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We know a lot of trauma between laudanda and the others, and I *know* there's some history of abuse from amanda to miri, but what are things like between Bellanda and Amanda? Not good I assume, but that's the relationship I know the least about-

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well, considering a certain incident in the past that's well into "spoilers for things i may never write but fundamentally influence everything else happening", safe to say that bellanda fucking hates amanda. just. hates hates hates her. the only people she hates more than amanda are laudanda and the king, which, okay, i am just listing off her associated family members here, but she does hate her for a very good reason.

bellanda thinks amanda is a scummy, manipulative piece of shit, who constantly plays up being the "best" of all the sisters just because that's what gets people alone in locked rooms with her, and bellanda has very few illusions about anything that amanda does being motivated by anything more than what she can get out of it and how much power can she hold over any given person. her particular hatred towards amanda is the hatred towards someone who will lie to your face and pretend to be your friend and offer a pathway of endless comforts and praise and promising that she's not like everyone else, only for her to turn and make all her ulterior motives known the second some better opportunity comes by, something she can use to cash in all her good favors, paving her way up by selling off the last people who were her favorites.

the fact that miranda, for a while in her youth, implicitly trusted amanda and thought that she was nice, almost certainly motivates these feelings.

amanda, in turn, is..... well, she hates bellanda too, but for different reasons... and partially, she's even amused by bellanda? she thinks it's funny. the merkingdom is one big joke and all the people running it clearly don't know what they're doing, so busy stabbing each other in the back that they'll let blatant mistakes that everyone knows about just walk around in public, and no one will say anything about it, but they all know it. yeah, sure. oust HER from the entire line of inheritance and treat her like the least popular kid at lunch, but just let that thing continue to live and exist where everyone can see her and not even demand she give up her claim to the throne. sure. why the fuck not.

she hates bellanda in part for taking away the queen, and blames her death on bellanda (not an unpopular choice, there...), but there's something darkly comic about the entire thing to her. she doesn't even register bellanda as dangerous or anything. mostly she thinks she's a danger to the throne, in the same way someone doing something really stupid with their pet dog is dangerous, in the way that you know that one day they are going to be bit and it's obvious to everyone who sees it. but she thinks bellanda doesn't even have what little popularity in the courts amanda has, and her only real leverage is the fact that SOMEHOW the throne decided it was a good idea to stick her in charge of the entire military, and everyone needs them for something.

they pretty strictly avoid each other for the obvious reasons, but also neither of their jobs has much overlap or interaction with the other, so they have plenty of excuses to go long periods of time without seeing each other. something that bellanda wishes she could say about laudanda, but alas.

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Well well well now! How does Bellanda handle life with her two older and one younger sister? Many warm and positive memories from her, I’m sure :))))))

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mostly she handles life with her older sisters by avoiding them and exclusively socializing with whatever military personnel she can justify keeping around without invoking questions of hierarchy.

as for her younger sister, she is thankful that her position does put her in constant contact with miranda's and that a significant part of what she has to do involves working with effectively miranda's department, and she has the additional excuse to hang around miranda even moreso to play body guard - no one would really insist that it isn't appropriate for the crown princess to be overseen and watched over by the chief warlord. with miranda's ambassador duties, she has been forced to spend a lot less time with miranda, being as she doesn't have a lot of reasons to go inland herself, but has been trying to find as many excuses as she can to go keep miranda company.

i've said before that bellanda is basically miranda's caretaker, and she got parentified hard into being the one responsible for miranda, and this is primarily what defines their relationship... it's very close, not just a lot closer than they are to either of their eldest sisters, but closer to each other than basically anyone else in the world. both of them effectively only truly trust each other (which is why it takes so long for aaravi to earn that trust as well), and both of them effectively are dependent on each other for a lot of their emotional and mental stability.... miranda's the only one bellanda feels safe letting her guard down around, the only person who sees her at her lowest and most vulnerable, and bellanda's the only person miranda willing shares all of herself with, every piece that even she isn't fully capable of handling on her own. bellanda's often the person responsible for a lot of miranda's physical needs, trying to encourage her to eat, helping her through episodes, being someone who she can go to for comfort after chronic nightmares.

