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Shura Bibertush

@coffilover / coffilover.tumblr.com

Welcome to my personal blog! I happy to see you here. My fandom secondblog: @iloveundertaesooomuch Pronouns he/they
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Shiloh/wigginscult & Friends: A Callout Post

-TRIGGER WARNINGS- Suicide, Self Harm, Ableism, Rape, Pedophilia, Racism

Throughout the span of a few weeks, Shiloh (AKA wigginscult & AKA honeymatrimony) and her friends have:

  • Threatened suicide and self-harm to get her way.
  • Sent graphic content (IRL gore images, IRL porn GIFs, etc...) in a server- and channels- where minors could easily see.
  • Harassed, mocked, and belittled my friend to the point of tears, & deeply upset and harassed her friends.

My hope in writing the below callout document is that people will know to avoid Shiloh and her friends, especially on Discord.

!!WARNING!! Document contains: -Slurs & General Ableism -Inappropriate Comments towards Minors -Death Threats & Rape Threats -Suicide & Self Harm Threats

The callout document going over what SS's I've collected and details can be read here. (Again. Please read the linked document at your own caution.)

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UPDATE: HELP STANLEY PARABLE ARTIST AZURA ESCAPE DANGEROUS HOME

The stability of Azura's home has worsened. A spot of the ceiling near her room has fallen due to how weak the structure is, and most likely vermin in the walls.

She is physically and emotionally confined to her room, and I am terrified of her getting hurt. This is urgent.

I've established a contingency plan where if the damage is too much, she's going to a hotel for as long as necessary.

Now, what does this mean for the funds raised? Right now, the funds are untouched, in a US account. I will pay for her hotel and travel to and from with my own money. A clean hotel in Malaysia costs less than my goddamn lunch, and I am more than happy to cover it. If the need arises where I cannot cover costs, then I will post an update detailing how much is used and for what, for complete transparency.

If you cannot donate, PLEASE share the link to the GFM. We are almost at 1K which is AMAZING. 3K is our goal, a comfortable amount where she can put a down payment on an apartment while not being short on food, emergency, or medical access

An announcement (?)

Greetings! Sadly, I won't be able to draw digitally again for some time. Thats because the Photoshop itself, and any of my psd-files refuse to open/work. And the PS also got rid of (?) all of my custom brushes and important changes that I was using while drawing, so it is a problem too.

There are no problems with the programm itself, but with the discs on which my computer operates. They are in someway damaged (I were not told how exactly) and need to be replaced before I can use Photoshop again.

And yet I have a lot of ideas that I want to share with people. With you. But now I can't get them out in a form of a didgital art. But there are some issues with that too.

First, I am not confident with my traditional art at all. I am scared that it wouldn't be good enough for you to see. You can point out that i have posted my drawings on the paper on my blogs. Thats true, but I still edited them in Photoshop to get rid off the distracting imperfections of paper and to fix the mistakes done in my art.

Secondly, I dont know if I will have enough power to do finished artwork. Currently I have some.. mental struggles, lets put it that way. Its hard to do anything or want to do anything (even if I do want to do it). So I doubt my bad mental health will let me do art on the same level as before with the limited will power I have currently.

So, I have a question for you.

Will you mind me switching to posting imperfect traditional wips/sketches on my blogs? Or would you prefer to wait untill I get the means to deliver the previous level of quality in my art?

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Fundraisers that have reached out to me for boosting

Hey guys, making another one of these to catch a little more traction. Some of these fundraisers I've been seeing float around, others have reached out to me directly, some I'm boosting due to them being extremely low funds. Either way, please consider supporting the people below to make sure they are able to stay safe !

@ahmedhelllis - Sahar's fundraiser is currently sitting at €18,759 of the €80,000 they need. - Verification through Here by @/90-ghost. - See their own post about it Here.

@fahedshehab9 - Fahed and his family are getting very close to their goal now, with €58,608 raised of €85,000. - Verification through Here by @/el-shab-hussein. - See their own post about it Here.

