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Metautske

@metautske / metautske.tumblr.com

Meta, 20+, she/they. Queer. Ace. Loves foxes, tigers, fire pokemon and the color grey. All my writing is posted on Ao3 through that account @foxgivenblank . Someday I'll get around to doing a pinned

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A pinned, finally.

All of my writing (or like 95% of my writing) is over there! @foxgivenblank

I write anything from gen G rated to ship E rated, and most things inbetween. I'm not strictly beholden to fandom lines and write whatever it is that I want. I write when I have the time to write and when I have the ideas to get out. I do accept asks regarding writing or ideas or prompts but have no guarantee anything will be made from it. If you have questions about what I wrote, also ask! I might actually have an answer

Mostly making this because I don't regret branding differently, but it no longer makes sense to keep the accounts separate. So here we are! I have some snippets I posted on this account that haven't made it over to the Ao3 profile yet, but mostly because I don't think they're complete yet. One of them is just under 1k. Point still stands.

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In honor of me being about ten minutes late to International Asexuality Day I would love to share that through reading my old scripts from ages like 17-23 I came across a lot of asexual characters.

This was long before I realized I was also asexual. Much like with forms of gender fluidity, I think it just came up in my writing a lot because it was something I was deeply fascinated by and enthralled with conceptually but only in art because I had no real connection to it in my physical life nope no way no sir-ee.

Oh yeah. This is the writing of someone very comfortable with the concept of direct physical sexuality.

High school you and high school me would be shaking hands over this oh my god

I mean, now me and you are ALSO shaking hands but, yeah

Can u please explain the whole Bart Allen is a god white flash thing? I am super confused about it. Like when does that happen? Tysm :D

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Hello!

White Flash Bart is a canon concept that Bart attained in Flashpoint just before the N52 reboot.

Flashpoint: Kid Flash Lost #3

There's not a whole lot of lore on this state, and it has not been explored that much, what we have amounts to what Bart says here.

"I become the living embodiment of the energy of the Speed Force."

Bart wasn't able to maintain this state for long - he gave the energy he collected to Barry and then died (or maybe it was the other way around) but for a brief time he was the fastest and most powerful speedster to exist.

So we have this largely unexplored area of canon.

What does being a White Flash really mean? What abilities does a White Flash have? How do we interpret "living embodiment of the energy of the Speed Force"?

So it's a fun concept to explore and right now there aren't many interpretations that can be wrong so it's free real estate in fanfic.

Note: Other speedsters have been shown to have white lighting as their representation of Speed Force energy but this does not mean they are the same thing as what Bart turned into.

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btw it is sexy and cool to uplift and admire people who have skills you wish you had without using their ability as a stick to beat yourself with. even and especially if you are jealous of them.

"you're so good at this. wonder what that's like." not a real compliment, just passive aggression.

"i guess SOME people are just naturally talented." not a real compliment, you're diminishing their efforts in order to find an excuse to kick yourself.

"seeing this makes me want to quit." not a real compliment, just a fucking bummer.

"must be nice to get so many views. i wish i could get even half as many." not a real compliment, they don't have any more control over how much engagement they get than you do so it doesn't go to their merit, just your bitterness.

none of these are compliments. they are burdens. they will hurt the person and they will hurt you. if that's your intention, that's a whole different thing. but if you genuinely want to pay a compliment and can't quite manage it without it coming out bitter, trust me - silence is better.

i get it. it's normal to feel jealous. the feeling isn't wrong. the behaviour is. stop using other people's success to hurt yourself. no one wins. it is a SKILL to retrain yourself into viewing your peers as teammates rather than competitors, and it is something you actively have to work on. if you struggle with it, don't worry, you are not doing it wrong. it does not come easily. sometimes i have to trick or force myself into changing my thinking, but it's a skill i need, because my jealousy is my own problem. i am only preventing my own growth by allowing it to control my behaviour.

Most of these behaviors fall under vaguely under the term “bid for attention.” A bid for attention is when you want someone to behave a specific way that focuses on you. “Come look at my tomatoes!!” Is a wish for praise, “I did poorly on my test” is a wish for comfort, “I’m jealous of what you’re able to do” is a wish for encouragement.

But as with any thing that can fall out of someone’s mouth, there’s both a right way and a wrong way to say it, as well as a right time and place to say it. Someone demonstrating a wonderful skill is not the time to ask for attention, in a live setting. The spotlight is on them, let them have it. Further, when it is your turn (like, when a video is posted), you can ask for your needs to be filled more directly, in a way that helps you respect both your own skill and the person you’re addressing.

