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My name is Red

Adult [27]

They/It/Whatever

I have been in and out of therapy, hospitals, and psychiatry since I was 7 yrs old. I've been diagnosed with several different mental illnesses many times in my life...

This is a "mental health side blog" but really it's just my online diary ♡

Having a boyfriend is literally free

I’m stuck in my room because i have a fresh arm tattoo that’s not exactly fun to drive with and my little sister and her friends are hanging out in the kitchen so instead of doomscrolling or agonizing over creative projects i’m sending him pictures of various car parts and asking him to name them

wheeel……

I think he likes it?

I wasn’t crazy about this piece so I wasn’t intending on publicly posting it again, but it keeps getting stolen every five minutes so I figured I’d put it here so people at least know who to attribute the original thing to lmao

[Digital illustration, Procreate App, 2020]

the great reopening is today

i have never met an unpsychotic person who knows what it actually means to “not encourage the delusion” …not a single one

what “don’t encourage the delusion” means:

what it does not mean:

I don’t mean to trivialize psychosis by making a weird comparison, but this guide also serves as a handy checklist for helping someone through a bad drug trip. In both cases your number one priority is to get the person through whatever they’re dealing with unharmed.

i don’t think it’s trivializing at all, nor a weird comparison—as a psychotic person who has had psychotic episodes inadvertently triggered by drug use and/or worsened while trying to self-medicate with drugs, i think this is an important addition.

Just bought non alcoholic beer, alcohol removed wine and a margarita mix.

I bet the non alcoholic beer won't taste good but maybe. I know the alcohol removed wine slaps because I had it before.

I’m so bored idk what to do except sleep I need distractions

how to deal with anhedonia????

What can I say? This describes exactly how I feel. I'm so bored all the time, it's like chronic boredom, idfk. I'm just so tired and bored and indifferent at everything