Jesus crhist im hingry today

i hate being at home bc i cba to cook properly so i just eat eat eat eat

And i cant have eggs

And i REALLY WANT A PROTEIN BAR

Cries

Update im going to tescos to get one

I need a cigarette and to fucking die

reblog this if your blog is a safe space on april fools and won’t have any jumpers, screamers, or anything scary or anxiety inducing

WIEIAD BC EATING IS FOR COOL PPL

Breakfast: two peices of low kcal toast with butter. Tasted ass so i had a apricot yoghurt pot too

I love yoghurt sm bro

I cannot WAIT for strawberry season to eat w my prorridge. Chocolate portdige and strawberries…..

My mouth is watering

Snack: donuts idk how many like a good amount and a cookie my friend (crush) made me

idk why i ate the donuts they were a bit cold but they tasted alr lol

Cookie was solid very solid yummy

Lunch: dhai vada and a bit more cookie

Kinda mid bc soggy and it was a hard meal bc my dumb fuck of a friend started talking abt kcals which was kinda triggering even tjo i went to her house and explained the recoveey shit and the stuff she needed to do

And all she said was ‘oops my bad lol’ like wtf

And on the day i told her she was like

Ok wait

Me: recivery blah blah wanna eat stuff tryna reciver wanna be built

Her: preach.

Me: yipee

Her: yk i literally wat nothing then eat some unhelahty shit then i loose weight lol.

Whoch was triggering AS FUCK

and she stull didnt gaf

Atleast @minty-fresh-toothpaste is cool (lysm dont die plz your my best friend)

Snack: more donut and cookie and dark chocolate bc why not and three go ahead crackers and a plain rice cake

Dinner: PANEER (my fav) and naan

I weighed myself halfway through the day (6-7pm) and gained 1kg sonce the morning whcih triggered me alot but ill stay strong

I mean i did eat alot of sugar today

Tommorow i wont eat as much bc i dont want to trigger myself again ykwim?

Like also trying to reduce my sugar intake bc i have no control :|

Like i iverate today by like any standard, and ig ghe amount of sugar i ate didnt help lol.

I frel ass. School is very triggeri in recovery, bc like everyone around me either makes fat jokes. Doesnt eat, or is skinnier than me and calls themselves fat.

I feel shit, so im maybe gonna start journalling?

If anyone has any self recovery tips DM please

Also cba to make more of these bc i literally js cba 😀

FUCK YEAH BROTHER!!

the fat jokes are so annoying they're not even funny they're just mean

also yes journal is a good idea. i write in mine whenever im feeling sad and i have such a strong emotional attachment to mine it's weird. this one time i wanted to write in it but i couldn't find it and i started crying and shaking. i had other empty notebooks in my room but those just don't have the same connection i have to this shitty ass book.

Also the cryi bf isnso baded

WIEIAD BC EATING IS FOR COOL PPL

Breakfast: two peices of low kcal toast with butter. Tasted ass so i had a apricot yoghurt pot too

I love yoghurt sm bro

I cannot WAIT for strawberry season to eat w my prorridge. Chocolate portdige and strawberries…..

My mouth is watering

Snack: donuts idk how many like a good amount and a cookie my friend (crush) made me

idk why i ate the donuts they were a bit cold but they tasted alr lol

Cookie was solid very solid yummy

Lunch: dhai vada and a bit more cookie

Kinda mid bc soggy and it was a hard meal bc my dumb fuck of a friend started talking abt kcals which was kinda triggering even tjo i went to her house and explained the recoveey shit and the stuff she needed to do

And all she said was ‘oops my bad lol’ like wtf

And on the day i told her she was like

Ok wait

Me: recivery blah blah wanna eat stuff tryna reciver wanna be built

Her: preach.

Me: yipee

Her: yk i literally wat nothing then eat some unhelahty shit then i loose weight lol.

Whoch was triggering AS FUCK

and she stull didnt gaf

Atleast @minty-fresh-toothpaste is cool (lysm dont die plz your my best friend)

Snack: more donut and cookie and dark chocolate bc why not and three go ahead crackers and a plain rice cake

Dinner: PANEER (my fav) and naan

I weighed myself halfway through the day (6-7pm) and gained 1kg sonce the morning whcih triggered me alot but ill stay strong

I mean i did eat alot of sugar today

Tommorow i wont eat as much bc i dont want to trigger myself again ykwim?

Like also trying to reduce my sugar intake bc i have no control :|

Like i iverate today by like any standard, and ig ghe amount of sugar i ate didnt help lol.

