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dev, old as dirt || fan of all things comfy and pedrito ♡ hobby writer || dubbed the baking goddess ♡

dev's navigation {hello and welcome!}

dev / pen || 30's || she / they || cat mom || mobility impaired || undergrad student || pastry goddess || pedro lover

i am an adult, writing about adult things even if there is no smut content (there is, don't worry) so my blog and little corner of the internet is strictly 18+ || angst royalty

current wips:

zest {sequel series to garnish - chef! joel miller x professor! reader}

gone to the dogs {qz! joel miller x reader}

services requested {older! joel miller x sugar momma! reader} *04/02

stages of devotion {younger! joel miller x baker! reader}

on hiatus / now complete:

return the favor {joel miller x smuggler! reader}

of beskar and kyber {din djarin x force sensitive! reader}

recent one shots / drabbles:

upcoming fics:

buckles and barley {rancher! jack daniels x ranch hand! reader}

in search of honor {hunter! din djarin x sacrifice! reader}

don't tame me, just let me be {wolverine! logan howlett x mutant! reader}

hopefully you find something that you enjoy and thank you for being here! hope the days are good to you and feel free to reach out to chat, my dms and inbox are always open for anything, loves ♡

dividers by the lovely @cafekitsune and @saradika-graphics

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gone to the dogs {masterlist}

Pairing: Boston QZ! Joel Miller x F! Reader ; brief mentions of Boston QZ! Joel Miller x Tess Servopoulos

Summary: What happens when the world ends in such a violent way that it robs you of your very humanity? Do you submit or raise your hackles and fight back? The answer is obvious to Joel Miller, known for being someone to not to cross even in the most dangerous corners of the Boston QZ. The answer is obvious to you, too, who transformed in his likeness.

Word Count: 15k - ongoing

Warnings: canon typical violence, canon typical language, canon typical gore, outbreak fic, dark fic, dark joel miller, mean joel miller, joel miller is uptight, reader wants to change that, sub! joel miller, dom / sub dynamics, degrading language, violence, heated interactions, adult language, fighting, references to injuries, blood, sexual content, rough sex, p in v, smut, unprotected p in v (it's the end of the world, y'all), sexual propositions, oral (m and f receiving), more to be determined!

A/N: this is a little different than my typical fic style and characterization!! but it's been so fun to explore the meaner / take no shit counterpart of this reader character to olive in {by the grit of sandpaper}. they both mean so much to me and this particular one really came at me out of nowhere! ♡♡

gone to the dogs {chapter nine}

Pairing: Boston QZ! Joel Miller x F! Reader

Summary: Seasons change and silence rings. Everything is slow moving until it isn't. Everything happens all at once and you reach out for the one person who you need more than anything, but will they be able to reach you in time to help?

Word Count: 5.2k

Warnings: canon typical violence, canon typical language,, outbreak fic, darker fic, adult language, reader has no canon name but has a commonly used nickname, reader is mostly blank slate but has hair that can be pulled back, fighting, references to injuries, vital injuries, blood, gore, ambush attack described (the one in on lincoln), pregnancy and pregnancy symptoms, brief descriptions of birth, illusions to birth, birth complications, strained relationship dynamic, reader is keeping secrets, offscreen character death, um i think that's it for this one

*this chapter is very, very different from anything i've written before. please be warned, please read the tags, please proceed with caution if you feel even a little hesitant

A/N: please don't yell at me too much

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"you're the writer, you control how the story goes" no not really. i wrote the first sentence and then my characters said "WE WILL TAKE IT FROM HERE" and promptly swerved into an electrical fence.

A very special tribute to that one singular, standout moment of absolute paralyzing vulnerability in Joel Miller's life where he nervously strummed the guitar in front of his adopted kid.
The dude straight up murdered countless rotting undead monstrosities and blew the faces off more human scumbags than he can count... but jamming for a teen girl? That shit near gave him an aneurysm.

I love talking nonsense with you and I hope that we can talk nonsense with each other for the rest of our lives.

