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secret

seonghwa x reader

fluff, smut

warning: fem! reader, unprotected sex, cum play, fingering, alcohol + marijuana mentioned

  • word count: 2.5k
  • tag list: (let me know if you want to be on it)

the way he stared at you from across the fire made you flush - and not from the burning flames. his gaze hard and seductive, his bottom lip tucked loosely between his teeth. his wet jet black hair splayed across parts of his forehead from the deep ocean he had been night swimming in.

you and park seonghwa had a little secret to keep from the others

something only the two of you knew about, and something your seven other friends couldn’t know about.

“you all good y/n?” yunho pipes up beside you, making your concentration pull away from the man across the makeshift driftwood bench you seated yourself down at. yunho’s features displayed with worry and confusion, “you haven't even touched any of the food - this is a bonfire girl, get livin’!” his little shoulder groove made you let out a small laugh and shake your head just slightly.

“oh no yuyu, i’m all good, i’m sorry. my mind is all over the place” you say while you raise your hand that has a hold of your bottle of alcohol and joint between your two fingers. “just me and my high ass”

this makes him laugh and shove your shoulder in a friendly manner, and you peek a quick glance at seonghwa once again - finding him staring back with a smirk, his own hand coming up to bring his drink to his parting lips. “well, just had to make sure” yunho adds after he finishes snickering. “you should go out for a dip, it might clear your head”.

okay but the way i’m lowkey gonna deactivate this acc and start fresh….. 😶‍🌫️ it’s just been years and i fell off i wanna write for my lesbian asssss like …

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tagged by @vesvosmozhno <3

Honestly, no clue what one of em is supposed to really mean, 😭

Search your name core on Pinterest and post the first six images!

Next ones (If you want to do it): @bethelighthalazia @ateezinmymind

omgomg thank u for the tag i’m sorry im so late JEHDIDJAKS AHHH 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

+ anyone feel free to join! 🫶🏻 (search your name core on pinterest and post the first six pictures !)

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Empty promises...empty dreams

Empty promises..empty dreams - [ angst ]

spotify playlist - masterlist

-- summary: In a cruel and unfair world, two best friends are trying to survive together, not knowing what might happen along the way. Sadly, one doesn't notice the struggles of the other, turning a blind eye to her struggles.

-- genre: angst

-- word count: 1,081

content warnings: angst

mars notes. i honestly thought of this mid-coding class, it's based on a few things that have happened in my life (just the separation of me and my best friend the rest is complete fiction!!). this took me a few hours to make so i hope you enjoy it, i haven't written something in so long so i apologize if it's not to liking. i hope you enjoy this <3

There wasn't anything that could've possibly gone wrong in their lives. Well, at least that's what they thought. And they were wrong. Very wrong.

These two have always been inseparable, their bond is forged in the fires of adversity. They grew up together in a bleak neighborhood, a place where hope was a distant dream, a place where they always clung to each other for support, for comfort, as they slowly navigated through the treacherous "waters" of poverty and despair hand in hand. As they grew older, life became increasingly merciless. The weight of responsibilities pressed down on their shoulders, threatening to crush their spirits. But they always fought to survive, scraping by on a meager wages and shattered dreams.

Chiyo, with his cheerful spirit, always refused to succumb to the darkness. He worked tirelessly, using his determination as a beacon of hope in their bleak existence. Yet, with every step forward, it seemed like the world pushed him two steps back. Bills piled up like an insurmountable mountain, and the weight of his burdens threatened to suffocate him.

On the other hand...Akari seemed to glide through life effortlessly. Blessed with good looks and charm, opportunities seemed to fall right into her hands like ripe fruit from a tree. But beneath all that radiant facade, Akari harbored her own demons, who were invisible to the outside world.

As the days turned into weeks, and weeks into months, a growing chasm began to form between these two friends.... Where once there had been laughter and camaraderie, now lay a silent divide, obscured by unspoken resentments and unacknowledged pain.

current time: 5:43 pm - location: Chiyo's apartment

A knock on the door. Chiyo sighs, setting the pen down and walks over to open it. Akari stands there, her hair styled flawlessly, a designer purse slung over her shoulder.

"Hey..you busy?" Akari spoke softly, waiting for his reply.

