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๐Ÿ‡จ๐Ÿ‡ด&๐Ÿ‡ป๐Ÿ‡ช (18+) | She/They | ENG/ESP | Witch | Art&Animation | Inconsistencia

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Multifandom and Multishipping.

ENG/SPA (a lot of spelling mistakes in english((and spanish..)) so please be patient with me)

Ask's are open. until I say otherwise for any reason

Usser is an adult.

ALL THEMES IN ART, SHARE, RANT OR WRITING THAT MAY BE TRIGGERING WILL BE TAGGED WITH CW (if I ever left one out just let me know.)

***Hateful, Anti-LGBT+, discriminatory, xenophobic, proshipping and harrasment of any kind are DNI***

Current fandoms include:

#Sonic The Hedgehog (#sth)

#Cult Of The Lamb

#Utmv (Undertale Au's)

#Slay The Princess (#stp)

((but most of the time I just draw whatever I want))

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Do you think Smitten would just. Look very closely at Cold and Hunted in an attempt to try and figure out what theyโ€™re feeling at the moment. Like beak to beak. Trying to look for micro expressions and shifts of his facial expressions just to try and figure them out.

Cause. If thereโ€™s one thing Smitten understands most itโ€™s emotions. Thatโ€™s the guy that had successfully read Thornโ€™s expressions as permission to kiss her. His thinking is like. Emotion based instead of logic based like Skeptic.

So I think after the flock got their own bodies the first thing Smitten would try to do is to read the flocksโ€™ expressions. Cause before that the only thing they could perceive the others are through their voices. Both Cold and Hunted have very non-expressive/monotone voices, so I think before all that Smitten would have a hard time reading these two specifically. Having a body and a face makes things a bit easier for him me thinks.

Hereโ€™s a Smitten and Cold interaction as a demonstration (because I am biased)

beak to beak you say... and yes definitely he would do that, to Cold, Hunted and Opportunist (or try at least, only Cold lets him touch beak-mask because he doesn't care that much)

Congrats to our Cold Sexyman Semi-finalists! To commemorate such an occasion they have been hit with the plushie beam. Congrats to @phantasmatoucan @stoned-frog @spupulum and @glitchh1337 !

Of course who would I be without extensive details about hypothetical logistics for all of them

Make sure to put in your votes @voice-of-the-sexyman to show your support! There's still plenty of time left and who knows, maybe a special edition run of the finalists will be made too...

Best of luck to the competitors!

Anonymous asked:

may i see your beautiful beautiful son mr voice of the cold (aka drawing requested VERY silly...ly)

I'm late... (click for better quality)

geeked vs locked in

This was a good exercise because I think this might be the first time I've ever drawn Wraith ๐Ÿคญ

It also gave me a better appreciation for my Cold's design! (I was considering redesigning him on account of his baldheadedness)

I may draw him more.. ๐Ÿคซ

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Anonymous asked:

owl hihi!!! i really like ur voice designs and i wonder...... will there ever be a design for the narrator?? i really would like to see ur design for him!!

HES TIRED OF EVERYTHING

turned that drawing of the den in my sketchbook into my phone background, and you may too :)

someone said "two bellies to rub" on that first post and now when I swipe my phone that's all I think about lmao

Breaking News ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

Gaza under fire againโ€ผ๏ธโ€ผ๏ธ

โœ…๏ธVetted by @gazavetters , my number verified on the list is ( #523)

We wake up afraid from bombing and unfortunately the war return again. ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

I'm so afraid about my family and my kids please help us evacuate from this place we are crying now and screaming because of the strength of bombing around us.

please help us everything is very dangerous and we return to the killing people. you can support us and my family by donating or sharing my compaign.

Have you lost a family member and felt the pain of regret and loss?! ๐Ÿ˜ญ

I hope you don't; for me this is our reality. Every day we lose someone we love ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ˜”

Last year I lost my uncle and his entire family in a missile attack on his displacement site in Rafah, and Al Jazeera YouTube reported.

