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mel // ‘95 // multi-stan // 18+ blog

MINORS/AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT (I’m making it my mission to go on a blocking spree at least every 2-3 days because I will NOT be the reason babies see smut, please don’t interact)

I currently write for ateez and xdinary heroes but I plan on branching out to other groups soon. I’ll include an ‘03 liner in VERY sfw smau things but my cut off for nsfw is ‘02. I’ll also never be writing nsfw stuff for Jisung and Chenle from NCT Dream or Huening Kai and Taehyun from TXT simply because they were all minors when I got into their groups and I’m never gonna see them any differently, my brain won’t allow it.

Onto the fun stuff 😁

Favorite Groups/Biases

Got7: Yugyeom (MY ULT OF ALL ULTS ALONG WITH MOMO)

Twice: Momo/Dahyun

NCT Dream: Renjun/Jeno

Ateez: Wooyoung/Seonghwa/Jongho

NCT 127: Johnny/Doyoung

Xdinary Heroes: Gunil/O.de

P1Harmony: Jiung

Aespa: Karina

WayV: Kun

Seventeen: Wonwoo/Scoups/Dino

Red Velvet: Yeri

Shinee: Jonghyun/Onew

Stray Kids: Felix/Changbin

TXT: Beomgyu

Day6: Wonpil

Stayc: Isa/Sieun

Blackpink: Rosé

Favorite Things/Mel Lore

Food: most seafood

Color: blue

Major before I dropped out of college: Psychology/Biology (can’t remember which one was my last major)

Random thing I got a technical certificate in after dropping out of college: camera work and digital media production (which is just a fancy way to say I’m a videographer)

How long I’ve been into kpop: 6 years (thank you to my roommate at the time who introduced me to twice and got7 and changed my brain chemistry)

I just wanna tell you that I absolutely ADORE how you write junhan in your fake texts.

I literally re-read it constantly

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Stop, thank you!! Junhan is one of the members that I always wish I could write better so this sincerely means the world to me 🥺🥺🥺

Anonymous asked:

reader being needy and texting xdh members they need affection NOW, I’m talking dramatic as hell ‘I’m on the floor withering away with out your love’ 😭 I feel like it’d be so funny with jooyeon and gaon

needy // xdinary heroes

a/n: I’m finally a request or two away from being caught up! Love to see it!

warning(s): swearing

Anonymous asked:

🍒🪻

Thank you for this yapping opportunity anon! ☺️

🍒best song to sing like you've been through several divorces?

OH, for me it’s Favorite by NCT 127 and/or Kill Bill by SZA depending on the day. You’d think I speak fluent Korean with the way I sing favorite and I don’t just sing it; I perform it like I’m trying to win back the love of my life after our messy divorce. When it comes to Kill Bill, I’ve never been in a serious relationship a day in my life but putting this song on repeat with the windows down while I drive feels like it heals something in me in the most toxic way possible (/pos)

🪻 a crossover you want to see (idols, groups, variety shows)?

XDINARY HEROES X ATEEZ OR XDINARY HEROES X P1HARMONY!!! It doesn’t even have to be a performance together. I’d settle for a single switch. Because xdh could do guerrilla and ateez could do Love and Fear. And xdh could killin it while p1harmony could eat up dreaming girl. I’d also love to see an Ive x Nmixx stage to the point that I’d personally pay for the stage to happen if I was filthy rich. I’m simply using this to manifest tbh

🌹 🌻 🥝 ?

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Thanks for sending these! I answered the rose one here

🌻 most valued kpop possession (i.e. albums, freebies, having attended a concert, plushies, etc.)?

-it’s me and my binder full of photocards against the world! One day I’m gonna get on here and show you guys my favorite ones in my collection, but when I tell you I have a lot, I mean it. I haven’t collected any in a few years now, and quite frankly I’ve thought about selling them for a long time for a little extra money, but collecting pcs and trading them was such a fun time for me so I’m way too attached to get rid of them.

