summary independant entertainment doesn't make money, everyone knows that - not dancing, not boxing. not without a company's name attached to it and the soul ripped out of it so that it can only sit on the stage bleeding. you knew you never should have agreed to get involved in his studio, that the bills would pile up and the income would run dry, that the government would come knocking telling you to shut up and sit down...but it makes him so happy, to be able to dance. it gives him a reason to stay. you don't know what you'd do without that.

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okay, all of the rec lists are updated!

i did have to take off a few fics and authors because their accounts are gone (😔😔) but it was only a handful this time. the few fics i could relink because i knew the author changed users were also corrected

new recs added to:

non-skz

~~we are not going to talk about the amount of seventeen that was added in there and how much fluff it was...september was a rough month, okay~~

#i made the list 🥺#i'm too lazy to make rec lists so here friends #take these ones

kangaracha

queued 8 more chapters of daybreak today for my five readers, and changed its schedule to twice a week

and thankyou to everyone who has given it a try, I spent a lot longer on it than I do on queenmaker and it's a project I'm so proud of so thankyou for enjoying it <3

kangaracha

DAYBREAK; chapter 8

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pairing lee know x reader

genre smau, dystopia AU, angst, hurt/comfort, slowburn romance, hope/hopelessness, life goes on, ordinary life during extraordinary times

summary independant entertainment doesn't make money, everyone knows that - not dancing, not boxing. not without a company's name attached to it and the soul ripped out of it so that it can only sit on the stage bleeding. you knew you never should have agreed to get involved in his studio, that the bills would pile up and the income would run dry, that the government would come knocking telling you to shut up and sit down...but it makes him so happy, to be able to dance. it gives him a reason to stay. you don't know what you'd do without that.

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sacrificed the wellbeing of my wrist to post that chapter 😭

#you wouldn't believe the toll typing up fake texts takes on your hands

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QUEENMAKER | CHAPTER 31

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pairing chan x reader

genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,

summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.

Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.

status ongoing

taglist OPEN

a/n massive, massive shoutout to @rainfallingfromthesky and @kokinu09 who proof read this chapter and the next one at least four times, cheerled, encouraged, and came along to writing battles until it was done (and of course, another shoutout to them for helping with every single chapter of this fic, they're the real ones <3)

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QUEENMAKER | CHAPTER 31

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pairing chan x reader

genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,

summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.

Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.

status ongoing

taglist OPEN

a/n massive, massive shoutout to @rainfallingfromthesky and @kokinu09 who proof read this chapter and the next one at least four times, cheerled, encouraged, and came along to writing battles until it was done (and of course, another shoutout to them for helping with every single chapter of this fic, they're the real ones <3)

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QUEENMAKER | CHAPTER 31

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pairing chan x reader

genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,

summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.

Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.

status ongoing

taglist OPEN

a/n massive, massive shoutout to @rainfallingfromthesky and @kokinu09 who proof read this chapter and the next one at least four times, cheerled, encouraged, and came along to writing battles until it was done (and of course, another shoutout to them for helping with every single chapter of this fic, they're the real ones <3)

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Let Go of the Reins || CHAPTER 11

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pairing seungmin x fem!reader

genre strangers to lovers, romance, fluff, slight angst later, happy ending, social media, not meant to be, someday

summary Australia is considered home for two of the eight members. When two tour dates are scheduled for the land down under, the boys can’t help but want to spend a bit more time there to visit family and do a little sightseeing. So how do they convince the company that they need to stay a couple weeks? Filming some SKZ Code episodes.

A local riding school just outside the city with amazing reviews for their skilled instructors and beautiful horses is hosting a very popular kpop group to film their experiences. Y/N knows the group well and she just so happens to be their star working student.

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You nervously play with the hem of your sundress, sitting on your front porch as you wait for Seungmin to arrive. It’s not very often that you wear dresses but Liv had insisted. Her texts had come through rapidly as she ranted about how important a dinner date is for a relationship.

And who are you to argue with that logic?

kangaracha

me: hey are they dating yet? hasn't it been a week? what's up seungmin?

zm: she doesn't know i'm going to answer all of her stupid questions in this chapter

anyway OHHHHHHHH IT'S HAPPENING i'm stupidly invested in this fic it's crazy, also thanks for that little angsty foreshadowing about him leaving right in the middle of my salad. you're cooking. god they're disgusting together i love it.

also liv. liv liv liv. haunting the text even when she's not here. y/n has all her eggs in one basket, liv is already forming a football team with skz members. she's great and i love her so much and also i love how the two characters are so vastly different and yet the friendship feels so real and strong it's got me 🥲

finally my favourite line: 'praying that this isn't a dream' or something i'm on my phone i couldn't copy it. anyway can't believe you gatekept this ending from me (praying there are no weird photos online in the morning)

kangaracha

Anonymous asked:

okay - before i start, how have you been? i hope life is going well for you, or at least not entirely all too horrible <3 i love your work and i love your mind, the way a piece of you is reflected through every story you write speaks to me <3

and second, i'm so curious about queenmakeryn's family. will she have an encounter with them that'll get over-edited by the fans again? how will the boys react to her mostly-absent parental bonds,her famiky life? is she not going to visit once they go to australia and she and chan are gonna have a moment again? possibly meet his family? I'M SO EXCITEDDD!