I frel ass. School is very triggeri in recovery, bc like everyone around me either makes fat jokes. Doesnt eat, or is skinnier than me and calls themselves fat.

I feel shit, so im maybe gonna start journalling?

If anyone has any self recovery tips DM please

Also cba to make more of these bc i literally js cba 😀

FUCK YEAH BROTHER!!

the fat jokes are so annoying they're not even funny they're just mean

also yes journal is a good idea. i write in mine whenever im feeling sad and i have such a strong emotional attachment to mine it's weird. this one time i wanted to write in it but i couldn't find it and i started crying and shaking. i had other empty notebooks in my room but those just don't have the same connection i have to this shitty ass book.

OML i have one from when i was 11 and ive writteen in it since. Its like supposed to be a documently my life as a trans bitch

But ended up being a write when i sad

I want a prettier one

PSA:

1. If you are not silly, it is vital you become silly

2. If you are silly, you must stay silly

2. If you used to be silly but have stopped, you must make all efforts to return to silliness

2. Help the people around you to be silly

Excellent addition!

Hey did you know that you can’t escape fatphobia even after death? The article talks about how these donated bodies are used for first year anatomy students to study the body, and how the 'perfect' body for that should be 170-180 pounds.

“The storage is one issue, but when you are obese, there’s a lot of tissue everywhere. The students don’t get as good a learning opportunity.”

"That program limits donors to between 170 pounds and 180 pounds, though an exceptionally tall donor might be allowed at 190.

“It’s the maximum our equipment will handle,” Powers said.

Sounds like they just need newer and better equipment?

"Obese bodies are more difficult, time-consuming and unpleasant to study, said Wade, who also heads his state’s anatomy board."

Ah yes, we've arrived at the real reason..

Quick question, if fat bodies are not accepted as potential cadavers for medical students to study on then what are the consequences for that?

Fat people are dismissed medically and are told to lose weight before even getting a chance to be examined. While alive. Then are rejected for further study after death. How many people died and will die because medical professionals are missing potential problems that could be diagnosed?

There are so many procedures where fat people have higher risk of post-surgical complications and overall worse outcome and it's always framed as an inescapable consequence of fatness that can only be solved through forcing/pressuring fat people to lose weight before surgery. But if surgeons are not trained to operate on fat bodies, the development of new procedures and clinical trials routinely exclude fat people, can we really assume that fat just makes everything inherently more difficult?

Why is it always "fat people have worse outcomes so they should lose weight" and never "fat people have worse outcomes after this procedure we developed on thin people, so we should further develop this procedure to improve fat people's outcomes"?

it's literally a skill issue. every accusation from a surgeon that you're 'too fat' to operate on is an indictment of their abilities and nothing else.

when I was a little kid at some point I got upset with my parents because I didn't have a crucifix in my bedroom and they did- I was like why do YOU get to be safe from vampires??? you're okay with me getting my blood sucked???? so we took a little trip to the catholic store but the one closest to us was run by a group of nuns that had been moved here from romania. I got a little baby pink cross and this sweet old nun was like 'aww, is this a baptism gift?' and I was like no. I need to be protected from vampires. and she immediately got SO serious and was like 'this is the best one we've got, you'll definitely be safe' and since she was literally from vampire land I was convinced she was like, van helsing. like the whole time my parents had been laughing about how cute my fear was but she literally Knew dracula and was taking my concerns seriously I held this over my parents for so long lmfao

Transylvania approved defense. I know Dracula was SHAKING in fear when he tried climbing through my window that night.

Customer started yelling at me because I was 1 minute late to open the shop so I banned him from shopping with us and locked the door on him. Play stupid games.

This man had the audacity to come back at the end of the day as I was closing up by the fucking way. Ranting and raving about how he had been mistreated and that no one had even bothered to reply to his complaint email all day

Well I had the UNBRIDLED joy of informing him that not only had I seen his email, which was insanely abusive towards me for the crime of being 1 minute late and not putting up with his shit first thing in the morning, but that I was also the manager who he demanded to speak to, and I’d now also had our IT team block his IP address from being able to contact us or order with us ever again.

I should’ve been allowed to castrate the man but this will have to do

Okay this got way more notes than I was expecting so I feel like I should add some important context here. I’m not management. I’m not even middle management I’m just some guy that works here. I don’t have the authority to do any of this I just like lying to customers

I wish I was a vampire

u don’t exist to be nice to look at, ur lungs are forever dancing in ur chest and ur hair has its very own unique pigment and pattern to it, what else could that be but one of the most precious things in the world far outweighing any superficial aesthetic standards

Thank you greengirllover I love you