(Aw, thank you! I know people are happy to wait, but I still feel bad when some requests aren't written immediately, so this was really sweet to hear! I also missed cheabroken and I'm so happy to get to write them again, so enjoy!)
Cheated hated seeing Broken like this.
Feathers spread everywhere, room a mess, his covers twisted around as Broken hid under them, pressing his face into his pillow as if trying to escape from life itself.
Cheated rubbed his back, moving his hand slowly from his lower back, all the way up to his head, softly carding his fingers through his messy feathers.
Broken sighed, turning his face to the side so that he could speak. Cheated's heart broke at how empty his eyes were-no light, no emotions, no nothing.
"I'm sorry," Broken whispered, and Cheated was quick to lean over him and softly reply with, "Hey, you don't have to apologise for anything. It's all okay."
"No it's not," Broken weakly protested, his voice trembling as he spoke, hands gripping the bedsheets tight. "I ruined everything."
"Nothing's been ruined," Cheated insisted with a shake of his head, draping one of his wings over Broken for comfort. "It's okay to have days like this."
"No, it's not!" Broken exclaimed, whacking Cheated's wing away with his own, eyes flickering with anger for just a second as he pushed himself up to glare at Cheated, before his face fell with grief.
Cheated, for his part, wasn't that offended at Broken. He just kept his wings tucked in and gave Broken a patient look, smiling softly at him.
They sat there in tense silence for a few seconds, before Broken lowered his head and covered his body with his wings, as if afraid of getting any closer to Cheated.
Before Broken could say anything though, Cheated said, "I'm sorry. I should've asked if you wanted to be touched, even with wings."
"Why do you bother with me?" Broken mumbled bitterly, and Cheated leaned down so that they were at eye level so he could say, "Because I love you, and you will never be a bother to me."
"I will," Broken muttered, "I'll drag you down until you hate me and want me gone."
Cheated couldn't say anything to respond to that, too busy blinking back tears and struggling not to just loudly declare how wrong Broken was, because he knew that wouldn't help him in his current state.
Cheated hated when Broken had these dark days of his, where it felt like a stormcloud had covered his mind and he wouldn't have the energy to do anything all day. Cheated knew it wasn't Broken's fault. He just wished he knew how to make it easier for him.
Broken sighed, then practically fell back into his pillows, sending feathers flying everywhere. Cheated caught one in his hand, admiring it for a few seconds, before he heard Broken mumble something into his pillow.
"What was that?" he gently asked, and Broken only barely twisted enough so that he could say, "I'm sorry for ruining your day. I know you had everything planned out." Cheated sent Broken a soft smile and placed the feather next to Broken's face, watching as more of his partner's face was revealed as he said, "It's okay. Our date can wait another day."
"But you had the picnic ready to go and everything," Broken protested, giving Cheated a guilty and sullen look, but Cheated just shrugged, folding his arms on the bed and resting his chin on them. "It doesn't matter. What matters is you."
"But you were excited for the picnic."
"I was excited to spend time with you, and I still am."
"But," Broken looked down at himself in disgust, "I'm like this."
Cheated took a deep breath in, and made sure his voice was soft and calm enough so that it didn't accidentally push Broken away. "Everyone has parts of themselves that they don't like. I don't like the fact that I lose my temper all the time, but it still happens, and you still love me."
There was a sweet satisfaction in seeing the shock on Broken's face, and then the prior disgust vanished, but there was still a darkness around him that Cheated knew wouldn't be easy to fix.
Broken looked away and sighed, one hand reaching out to fiddle with the feather next to him. "Still," he said, "I hate that I made you cancel our date today."
Cheated stood up, wanting to reach out and cup the other's cheek, but refrained. "You can't help how your head feels, and the only thing I want, is to see you taking care of yourself. You are all that's important to me, not a picnic."
Broken hummed, souding unconvinced, and smoothed his pillow out as he said, "My head feels heavy, like it's stuck in someplace that I can't get out of."
"Maybe we can help that. Have you eaten or drank anything today?" Broken scrunched his face up as he shook his head. "Do you want me to bring you up something?" Broken shook his head again. "Not right now," he said, "I don't have the energy."
Cheated sighed, then looked around, watching as Broken laid down on his stomach, his messy wings on full display.
"Do you," Cheated began tentatively, "want me to preen your wings? They look like they're aggravating you, then we can see about food later."
Broken tossed a careless look over his shoulder at his wings, and then shrugged. "If you want to."
Cheated felt a rush of relief inside him, that there was something that he could do for Broken right now. He carefully stood up and climbed onto the bed and over Broken, putting a knee on either side of him, and gently began to preen his wings.
Even if Cheated still struggled to be able to help Broken on days like this, this right here was something that Cheated's done a thousand times before, and soon enough, he found himself humming a tune to himself quietly, one that he would hear Broken sing when he was preening Cheated's wings.
He got so lost in the process, that when he heard Broken start to hum along as well, Cheated had to make sure that he didn't freeze up and make Broken think it was a bad reaction. So he just kept preening, and they both kept humming.
When he almost done, he snuck a glance at Broken, and saw a relaxed and peaceful expression on his face, and Cheated smiled, and placed a kiss inbetween his wings.
He felt Broken tremble beneath him, and Cheated leaned up to be near his face. "Was that okay?" he whispered, and Broken nodded with a sigh.
Cheated was about to get up off him, until he felt Broken grip his hand tightly. Cheated blinked in surprise, then looked down at Broken, who still hadn't opened his eyes yet.
"Don't go," Broken whispered, "I know I'm hard to love like this, but don't go."
"You've never once been hard to love," Cheated whispered back, placing a kiss to the top of Broken's head. "You accept every part of me, so I'm going to do the same for you."
There was a pause, and then Broken softly said, "I love you."
Immediately, Cheated replied with, "I love you too."
"You make everything not look so dark," Broken revealed, and Cheated smiled, and placed another kiss to Broken's head. "So do you."
Cheated didn't leave his side for the rest of the day, and then next week, Broken shyly asked if they could have that picnic, and Cheated was more than happy to say yes.