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20's; she//they; eris vanserra apologist; secret swiftie; about me and rules; daily click for palastine; masterlist; fic recs; mdni
dividers by @rookthornesartistry
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20's; she//they; eris vanserra apologist; secret swiftie; about me and rules; daily click for palastine; masterlist; fic recs; mdni
dividers by @rookthornesartistry
Pairing: Eris x Azriel x reader | Current WC: 29.9k | warnings: emotional turmoil, canon violence, smut
Summary: secrets threaten to swallow you whole as you work up the courage to tell Azriel about being his mate. Unfortunately, you aren’t the only one with secrets
Next part coming soon!! (either later tonight or tomorrow 👀)
YAAAASDDDS OMG IM SO SANE ABT THIS SERIES
So anyway not to be inexcusably horny on main but um. Do we talk about Eris enough? I fear we do not. Remember how, especially in ACOWAR & ACOSF, SJM makes it a point to remind us Beron is the oldest, longest reigning High Lord? The most cruel one? A threat people have been trying to eliminate for centuries, if not more? Arguably, apart from Rhysand, Beron is the most powerful High Lord in Prythian, and even Rhysand approaches the idea of killing him with caution.
ANYWAY. I was skimming through WAR--
HIS VOICE WAS LOW WITH WARNING jesus christ -- Eris "Sit The Fuck Down" Vanserra vs Beron "Yes Son I'm Sat" Vanserra has got to be one of my favorite scenes in this book. Suddenly I'm remembering Eris is a direct result of two of the canonically most powerful bloodlines in Autumn and I CANNOT be chill about it. We have so many hints in that book that Eris is holding back and waiting for the right moment to strike and I can't help but wonder -- just how much of his power have we seen yet? And then there's this:
I'm going to ignore Azriel's obvious "The only thing I want to be facing is Eris's mattress" agenda for a moment here and focus on another thing -- the entire NC already considers Eris a threat. They already think he's dangerous enough that it's better to have him as their brother's boyfriend an ally than an enemy. Because what happens when he inevitably succeeds in killing Beron and becomes a HL himself? What happens when he no longer has to hide just how powerful he is so that Beron doesn't suspect a thing?
I'm not saying anything that hasn't already been said in this fandom but I never promised to be anything but horny here. I just think Eris "leave it to those who know how to play the game," Eris, who Beron himself is secretly afraid of, needs a little more screen time so I can respond appropriately (bang my head against the wall)
@ablogofsapphicpanic THIS DOESN'T DESERVE TO STAY HIDDEN IN THE COMMENTS
Unsurprisingly, most of you wanted to sit next to Eris and his dog. 🐶 We hear they were great flight companions. Check out the final results here.
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How to play: all you need to do is tell us where you'd sit on the flight by voting in the poll below. Bonus points if you tell us why in comments/reblogs/tags.
[Your reasonings are hilarious & we love you.]
Id play mash with Lucien and Helion. They're such little shits theyd be fun. And I can pass notes with Elain. Optimal.
Eris x Reader | After breaking your heart, Eris thinks you have moved on. But he is wrong.
a/n: sorry this summary sucks but it's basically a part two/reader's POV to this & inspired by Sydney Rose's We Hug Now. This is short, roughly around 650 words.
warnings: angst, mentions of break up (snippets of Eris being mean), mentions of pregnancy
You sat by the open window, the warm Day Court breeze rustling the sheer curtains. It did not matter what time of day it was here, the city was always bathed in golden light and always warm. Something you weren’t used to. Something you weren’t sure you could ever get used to.
You traced absentminded circles along the rim of your teacup, the scent of spiced apple honey curling into the air. A small taste from home, your brother had said, offering it to you in hopes that it’d ease the sickness that had taken hold of you since the move. He thought it was homesickness, that you were struggling to adjust to the radiant morning sun. And in a way, he wasn’t wrong…
You did miss home.
But more than anything, you missed him.
Ouchies pt.2
Do you have a playlist for cbmthy? If not, will you ever consider making one?
Hi!
So, I have a few playlists depending on what vibe I’m going for? The first one I made was any song that either reminded me of cbmthy or made me think of a scene I wanted to add (so it was a way of making sure I didn’t forget a scene without the hassle of having to detail it out)
The second was I think an attempt to find songs that lyrics or instrumentation had some sort of connection to the narrative? Looking back on it, I’d say it’s the original playlist since it contains music I was listening to during the very first chapters.
The third is much more intentional, and I’ve been passively adding to/subtracting from it for probably the past four/five months? I think playlists can be so much fun and add another layer of immersion to the story, so I’m hoping to get that completed one day and share it on here <3
My only concern is since the songs are intended to relate to aspects of the narrative (and with some people having a tendency to correctly guess plot points) I don’t want people to see the full playlist and be able to put together what happens. Some of the song titles are pretty on the nose 😶🌫️
TABBY!!! DROP THE BAS PLAYLIST! AND MY LIFE IS YOURS
Elucien bedroom habits (as in SLEEP habits you animals)
Birds of a Feather - Azriel x Reader
Summary: Azriel had been your closest friend, made from the very same things as you—birds of a feather, as they say. But you were not the girl he chose to fall in love with. So all you could do was love your mate in the shadows until the day you died.
Warnings: angst angst angst
A/n: Inspired by Birds of a Feather by Billie Eilish, but this is a more sad interpretation of the song. Hope you enjoy! (Epilogue HERE)
Kill yourself
been there done that, it didn't take. ass too fat the world cant seem to let go
hey guys im a fake idgafer this is actually hurting my feelings now
just kidding i was just starting my period lmaooo im fine now, just an ugly man praying on a sexy bitch's downfall, whats new 😒
Girl, how did we sink up. I missed by a week, what witchcraft are you performing? 😒
I realize now I spelt 'sync' as 'sink' I swear Im getting a degree in English.
do you think lucien begged for eris when jesminda was taken in? (first it was just pleading — she didn’t do anything wrong. it was me. i wouldn’t leave her alone. punish me. please, father, my lord, punish me. but then, when the screaming started, it was — where is eris? where is eris? please, eris, please, you said you would protect me. you said you said you said.) do you think beron told lucien that eris was invited to join in but decided it wasn’t worth his time to deal with the low-born faerie filth his brother defiled himself with? do you think beron told lucien that eris knew what was happening and simply didn’t care enough to stop it, that eris was upstairs, drunk and entertaining courtiers? do you think lucien was so fragile in that moment that he believed it without question? do you think lucien heard eris screaming as he was being punished for refusing to participate, but lucien didn’t recognize them because jesminda’s had finally stopped, and there was nothing left for him in the world, let alone a brother who was not there when he begged?
Oh! So the post button is optional 🫶