(Also FUN FACT, I tried to win an nct dream fan call once and didn’t win so my nct dream section of the binder is INSANE. You’d think they’re the only group i stan with the amount of Hot Sauce duplicates I have, it is NASTY)

🥝 first group or soloist you got into?

-Ok, so the first group I truly stopped and looked at a full song for is Twice. Specifically What Is Love. One of my roommates at the time used her tv time to watch BTS and Twice and while I LOVE BTS now, I wasn’t super interested at the time. Then she went “you like girls, let me show you Twice!” and my life was truly forever changed on that fateful day seven years ago

hi hi mel!! for the ask game: 🍐and/or🍇 !!!

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Hi hi!! I should’ve warned everyone that I’m a certified yapper but alas… thanks for sending a couple of these! ☺️

🍐 favorite dancer (by technique, style, performance)?

a very good question that’s breaking my brain because I have so many different kpop dancers that I love, so I’ll stick to a few because picking one would actually break me:

(in no particular order)

-All of NewJeans (like them or not, they have some of the best 90s footwork I’ve ever seen coming from a group of girls that weren’t even born until after the era. As a girly that grew up watching my mom’s favorite groups and the way they danced, watching NewJeans dance for the first time time felt like a blast form the last in the best way possible)

-San (I have never understood the people that used to call him to dramatic when he’d have a highlighted dance part because??? My favorite part of his dancing is the emotion he puts into it)

-Kai (I truly don’t need to say anything else. to me he’s truly just such an amazing, expressive dancer and he always has been)

🍇 most feel good song?

oooooh! Ok, so I most definitely have a playlist dedicated to every emotion and feeling ever including my favorite feel good songs but I’ll stick to my top three at the moment:

(again, in no particular order)

-buff baby by Tobi Lou

-used to me by Luke Chaing

-basics by Twice

Mind you, I never quite knew what people mean by the term ‘feel good song’ because my brain does the thing where it goes “it’s deeper than just songs that make you feel good dummy” when I’m asked this question so just know that these are three songs that I either blast while I’m driving to make me feel all excited and happy about where I’m going, or in the case of Used To Me, I identify with it way too hard in a way that feels like therapy (positive)

🌹🥭🍑 for the ask game!! <3

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thank you for giving me a chance to yap even more than I’ve already been yapping in our dms, you’re so real ❤️❤️❤️

🌹 an era you wish you were there for?

back down era for piwon and troubleshooting for xdh for sure. Back down is one of p1harmony’s top three songs for me and I wish more than anything that I witnessed that era as it was happening. The troubleshooting album is just generally my favorite xdinary heroes album because we’ve got night of fireworks, dreaming girl, AND walking to the moon. it’s a no skip album in general and knowing that I would’ve caught this era live and in 4k if I just tuned in earlier last year makes my heart hurt

🥭 favorite comeback of 2025 so far?

KNOW ABOUT ME BY NMIXX!!! I’ll say it until I’m blue in the face: THAT SONG HAS SHIFTED SOMETHING CRAZY IN ME! I think the sound is so smooth and nice and different for them while also still being so inherently nmixx, I cannot explain it any better than that. They all just really got their chance to shine in this comeback and I’m obsessed (especially sullyoon because the face? The looks? The vocals? I fear she’s taking it)

🍑 an idol you need to gossip with?

the only correct answers are Ten from Wayv and Keeho from p1harmony. It’s literally canon that they go out of their way to hear their fans’ drama and they LOVE THAT SHIT. That’s the type of gossip loving bitches I need in my life because I do love to partake in a good gossip sesh 😁

Anonymous asked:

princess treatment w/ateez texts

princess treatment // ateez

a/n: this my millionth “thanks for your patience anon, and I hope you enjoy!” on GOD I’m gonna catch up with requests and post within a few days of receiving them at some point

warning(s): very little swearing

thank you for the tag, @eoieopda 🍒

rules: you’re starring in a movie with the last person saved in your camera roll, and the last song you listened to is the title… who/what is it?

