Numb

(Part One)

This is part one of a multiple part series, please be sure to start from part one!

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Pairing: Lee Minho/Lee Know x Fem Reader

Themes: Angst, (Smut), (Fluff)

Word Count: ~12.2k | AO3

Summary: You were penniless and working tirelessly at a seedy club when you were assaulted. As soon as you resigned yourself to your fate, Lee Minho saved you, albeit grudgingly. You received treatment and you didn’t have to pay them a dime under one condition: You must be confined to his home for the remainder of your recovery. —OR— A story with all kinds of trigger warnings wrapped up into the first chapter.

Author’s Note:

***IMPORTANT!!!*** THIS CHAPTER IS FILLED WITH TRIGGER WARNINGS. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ TAGS AND WARNINGS BEFORE PROCEEDING.

If you are uncomfortable or triggered by gun violence, blood, rape/non-con, alcoholism, or suicide, do NOT read this. My main validation behind these scenes is due to the fact that I have experienced a few of them myself and the story would not be able to move forward without these traumas to overcome.

These subjects are not taken lightly and in no way do I support or encourage these topics. Smut and romance will be included in later chapters and I will do my best to make it easy to follow the story if you decide to skip this chapter.

For my followers, I know I’ve been gone for a while, but I hope you don’t mind this being my first release coming back. The overall plot line was based off a recommendation from @linoots from Tumblr (I received permission from them to write this type of content)

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Numbness. Numbness was a state of mind you had grown accustomed to. There was no reason in seeing ups or downs if all you would amount to after it was all said and done would be a pile of bones to fertilize a pointless tombstone. What’s sad is that everyone is striving for failure in one way or another. Poor bastards don’t even know it.

First of all, Lua, this is so amazing!!! You finally made a first comeback in 2024. I’m so sad to hear you had some bad experiences in the past, but I’m glad you overcame the traumas. Waiting for the next chapter😉

For whoever can’t handle the sensitive issue or may have experienced those warnings, I think you guys better don’t read this, as this story might trigger your mental health. Don’t blame us for not giving you any warnings if you insisted on reading the story.

ITS-HANNJISUNG NEW BLOG

Hii everyone!!! SOOOO ya girl Hannji is a total fucking idiot LOL i wanna die..

I am so so SO done with this week 🙃

lowkey wanna crawl in a hole and just be alone for a couple weeks...

I accidentally deleted my entire blog...

THE ENTIRE THING!

that's right... Its-hannjisung is no more and i'm on the verge of a breakdown bc of how stupid i am lol fuck.

while attempting to delete my secondary blog, I actually deleted my entire fucking blog like an absolute idiot 😭😭😭

After the weeks I've been having, this was my final straw LOL

somebody actually murder me rn plz I WILL PAY YOU

ANYWAYS

As of rn everything I've been working on (all my drabbles and series and faketexts and shit) will be on hiatus until I can work my blog back up to what it was before.

I am so so so so SO SO SORRY!

Please bear with me.

All My Love

Hannji

Everyone who follow her previous account (@its-hannjisung) please follow her new account and give her so much love. She accidentally delete her account and in distress situation right now, hope you all can help her gain back the strength she lost.

She is the one who wrote about Jisung’s pirate au, The blackened heart: Mini series

Wolfgang

Summary: After your parents were murdered by werewolf hunters, you had to run away. You had to save yourself from going through the same tragic fate and that leaves you to being a lone wolf. Thankfully, moving to a new town led you to meeting new people and possibly a new family.

Theme: werewolf au, strangers to lovers

Genre: smidge of action, fluff, slightly suggestive

Warnings: mentions of slight nudity and violence, gets a little steamy near the end but nothing too detailed

WC: 6.6k

Pairing: Alpha!Minho x Omega!FemReader

a/n: Hi :) Obviously werewolf skz is just *chef's kiss* so of course I had to write about it. So here's a Minho one ;)

Due to your parent’s unfortunate death, you had to move away to avoid being caught by the same hunters who killed them. By moving cities, it means moving schools too. Before this, you were in your dad’s pack which only consists of your mom, your dad and you. Now that they’re gone, it leaves you to being a lone wolf.