Today, I am in pain as I miss the dearest to my heart, my father, who suffered from a stroke that caused him quadriplegia. He could not cope with the catastrophic life as we lived in a tent that was like a grave. His weak body was exposed to malnutrition as a result of not providing the necessary food for his condition, and the severe cold caused him to have a heart attack that led to his immediate death.

I wake up terrified every night. I check on my family, whom I fear will die of cold ๐Ÿฅถ๐Ÿ˜ฐ

And it was not limited to this, but our tent that shelters my family, children, and my brother Samer, who suffers from a chronic illness, was flooded and swept away under the dirt as a result of the heavy rains. Our tent has become worn out and does not protect us from the winds and rain โ›ˆ๏ธโ›บ

Please save What's left of us, share with us, and if you can, a donation can save an entire family from death โฃ๏ธ๐Ÿ™

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Imagine a tent measuring 4 x 4 and 11 people live in it.

My favorite trope is characters who donโ€™t know what itโ€™s like to be treated nicely, and how they react when they meet kind/decent/non-asshole people.

-the look of surprise when someone brings them a cup of tea, unasked for, just saying they thought they would enjoy it.

-breaking a glass on accident and panicking, expecting terrible, terrible things, but a caretaker just bumbles over with a broom, pulling on a pair of slippers and telling them not to move, not to step on anything.

-being given an unexpected hug, and stiffening, then melting into it.

-relaxing slowly, until one day theyโ€™re surprised at how comfortable they are with these new people.

-latching onto the roughest, meanest of the bunch, because thatโ€™s who they were familiar with, and the gruff, tough, scary person ending up softening up to them.

-always waiting for the other shoe to drop, even though it doesnโ€™t.

-when someone says good morning to them first, and it startled them because theyโ€™re used to being ignored at best.

Yupโ€ฆthis is the stuff.

-when they distrust kindness because they are sure there must be a price or a catch of some kind

-maybe they are constantly trying to repay it or one day become angry because they canโ€™t keep up and donโ€™t want to be indebted

-when they mistake kindness for mockery or a cruel joke

-when they reject kindness because they are afraid of how it makes them feel

-when unexpected kindness causes them to question their own past experiences and expectations

- when consistent kindness and compassion finally makes them realize this is how it should be, they deserve good things and they begin to grieve for their past self

-when they become increasingly fearful of messing up and proving caretaker is wrong about themโ€ฆ because theyโ€™re sure theyโ€™ve somehow deceived the caretaker this whole time

-and then the conflict of feeling bad for โ€œlyingโ€ to caretaker but at the same time knowing they just canโ€™t go back to the way things were, itโ€™ll ruin them

Call for help from Gazan people

Trying to help family trapped in Gaza for 10 months

Hello everyone, and hope you read my story.

I am Ahmed Barakat, I am 37 years old and I have 4 children. I am an engineer and university lecturer at several universities in Gaza.

I'm trying to get funds for my family of 6members

Now my family and I are living in difficult circumstances in Khan Yunis, and the fear is between the plastic walls that do not protect from the summer flames or the cold of winter.

This is how my family and I struggle daily to obtain their most basic rights

We urgently appeal to your moral and financial assistance to help me reach the goal in order to secure the life of my family, and the beginning of a new life. Every help or donation through you makes a big difference. Do not underestimate how the difference is for someone who needs your support

Thank you for complete reading

Ahmed barakat
Anonymous asked:

Hello! If you're still taking requests, I wanted to ask for more Cheabroken. I love the way you write the voices, but those two stole my heart and refuse to give it back.

Also, please don't worry about how long you take to answer! You are not a machine, and art takes time. The wait will *always* be worth it, because you're an excellent writer and we are lucky to have someone so talented in the fandom <3

(Aw, thank you! I know people are happy to wait, but I still feel bad when some requests aren't written immediately, so this was really sweet to hear! I also missed cheabroken and I'm so happy to get to write them again, so enjoy!)

Cheated hated seeing Broken like this.

Feathers spread everywhere, room a mess, his covers twisted around as Broken hid under them, pressing his face into his pillow as if trying to escape from life itself.