this is fine..... 😳

thank you so much for the tag! this is so cool hehe <3

I NEED THIS MOVIE ASAP 🗣️

tagging: @knowbites @catiuskaa @facioleeknow @www-hanverse @alphadisaster @hyuneflix @hh0320 & whoever wants to participate! ❤️

yeah so umm... I've been watching severance and this was a raggedy ass pause shot of adam scott lmao.

thanks for the tag <3

Thank you for the tag @hyuneflix ☺️

Yeah so I was totally not searching Jake pics.... my hand slipped....yeah...yep 🫣

thank you for tagging me hehe @sona1800 🩷

hmm🤭😏

tagging: @moonchild9350 @jehhskz @hanniebaeee @kittentaegu @sanriomilk @fruityuncleskeletor @hyunebunx @halfwinterhalfuniverse & anyone who wants to join (i am bad with usernames and just woke up sorry)

Thank you for tagging me! @jeonginsleftcheek

I'm tagging @lattes-and-kpop , @the-purple-peanut-soda and anyone who wants to join!

Thank you for tagging meeee 🤍 @halfwinterhalfuniverse I love tag games

Well he kind of IS on my wishlist soooo that checks

I‘m tagging @freakin-fries101 and anyone who wants to join ☺️

Thank you @the-purple-peanut-soda for tagging me💗

This should make for an interesting scene🫣

I tag @spidergirllexi (no pressure💗)

Thank you for the tag, vi<3

thank you for tagging me (nom nom nom) 😋

i can explain- 🧍🏽‍♀️

tagging: @crimsonbubble @yuyusbabygirl @atinyst4r and @everyonewooeverywhere whoever else wants to join yippee 🗣️

tysm for the taggies 🥹🥹🫶🫶🫶

now listen- 🚪🏃🏽‍♀️💨

thanks for tagging me @crimsonbubble !

Oh I am indeed letting that man suck my blood I do NOT care

(The pictures of Jooyeon with the skull have permanently altered my brain chemistry in an insane way)

I usually don’t tag people in these because I always get so scared to forget someone but if any of my moots see this, know that I’d love to see yours!

Ok, so I have to confide in you as my favorite Jungsu lover… I get it. It took me a while but I GET IT. Like he’s one sensational look and keyboard solo away from taking Junhan’s place as my bias wrecker and it’s all because of this recent comeback and like, I knew it was coming but DAMN. Idk if it’s the former piano player I me or just the fact that I’ve realized how funny he is or because my brain finally went “WOAH, he’s fine as hell” but I fear he’s got me bestie 😔 including the pictures that made me go “yeeeeah, I need him” and you might be wondering why the last picture is there but it’s simply because it made me realize that he has a sensational nose and as a nose connoisseur, that’s truly what pushed me over the edge it’s BAD FOR ME

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BESTIEEEEE YOU’RE IN DEEP. the more we talk the more i believe we share a brain cell - the one that makes the two of us the biggest blue haired jiung defenders ✊

idek what to tell you except that everything you mention in your ask is the absolute truth… he is one fine ass man and though i don’t have any interest in marrying - i want this man to fall on one knee and ask for my hand in marriage. i’ll be the happiest wife ever. if he doesn’t, then i will fall on one knee and ask for his hand in marriage idc just let me live under the same roof as him PLEASE GOD

AND HE IS SO FUNNY!!! RIGHT?? there’s this variety show or smth that he was on with jooyeon recently (like a month or two ago, not sure), and joo (dude i’m gonna kick ur ass for this) would not stop teasing him together with the host, abt how he needs to get funnier and sucks at telling stories EXCUSE ME? are we listening to the same guy?! (i know they were joking y’all don’t worry heh) but still… kinda made me watch like this 🤨 the whole time cause The Kim Jungsu i know of is genuinely funny, and i’m not being biased here. i think his way of storytelling isn’t rushed and overwhelming, and that only makes you take in all the details he shares and really appreciate how soft spoken he is!! and i also think you can always tell how he’s genuinely appreciated the moment he’s telling you about and how he’s happy to be able to share it with you 🥰 damn i’m sappy haha ignore that 🫣