Hence, why you managed to enrol yourself into this new school after finding yourself a cheap rundown apartment.

❄︎ Not Over you ❄︎

↳ Pairing: Minho x Reader

❧ Genre : demon Minho / dad Minho (kind of) / exes to lovers / fluff / smut / slight angst

❧ Warnings: oral (f), spanking, overstimulation, hair pulling, unprotected sex

❧ Words: +17k

❧ Summary: Minho had it all. He was strong, powerful and beautiful. An immortal that people either loved or feared. Except you. You, a simple human. You who he loved so dearly. And yet, You who had left him heartbroken.

❧ A/N: Hi guys! It's finally out! I hope you enjoy it as much as I did while writing ♥. Thank you wifey for dealing with my bullshits and helping me out ♥

Likes and reblogs are appreciated. Don't hesitate to tell me what you thought about it ♥

❧ Taglist: @hoes4lino , @queenmea604 , @devilsmatches , @straykeedz , @kangyeonie , @malunar28replies , @amastaa , @yoontaethings

Minho thought that after being alive for nearly five thousand years, nothing in this world (or another) could surprise him anymore.

Wrong. Terribly wrong. 

The moment he opened his door and found you shivering and looking terribly worn out, he knew the world had come to its end. Because why would you, his ex-girlfriend, the love of his life, be standing at his doorsteps after almost three years of absence? 

He stared at you, unmoving, face blank, mind empty. It had to be a trick. Or maybe he had finally lost his mind from being so old. It had to be his imagination, his restless mind playing a very dirty trick. Minho closed his eyes, took a deep breath and when he opened his eyes once more, you were still here. No. It wasn’t a trick and it wasn’t just his imagination. 

“What-“ He started and stopped. What was he supposed to say? The urge to slam the door right to your face was so tempting. It was what he was supposed to do. He offered you his heart on a plate, he offered you the world and you trampled on it and left without looking back. And yet, he couldn’t do it. Not when you looked like a ghost, a shadow of yourself. Whatever had happened to you, left a mark on you and despite his anger, his resentment, he couldn’t ignore the tug at his heart. He worried. 

“I’m sorry.” You finally found your voice. Being in his presence overwhelmed you in so many ways. Being finally face to face with him hurt more than you had expected. You knew, going to Minho was a risk; for your heart that despite your choice, never fully recovered, but also for your life. You knew, deep inside you, that no matter how angry, how petty Minho could get, he would never hurt you but you couldn’t control your fears.

Minho opened his mouth, a snarky comment right on the tip of his tongue but all of it vanished the moment his eyes finally fell on what you were holding in your arms. Too stunned with your presence, the dark green blanket pressed tightly against your chest went completely unnoticed. Until now. As he stared at it, he quickly realized that it wasn’t the blanket you were clenching so tightly against you, as if you were scared someone would try to steal it from you. No, it wasn’t just a blanket. Warmth and pure innocence radiated from within the blanket.

Minho took a step back. Surprise, fear and hurt flashed all at once in his eyes. And yet, one question remained. Why were you at his doorstep with a baby?

“I-“ You hesitated as your eyes went back and forth between your little baby and him. “I didn’t know where else to go.” It was the lamest excuse you could come up with but it was also the truth. Of course, there was a whole story behind your presence and you knew, inevitably, you would have to share it with him.

“You got to be kidding me.” Minho growled, frustrated with your explanation. “You come back three years later and with a baby on top of that.” To say that Minho was not amused would be the understatement of the century. He drew nearer, stopping inches from you.

OMG!!! This is amazing, I love the interaction between Minho and Hana. I also wished Hana is Minho’s daughter, demon! Minho made my knees goes weak🫠

2023 a year

Jan: I fell in love with skz (although I knew of them).

Feb: Went to my first kpop concert, then 3 more throughout the year.

March: Read fanfic for the first time 👀

April: Wrote fanfic for the first time 👀😱 and joined Ao3

June: had a breast lift/reduction… finally after years of wanting to.

July: Joined Tumblr, made some besties here as well as on a fb group.

July to Nov: immersed myself in smutty stories. Deepened friendships.