Cheated rubbed his back, moving his hand slowly from his lower back, all the way up to his head, softly carding his fingers through his messy feathers.

Broken sighed, turning his face to the side so that he could speak. Cheated's heart broke at how empty his eyes were-no light, no emotions, no nothing.

"I'm sorry," Broken whispered, and Cheated was quick to lean over him and softly reply with, "Hey, you don't have to apologise for anything. It's all okay."

"No it's not," Broken weakly protested, his voice trembling as he spoke, hands gripping the bedsheets tight. "I ruined everything."

"Nothing's been ruined," Cheated insisted with a shake of his head, draping one of his wings over Broken for comfort. "It's okay to have days like this."

"No, it's not!" Broken exclaimed, whacking Cheated's wing away with his own, eyes flickering with anger for just a second as he pushed himself up to glare at Cheated, before his face fell with grief.

Cheated, for his part, wasn't that offended at Broken. He just kept his wings tucked in and gave Broken a patient look, smiling softly at him.

They sat there in tense silence for a few seconds, before Broken lowered his head and covered his body with his wings, as if afraid of getting any closer to Cheated.

Before Broken could say anything though, Cheated said, "I'm sorry. I should've asked if you wanted to be touched, even with wings."

"Why do you bother with me?" Broken mumbled bitterly, and Cheated leaned down so that they were at eye level so he could say, "Because I love you, and you will never be a bother to me."

"I will," Broken muttered, "I'll drag you down until you hate me and want me gone."

Cheated couldn't say anything to respond to that, too busy blinking back tears and struggling not to just loudly declare how wrong Broken was, because he knew that wouldn't help him in his current state.

Cheated hated when Broken had these dark days of his, where it felt like a stormcloud had covered his mind and he wouldn't have the energy to do anything all day. Cheated knew it wasn't Broken's fault. He just wished he knew how to make it easier for him.

Broken sighed, then practically fell back into his pillows, sending feathers flying everywhere. Cheated caught one in his hand, admiring it for a few seconds, before he heard Broken mumble something into his pillow.

"What was that?" he gently asked, and Broken only barely twisted enough so that he could say, "I'm sorry for ruining your day. I know you had everything planned out." Cheated sent Broken a soft smile and placed the feather next to Broken's face, watching as more of his partner's face was revealed as he said, "It's okay. Our date can wait another day."

"But you had the picnic ready to go and everything," Broken protested, giving Cheated a guilty and sullen look, but Cheated just shrugged, folding his arms on the bed and resting his chin on them. "It doesn't matter. What matters is you."

"But you were excited for the picnic."

"I was excited to spend time with you, and I still am."

"But," Broken looked down at himself in disgust, "I'm like this."

Cheated took a deep breath in, and made sure his voice was soft and calm enough so that it didn't accidentally push Broken away. "Everyone has parts of themselves that they don't like. I don't like the fact that I lose my temper all the time, but it still happens, and you still love me."

There was a sweet satisfaction in seeing the shock on Broken's face, and then the prior disgust vanished, but there was still a darkness around him that Cheated knew wouldn't be easy to fix.

Broken looked away and sighed, one hand reaching out to fiddle with the feather next to him. "Still," he said, "I hate that I made you cancel our date today."

Cheated stood up, wanting to reach out and cup the other's cheek, but refrained. "You can't help how your head feels, and the only thing I want, is to see you taking care of yourself. You are all that's important to me, not a picnic."

Broken hummed, souding unconvinced, and smoothed his pillow out as he said, "My head feels heavy, like it's stuck in someplace that I can't get out of."

"Maybe we can help that. Have you eaten or drank anything today?" Broken scrunched his face up as he shook his head. "Do you want me to bring you up something?" Broken shook his head again. "Not right now," he said, "I don't have the energy."

Cheated sighed, then looked around, watching as Broken laid down on his stomach, his messy wings on full display.

"Do you," Cheated began tentatively, "want me to preen your wings? They look like they're aggravating you, then we can see about food later."