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HELLO, I'm well, this soul sucking summer is ending and my brain is working again, my horse is in work, it's great. you actually sent this while I was doing a job interview lmfao

honestly i'm not really planning to write much about her family past what I already have just because. i don't really want to 😂 There will be sequel where they will be kind of side-present, I can't spoil anything else, but I don't really want to have them in conversations and stuff because that requires actually thinking about them and I just wan to write fun stuff about idol life and the romance.

I definitely won't write directly about Chan's family, writin rpf about a celebrity is enough of a moral quandry for me, I can't feel comfortable characterising his family like that as well if that makes sense. I'm sure that meeting will find a way to be implied somewhere at some point - but there is a sequel and it will kind of touch on going home and family!

#thankyou for your LOVELY message it's always nice to hear from you #i feel like i should say too that y/n is an unreliable narrator #there's not really any plot reason to talk about her family they're there and they're supportive #they're just uhhh high expectations #that's fine that's okay #queenmaker #fan mail

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Let Go of the Reins || CHAPTER 10

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pairing seungmin x fem!reader

genre strangers to lovers, romance, fluff, slight angst later, happy ending, social media, not meant to be, someday

summary Australia is considered home for two of the eight members. When two tour dates are scheduled for the land down under, the boys can’t help but want to spend a bit more time there to visit family and do a little sightseeing. So how do they convince the company that they need to stay a couple weeks? Filming some SKZ Code episodes.

A local riding school just outside the city with amazing reviews for their skilled instructors and beautiful horses is hosting a very popular kpop group to film their experiences. Y/N knows the group well and she just so happens to be their star working student.

status ongoing

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The warm breeze blows through your hair as Storm trots down the familiar path. Your trust in your horse so strong that you allow yourself to close your eyes and take in a deep breath of fresh air on this morning ride. A smile curls at the corners of your lips as you hear the echoes of hooves behind you.

“You’re getting braver~!” You call loudly over your shoulder. You pull Storm’s reins lightly to slow down, giving Pearl the chance to close the distance.

“I wouldn’t have to be braver if you wouldn’t take off like that,” Seungmin huffs out his jitters as they ease into a leisurely stroll beside each other.

kokinu09

It’s never too late to come to the party!! 🥳😂

kangaracha

i'm SO BAD, i knew i missed reblogging something, you gotta remind me geez. i'm here scrolling feeling like i'm missing something and i am! i never reblogged!

where are all my queenmaker readers, stand here and witness the queen of FLUFF. that's right zm i've come from complaining about it on discord to complain about it on main, i'm jealous of your skill and i want twenty more chapters and it's not fair.

anyway. changbin is my new bias sorry i know this is all about my alleged seungmin bias but 'gotta make a baby to fuck with my boss' IS the funniest thing no one's ever said to me, like when did i read this, two weeks ago? still funny. cracked me up again today.

kokinu09

LivBin stealing the show fr 😂😂 I’m glad that’s an enjoyable side story ☺️

#yes he is the SWEETEST and i am not biased or in any way blinded by love i am completely correct all the time #i don't know if he's a model citizen #he's kind of too dumb to live #also he did threaten to kick the injured horse the other day #not a civilised move my guy #anyway he's my beautiful cutsie pumpkinpatch princess pony angel and he doesn't feel emasculated in any way #every night he gets tucked in his rug and every morning he gets his zinc on his nose and a kiss on the forehead

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Let Go of the Reins || CHAPTER 10

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pairing seungmin x fem!reader

genre strangers to lovers, romance, fluff, slight angst later, happy ending, social media, not meant to be, someday

summary Australia is considered home for two of the eight members. When two tour dates are scheduled for the land down under, the boys can’t help but want to spend a bit more time there to visit family and do a little sightseeing. So how do they convince the company that they need to stay a couple weeks? Filming some SKZ Code episodes.

A local riding school just outside the city with amazing reviews for their skilled instructors and beautiful horses is hosting a very popular kpop group to film their experiences. Y/N knows the group well and she just so happens to be their star working student.

status ongoing

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The warm breeze blows through your hair as Storm trots down the familiar path. Your trust in your horse so strong that you allow yourself to close your eyes and take in a deep breath of fresh air on this morning ride. A smile curls at the corners of your lips as you hear the echoes of hooves behind you.

