where’d you go!! hope life is okay!
heya. sorry for the late reply and also the long absence. i'm here, ish, i just never got back into trc or any other fandom and i don't feel like i have much to say beyond that. life's been okay, some challenges but i'm hanging in there. i miss making art that i really like so i hope i'll be back with some at some point.
i hope life is okay for you too! thanks for thinking of me. <3
Amos + touching people he cares about
Hey you guys know that one text post, the one with the cat? You know what one I mean. Thanks @sneakyfeets This was supposed to be “just a sketch” but then Crowley had to be a bastard who sits in chairs and it all went downhill from there.
It’s beautiful here, but lonely, no?
God’s Own Country (2017) // dir. Francis Lee
Adam had a strange, lucid beat of reliving the moment Ronan had offered his hand to help Adam up from the asphalt. Stripped of context, the physical sensations exploded: the surprising shock of heat from that skin-to-skin grip; the soft hiss of the bracelets against Adam’s wrist; the sudden bite of possibility—
cropped because this is not a nsfw account and i should really make one already
the Lynch bros back again! I wanted to do some sort of redraw of this old one bc it wasn’t sorta accurate since now the brothers are okay and happier :’)
Local Rusałka said sapphic rights. Have a good summer this year 💮 💮
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‘Ocean Eyes’ - Billie Eilish https://youtu.be/viimfQi_pUw
“I’ve been watching you For some time Can’t stop staring At those oceans eyes Burning cities And napalm skies Fifteen flares inside those ocean eyes Your ocean eyes”
I’m saying that my relationship with her is a complex one, that it’s hard for me to understand at times.
read the booooooks (or ask me off anon)
I don't, I'm sorry!
So this ask is from many months ago, just before tumblr announced the ns/fw ban -- sorry it's taken so long for me to reply. It’s not been an especially fun time to be a ns/fw creator on the internet and I guess I’ve been feeling a little self conscious about it all.
I'm a little sad to see the challenge coming to an end too -- it's been such a fun and good experience for me on so many levels, and it’s nice to always know what to work on next -- and when I first got this message, my response was basically "Hey, there's a new book coming out in autumn, I still love the characters and I’m still excited to see them together! I'll definitely be drawing them again even after the challenge is over."
But to be honest, I don't know. Fandom's such an aggressive and often unpleasant space these days and I’m feeling increasingly anxious about drawing er/otica in a smallish YA fandom (and this one in particular), so I’m not really sure if it’s worth it for me any more. If I have to be this stressed out it might as well be over original work, you know? Then again, maybe with refreshed fannish enthusiasm it'll start to feel like it's worth it again? I’ll have to see how I feel about it later.
I might have to in the future for promotional purposes but I'm not doing that to myself just for fanart, haha. Social media is already kinda too much for me as is and instagram's also not a great platform for someone like me who works all digital (so no cute sketchbooks), gets twitchy about posting WIPs and only finishes one (1) detailed illustration once in a blue moon. -_-;
This pleases me. :D 🌿
Hi! I didn't in the end -- the winter months were really exhausting for a variety of reasons and I was already falling behind on some personal projects, so I didn't want to add another commitment to the list. I'm a little sad about it because it's not like we have a lot of big communal events in this fandom but I also want fandom to be a fun, low pressure space and not generally something that feels like work, so. I am really looking forward to checking out everybody’s work though!