Chiyo steps aside to let her in, Akari scanning the room, a flicker of discomfort crossing her face.

"Just paperwork. Im trying to untangle this mess of late fees." Chiyo sighed and closed the door behind Akari.

Akari avoided his gaze.

"Ugh, tell me about it. My cable bill went up again. Ridiculous, right?" Akari scoffed, and Chiyo forced a smile.

"Yeah, real pain. So, what brings you by?" Chiyo cleared his throat. Akari hesitates, but then reaches into her purse and pulls out two tickets. "I got us tickets to that new rooftop bar everyone's been buzzing about. Remember how we used to dream of these places? Thought it'd be fun to go, catch up." Akari smiled a bit, not noticing how Chiyo's smile faded as he stared at the tickets. "That's....really nice of you, Akari. But i can't afford something like that right now." He gestures at the pile of bills on the table, and Akari's smile falters. "Oh come on, Chiyo. Don't worry about the money. Consider this my treat!" She tried to lighten up the mood, but Chiyo just shakes his head. "It's not just the money, im swamped with extra shifts all weekend--"

Akari throws her hands up in frustration. "Always with the work! When was the last time you let yourself relax? We haven't had a decent night out in forever!"

"Maybe that's because things are different now, Akari. Life doesn't stop throwing punches just because we want a break." Chiyo groaned and sat on the couch, silence hung heavy in the air. Akari looks around the room again, her eyes are filled with a complicated mix of emotions. "I...I miss how things used to be. We used to face everything together. Remember when we'd pool our last few bucks for a single slice of pizza, and it felt like a feast?"

Chiyo's face softens. "Yeah, we were good at that. Back then, it felt like we could overcome anything, as long as we had each other."

"So why does it feel so different now?" Akari frowns.

"Maybe life took us down different paths. You seem to be doing well by yourself, Akari. I'm happy for you. Truly." Chiyo sighs, looking down at his hands.

Akari steps closer to him, her eyes searching his face. "But what about you, Chiyo? Are you happy?"

A long beat. Chiyo forces another smile. "Hey, i'm still standing, right? That's gotta count for something. Besides, you know me. Always gotta keep chasing that little flicker of hope!"

Akari nods slowly, forcing a smile. "Maybe we just need to find our way back to each other. Like we used to."

Chiyo looked up, noticing tears on Akari's face. "Or.. maybe it's better of if we go our separate ways.."

"S-separate ways? After everything?" Akari's voice trembled.

Chiyo avoided her gaze, focusing on the worn texture of the couch. "Maybe that's what life does, Akari. It stretches us thin and tears us apart at the seams. Sometimes, letting go is the only way to keep from being ripped in half. " His voice was raspy, his words laced with a quiet despair that mirrored the bleakness of the room. Akari took a step back, her designer purse suddenly feeling like a burden.

"But... we used to be a team! Remember? We promised to face everything together, no matter how bad it got!" She reached out, her hand hovering in the space between them, but Chiyo didn't reach back.

"Promises are easy when your bellies are full and your dreams are bright. But reality, Akari... reality has a way of dimming that light." A single tear escaped his eye, tracing a path down his cheek. Akari's hand dropped to her side, her smile replaced with a grimace of defeat.

"So... this is it then? This is goodbye?!" Akari snapped.

Chiyo closed his eyes, a single, choked sob escaping his lips. "Maybe for now. Maybe forever" His voice sounded barely like a whisper.

Akari turned away, her shoulders slumped. Without another word, she walked towards the door, leaving behind the echoes of their broken promises in the silent apartment. Chiyo remained on the couch, the weight of their fractured bond settling heavily upon him, a stark reminder that even the strongest friendships can crumble under the relentless pressure of life.