“You’re getting braver~!” You call loudly over your shoulder. You pull Storm’s reins lightly to slow down, giving Pearl the chance to close the distance.

“I wouldn’t have to be braver if you wouldn’t take off like that,” Seungmin huffs out his jitters as they ease into a leisurely stroll beside each other.

kokinu09

It’s never too late to come to the party!! 🥳😂

kangaracha

i'm SO BAD, i knew i missed reblogging something, you gotta remind me geez. i'm here scrolling feeling like i'm missing something and i am! i never reblogged!

where are all my queenmaker readers, stand here and witness the queen of FLUFF. that's right zm i've come from complaining about it on discord to complain about it on main, i'm jealous of your skill and i want twenty more chapters and it's not fair.

anyway. changbin is my new bias sorry i know this is all about my alleged seungmin bias but 'gotta make a baby to fuck with my boss' IS the funniest thing no one's ever said to me, like when did i read this, two weeks ago? still funny. cracked me up again today.

#i'd also like to immortalise in this comment #what i said the other day about taking trigger out #he becometh my fantasy horse from the smau #thankyou for the indulgence and also the healing power you have used on my enjoyment of riding #do you think that i bought a grey horse because you subliminally messaged me with storm #i need the domino meme #anyway if you wanna take credit for trigger you can #grey horse was a good call he's perfect #i'll shut up about my horse now it's fine i'm fine i'm not obsessed with him at all #horse sasaeng smdh stalking my own animal

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QUEENMAKER | CHAPTER 30

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pairing chan x reader

genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,

summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.

Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.

status ongoing

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starssongs98

I'm so ready to fight, we ride at dawn. Please let me be her first real fan, I will back up our MC to hell and back, she deserves so much better than this shit show. Amd while I love Chan and his comfort plz just let my baby catch a break.

Having said so, I really love her and vocal racha, they're so fucking funny is killing me. I love their interactions and I really look forward to her interactions with all the members, I feel like even if it's a reach there's just something she can share with each one of them that would deepen their relationship and make her feel like a real family.

On another note Roo, I'm dying with Escape. What in the toxic abo yaoi shh was that? My boy Chris is definitely part of the stayville writers guild, because that has fanfic prompts for kinktober or other writing challenge written all over it.

In conclusion? I'm unwell, grippy socks and padded walls here I come.

kangaracha

🫵 it took a while to grow on me but escape is my own personal earworm today. he's such a slut for a toxic romance storyline and like so am i but jesus christ chan. on main???

starssongs98

Chan a Freak on main?? Who would've thought??? *The audience gasped*

He's a sucker for hurt comfort, I'm certain now that he put that Romeo and Juliet reference to drive the point of doomed lovers into our souls. I'm telling you I have been so normal about this mixtape, I'm cool as a cucumber.

kangaracha

ugh the doomed lovers, the 'escape with me' but into a toxic relationship, 'if i burn myself up it might melt you/if i take the pain will you tell me you love me'. and also i love a shadow creature and i love a enemies to whatever tf that was, handholding, hug, running. vaguely apocalyptic vibes. angst.

anyway.

#chan what are the bookmarks #i have some fics you might like #actually i have to say i'm in the middle of an unhinged railway fic and after this #well for a while there i was like can i live with writing this kind of content in rpf #but like idk maybe he'd be fine with it xD #it'd be great if he'd pm me i have questions and opinions about the skz lore

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QUEENMAKER | CHAPTER 30

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pairing chan x reader

genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,

summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.

Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.

status ongoing

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starssongs98

I'm so ready to fight, we ride at dawn. Please let me be her first real fan, I will back up our MC to hell and back, she deserves so much better than this shit show. Amd while I love Chan and his comfort plz just let my baby catch a break.

Having said so, I really love her and vocal racha, they're so fucking funny is killing me. I love their interactions and I really look forward to her interactions with all the members, I feel like even if it's a reach there's just something she can share with each one of them that would deepen their relationship and make her feel like a real family.

On another note Roo, I'm dying with Escape. What in the toxic abo yaoi shh was that? My boy Chris is definitely part of the stayville writers guild, because that has fanfic prompts for kinktober or other writing challenge written all over it.

In conclusion? I'm unwell, grippy socks and padded walls here I come.

kangaracha

🫵 it took a while to grow on me but escape is my own personal earworm today. he's such a slut for a toxic romance storyline and like so am i but jesus christ chan. on main???

#me pretending i didn't immediately do a breakdown of that music video in the discord #it's fine it's cool it's anyway

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QUEENMAKER | CHAPTER 30

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pairing chan x reader

genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,

summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.

Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.

status ongoing

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