November: diagnosed with adhd.

December: had a birthday. Late 30s now ppl (how???)

In 2023 I finally found “my” people. The ones whom I can be myself around. Have any conversation with. Cheer on, be cheered on by, share our troubles together and our deepest feelings without feeling judged.

My marriage has been livelier than it’s ever been… if you know what I mean 🤫🫢💦

I’ve explored in my mind fantasies, kinks (alien Han) and been opened up to so many interesting ideas, combinations and situations through fanfic.

Skz allowed that to happen. They were the catalyst for how my path panned out this year.

But I feel the most important and most meaningful aspect to 2023, that I could never have planned, is the connection and friendships that I’ve been lucky enough to be part of.

@channieandhisgoonsquad @lyramundana @2chopsticks2eyes @chansmanda @its-hannjisung @noellllslut @thatonenoona @antoniorhinothethird @queenmea604 @queen-in-the-shadows @bethanysnow @weareapackofstrays your friendship and support means so much to me my loves.

I know that I am late for this as now already the year of 2024.

But I also feel grateful for having you and other friends on Tumblr to share our thirst thought, I appreciate the bond we built over past year ago and made me recap back how we had a little interaction until we becomes friend. I want to built another good moment or memories with you until I don’t want to think about marriage in future, you don’t know how much I treasure this friendship with you, Sorsha.

Have a good New Year with your family, eat something delicious and tell me what did you do with your family on New Year, Happy 2024 to you. I love you my bestie😘❤️‍🔥

I still can't fucking comment and message. Even the posts that I reblogged that I thought were properly posted doesn't show up. I can see it here on my page but when I look at the post's reblogs it's not there.

This is so frustrating. I thought I was just probably banned for a certain amount of time with how much I comment and message people (I'm messaging people before blocking them).

But it's been weeks. I tried clearing the cache, clearing the data, uninstalling the app and then reinstalling, restarting my phone, deleting more files from my storage but nothing.

I don't even really understand how Tumblr works before that much and now I am completely lost. I've already gotten over a flu and now I'm almost cured of a UTI and I STILL can't use this app like before. Fuck.

The first picture of yours, I used to have the same problem and I panic when I can't comments but I discovered that some words makes that happens and after I rearrange back my words. I can comments like usual, I don't know what happen to you but I hope everthing will solved bcs I also miss interacting with you🥹🥹

Dear, I think someone report your account until you get shadowbanned. You just continue send help at Tumblr support and made your blog back to normal. I really miss you😭😭

dirty talk sentences i feel like chan would say in bed because i’m bored and need him biblically

Oh gawd ... 😫 my delulu brain going haywire again 😭 All I want is one fucking night ... just one ... more would be better but if I only had the choice of one or none I'll take the one!! @moonlightndaydreams @bethanysnow @channieandhisgoonsquad @noellllslut @antoniorhinothethird

Oh my fucking god @chansmanda 🥵🥵🥵 “use that fucking cock baby, use it” really got me!!!!

@chansmanda @moonlightndaydreams oh god. This made my cunt feel so, so empty.One night is more than plenty, I’d take the 10 minutes offer🥵 and that quote😫 good lord, I’m in need. 🧎‍♀️

@idkluvutellme suffer. 😘

@noellllslut the last sentence “ keep going baby, don't stop ” made me feel tingles on my cunt after I read the words. Honestly, my panties are almost💦💦 in public but I hold them for my own dignity. 🫣😫

Tagged by @missmaniac25, the ever lovely <33, to take this quiz and then post my results and my SKZ bias :)))

Tagging people!! (Tbh I don’t have any moots on here so I’m tagging people I like. Feel free to participate or not :)))

@cheeseceli @sluttywonwoo @incorrectskzquotes

Nah this is so cute😭 thank u for tagging me @ronnierites I'm in love with my results ngl

I don't have much moots as well but I'd like to tag @astraysimp and @hyunjinvoid

Feel free to join the quiz (or not)!! If you do join lemme know the results 🫰

okay wait no not us both getting Storge and being Han biased? (Im ot8 but definitely Han/Seungmin/Innie rank top 😅😅) fucking crazy

@bethanysnow @channieandhisgoonsquad @moonlightndaydreams @queenmea604

@chansmanda @its-hannjisung @channieandhisgoonsquad you’ve been tagged already I see.

