Intro :P

My acc has images/talk about Self h4rm, as well as talk about eating disorders and mental illness ╯︿╰

(Please don't report, this is a way for me to get out some shit, and cope while I'm not with my therapist :( My therapist is aware I hurt myself, and he understands its a coping mechanism and helps me as much as he can :3 I lowk dislike him tho...)

ANYWAY

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-> ☆ Name: M (or anything, give me a name and I'll use it :3)

-> ☆ Age: In between 14-17

-> ☆ Pronouns, sexuality: He/him/ +neopronouns that I'm to scared to share >.<). Bisexual

-> ☆ Likes: Needy Streamer Overload, Bungo Stray Dogs, Water :3, Sanrio (specifically Cinamaroll ^^), Sleeeepp, cvtting and my dearest

-> ☆ Dislikes: Most people in general, uhhmm I'm not sure, when my blades are dull ?? eating, soft drink ╯︿╰

DNI: I don't think I mind to much who interacts, as long as people don't dm me :P I'm very paranoid about getting weird stuff ＞︿＜ but I guess I don't mind if you js wanna chat. Personally, I think anyone under 12 shouldn't be on Tumblr or social media :P

I haven't been diagnosed with anything, but my therapist is trying to get me diagnosed with Autism, it's all just fucking guessed I have depression ≡(▔﹏▔)≡ annddd i do have one other suspicion of disorder i have but im to scared to ask to get diagnosed for it >.<

Anyway, im a Jirai boy, so i'll use that tag often ^^

Baaiii <3333

Ahhh idk if I'm like going through an episode or js wanna sleep

I destroyed my new sketchbook and my pencils because I can't draw and all I want is to js be a famous and liked artist, or even js liked at this point.

I wanna be popular, I want to have so much attention it overwhelms me, I want people to idolise me, I want people to hate me but in a jealous way. I want people to be actually jealous of my art (dont pull some bullshit saying "I'm jealous of your art🥺" its not gna help, I dokt even have a current artstyle what are you on about💀)

I hate being alone and neglected so much, I have no fucking clue what to do :/ usually I would js text her, but I can't so like fuck do I js kms or smth ?

Everytime I think about how genuinely alone i am, it makes my chest hurt and I js wanna sleep forever :/

I need someone to stay with me so bad omfg😭

The amount of times I've tried to tell people to not talk to me if they can't handle me bc I know I'm not a great person, but people are always like

'No I don't mind, I can handle it ^^'

LIKE OBVIOUSLY YOU COULDNT BECAUSE YOU LET ME GET ATTACHED THEN LEFT

AGAHAUAHAHAHA IF I GET ONE MORE FP OR FRIENDS AND THEY LEAVE, YALL WILL NEBER SEE ME AGAIN 💀

Heyyyyy, I wanna literally kms cause she still hasn't unblocked me and she blocked me on my alt as well soooo

My favourite person left and blocked me

I have no friends

I have no motivation to do anything or live

I'm cutting myself any time I can get

I have no talents

And barely do anything but sleep and cry

Please, why can't I just die already ?

Maybe if I tell her

"I'll k!ll myself if you left me"

She'll then stay with me forever

( ´∀`)

WAHHHHH I HAVE THERAPY TMRWWWW GGRGWGAGAGAGSGREGAGGRGAGRGGAGAGAGAGAGAGGRGGRGEGEGRGRGGGGA