@ahmedalnabeh - Ahmed has had to remake his campaign for him and his sick mother twice now, and now has more ground to cover in terms of donations, with only $920 USD raised of the $15,000 needed. - Verification through Here. Ahmed is also on @/nabulsi and @/el-shab-hussein's vetted gofundme list Here, line 8. - See their own post about it through Here.

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Just in case, I'll keep the commission up until I have enough to take care of myself.

Right now PayPal is $0 because I stupidly forgot to cut off some other subscription I don't need anymore. So I'll keep announcing that I'm up for commission just so I can live a little longer and without starving myself so much.

These are the types of art that I do. Look into my Carrd for further info on the price and more examples of my work.

It kind of suck that I'm putting this up again. I still haven't got paid as I hoped for, and I'm kind of not wanting to face the reality that I won't have the money to support myself as much anymore

EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS FROM A FRIEND!!! PLEASE REPOST!!!

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Thanks @touloserrrr !!!

I want curlier hair, more piercings, and more cool clothes!!!

UHHHHH OKAY :) i just want my HAIR TO GROW and to look cooler in my hoodies

Also to be a creature apparently ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Tagging NO PRESSURE @silvvergears @childlikegoblinqueen @rfswitchart @willowsz-plants @oh-cramity-its-amity @jess-the-vampire @raystel @thornyclaw @avatarmerida @zyrafowe-sny anyone who wants to 😅 I tend to forget like 85% of my mutuals when it comes time to tag y’all

Thank you for the tag!!!

Tbh I'm too scared to tag anyone nowadays LMAO, but if you see this & you'd like to participate, feel free to.

Since you wanted to tag me originally, I think I will make a reblog.

I added horns mostly just for the fun of it... But most of all I wish I could be free and be someone I can recognise in the mirror. Someone who isnt scared to walk on the street and someone who could express themselves without fear.

I wish I could be happy. Thats it.

Tagged (NO PRESSURE): @crypticpara @nova-streya @tangerinethecat @trippy-maskow @talisman975 @ineedcoffee-sigyn @oldmanpip @hazmatmaid @ash-asteroid @wholelottanope503

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I was tagged in this game by three different people (unless i missed someone!), thank you @pannanti @immuno and @nyusenkas 💞

Rules: tag people you would like to know/catch up with

Last movie: Princess Mononoke (absolutely amazing movie, can’t believe i didn’t watch it earlier!)

Currently reading: Les Misérables (very slowly making my way through it), Broarna by Sebastian Johans (just started it), Dracula (you know how it is), and i also started the daily subscription of Les Liaisons Dangereuses but i really need to catch up with that one

Thank you for tagging me!

Rules: tag people you would like to know/catch up with

Last movie: Decision to Leave (2022) by Park Chan-wook

Currently reading: The Temple of the Golden Pavillon (Mishima Yukio, catching up with it after I abandoned it over schoolwork), Dead Souls (Nikolai Gogol, got a really cool cover in my language so I bought it)

Rules: tag people you would like to know or catch up with

Last song: Last by onoken

Last movie: The voices(2015) (good one, enjoyed it very much)

Currently reading: The Plague by Albert Camus(inspiration for this song)

Tagging: @lightningthunderstorm @rizatus @muzothecat @pearthery (if you guys don’t mind, except for you @lightningthunderstorm it’s compulsory :)) )

Thank you for tagging ! sorry im always late..

Last song : Ku-chu Sen by Queen Bee

Been really enjoying their discography, their lyrics often have a very unique feel to them, I like the melancholic but a bit fast paced melody in this one

(Also i cant help but think of chapter 5 everytime i listen to it, the lyrics dont always fit but by god will i make them. Especially the last part “The die is long cast for this mid-air battle of life or death. Only Hell is waiting for us, but there’s no Hell without you” (shitty translation by yours truly) it’s just… there’s no hell without you… there’s no hell without you……………god. well at least please know that the mv in my head is amazing)

Last movie : I dont usually watch a lot of movies but two weeks ago I went to see One piece Red with my best friend who’s a big fan, getting earblasted by Ado is always a pleasure, I really like the songs she did for the movie

Currently reading : Rereading the Emily the Strange novels bc I loved those books and read them countless times as a kid, I see why I loved them so much and thought she was the epitome of cool haha, still a lot of fondness for the diary format and Rob Reger’s illustrations. My favorite is probably still the first book for the mystery aspect and amnesia plot

thank you for the tagging, although im also fashionably late to do this 🤭

Last song:  The Ocean by Richard Hawley. it’s just something i ritualistically smoke to lately. it calms me down.

