**Trigger Warning**

I hope all my followers find their happiness so they won’t have to reblog my sad posts.

"everything will be alright" yeah maybe after I die

Something I think people who don’t live with chronic illness don’t understand is that there is a big difference between resting to get better and resting to avoid getting worse.

— Tony Robbins

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“what’s wrong with you?” bitch what isn’t

i'm really fucking scared this is all i will ever be

If I think of every single thing that can go wrong then I won't be surprised when it happens. check mate anxiety

anyone else ever wish they could lie down harder? Like, I'm already horizontal, but I need more horizontal. I need to be absorbed by the floor. I think that would fix me

I've been in the dark for way too long; I haven't seen the light since I was young

- Arrested Youth (It’s My Life I’m Taking It Back)

i’ve lost my youth and young adult life to mental illness and those are years i’ll never fucking get back and it’s not poetic it’s fucking devastating

Joy Sullivan, from Instructions for Traveling West: Poems; “Instructions for Traveling West”