Thank you for the tag! This was so cute & fun!

Take the quiz (OP linked) and then take a pic of your results & post with a pic of your bias. I am a Jisungie biased but I am also wrecked daily by ot7 so..☺️

@noellllslut @queenmea604 @jomaha93-blog @jenniferblaz

Thanks for the tags @queen-in-the-shadows @channieandhisgoonsquad & @its-hannjisung

I'm the only one different from people I knew, and it's kind of embarrassing to share this, but I still play it. My bias is ot8, but I have some soft spots for Minho🤭🤭

@thightswideforhanin @lyramundana @2chopsticks2eyes @minsungisvreal @hanjisunglover @roseykat

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I absolutely need the button to fail him! Please bust open so I can get a full look! Oh my god how I want to lick his nipples! I’ve just got it so bad for him. Imagine running your hands up and down his bare chest!!!! Imagine!!!! 😫😫😫😫😫

@channieandhisgoonsquad @chansmanda @noellllslut

I don’t think any of us whores would survive seeing his full bare chest. Not any of us. We would all die from a heart attack and the cause of death on our certificates would say “Hannie”

@noellllslut @chansmanda @moonlightndaydreams @its-hannjisung

@channieandhisgoonsquad that is so true! They need to be very careful not to kill off their fan base.

@moonlightndaydreams @queenmea604 @channieandhisgoonsquad you guys are killing me so so bad 😭😩😩

Even though we haven't seen a full view of it, I am OBSESSED with Jisungs torso. His tummy, his broad chest, his shoulders and arms. Fuck 🥵

Imagine just tying him to a bed and blindfolding him before slowly biting and marking every inch of skin you can find. Wet hot kisses traced from his earlobe all the way down to the base of his throat, followed by a sharp nibble to his collarbone. His lack of sight mixed with being tied down only making him that much more needy & desperate. Teeth lightly grazing his nipples, just enough to make him buck his hips up into you, begging for you to touch him. A soft kiss to his hardened bud and a kitten lick, and he's practically cumming in his pants right there. He's just so desperate and horny. He just needs you to take care of him.

You pull away and he whimpers so loudly is almost comical before your fingers slid up his waist and began playing with his sensitive little buds. And he's all 🥺🥺 trying not to cum from nipply play alone, but he just loves you so much that he can't help it.

After all is said and done, you two cuddle softly in his bed, your head on his broad, toned chest, just listening to his heart beating beneath your ear. His hand is rubbing up and down your bare back, sweat and steam sticking the two of you together from the naughty things you guys did together. His big, muscular arms wrapping around you lovingly and squeezing you to him while he plants little kisses across your face, followed by "I love you Jagi."

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Fuck me. I'm making myself emotional 😭😂

Han Jisung, I need you so bad 😫😫

@its-hannjisung I give you an applause for making this, you seem to know what's on our minds. I couldn't say anything further about this scenarios. You already said everthing what's inside my brain.

I absolutely need the button to fail him! Please bust open so I can get a full look! Oh my god how I want to lick his nipples! I’ve just got it so bad for him. Imagine running your hands up and down his bare chest!!!! Imagine!!!! 😫😫😫😫😫

@channieandhisgoonsquad @chansmanda @noellllslut

I don’t think any of us whores would survive seeing his full bare chest. Not any of us. We would all die from a heart attack and the cause of death on our certificates would say “Hannie”

@noellllslut @chansmanda @moonlightndaydreams @its-hannjisung

@channieandhisgoonsquad that is so true! They need to be very careful not to kill off their fan base.

@channieandhisgoonsquad @moonlightndaydreams not only his bare chest make people fell apart but his waist, tummy and slim legs also made us whoring over him

I’m not doing well after this. So many thoughts of Minho doing nasty things to my cervix 🤣😵‍💫🥵💦💦💦💦💀

Hahaha... It's your own fault for sent me the ask, I just want to makes you have more wild imagination of him🤣🤣