but they do have to be professional in public, and if it were more public knowledge that they cared about each other less as political objects and more as people and sisters, then the other low royals would be very upset about this entire thing. mostly, because politics ARE relationships, in the merkingdom. in the same way the family line is a kind of maintained miivt'ia, so too do all political affiliations have to occur through this kind of system. but, because the family line is the miivt'ia, it would be EXTREMELY improper for any of that family line to then have their OWN miivt'ia, unconnected and unrelated from how the politics and familial lineage works. that would be biasing, that would be unfair agreements occurring behind closed doors, agreements that the other low royals cannot ever have a chance of partaking in, and it would be intentionally undermining the family line, presenting them as less unified than they SHOULD be.

but, even if the exact extent of it all goes hidden in public, they do care very heavily for each other. basically all of miranda's positive memories as a child come from bellanda - playing with her, singing with her, sleeping next to her, eating snacks with her, exploring the royal gardens, things of that nature. bellanda was the cooler older sister, but she wasn't so far removed from miranda's age to be unrelatable to her, still being a child herself. bellanda kept her safe, bellanda looked out for her, and so miranda clung onto her in the way that only a little baby sister can, especially when she was a shy and easily frightened kid.

(in a lot of ways, miranda's still that shy and easily frightened kid, hiding next to bellanda's side or clinging onto her tail.)

bellanda actually didn't like miranda when she first came into her life — but, again, story for another time. and it's hard, when you're 7, to hate a wiggly little pastel pink thing, especially when neither of them have anyone else to look out for them. bellanda's always been vulnerable to cute things, and miranda was just one of the first examples of that.

but, well. bellanda doesn't always trust miranda with everything. she is still trying to be the big sister, still trying to protect miranda, and she is still scared that miranda might turn out like the eldest two, that she might prove to be more loyal to the merkingdom than to bellanda. she's still so scared of losing miranda, of losing what little meaning she could find when everything else fell apart around her, of losing what she was cultivated to think of as her only purpose left to live. she's scared of how vulnerable miranda is, how small and how little she is compared to bellanda still, even if it's been years, even if she should have grown up by now, how easy it would be for someone else to use her or for her to not understand, for something to be taken from miranda. miranda can't be allowed to know everything, because she's too important, and bellanda isn't.

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im really interested in the "people" side of the "slotting miranda into eifur a people or a non-human"... it seems really obvious to dehumanize her but the other, equally unfair side sounds like its own kind of hell. treating an exotic animal like its domestic, etc

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to be fair, i'm talking about her being both a person AND nonhuman! where the definition of person that i'm using, in this case, being the philosophical one, that a person is a member of your moral community.

which is to say, other people tend to treat her as either "person and human" or "not a person and nonhuman", not both, because both is hard to reconcile in their minds.

like, it goes both ways. there are people who default so hard to her being a person, that they forget that she does have different needs and different requirements and won't navigate the world like them. they might judge her more harshly for her physical needs, like how she needs special furniture just to be able to sit down, or can't have too much freshwater, or has a much lower endurance than them, or that too much bright light really hurts her eyes, or that she can't eat all the things they do and they will hurt her.

but also on a more elaborate sense... you get how few people consider her form of relationships and her feelings to be real or worth consideration. you get the gender thing, where people are so eager to gender her and shove her into this system that they ignore how deeply uncomfortable it makes her and how much she hates being judged by criteria she never consented to. you get how few people realize she has higher social needs than them, and end up telling her off for being clingy or needy. you get how she's literally damaging her hips, ankles, and knees in a pretty severe way by forcing herself to walk bipedally, because people don't respect her as a person if she doesn't. you get how freakishly quiet she is as a merfolk, because she can't sing to socialize over long distances and affirm social bonds like how merfolk do, because the landfolk don't like it and find it anywhere between noisy, annoying, or painful. you have people touching her in ways she doesn't or can't consent to, that's painful to her. you get how little her emotionality is respected unless she does so in a way immediately digestible to others. you get landfolk doing things to her that are putting them in an incredibly dangerous position and which miranda directly warns them against, and then blaming her for "acting out" when they get hurt.