“You’re so good at this, I wonder what that’s like” -> “You’re really good at this. What did practice look like, for you? Was it hard to maintain?”

“I guess some people are naturally talented” -> “Did you have an inate draw to this subject? How did you discover that feeling, for those looking for their own talents?”

“Seeing this makes me want to quit” -> “how did you overcome feelings of discouragement, especially in competitive environments?”

“Must be nice getting that many views” -> “do you have any tips for navigating the algorithm?”

Each of these gives you the chance to talk to the person and learn from them, as well as giving them the chance to gush about something they’re clearly passionate about.

Surprisingly, you can make a lot of friends this way, as well as gain a lot of insight into the lives and others and how their hobbies work.

Be curious. Ask questions. Respect each other.

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Hi it's me! I'm pretty fucked mentally at the moment and have decided I need to do something about it!

I haven't really been writing lately but I clearly need to do something active while I wait for my surgery later this week or else my bones are gonna dissolve. So I'm gonna be doing a dedicated writing sprint from 1-4pm PST tomorrow (Monday, April 7th), and I invite anyone who fancies a challenge to join me.

Do it at the same time as me - accounting for time differences. Maybe we can hop in some form of a chat together I don't know. Or do it solo and brag to me after. Two hours. One hour. All four? Who knows man but it could be cool.

I need a distraction or else I'm gonna explode so maybe some people will want to keep me company in some distant sense. Any genre or experience level is welcome. Let's put some words down bby.

oh that does sound fun, group discord chat time???

Fuck I have remake a new discord for someone to hack ughhh FINE

oof, well at least you should be able to delete your old one and get the same account name?? Or not, up to you

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Hi it's me! I'm pretty fucked mentally at the moment and have decided I need to do something about it!

I haven't really been writing lately but I clearly need to do something active while I wait for my surgery later this week or else my bones are gonna dissolve. So I'm gonna be doing a dedicated writing sprint from 1-4pm PST tomorrow (Monday, April 7th), and I invite anyone who fancies a challenge to join me.

Do it at the same time as me - accounting for time differences. Maybe we can hop in some form of a chat together I don't know. Or do it solo and brag to me after. Two hours. One hour. All four? Who knows man but it could be cool.

I need a distraction or else I'm gonna explode so maybe some people will want to keep me company in some distant sense. Any genre or experience level is welcome. Let's put some words down bby.

oh that does sound fun, group discord chat time???

I saw pill bugs on here a few weeks ago and really wanted to make my own! The pattern is a bit rough but I hope it works (I tried to get it perfect for like a week before calling it good enough).

Just print out (or copy from a screen) the first page and cut out the pattern pieces. Hopefully the pictures on page two will help but if not I will do my best to answer any questions!

Hope you enjoy and make your own lil isopod friend!

If anyone makes this, I would love to see pictures 💕

Thank you so much for the pattern!!! Here's my own little neapolitan pill bug 💕💕💕

My idiot badly sewn son

The more I read into reports about industrial and transportation accidents the less I feel like “operator error” actually exists

Ok so “doesn’t exist” may be a slight overstatement. A better way of phrasing it might be “operator error is often used as a way of warding off close examination of how systems fail.”

You read about airlines accidents attributed to pilot error, and almost universally you find overworked, overtired people who have to deal with inadequate training, and poorly maintained equipment. Often investigations uncover a pattern of management ignoring problems that pilots regularly have to deal with. Out-of-date terrain data, false sensor readings, confusing systems presentation, fatigue.

The cargo airline industry fights to keep its pilots exempt from crew rest requirements and a fatigued crew crashes a mile short of the runway. Only the two crew on board die, so really it’s no big deal, right?

Amtrak builds a new bypass to cut 10 minutes off the travel time from Portland to Seattle but doesn’t give the engineers enough training to prepare them for it, nor installs adequate signage to warn of a 30mph curve, so on the inaugural run the engineer hits the curve at 80 mph.

Construction on a nuclear power plant runs into trouble and so to make a key pressure-bearing component fit, they install an S-bend around a pipe, which causes falsely water level readings. Operators open a valve to reduce what they think is excessively high pressure in the reactor and it melts down.

And all of these get simplified, either initially, or in perpetuity, as operator error. Because operators are cheap and easy to replace. Firing someone and laying the blame on them is cheaper than reassessing and restructuring a management culture built on passing the buck.