Broken tossed a careless look over his shoulder at his wings, and then shrugged. "If you want to."

Cheated felt a rush of relief inside him, that there was something that he could do for Broken right now. He carefully stood up and climbed onto the bed and over Broken, putting a knee on either side of him, and gently began to preen his wings.

Even if Cheated still struggled to be able to help Broken on days like this, this right here was something that Cheated's done a thousand times before, and soon enough, he found himself humming a tune to himself quietly, one that he would hear Broken sing when he was preening Cheated's wings.

He got so lost in the process, that when he heard Broken start to hum along as well, Cheated had to make sure that he didn't freeze up and make Broken think it was a bad reaction. So he just kept preening, and they both kept humming.

When he almost done, he snuck a glance at Broken, and saw a relaxed and peaceful expression on his face, and Cheated smiled, and placed a kiss inbetween his wings.

He felt Broken tremble beneath him, and Cheated leaned up to be near his face. "Was that okay?" he whispered, and Broken nodded with a sigh.

Cheated was about to get up off him, until he felt Broken grip his hand tightly. Cheated blinked in surprise, then looked down at Broken, who still hadn't opened his eyes yet.

"Don't go," Broken whispered, "I know I'm hard to love like this, but don't go."

"You've never once been hard to love," Cheated whispered back, placing a kiss to the top of Broken's head. "You accept every part of me, so I'm going to do the same for you."

There was a pause, and then Broken softly said, "I love you."

Immediately, Cheated replied with, "I love you too."

"You make everything not look so dark," Broken revealed, and Cheated smiled, and placed another kiss to Broken's head. "So do you."

Cheated didn't leave his side for the rest of the day, and then next week, Broken shyly asked if they could have that picnic, and Cheated was more than happy to say yes.

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Inspired by @writingdevil 's ability to write beautiful shorts, I decided to try and do something of my own๐Ÿ’š

Hope you like the little Smitten x Broken hurt/comfort(mostly comfort) I scraped out of my head:

Broken was so unbelievably adorable, Smitten thought. It wasn't a rare thought, but it sometimes filled his whole mind and he just couldn't rip his gaze away from the creature he grew to adore so much. He was asleep in Smitten's bed, murmuring and groaning in his slumber. Much to his lover's disappointment, he was facing away, he must've turned during the night. Broken twitched again and huffed. Smitten leaned in, trying to get a glimpse of his face, he couldn't. He closed his eyes and breathed in the air. It wasn't a pleasant smell, exactly what you could assume it smelling like after a good 10 hours of sleep, but it reminded him that he's here, that this is real. Right, he'd already been sleeping for too long. After a long sigh he turned to get off the bed.

"Noo... don't.." a low voice broke the silence. Broken, still laying down, reached out to grab his lover's arm. He missed completely, only slightly brushing against Smitten's feathers. He let out a groan at his miscalculation, opening his eyes for more than a few seconds would probably help his aim. Smitten turned around, confused. He was certain Broken was still asleep but apparently his touch starved sensors were greater than the desire to rest.

"Don't worry my dear, I'm just headed to grab a snack and I will be right back in your embrace. Want me to bring you anything?"

Smitten already assumed Broken would stay a sad little ball in bed for at least a couple hours, so bringing him breakfast seemed like the best option to get him to eat anything. The sad little ball still tried to reach his hand to the other, so he finally grabbed it, stroking his thumb along the trembling hand. He had hoped it would calm Broken's stressed mind enough to at least grab some water and something capable of being a breakfast. Unexpectedly, the already hard grip tightened like his life depended on it. It started to hurt. Smitten almost ripped away, but Broken's tone made him stop.

"Don't go... please" he kept his face hidden now, muffled by the sheets, but the desperation in his voice was very noticeable.

"Now now, I'm the dramatic one here, I promise I won't take long. You can keep the bed warm and cozy for us, alright?" Despite being worried, Smitten tried to crack a joke. Some mornings were just more difficult for them, they both learned how to soothe each other in these moments, yet this time Broken seemed dead set on not letting go. Usually some words of reassurance worked, usually he let go easier. Usually... he didn't cry. Broken's body trembled slightly when a long held sob broke out of him. He sat up on his knees and clutched Smitten's hand in both of his, digging his talons in soft flesh.

