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@doomednarrative / doomednarrative.tumblr.com

These poison radio waves fall like beautiful snow | Kiefer | 26 | Xe/Xem | Tokusatsu and Horror enthusiast

New pinned time ~

  • Lover of tokusatsu, video games and horror media of all sorts. If you want more specifics tho, I'm really into Kamen Rider, Vocaloid (+ Project Sekai), Dragon Age, FFXIV and the Saw movies just to name a few.
  • I HAVE A DRAGON AGE SIDEBLOG THAT I'M SUPER ACTIVE ON IT'S @mournmage
  • Toku Watchlist
  • I do liveblogs of whatever toku show I'm watching atm, they're tagged with "Kief watches (insert show here)" for easy filtering. My general tag for personal posts is "me talking".
  • Art Tag, Gif Tag
  • I'd prefer if you didn't follow me if you're under 16.
  • Go follow my partner @atlas-of-galaxies for their cool art <3
  • Feel free to add me on Project Sekai if you play!
  • Everyone should watch Kamen Rider Ex Aid that's my personal recommendation ~
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sweetschizo-deactivated20190808

Hey if you’re schizophrenic/psychotic I just want you to know that you’re a wonderful person and that you deserve so much better than the demonization, marginalization and stigmatization you face in this society.

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sweetschizo

Please consider reblogging this/other positivity posts for schizophrenic/psychotic people every once in a while. If you have more than 100 followers, odds are that a couple of them experiences psychosis and that they rarely see positivity posts for people with their symptoms.

Sorry to anyone I've sent an excessive amount of posts to the past few days you can tell I'm trying not to think about my own shit by sending yall stuff

Now that Matt has fired half of tumblr's employees, leaving this massive site with a skeleton crew of 25 people, it seems inevitable that tumblr's remaining lifespan can be counted in months. I doubt it'll die overnight, few sites do, but it'll probably gradually lose functionality until, in a year or two or three, they decide to shut it down for good.

When that happens, I will not move to bluesky or instagram or xitter. I'm an internet troglodyte, I'm not adapted for standard social media. Instead I'll create a forum and stay there, like I did before I discovered tumblr in 2013. And you can find me there, continuing my horse figure hobby, until the sun burns out or my body gives in, whichever comes first.

Anyways, this is a reminder for you to turn on desktop mode for your blog so it can be scraped by archivists when the time comes.

I also have a website which will probably get MUCH more frequent updates once tumblr dies

(Though honestly my hope is still that some day someone will recreate the Elfwood forums)

Anyone want to quick shout out what desktop mode is/how to do the thing?

Ah, my bad, it's called "custom theme" in the settings. It's only available in browser (not in app) and it'll allow people who aren't logged in to visit your blog, including archivists

i think the true horror of i saw the tv glow is the feeling of the narrative haunting you after you've seen it. i think the movie is simultaneously a warning against repression and ignoring your true self, a narrative of those who dont always have the life they wanted to live, and a story full of hope that you can still cut yourself open and see what's inside, and you can always walk out of the door of your old life. but you have to be the one to do it. your friend cannot save you. your interests cannot save you. you have to save yourself and that in itself is a haunting narrative. the horror that we see in i saw the tv glow is not at all jumpscares or gore or creepy crawlies that other horror films have, but its the horror of longing, of fear, of knowing that you shouldve taken that chance when you were younger but you know deep down you can still do it. dont fool yourself into thinking that once you're 20, 25, 30, 40, that you cant take your life into your own hands, that your choices arent yours to make anymore. it will always hurt, at least a little, to cut open your own chest and to let it out and see who you are inside but theres never a better time to do that then now, even if that's when you're stuck at a deadend job after you had a public breakdown. you can walk out of the door. there is still time.

all characters are bisexual unless explicitly stated and frankly if you tell me too clearly that a character is straight i’m gonna think you’re protesting too much

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