The once vibrant rooftop bar tickets lay forgotten on the table, a cruel reminder of a future that would never be. All that remained was the cold comfort of a flickering hope, now dimmer than ever, struggling to survive in the desolate landscape of their shattered dreams.

this was focused on Chiyo's part, if you want to see Akari's part don't be afraid to tell me <3

do ya'll want me to make more stories/one-shots/wtv? i can write them with idols if you wish as well, idk :/

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I mean?? Sort of?? I can be?? I’m clueless at times but as soon as I know what needs to be done I’m quite competent??? LMAO idk, if any of ya’ll have a better weirdly specific way to describe me pls send it to my ask box, I’m curious

Making a game of this and tagging my moots (who I KNOW are hot, u stunning humans u) and a few ppl who give off heatwave energy: @lover-of-botatoes @beenbaanbuun @everyonewooeverywhere @enheartism @atherea @bloodsirens @nar-nia @eightmakesonebraincell @sorryimananti-romantic @kittyyeo

thanks for the tag hottie @coffee-addict-kitten

true to my username, i am an anti-romantic 😭😭 and i won’t say smitten but ppl do be intrigued by me i’ve heard that a lot. overlooked? def (and i prefer that LMAO) BUT THE HALF IMPRESSED ‘good work’ IS SO ACCURATE FDJGHDJFGDKFG yes my praise is hard to come by get your asses working to impress me

no pressure tags hotties: @hwaightme @sungbeam @yunnierights @lunehong @mydayinthebuilding @my-loves-my-life @lololemonlou and anyone who wants to do this

thanks for the tag, yumi !!! :’)) some no pressure tags!: @winterchimez @jaehunnyy @yunhoszn @kimsohn @mosviqu @zzoguri @polarisjisung @goldenhypen @hotteoki @hoshiseon

i honestly can’t confirm or deny cuz i’ve never uhhhh gone to the club but i would def try to take care of u if i saw u in a bad state/place :’)) according to some accounts, i give Parent Friend™ 🤧🤧

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hoshiseon

thank u for the tag beam!! <3

this is actually everything i aspire to be… tho idk how true it is lmao the way this described me is my type if that makes sense 😭

no pressure tagging: @owlbeforesunset @mars101 & any1 else who wants to do it :3

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owlbeforesunset

Aww. I love this. I want to be the hot girl that can comfort you when you need it.

…i honestly don’t know how to feel,,,,i mean like, does it mean i like helping people????

no matter :))

Awwww okie that kinda checks honestly. tags: @herarcadewasteland @palindrome969 @kittykat-25 and anyone else that wants to do it!!

help this so cute 😭

tagging: @wooyoungmybelovedhusband @orchidyoonkook @ateezinmymind @minniee-verse (optional and open for everyone!)

omg this is funn! thank u for the tag eheh :3

anyone feel free to take it too!! <33

can you believe that we have fanfiction. that we have websites dedicated to fanfiction. that there is a place that you can go and read tens, hundreds, thousands and thousands of pieces of writing that strangers have made. people who are not "writers". people who come home at the end of the day and have feelings and say, i am going to put that into words. i am going to share those words. short, long, sweet, sad, horny, funny, wonderful words. we are all just human and we all love to make and remake and share that with others. can you believe that.

Anonymous asked:

Hello im new to tumblr and the whole lgbt stuff and i was curious how you are a lesbian but you write male idol x reader stuff? I dont know how to word my question without sounding rude.

But im just curious sorry. If u dont wanna answer me that is completely fine . Have a nice day ❤️

hi ! omg no i was literally earlier today contemplating my whole blog VAHSGDUXHNE. i came out as lesbian like 5 months ago, and i want to continue to at least write some of the stories i’ve already started and planned bc i’m attached to them- but it’s been really hard for me to write smut like oh my gosh. i’m having like a crisis about it. but whatever. mainly i’m continuing to write for my fellow friends and atiny who i’ve been NEGLECTING.

i am however, soon- once i finish up some stories will be more focused on writing for girl groups and such :/ thank you for your ask 🩷 i hope you have a nice day too

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hiii !! i’m jay !! and i’m going to start writing for my lesbian ass and hopefully for my fellow gay girlies ⭐️💫

who i plan on writing for (as of rn : subject to change/add)

tlou: ellie, abby, dina, (maybeeeee joel bc i can)

arcane: vi, jinx, caitlyn, sevika, mel

REQUESTS ARE OPEN !! send em innnn !!!

(i’m pretty open to write about anything - but don’t be mad if i chose not to write a request !)

ps - this isn’t my main blog // i follow from @ateezinmymind

i made a new blog for the girls theys n gays !!!!

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