a lot of this isn't even intentional, either. i've mentioned before that she has a lot of miivt'ia feelings for the other ROs, basically a crush, and the way that they interact and talk to her is very much like how a miivt'ia would do so! but, also, they aren't a miivt'ia. they don't know what that is. but this means they also do contradictory things, and turn punishing on miranda for expecting them to still treat her like miivt'ia. for her, this inconsistency is like if your coworker came in one day, insisted to everyone that you were married, kissed you and did intimate things together with you, but the next day got angry at you for saying you were in a relationship and didn't want to talk to you or be associated with you. and she has to deal with that constant relationship roulette, because no one is helping to reconcile these differences or expectations, and they'd either have to fully become miivt'ia with miranda or stop doing a lot of things they associate as being a part of close friendship with her. it's a lot and it's complicated.

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Anonymous asked:

In regards to your AU, what's Aaravi's relationship with Bellanda like? I feel like it's safe to assume she doesn't care for Laudanda and Amanda, so I'm curious as to how well she gets on with the sister Miranda's closest to.

(Also, thank you for opening my eyes to Miravi. I was pretty neutral on it until I stumbled across your art and ramblings about them, and now I have three fanfic WIP's for them and am currently naming their fankids)

ironically i havent been writing very much about bellanda yet, despite her having a fairly large role in the story regardless. mostly this is just me not being happy with how i write her just yet - i know WHAT i want to do with her and how she acts, but getting her voice nailed down in my brain is a different matter (and one that i always struggle with anyways)

the important thing to understand first about bellanda is that her and miranda are heavily codependent.

I fucking hate that the general response to RFK Jr's eugenist take on autistic people is "autistic people do pay taxes, autistic people do work, autistic people do date!"

Some autistic people don't and that shouldn't make them less worthy of life. Some autistic people do need constant help and support and that shouldn't make them less worthy of life.

Once again we're falling in the right wing trap of :

  1. They make a hateful, fascist statement
  2. Instead of focusing on the fact that it is hateful and fascist we try to show them that they are factually wrong
  3. We throw our own allies and the most vulnerable of us under the bus in the process
  4. We legitimise an only slightly less hateful, fascist view as we go
  5. They have completed their goal of making us accept the still hateful, fascist second version, hurrah. What a victory.

Right now what we're getting to with that is that autistic people who can work and pay taxes are okay, and the others aren't. Fuck this shit.

Same thing happens with the people who are being deported ("they have a visa!", "they didn't even have a criminal record!" -> even if they didn't have a visa, even if they did have a criminal record, deporting them and detaining them in what's essentially a concentration camp wouldn't be okay, you absolute tools of fascism.)

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The earth wheel.

This is a Wardi symbolic motif that represents God and the world in totality, and embodies the philosophy of life at large being sustained by perpetual cycles of death and birth, from human and animal life, to the world's seasons, to the sun and moons.

The wheel can be simplified into a basic design of a circle with a cross through it, though this more elaborate form has emerged and become prominent as a confluence of different symbols, and depicts a near-complete cosmological worldview. The full wheel has an outer and inner circle, four suns along the spokes, a lotus at the center, and two connected serpents surrounding it.

The earth wheel is most succinctly a model of the cycles of human life and the seasons, which are reckoned as following the same basic patterns. To this end, it is partially an abstract representation of the solar calendar, which is divided up into two great seasons and subdivided into four suns (months are divided separately as twelve 30-day months and one 5-day intercalary month, and not represented in this symbol).

