"It can't hurt me if I ignore them."
you're watching your favorite show. it wasn't scary like you remember, you didn't have to avoid it for so long. and you feel so stupid.
when you were a child you spat in your blue cotton candy and dissolved it, your mom didn't blink. and you felt so stupid.
you're in a blue birthday party room, everyone is singing happy birthday faster and faster. you're so much older than them and you…