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Sweet Enough

pairing: frankie morales x diabetic!reader
rating: 18+ (mdni)
word count: 2.9k
summary: frankie takes care of you when your blood sugars crash.
warnings: third person pov, tense-switching (past/present), established relationship, opens with very brief smut (oral f!receiving), talk of oral m!receiving, mentions of safe word/color systems both being used and discussed, reader has type 1 diabetes*, some medical terminology relating to diabetes*, descriptions of hypoglycaemic episodes/hypos and hyperglycaemic episodes*, brief mention of early dating anxieties/not feeling good enough, two mentions of reader collapsing in the past, mentions of off-screen injections/needles, negative emotions that accompany being t1d from the pov of a loved one and from reader, shitty ex boyfriend, language, inside jokes and pet names including ones relating to being diabetic (baby listen i’m a sucker for it, sugar, sweetness, and one (1) sugar tits, i could not help it), self-conscious/anxious reader (more in the past but also in the present), frankie is a fucking angel and i need this specific version of him in my life now, frankie being a scowly protective bf, not beta'd so all mistakes are my own, no use of y/n.

a/n: i’ve been thinking for ages that i’d love to read about how the ppcu boys might be if you were diabetic (hi hello it’s me 👋🏻) and then the disability visibility challenge by @romanarose / @cosmic-kid-in-motion popped up on my feed and the words just poured out of me! i’ve been diabetic for fifteen years, was diagnosed when i was seventeen, and have had my self confidence absolutely fucking shattered because of it (yay), so this is very much a self-indulgent story, and it has me feeling super nervous to post! this is obviously fiction, but t1d unfortunately is not; if you are also diabetic (in any of its forms) then i see you and i love you and i hope you all have a frankie of your own 🩵

*disclaimer: a chronic illness like diabetes is experienced in vastly different ways by everyone, so it is highly subjective and therefore what is in this story will not be a universal experience, so i’ve tried to keep it as general as possible. also important to note that i was diagnosed and am treated in the uk, so maybe some equipment or medical terms will differ from the rest of the world. that being said, as long as we’re managing, then we’re okay! 🩵 resources linked at the bottom for anyone who’s interested in learning a little more!

*dividers by @thecutestgrotto

oh this was so lovely

Not to be a sap on main but oh my god I'm so so so so happy Pedro Pascal exists and shares his talent with the world. Do you ever think about just the fact that that man is real? And how lucky we are to be able to virtually bask in his glow?

I am so grateful for every year I've gotten to spend time thinking about this charming, intelligent, silly, wonderful man and his array of equally compelling characters. I love screaming on here and over on discord about him with the friends I made because of him. It's my favourite past time. It's the fucking best. I love it so much. I know the community feels less like a community some days but there are so many good people who make our lives brighter every day on here, and that's all because of Pedro.

And to see him thriving, getting the love and praise he deserves, booking roles left right and centre right now. It's the fucking best. I'm just so happy for him, about him. And I hope he's having the best 50th birthday he can possibly have.

If you're a creator and you needed to hear this today:

You have no idea how many people lurk on your work. No idea how many times people go back to revisit your work. How big they smile when they simply think about your work. How fast their heart beats, how excited they get when they see that you posted something.

People are shy with their feedback. Sometimes it’s because they’re simply shy. Other times it’s because they assume you already know how great and talented you are. Could be both.

My point is, even if you barely have any likes or reblogs, don’t get discouraged. You have a lot of silent fans, but they are still your fans. Keep on creating. Because there is always someone out there who will love what you have made.

dev's wip wednesday 04/02

slowly getting back into working on things, my work week was a little thrown off but it's okay. i'm not going to push myself working if i don't have to and they've been very considerate and helpful with things so far....officially counting down the days for an early june surgery date! the report of my gofundme is still under review but i received an update this morning and it's looking like they're going to side with me and return full control over it back to me in a few days' time. got a paper due next week, so i'll be a little mia until it's done

snippets below, there's three for y'all!

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