"Please..." he started, another defeated sob shook his body, giving up to his emotions. "I feel like I'm gonna die" He didn't look up, god, he must sound so desperate right now. But he just couldn't stop. Smitten didn't respond, didn't move, it almost felt like he disappeared for a moment. A sharp and hot pain broke out the little one, mind screaming at him to do something, at the thought of loneliness.

"-Like if I let you go, if I'm left alone, I'm gonna crumble into pieces and become nothing again. That every sensation will turn into burning pain." He started spiraling. Not good. "My insides hurt, my heart wants to explode I can't-"

"That's quite enough!" Smitten closed the distance between them, hugging Broken tightly. He hated when his partner went off with his horrible visions or nightmares regarding the princess, unfortunately mostly for selfish reasons, but it didn't matter right now. This wasn't about him. Smitten could feel the other's heartbeat. It was unnaturally fast. He exhaled soundly, then took a deep breath. Again, slow breaths, to force Broken into matching his rhythm, little by little, taking their time to calm down the distressed little voice. He was desperately clutching at Smitten, careful not to scratch him, shifting his hands awkwardly from time to time when he felt he could hurt the one willing to take care of him.

"I know she hurt us because she was hurting too-" Broken felt so stupid, so pathetic for breaking down like this. He tried steading his wobbly voice but it only made it even more squeaky.

"-But I'm still so scared. I never want to be so hurt again, or hurt someone else." He loosened his grip on the other's back and let the last of his tears fall on his shoulder.

Smitten looked at his hand, where Broken held him, there were four little wounds from his sharp talons. He wasn't going to tell him, Broken didn't need another thing to worry about today. For Smitten it was a sign of how much he's needed and it was enough to make the pain go away.

They finally laid down again, Broken's head snugly placed in Smitten's soft chest feathers. He sniffed for the last time and cracked a small smile, but it quickly disappeared.

"I'm sorry."

Smitten's ears perked up, glancing at the bird on his chest.

"Never be sorry for opening up about your feelings." His unwounded hand gently stroked Broken's cheek, smoothly brushing through his feathers.

โ€œBut it feels so- idiotic- to still feel like I'm about to die. Will it always feel like this?โ€

Both went silent for a short while. Broken was starting to regret his question but the latter spoke up.

"Someone really close told me that feelings pass, they always do." He turned his head away and closed his eyes, letting his words flow. "-And as hard as it was to accept at the time, it was true, in a way. These emotions that overflow you, they will let go someday, but you have to let them be seen and understood." his tone lacked his usual passion and energy, it was almost cold. Broken looked up, Smitten's expression seemed blank, he was looking across the room, lost in thought.

"Are you already there? Free?" The blunt question brought him back to reality.

"Oh, you flatter me so, love. I have a long way to go, but I hold onto this hope, that we can both let go someday."

Broken hummed in agreement and yawned.

"That seems.. good enough.โ€

Hello! Thank you for responding to my previous ask so quickly, I was the anon who asked if repeat ships are okay!

I would love to see more of Skeptic x Opportunist from you, if you are open to that! I really, really like how you wrote it last time, I think you captured dynamic so well!!! And so I wanted to request it again <3

[I will also take this space to say again that your writing is amazing, and I am very much inspired by it! Thanks for doing what you do <3]

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(AAAH HI EVEREST!!! You're so sweet! I'm glad you like how I wrote them, because I wasn't sure if I would get them right, but I'm glad to hear otherwise! Thank you for liking my writing, and it's insane to hear that you're even inspired by it, and even more so to see it-it's so crazy to hear coming from someone who's such a talented artist like you! I've fallen even more in love with Skeptunist because of you, so I really hope you enjoy this one!)

(Warning-Suicidal thoughts and attempted suicide)

Opportunist never liked to let his guard down around others, especially in front of the ones who didn't trust him even when he was trying to play nice. He refused to stop the performance.