Last movie: Come and see (1985). it’s a Soviet movie about World War 2. i never watch war movies because i feel more often than not there’s an inherent glorification in them, but not in this one. my opinion on it would be very biased, considering my oldest family roots i can track go to a belorussian village of these times, so it felt personal. i liked it a lot in a sombre way.

Currently reading: nothing?? or rather, about 4 worths of War and Peace in shape of Disco Elysium fanfiction. but i’m trying to get back to reading Pratchett’s Witches cycle.

Tagging: @katyspersonal, @val-of-the-north, @golden-redhead, @animepansexualosaurus​ if you like these types of tag games!!

Heyo buddy, thank you for tagging me!! Alright then…

Last Song: THIS is what I last listened to. I could have cheated and go look for whatever good song I could find… but you know what? This song is weirdly beautiful despite everything, so I will share it anyways.

Last Movie: I don’t know the title because I walked into the movie when it had already started. It was some weird trip about a mansion in the middle of a swamp that the cheating dad brought his family to so he could have two dudes he paid kill his wife, but the two actually punish and kill sinners and they are paranormal entities and work with the police?? Kind of trashy ngl, but that’s probably why I even remember it lol

Currently Reading: Currently, not much reading is being done, or at least not what is considered literature lol. Last thing I read was the Da Vinci Code, my dad really wanted me to read it… so I did, and it was a pretty nice time. Too bad I just devoured the book in two days.

I am sorry for anyone who expected me to be some normal person with good taste, I am not. Ok so now it’s time to tag: @hazmatmaid, @tangerinethecat, and @fantomette22. Of course, only if you wanna do it ahahah

Oh oh! I’m finally gonna participate in one of these!

Last song: Britney’s Circus (…it was on a playlist)

Last movie: The Mitchells Vs the Machines. Watched with my mom.

Currently reading: I erm….don’t actually read that much, but I’m supposed to be working through a book about building one’s social vocabulary, so that making friends and having conversations isn’t so difficult and awkward.

Sorry to anyone who has tagged me in one of these and I just let it sit and forgot about it after like a year. Now it’s finally your turn (maybe)!

Thank you Hazmatmaid for tagging me! So, lets go with this "event"

(Rules: tag people you would like to know/catch up with)

Last Song: Part of your world (from original Little Mermaid) by Howard Ashman.

Last Movie: (Sheeesh, this is hard.) I think it was an anime-movie "Belle". I really liked the obvious references to the Disney`s "Beauty and the Beast", but in my opinion the romance could have been better if the movie would give the Beast and Belle more screentime together. 7/10

Currently Reading: Scientific articles for my university tasks.. It is both interesting and boring at the same time. But it is a part of the possible jop as scientist so I wouldnt complain.

Taggs:

@tangerinethecat I just wanted to say hello to my dear friend. I know that you are already tagged, but I just want to say that you are cool and cute.

@levshanyany You are very cool artist. And I mean.. VERY COOL. You are so fun and smart and creative. I hope you are feeling alright.

I do not feel like I know at least a little about other people on this platform so I guess this is it..

@hazmatmaid Thank you again for tagging me. It was a suprise. But it was a nice suprise.

PRIDE IS A RIOT!!!

The idea of this art got to me in July when for the first time I heard that any LGBT depictions could became illigal soon in my country. All because of the stupid opinion that the homosexuality can be propagandated to. I am still so angry, upset and frustrated. But I am trying not to lose hope!

I will be loud!

I am here and I am queer!

I won`t be ashamed of myself. And if this would make me a criminal, so be it!

"BE GAY -

DO CRIME"

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