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I had rather lie in the woolen!

@vilonnie / vilonnie.tumblr.com

from the river to the sea 🇵🇸 / hello, my name's esp and I'm having fun with my Vulnerable and Girlish Fallible Human Fantasies™! she/her or they/them pronouns, I’m U.S. american + mixed asian. artblog is @vilonnie-arts, enjoy my content!

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Palestinians who have reached out to me (part 2) [8/18/24 update]

Also see first post and 3rd post here (might move some of the ones here to there)

Please take time to look at their blogs for updates and read their stories in full!

Note: If anyone finds verification for the unvetted / ones i couldnt find, or any other mistakes/correction/info/updates that I miss, please let me know and i will update!

Please use your own discretion as well with the non-vetted ones, bear in mind that most of the people who used to vet campaigns don't / aren't able to anymore, and many new campaigns are still in huge need of support, so please consider checking them out too!

(Putting the general link to the vetted campaign spreadsheet referenced below here, since I keep reaching the link limit):

DONATE, SHARE AND SUPPORT HOWEVER YOU CAN

(might move more from here to part 3 due to link limit again, currently won't be adding new ones I think, but will still update existing, share and (try to) make lists for each day)

(link to the referenced spreadsheet is at the top, if you want to check any)

What is the fault of people flying from the bombing and we are afraid, please my friends, we have been taken out from the place where we were living and we do not know how long we will remain displaced, there is no food, no drink, there is no shelter Life is very difficult, please send us some money so we can live, the opportunity is available now

Hello friends I want to talk to you about Salem Salem a young man in the prime of his youth like all the other young people in the world wants to live his life freely but unfortunately this does not happen in Gaza Salem suffered a serious injury in his back which made him unable to move his lower part he cannot move his dream as a normal young man has been destroyed because he lives in Gaza this is our situation all of us please friends help Salem he is in dire need of money to undergo many dangerous surgeries please donate to Salem

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today i saw a child with no head, and a child with only the upper half of a body, and a journalist being burned alive in gaza. the fragments of children and burnt bodies of journalist from today will not make american news tomorrow, because american journalism should be in ashes instead of palestinian journalists

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me: hmm should I read another chapter of moby dick tonight OK sure why not :) what is this one? "fast fish and loose fish?" haha alright this will probably be another fun chapter about whale facts and the infinite tragedy of death and

moby dick: And what are you, reader, but a Loose-Fish and a Fast-Fish, too?

me:

me: alright I guess I'll stare at the wall in horror and think about how there is no corner of the world untouched by capitalism

"and what are you reader but a loose-fish and a fast-fish too" = "all girls are like the rose bride"

me: hmm should I read another chapter of moby dick tonight OK sure why not :) what is this one? "fast fish and loose fish?" haha alright this will probably be another fun chapter about whale facts and the infinite tragedy of death and

moby dick: And what are you, reader, but a Loose-Fish and a Fast-Fish, too?

me:

me: alright I guess I'll stare at the wall in horror and think about how there is no corner of the world untouched by capitalism

While cleaning out my room I found a paper that my therapist gave me some time ago to deal with obsessive and intrusive thoughts. Sorry the paper is a little crinkled and stained, but I figured I’d post it in hopes that it will help someone like it helped me.

Here it is again with text for anyone who can’t see the picture

  • That thought isn’t helpful right now.
  • Now is not the time to think about it. I can think about it later.
  • This is irrational. I’m going to let it go.
  • I won’t argue with an irrational thought.
  • This is not an emergency. I can slow down and think clearly about what I need.
  • This feels threatening and urgent, but it really isn’t.
  • I don’t have to be perfect to be OK.
  • I don’t have to figure out this question. The best thing to do is just drop it.
  • It’s OK to make mistakes.
  • I already know from my past experiences that these fears are irrational.
  • I have to take risks in order to be free. I’m willing to take this risk.
  • It’s OK that I just had that thought/image, and it doesn’t mean anything. I don’t have to pay attention to it.
  • I’m ready to move on now.
  • I can handle being wrong.
  • I don’t have to suffer like this. I deserve to feel comfortable.
  • That’s not my responsibility.
  • That’s not my problem.
  • I’ve done the best I can.
  • It’s good practice to let go of this worry. I want to practice.