But there was one place that Opportunist could put the mask away for-his bedroom.

The sound of his footsteps felt muffled in his own ears as he quickly walked up his door, keeping his shaking hands firmly clasped behind his back. He didn't know why he did it. It just made him feel like he had some sort of control right now.

The tears were already pooling in his eyes as he opened the door, and a shuddering breath was forced out of him, and he hoped that the slamming of his door covered up the pathetic noise.

The instant he was in his room, in his 'safe' space, was when his paper thin walls crumbled, and Opportunist could do nothing but shake and freeze and breathe heavily on the spot, eyes wide and unblinking as tears streamed down his face.

Worthless.

He was worthless.

He feared that if he moved then something even worse would happen to him, and he wouldn't know how to deal with that, so he just forced himself to remain as still as possible, only letting small, hushed whimpers escape his mouth.

How can something that came from a God turn out so unsatisfactory? Why can't Opportunist make himself fit in like the others can? Why wasn't he enough?

Everyday, he wakes up and he tries. He looks at who he wants to deal with, and he tries to match their energy, to get them to like the version that he's putting out-so then Opportunist knows how to talk to them in the future, so that he'll actually feel part of the flock for once.

But nobody trusts him.

So nobody bothers with him.

They don't match his smiles, or entertain his ideas like they used to. It's hard for a performer to act with no music, and that's exactly how Opportunist felt when he tries to socialise with the others nowadays.

He fumbles on stage. He doesn't know his lines. The lights are suddenly too bright for him, and he runs off stage.

It used to be so easy to have the others wrapped around his finger, to play a part, to try and get what he wants. It used to be easy to know who to befriend, who would give him the most power and safety-but that's not the case anymore.

His feet finally moved when he feared his crying was becoming louder, and he stiffly walked further into his room, a room that was so bland, so full of nothing that it made him sick.

He couldn't use his normal tricks anymore because He's not here. No, He had decided to go off with the Shifting Mound, and leave the rest of them to fend for themselves as if they meant nothing to Him, as if everything they tried to do to keep him alive meant nothing to Him.

Even if He didn't see the point, the voices always had a chance to take control and do what needed to be done. Paranoid did it. Skeptic did it. Opportunist also did it, but for some reason, it was horrific and appalling when he did it. Why? Why was everything bad when Opportunist suddenly did it? Why did nobody see how he saw things?

He knows that he played a little dirty in some cases, but it was all for the sake of survival, because what was the alternative? Letting her get the upper hand? No, Opportunist would've done anything if it meant keeping Him alive-

-even if it meant everyone now hates his guts, he guessed.

The sound of his own snivelling angered him. He wanted to yell and curse and plot all at the same time, but his head was bursting with too many painful emotions and memories to even think about his next move. He just couldn't take playing the game anymore.

He sucked in a sharp breath, wondering for a brief, embarrassing minute, if this was the first time Opportunist allowed himself to cry. How pathetic would that be?

Nobody trusts him anymore because the big guy left them, so they could all see through Opportunist's tricks all the more clearly now. They could guess what Opportunist wanted when he smiled at them, or complimented them-and they wanted no part of him anymore, because why would they need a backstabber in their supposed time of peace?

They didn't, which meant that they didn't need him anymore.

His crying calmed down now, but his face was still hot and damp, and he was left panting heavily, right on the edge of a panic attack, as he stared at nothing, his mind still whirling with dark thoughts.

The flock hated him. The flock hated him. The flock wanted him gone.

His eyes moved to his pillow.

It was only a matter of time until they couldn't take much more of him anymore, until all his tricks at getting the others to like him proved too much to bear, and they kicked him out.

After all, they weren't trapped in a single body anymore, so there wasn't a need to keep everyone around-and Opportunist was the obvious first choice to go.

He took an unsteady step forward, his body still wracked with fearful, pitiful emotions, and he reached a hand out towards his pillow, gripping the soft cushion tightly, before throwing it across the room.

A knife.

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