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No because all of this is REAL, like… this is so sick and I hate admitting it but the video that got me bad was the one where Gunil asked him his English name and he said Antoni and Gunil goes “Anthony!” and Jungsu’s in the back with that cute longer hair he had at the time going “Antoni 🤨” in tiny. And then even worse, what made me think he’s funny is that same video where Gunil asked Gaon his English name and he said Jimi and Jungsu goes “I’m Hendrix” and laughed at his own joke before it even registered with anyone else. Like when I say I like a man with a dorky sense of humor THAT’S WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT!! If someone in the room isn’t going “oh man” or rolling their eyes whenever he attempts a joke, I don’t want it

kpop ask game feel free to answer in the reblogs if you want, but ideally send asks and spread love too hehe :)

  • 🍎 current favorite song?
  • 🍒best song to sing like you've been through several divorces?
  • 🌹 an era you wish you were there for?
  • 🍉 most interesting idols in law (friends are into them, you aren't, but they seem awesome)?
  • 🍓 when you got into kpop?
  • 🍊 a song you always return to?
  • 🍑 an idol you need to gossip with?
  • 🥭 favorite comeback of 2025 so far?
  • 🍋 the idol whose birthday is closest to yours (that you know of)?
  • 🌻 most valued kpop possession (i.e. albums, freebies, having attended a concert, plushies, etc.)?
  • 🍐 favorite dancer (by technique, style, performance)?
  • 🍏 favorite vocalist (by tone, technique, etc.)?
  • 🍋‍🟩 favorite rapper?
  • 🥝 first group or soloist you got into?
  • 🌿 recent group or soloist you got into?
  • 🪴 one song you recommend everyone to listen to?
  • 🫐 one song from your fave(s) you always skip?
  • 🪻 a crossover you want to see (idols, groups, variety shows)?
  • 🍇 most feel good song?
  • 🌺 favorite song from a group/soloist you don't stan?
  • 🌷 favorite generation?
  • 🌸 any merch you desperately want?

Let me get this off my chest

about kiof (kiss of life)

Under no circumstances is it ever okay to do cultural appropriation of any kind. I don’t wanna hear no excuses of “well its appreciation” NO ITS NOT WHAT THEY DID WAS WRONG, IGNORANT AND GOOFY WITH A CHERRY OF RACISM ON TOP. Black culture is not some costume it’s our day to day lives. As a black woman it’s very hard to get into kpop bc I always have to make sure I don’t get fooled on behalf of artist/companies making a fool of themselves. There is no apology or excuse that kiss of life could give. The year is 2025 and we still doing this sht?!?!?

It’s embarrassing and pathetic, there is no defending this 2 members are from America and on top of that one of them was already caught before saying the n word and had to apologise. And the icing on this shitty cake is that haneul also said before this livestream started not to leave the fandom. So you knew what you were doing was wrong but did it anyway?!?? “The company might have forced them” no they didn’t because Julie wanted to do this concept for her bday this was HER CHOICE OF A CONCEPT. So kiss of life just didn’t care and they know they have a big number of black fans they just truly don’t care and when ppl stop caring about them I hope they don’t act confused. Kiof threw it all away for a cheap stereotype concept that ain’t even good nor funny. Kpop companies have been testing the water to see what they can get away with as far as CA now that hip hop and black culture has been on an even more uprise and yall are getting a basic level look of how fare they are willing to go. I need yall to wake up and smell the roses and stop defending and letting sht like this slide.

Well… that’s a group that’s off of my stan list. They were having the time of their life with their little black cosplay too.

And the craziest part is that this won’t even put a dent in their career because a lot of non-black people are gonna keep supporting them like this didn’t happen. They’re already trying to gaslight everyone into thinking that this wasn’t literally a black cosplay contest. Anyway, i won’t be tuning into anything else they release. Disgusting.

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