The season Anaemache starts after the winter solstice on the solar calendar. It is divided into two suns, Inyaweno (the newborn sun after the winter solstice) and Anijinya (the ripening sun after the spring equinox), and Roughly contains the winter and spring seasons. It is the time in which most crops are planted and most rain falls, when most livestock and wild animals give birth, when the earth sees renewal and peak growth, the sun is reborn and the days grow long. On the wheel, it is represented by the dark half of the outer circle, with the color black being partly associated with purity of water, fertile potential, good soil, and feminine qualities.

This season is considered analogous to gestation, birth, childhood, and the cusp of adulthood in the human lifecycle, when the body is young and strong and reaching its prime.

The season Inyamache starts after the summer solstice on the solar calendar. It is divided into two suns, Inyare (the mature, waning sun after the summer solstice) and Tlinya (the dying sun after the autumn equinox), and Roughly contains the summer and autumn seasons. It is the time where most crops are harvested, when most livestock and wild animals breed, little rain falls and plants begin to wither, the days grow shorter and the sun finally dies. On the wheel, it is represented by the light half, with the color white being associated with purity of light, transformation, sunlight, and masculine qualities.

This season is considered analogous to adulthood, procreation, aging, and death in the human life cycle, when a person's purpose shifts to tending the next generation and their body passes out of its prime and nears its end.

This solar calendar-based wheel does not intend to measure the material conditions of the seasons with great accuracy (Inyamache conditions take up more of the year than Anaemache, for one thing), but rather to represent and unify the changes of the sun, earth, and human life under the same philosophical model.

The internal structure of the wheel symbolizes the earth itself and life within. The darkened half in this portion is representative of death and night, the lightened half is birth and day. A lotus motif fills the center, indicative of life itself being perpetually sustained by these cycles, and a representation of God's dead physical body being renewed into a living earth. Lotuses are very central symbols of birth, fertility, and seasonal renewal, and most variants of the creation story describe both God and the first people either emerging Like or As lotuses (the mythical first man Hounyari's name is a compounded 'first of the lotuses').

The spokes represent four great transitional periods of human life, being one's birth, coming of age, procreation, and death. All of these transitions support the movement of the greater wheel and are necessary for the perpetuation of life and of one's people. The spokes also represent the solstices and equinoxes, which can be symbolically compared to these transitional periods (most straightforwardly with the winter solstice and death + the summer solstice + adulthood). They are additionally sometimes framed as representing the cardinal directions, particularly with east and west having birth/death associations respectively due to the daily movements of the sun and the remnants of old beliefs that the afterlife (or its entrance) was located past the western horizon where the sun sets.

The center typically either includes one of the logograms representing God (itself partially consisting of the same earth wheel motif), or just a smaller, simplified wheel. From the wheel-as-God angle, this hub is the deity's soul, the inner circle is Its body/earth, and the outer circle, serpents, or both can represent Its flowing living spirit and perpetual motions. The eating and being eaten form of these vipers can be seen as an angle on the human-God relationship, representing the connectivity between the living spirits of people and God, and the duty of mutual sacrifice to sustain a greater cycle. If the pathway of their interacting bodies is broken, the whole wheel falls apart.

The serpents can alternatively be interpreted as representations of the primordial sea and sky (with God having emerged from their interplay), or more commonly as God in Its pre-creation primordial form As sea and sky in interaction. From the astronomical model standpoint, the two-as-one serpents can also be seen as God as Kusomache (almost always depicted as conjoined or two headed serpents), which governs the movements of the heavens, forms the pathway to the afterlife, and carries human souls into the bodies of infants at birth.

Serpents themselves fall under the category of 'symbols of rebirth', recognized in their ability to shed their skin. The snakes depicted on the earth wheel are usually vipers (most specifically abstractions of the tahamit viper, the most dangerous but also most culturally valued). These are among the animals considered sacred (though on the feared side) in the Wardi worldview, epitomizing death and rebirth via their skin shedding, their ability to give live birth, and the death-dealing qualities of their venom.

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