wait am I seriously considering changing my class goals for marianne and leonie in the middle of my game again noooo what the fuck IT'S ALWAYS THESE TWO? sucks because holy knight fits them both for different reasons and dark flier/falcon knight works too... I love holy knight marianne first and foremost because not putting the horse girl on a horse kills me painfully </3 but also watching her find her strength and go from a downtrodden girl with no confidence to a genuine warrior rules severely like there's nothing you can say against that it is SO cool. also he is transmasc to me so this choice is self indulgent ehehe. but on the other hand I also love dark flier marianne because the death motifs you can do with that aesthetically are crazy it is literally insane. and plus she's so Creature. I also love how it speaks to her relationship with claude and hilda they are a team......

and then with leonie she makes for such a good holy knight because it acknowledges jeralt's influence on her while also making it her own BUT ALSO primarily because I adore her platonic relationship with byleth and the idea of her becoming a Holy knight specifically because she is the protector and right hand of the archbishop. oh it has my heart. but then on the other hand falcon knights are so fucking cool and I always want one on my team and falcon knights just objectively have a more awesome design than holy knights and I am superficial. okay. plus there is something so leonie about her literally growing her wings and Rising up from the muck and the mud... help me I'm trying so hard to pick my definitive versions of these characters this run and I am failing terribly

It's urgent ‼️🚨

Hello friends

I hope you are all well. I am grateful for your support of me and my kids and for standing by me, but there is very bad news Unfortunately, GoFundMe has closed the fundraiser for me and my kids. After freezing it for several months, approximately four months, and after submitting the information required for the review process, GoFundMe closed the fundraising today. After it reached $117,000, it gained 39,000 and lost approximately $73,000.

It will never be easy to reach this mileage. It took me a lot of time, effort, and effort to be able to save money for me, my children, and my family. If you receive a refund, please re-donate through the Chuffed.org link or the PayPal link. I need your support, standing by my side again, and all hope and trust in you

Thank you to all the supporters. I am happy for your generous support. I hope we continue like this until we reach the goal with all the love and respect that you have given us. Thank you. I am happy to know you all, my kind friends.🌙🌹♥️🫂

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Honestly, I mostly fuck with the Makoto Wildcard! AU just for the dynamic between Makoto and Sae during the worlds worst family therapy session interrogation.

Like Sae had to push down her grief over her father's death and immediately got a job in a competitive, male dominated field and almost lost her morals and ethics so that she can take care of her little sister. And then it turns out her sister is the leader of the Phantom Thieves and a murderer making everything she sacrificed for the past few years mean absolutely nothing and Sae is so So SO angry- until she opens the door to the interrogation room and sees her baby sister beaten, drugged and handcuffed at the table.

And Makoto, despite their fight earlier in the year and witnessing Sae's Palace, firmly believes her sister will save her.

unsung benefit i think a lot of ppl are sleeping on with using the public library is that i think its a great replacement for the dopamine hit some ppl get from online shopping. it kind of fills that niche of reserving something that you then get to anticipate the arrival of and enjoy when it arrives, but without like, the waste and the money.

bonus it ALSO fills that dopamine hit of in-person shopping. “oh I didn’t go in looking for this but hmm, I’m tempted… I can’t resist… oh ho ho I have made some irresponsible decisions at the library today [carrying my stack of ten random books]” and then it doesn’t even matter if you don’t like them because a) free b) you’re gonna give them back anyway

Librarian here! Please please please please PLEASE do this! We don’t have any way to know if you read them, and we don’t care! We’re happy to see those books go out because that helps our stats. And that affects how much money we can get.

So grab that silly paperback romance, and maybe this new YA fantasy, oh and check for the new movies too! And don’t forget to check Libby and hoopla for music and ebooks and e-audio.

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just heard the slur song start up from someone's phone in public and the speed with which they scrambled to silence it was incredible

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Australian vocabulary is interesting, because everything sounds goofy in a way that makes you feel like they don't take anything at all particularly seriously. Someone logs on tumblr in australia and makes a post like "damn my cousin got bing-a-bong babadook'd" and then there's seven posts arguing with OP about whether that's a normal expression or not, and while OP learns that nobody else anywhere else says that, everyone else learns that that's the australian term for when you're driving a lawn mower drunk as hell and accidentally run over a child.

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