This is an extremely valuable addition thank you selky ❤️

Hey my personal soapbox was mentioned! So, I highly recommend the book Understanding Human Error by Sydney Deker if you’re interested in this sort of thing. He’s spent much of his career detailing how there’s not really such thing as an honest mistake or “human error” the way most people conceptualize it. There’s malicious actors, and there’s fallible humans interacting with imperfect systems. (There’s shades of maliciousness, obviously, like the difference between criminal recklessness and intentional murder, but ultimately either people choose, on some level, to make a bad decision, or they didn’t mean to make a ‘mistake’—a misnomer for when an imperfect system creates friction that imperfect humans must deal with, which leads to undesirable outcomes.)

A quintessential example can be found in medicine. Medication ‘errors’ are quite common, and rarely are they the result of anyone purposefully giving the wrong meds. Epinephrine, given most frequently in life-threatening emergencies, is one of the most commonly ‘errored’ meds because of a) the stress inherent to the situations that require it, and b) the massive difference in dilution-to-dosage ratio between methods of adminstration. You absolutely cannot push IV adrenaline in its undiluted 1:1,000 form—commonly found in large vials stocked in medical storage—because you will destroy people’s veins. 1:1,000 is for intramuscular usage, usually anaphylaxis. IV dilution is usually 1:10,000. But doing all that quick math in your head on the fly, while a patient is actively coding, means your godless monkey brain is fighting the part that needs to crunch a few numbers, dilute it right, and then adminster the damn thing. You can get really good at this, but even once in your whole career of fucking it up can kill a person, or harm them immensely. Add on what repeated stress of back-to-back 12 hr shifts does to response time, fine motor function, and memory—really it’s a wonder this doesn’t happen more than it does.

You know what’s most effective for reducing adrenaline dilution errors? Manufacturing pre-drawn syringes of properly diluted epinephrine that then get labelled IV EPINEPHRINE ONLY or IM EPINEPHRINE ONLY and color-coded in big fuck off red letters and caps so you can easily see and grab the right one with as little thought as possible. You know what would bring those numbers down even further? Staffing the fucking hospital properly.

Scapegoats are appealing because they’re more emotionally satisfying to blame than something like hospital schedules, or the medical-school-industrial-complex, or just the bad idea to make people do quick math while they’re working a code and searching for the right vials and syringes. This is so common you can find a dozen joke tiktoks about med dosage errors in your first 30 seconds on the app.

Absolutely people can be bigoted or malicious or lazy or uncaring—or all of them!—but that isn’t the same thing as making a ‘mistake.’ Mistakes are actually a sign that your system has a flaw, and that there needs to be an evaluation of what can be done better.

You mention aviation, and it’s funny but Deker’s work has mostly been taken into consideration by the airline industry over the years. Crew Resource Management (CRM) and things in that vein are the fundamentals of Deker’s work. Not to mention, the airline industry has a bit of an innoculation against scapegoating—in most plane crashes, the pilot(s) dies, and you can’t punish someone who’s already dead. A dead scapegoat doesn’t really perform its function.

Anyway, even the most compassionate people have a hard time truly letting go of scapegoating, even the people who believe in systemic reform have a hard time not taking the easy route and accepting a scapegoat. Because systemic reform is both hard and interpersonally unsatisfying. But you have to remember the fundamental purpose of the scapegoat: to divert blame. If you can’t actually find where the fault is, because fault has been assigned erroneously to the person deemed The Problem, the cracks will only widen.

vader: who tore the warning sign off of this wampa cage?? storm trooper: security footage shows it was removed by a golden protocol droid vader: LOL

Vader in RotJ: wait the Alderaan princess is my daughter?? don’t know how to feel about that.

Luke: she strangled Jabba the Hutt to death with a chain.

Vader: OH HELL YEAH

why would you hide this in the tags that’s hilarious

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Uuuuugh, I didn’t think he could become even more of a scumbag and yet here we are. I need to harass them for my money they still owe me from 2021 and delete all my shit from there.

I’m watching Splash (1984) which is a romcom about a guy who falls in love with a mermaid, and when she chooses a human name she chooses Madison and guy says “that’s not a real name, but alright” which seems to imply that Madison was not a name until at least the 80’s and all girls named Madison are actually named after the mermaid. thought you should know

I think...you might be right

what the fuck

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