanfic authors who only write one ship

For the fanfic authors who are just starting

For the fanfic authors who have been writing fic for years

For the fanfic authors who use fanfic to practice writing

For the fanfic authors who write self-insert fics

For the fanfic authors who write about their OCs

For the fanfic authors who write to vent or cope

For the fanfic authors who are just waiting for their big break

Keep creating, I love you ❤️

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