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⠀⠀ 𓏵۪۪ ♱ ⠀ —ester ⠀ !★

@lovelyhauntingx / lovelyhauntingx.tumblr.com

𓉳◟⠀⠀ they ⠀/⠀ them ⠀⠀ˇ♪⠀ ‘
⚰️ ⠀⠀ 献身. ⠀ † ── ⠀⠀ 𝟭𝟵.
、𝟣𝟪+───content 。

a ⠀⠀ lovers ⠀⠀ haven. ⠀⠀ ࿈

▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ ⠀⠀ #est.

   𓍝 ⠀⠀interact at your own risk.

▄ ⠀ ▍ ⠀ ♱ ⠀ お帰りなさいませ,⠀⠀⠀⎯⎯ ⠀🕸️

⠀ ֵֵ ⠀ ⠀ ֹ ⠀ 🦇 ご主人様 . . .ᐟᅟ

welcome to my blog, darling .ᐟᅟ this is my safe space. it will contain dark and mature themes. a lot of triggering topics such as but not limited to; mental health, depression, self-harm, illness, trauma, suicidal ideation, obslove/possession, yandere, unhealthy relationships, dark imagery, sexual content. if you are uncomfortable, please be a doll and leave my page. i’d rather not deal with drama, thank you.

about me .ᐟᅟ you may refer to me as ester, whatever you please. i am nineteen. my preferred pronouns are they/them ‘n he/its. mostly neutral . . . feminine terms are for close friends, only for when i am comfortable with you. nonbinary & agender & queer. to put into more detail; i do not feel as if i am truly human, though i have a disabled bodied one. i do not care about how you perceive me but please be respectful about it. an irl yandere—lifestyle jirai + hikineet. ambiamorous, currently not in a relationship. i’d love a precious partner i can dote on. ♡

extra .ᐟᅟ i love horror media, paranormal activity and the supernatural. anime and comics ( manga, manhwa ) i listen to an unhealthy amount of music and am into various styles of fashion such as dark, alternative clothing. y2k, j-fashion ( jirai kei, gothic lolita ), and victorian dresses. my favorite sanrio character is kuromi-chan. an avid reader of romance and erotica. i read poetry in my past time. gentle dominance, a service top. i am a hopeless romantic and completely a freak, do be warned. i am at your service, my liege.

do not interact .ᐟᅟ basic dni criteria. minors are unwelcome, this is 18+ for a reason. conservatives, anti-lgbtqia+, terfs, ableist, fetishizers and otherwise, i will just be ignoring you. you are responsible for the kind of content you interact with.

yandere type .ᐟᅟ ( may be subject to change. ) RDHS. DSMT. CDIAF. OSWP. ♡⃝ harmless. obsession. stalker. monopoly. dependence. disappearance. final. restraints. self-harm. double suicide. self-sacrifice. worship. Type 4: The Soulmate. 469.

like a parasite, you're the only warmth that nurtures me

like a parasite, I want to crawl beneath your delicate skin

like a parasite, it physically hurts when I can't be with you

like a parasite, I want to fester and feed from the insides

like a parasite, I will leech on your vitality and craves more

like a parasite, your existence is my needed sustenance

like a parasite, my hunger for you is eternally insatiable

like a parasite, I'll cling on and consume your everything

like a parasite, I cannot survive on my own without you

like a parasite, I will follow you to the grave, my dear host

I cut off every friend I had.

They said you were “controlling.” That you were “dangerous.”

I told them to fuck off.

That’s what love is.

Deleted numbers. Burned photos. I let you watch me do it, kneeling between your legs while your hands tangled in my hair.

They were never going to love me the way you do. Never going to own me like you already do.

Why would I need anyone else?

how i miss you, pretty thing. even after you threatened me, cut yourself open at the thought of me leaving you, and told me you’d die for me if i left you… no one has ever been that devoted to me. come back and i’ll show you just how grateful i am.

No one else could ever love you the way I do. No one else would understand the sacredness of you, the divinity in your smallest movements. I’ve seen you. I know you. Let me love you the way only I can, you’ll never find this in another, my darling, take my love.. I beg.

Anonymous asked:

I'm fascinated by what's inside your mind, I want to dissect every detail and obsess over every little discover

-🌬️

ah… this made me feel warm flutters immensely… for anyone to be interested in my brains of all things? it wouldn’t be advisable for you to explore any further for every single running thought may not be pleasant for discovery. perhaps that is what you vie for? regardless of what you may find. proceed with caution—for it may not always contain deluxe treats, whatever it is that lurks within this labyrinth in the deep passages of my widely opened mind. <3

Making a chain cause why not!? Hdisiwisjs

Put your name/nickname in the Character Headcanon Generator and see what you get!

Erm...so-

@starsinthenigth @mxnaceo @duckp0t + Anyone who wants to do it! (No pressure)

this is not a headcannon, this is just true lol

no pressure tags: @lifemod17 @lulu-spooks @cervidaewasteland @bruce-slutsteen and anyone else that sees this!

Truer words have rarely been spoken

wompity womp wompppp (real asf)

TY FOR THE TAG!!!!!

So I did 2 (3 but I didn’t like the second one), the first time I thought I fucked up the formatting for the screenshot so I redid it
YAY!!! TAGS/nf

I'M SOBBING??? THIS IS NOT EVEN A HEADCANON BC IT'S REAL ASF BAHAHAHAHAH 😭

@outofpawket @dusidusza @mad0katsuki and whoever who wants to join!!!

WHAT??? SOBS

These fucking...aliens and shit/silly/vpos

@honestloverboy and others!!

the first one makes sense, you are a Little Guy

erm..... I know my 5th amendment rights

I have “two” nicknames so I did both and well…

I am a mother/father/parent of like what 5 -4 fake kids and my BABY -my cat milo- -🫡

I used to don’t clock me like that (╥_╥)

but like not anymore because theres more germs under your nails than on a public toilet seat or something like that apparently 🫥

Light germaphobe y’all(❍ᴥ❍ʋ)

N.Eways Uh - @lizzzllllll @wh0ooo000o and anyone else (✯◡✯)

Hey so why did it read me to filth and clock my tea?

not sure if @obsessivel0v3r @girlfailuremode did thus hey sry for the tag pookie hi hi hellooo <3

I-

Job hunting is tough, okay? 😭

it seems i’ve been both complimented and dissed by the lovely generator, i am not sure how to exactly feel. mentions — @girlfailuremode, @lacedboxcvtter, @zeroultraheart, @bloodstainedloveletters !

i love it when you wear those small babydoll dresses. you’re perfect. you walk with no shame, so pretty, without knowing how many eyes are on you. bite marks don’t tend to fade for at least a couple of days, little love.

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